Ask a guy who is five months sober to date anything

ask a guy who is five months sober to date anything.

>image not related at all
>im at work, kfc wifi might be slow
>no personal info (name pretty much)

what kind of porn do you like

What were you doing? And what made you want to clean up?

I'm a huge faggot and really enjoy myself a large variety of porn. However; if I had to list the top three.

>Loli
>Warcraft
>Erotica

i was drinking a 5th of vodka, or clear water every day. Ontop of that; I was popping every pain medication I could get my hands on.

>Guess I'm a addict too.

What made me change was a change of location.. That and my pancreas kinda gave up on me.

>self bamp.

You miss getting fucked up? I have to stay clean now but I miss it and it's real tempting at times

I have almost lost my sober time all because; of the tempatation. Absolutely I miss getting fucking trashed and shit faced. However; with my body not really tolerating it last time I was in the hospital (5000 lypace(?) levels for you medifags). I do miss getting a pint, a fifth, even a few shots in my system.

I am not going to say I don't have a reservation to drink. All I, and you have user are just the 24 hours we have that we were given this evening.

How much of a problem was it how much did you drink?

I drank a 5th of Everclear or Vodka a day, you tell me, user.

>200 lbs
>5"4"

I've been drinking about 40 oz of rye a week.

You are doing far better than I was.

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Considering I'm at work. Nope.

You gain weight after quiting op?

>That and my pancreas kinda gave up on me
explain?

I'm trying to keep it under wraps. I'm on some prescription benzos which makes me able to drink like a fish, so I keep it on a once a week basis.

Problem is that I look forward to drinking all week and the amount keeps increasing.

3 months here. I was getting twisted to deal with social situations I wasn't comfortable with, and was having trouble knowing when to not finish the bottle (wine mostly) or open another one.

Went belt and braces and cut out both the drinking and the useless friends. Was pretty easy to be honest, so I figure that means it was a good decision.

What do you do to fill the time other than vidya or fitness?

Keep it up user.

Not op (3 month guy) - I did but only because I was inclined to fill my time with things like making desserts rather than smashing some booze of an evening

>sober 5months
>drinks weekly
sorry to burst ur bubble but you arent sober

I've actually lose 10 pounds on a strict water no soda regiment.

You pancreas can give up on you, stop functioning properly. Due to the sugars within most alcohol/liquor, you can give yourself diabetes if you drink too much for too long. It all depends on how your body handles it. I've been in and out of hospitals and sanatoriums too much.

There is literally no way you are going to keep it under control as it seems to have already (the "disease" i.e the obsession) has taken control of your mind. You are looking forward to your next drink. It doesn't matter if the day is good or bad anymore, does it? You just look forward to that drink. No?

A lot of vidya and fitness... I make three meetings a week (I was doing nine a week, however I got burned out). I do a lot of writing considering I am working on DnD 3.5 campaigns. I can't run them at the halfway house I live at, no inter-sex mingling unfortunately.

I also was jokingly challenged to write out a description for a RP character of mine, wrote it in 5 minutes in detail, re-polished it twice in 20 and called it good now lol.

It is alright that you don't believe me, user. You can stay atop your purple cloud of a high or stupor. I won't judge you.

I know this is Sup Forums and we all hate everyone..... but as somone taking the same journey as you (I am 8 years in), I want to say well done. There will be good days and bad, but keep on the path.

How does it feel to chew 5 gum?

I greatly appreciate the support and love, Sup Forumsrother.

i personally don't chew gum.

What's your opinion on antifa.

The world burns with or without my opinion. Truth be told, I am finding all of this political shit as of late hilarious as fuck.

date a 5yo

Sounds very illegal. No thanks.

you said you would date anything asshole

I guess there are somethings I am not willing to date then, user.

It is time for work, I hope you all have a Sup Forumslessed day. Farewell

Same, my dude. Whenever I hear about trump pulling a Kanye on the news, I just hold back my laughter.

was math invented or discovered

I'm five years and every single day is still a struggle.That first year is hell in particular. It's not a question, but keep fighting for every day.