Good day, my dearest friends

Good day, my dearest friends
"Daily confessions with Izaya"is here!

is there anything on your mind you'd like to share?
perhaps something you need advice or assistance with?

free (you)s for everyone!
lets enjoy each other, shall we?

oh right, share what you are listening to right now too!

Hi op.
Got Sinatra on here.

hmm, old but gold.
which song? I'll join you on that one

Mr.Success, next up, Chicago.

I have a few Sinatra's vinyls. though haven't gotten to fixing my player yet...
but I guess listening to this will motivate me more lol

so, sup with you, user?

Izaya! where have you been?
haven't seen you or these threads for couple of weeks now. thought you gave up?

Hanging around with some friends. Were having a little get together. Its nice!

oo sup Anzu lol.
I actually wish you'd be the real Anzu, I'd pay for your boob job.
on the serious note though,
I've been on vacation for two weeks. couldn't quite get enough time at the pc to host threads.
so sup with ya?
why are you at the pc though? shouldn't you have all the fun with yer friends?

Sometimes I get a sudden urge to cry. Maybe I have chemical unbalance in my brain? Wat do?

are there any particular thoughts you are having at those moments?
if you cannot control it, or you have sudden mood swings, I suggest you talk to a specialist. your doctor will send you to a neurologist if physiological imbalance is suspected.

how would you know I'm not the real Anzu?
vacation sounds so nice. and two weeks of it. you are lucky you are able to take two weeks off.
as for me, nothing much. watching tv, browsing Sup Forums

Yeah I know. I just don't wanna take antidepressants. Alot of people here seem like they cant live without them

good point. I am posting on my phone, though. So if I don't post again, have a wonderful night, op!

A non-blood but fairly close family member wants my dick. I'm totally down to give it to her, but I fear that should it come to light that we're going at it like monkeys on the regular, we'll both be shunned by the rest of the family. So far we havent gone any further then playful groping and sexting, but now she wants to start sending pictures. Do I cut it off before it gets out of hand or do I just start plowing what is basically my little sister?

yea, that's not always an option. there's also therapy to manage the psychological side of the disorder.
and yes, most often people have hard time coming off high doses due to side effects of coming down. not always the case though, but there's that.
where are you from though?

same to you too!
well you pretty much gone 2/4 of the way. you start exchanging pictures and it's 3/4.
what you are already doing is enough for the family to start looking at you weirdly.
I don't think they will throw you both outta the house lol. especially since you are not even blood related.
but if you gonna go the mile, do your best to keep it under wraps lol.
> little sister
how little?

USA

how many dicks have you sucked so far?

She 24, we're both grown. Neither of us is getting thrown out of our respective houses. Just worried about her being blacklisted from the family, since she'd pretty lost without them I think. You're probably right though, just keep it quiet and try not to get too drunk and talky at the christmas party.

well, therapy is not as popular on your side of the world.
you may still be able to find a good psychiatrist to get you through this.
it all, of course, depends on how badly does that interfere with your daily life

Wow everyone thinks they can be as perfect as Alice nowadays huh?

yea you kids need to get your urges under control in family settings lol

I'm pretty sure you wouldn't save your own pictures from Sup Forums lol.
yea, I do get a lot of vacation time. 2 weeks every 10 weeks standard.
what are you watching?

that's a good point.
what kind of work do you do? I only get 28 days a year...
watching Dark Matter. I like sci-fi space tv series. Stargate was my favorite back in the day.
how about you? any series?

I'll keep my line of work a secret if you don't mind.
I don't watch tv, really. I don't even have a tv to begin with. but since I travel a lot, I always make sure the hotel I'll be staying in has Animal Planet. that's the only channel I watch lol
I did like Lethal Weapon tv series. I think they came out this year. waiting for season two.
also, Lucifer -- my recent favorite.
what is Dark Matter about though?

sure. up to you.
haven't seen either. I'll make sure to add those to my list.
really weird to find someone who doesn't watch tv or doesn't even have one, for that matter.
Dark Matter is about a group of people waking up in a stranded space ship without any memories of how they got there. just half way through season 1. enjoying it.

answer pls you little fag

I can't stop snorting my medication. It's not even Narcotic. I just snort it.

It might be OCD. Pls tell your doctor about this.

>It's not even Narcotic
why do you even bother then
seriously, not just because it might do more harm than good, but you are essentially wasting your medicine

I think about suicide regularly. I know everyone on here says that, but I swear it's true.

My life is fine. I don't have much money, but I'm in law school, my job prospects are alright-to-good, my parents love me, etc. I have a cat I love very much. But I think about suicide all the time.

For some reason I always imagine doing it via gun, but them finding my body hanging.

I've nearly called the suicide hotline, but I didn't. I'm considering going to a therapist, but I don't want anyone to know I feel this way.

Yeah that's the problem. I run out and I suffer for the rest of the month. I think it's because I used to snort meth many years ago and it's an old habit to snort something.

considering therapy is a good thing. you might be suffering from mild depression though. it's a misconception that people think that successful people, for some reason, can not be depressed. and it's completely fine. with todays prevalence rates, depression is as widespread as common cold.
asking for help is nothing to be ashamed of, user.
did you ever try to just make yourself stop doing it?

Yeah, I'm trying as we speak. Yesterday I was completely fine but today i couldn't stop myself.