Confession thread: what kind of counter-productive behavior have you engaged in lately?
I'll go first: i fapped so much in the last 5 years that my balls hurt nowadays. I'd fap just to fall asleep most of the time. I'm 21 now and freaked out that I've fapped myself to the point of infertility.
Sup Forums has turned me into a sex addict.
It fucking sucks. I've tried to fuck all my buddies gf's and I've done a horrible amount of fugly as fuck chicks and even caught some diseases, I worry every day they will come back with a child in theur arms demandin support.
I came today to Sup Forums here to laugh or to see some scammy shit like fake coupons, but instead this thread instensified my depresion
I picked up smoking last week just so I could have an excuse to talk to a grill I work with on her smoke break. But I got a date out of it so worth
If you do end up having a child, at least you'll be a contributing member of humanity and western civilization. If that happens, do what you can for them. Your essence will live on with them.
I may or may not be able to have my essence live on. As much as consequence-free sex sounds appealing, the idea of not living on in any way is existentially terrifying.
I have go unto reckless behavior including exotic pornography, sex dungeons, loneliness and being a pothead until the point of drooling in a housemate's room in the last month just for the sake of it. Now I'm beginning a PhD studies in Aussie and my anxiety began to kick in.
I dare you to kill yourself, I'm serious, maybe Im doing the same
I'm to selfish to kill myself. Anyway, I just want to find a place to live quietly, find a normal girl and just settle in, I'm 27 at the moment
dont kill yourself. please.
Thats ok user I tought you really wanted to, I don't really get why it would be non-selfish to leave this world if its your heart of hearts choice, and one is selfish when you do whatever you want without anybody's opinons. I won't kill myself but something wonder that is not anything bad at all, Im just afraid of being stuck on a limbo for commiting suicide lol. Have a blessed night...
Anxiety sucks but I have it pretty easy relative to the people who experience it debilitatingly. Cant say I know how you feel, but at least you're pursuing an education and a social status. I say live in the moment; ditch the shit that distracts you from real life, and actually live man.
I should probably take my own advice; I play too many video games when I could be making something to be proud of.
The context if that picture makes it depressing as fuck
over the past 3 years I've been into really hardcore shit, just durg abuse and smuggling. mostly pot and psilocybes. I had a job I didn't like too much, because I'm into immunology and how it works. Now I just want to have a more normal life in the other part of the world,but it's difficult the first weeks.
Maybe for the character in the picture. But think about what a creature like that would give, just to live as you could.
If you're the kind of person who's very open or more liberal, try tyrannizing your personal life a bit. Be strict with your time, your diet, your everything. Be more conservative, low in openness but high in personal accountability. That's what it takes to get your shit in order when things are so disorderly. You don't need to live that way forever, just for awhile. Long enough for you to figure out what you need to do to keep yourself on track.
And that's not a political judgement, promise.
I lost my job a few weeks back and it's left me pretty lost. Been breaking back in their (I know how to ovoid the cams) and routinely pinching wine to keep up my depression/self hatred fueled bender. Haven't paid rent in a week and have multiply fines I stopped paying to police now there is a warrent. Mfw I'm still on 4dicks instead of getting my life back on track
>warrant for your arrest
The shit thing about our legal system is that once you've been ensnared by it, you're fucked in the eyes of society. If you get jailed for being a debter(idk how likely that is, I'm ignorant as fuck about things like this), just be thankful that you're not a sex offender. Then you'd actually be fucked for life. You would be forced to live out your existence on the fringe of society, if you could even find employment, housing, people who accept you, exc.
I am the same man that is in aussie beginning his PhD studies. During my college year I've been very strict with my life, what to eat, when I train, etc. But after leaving I met horrible bosses, and Chile is not a good country, even as a person with major studies I didn't make enough for a livig, I saved money for PhD studies here in aussie, to live the first months meanwhile the scholarship pays the maintenance. So, to save money I went to drug smuggling.
Ive spent like 150 hours during the last month or two playing counterstrike doing surfing reg game and scoutz and then dont starve together making insane bases with multiple worlds
Meanwhile real life home base looks like a fucking wreck and Im barely pulling hours at work.
Cant keep it up this pase but fuck im kind of feeling acomplished hah
how much do you fap. yikes. i jack it like once or twice a day but like, i dont litterally bust a nut.
Beta piece of shit. Also girls who smoke are disgusting.
Fuck off back to Redit
All these post are mine, my life went in a literal way to hell, police never caught me, and my papers are totally clean. People wouldn't believe all these things, but I did it because I'm an anxious person.
Is counter strike gambling still a thing? Turn your hobby into a moneymaker man.
If you like to create things in game, maybe look into designing your own game. There's a shit ton of gamemaker suites and engines; take your pick.
Do your thing, but make it sustainable at the very least. You want to live your life in a way that works today, then tomorrow, next week and next month.
>at least you'll be a contributing member of humanity and western civilization.
>having a piece of shit kid with garbage genetics, that will be raised by trailer trash in an unhealthy environment
>contributing
yeah....
Nowadays? I fap maybe 2 or 3 times a week. I'm trying to recover. The way it was? I'd fap almost every single night.
Now when I fap, it's because I'm bored as fuck and should be asleep.
also a bit vauge as to how serious it could get tbh. I'm planning to get my shit together and just face up to the music sooner rather than later but fuck it's hard to climb out once you have dug a deep enough hole.
I just have to quit being a little bitch really
Pretty cool though, you seem intelligent. You should probably just try to get clean and focus on starting a business.
Your advice to this broken man was to start gambling.
Shut the fuck up.
I work as a handyman and do construction so IIm good on money and like my job, just tend to get carried away with this shit lately.. like 2 to 3 days just playing all day long
>I've fapped myself to the point of infertility
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How garbage of genetics are we talking?
If your problems are mainly economic, that can be fixed if you're in the US. You'll have to break your ass to get to the point you'd be comfortable, but it's possible. You might have to leave your crappy commune behind though.
>I came today to Sup Forums here to laugh or to see some scammy shit like fake coupons
holy shit, are you a time traveller?
those threads haven't existed for at least 6 or 8 years now
Yeah, I thought of that a lot, just I said, my anxiety doesn't cripple, but makes me feel useless even when I do all these things, It's like the clock never runs, is too slow, and even if I go outside, I believe people doesn't like me around. my previous relationships were toxic, or were for convenience. I just feel awful. I wan't something, maybe no a relationship, but knowing that someone loves you in a way. Some stranger wants you close and meanwhile it last, enjoy it
continueing to live on this miserable plane of existence is what's truly terrifying.
I've been getting high before I go to bed after work (will be doing so in like ten minutes now). I sleep great but then I get nothing done when I wake up at noon. It's hard as fuck to sleep during the day otherwise, though.
Yeah you're right, that was pretty shit advice. I don't actually know shit about gambling, but the guy sounded happy with his life of vidya. I thought, "hey, how could you make something like CS:GO productive?" And then I remembered that some time ago people were making bank off of the game.
Go to the doctor. Im 23, have jerked off at least three times a day for over a decade. Balls arent supposed to hurt.
1) While working security at an apartment complex I stole panties out of the coin operated dryer at 2am.
2) I act like I am Mr. Equality but the truth is I stop and question black people for things I would not normally for other races.
3) When homeless people keep coming back to go through the garbage bin even though they have been asked to leave on multiple other occasions I threaten to beat them, plant evidence on them, and lie to the cops about it if they ever come back. After all who will the cops believe? Mr cean cut do goodie security or piece of shit garbage nigger?
4) After a verbal altercation with a nigger who refused to stop breaking rules I went to the cable boxes and cut his internet cord. I later antagonized him on purpose to get him to throw a punch on camera. I arrested him, cuffed him to a fence, and put a pair of brass knuckles (from a belt buckle I sanded down) in his jacket pocket. He got 10 years prison sentence.
5) I accepted bribes from pimps to turn a blind eye to their dealings
6) and more...
>racial profiling
Does that yield any results? I don't agree in principle, but I'm curious.
u r stupid
do you know he will come back and fuck you up for putting him away?
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Shit posting . Shiting while posting . Posting shit. Shitting while i post . Reading other shit post. Getting spooked on /x/ is always fun .
Wow that was fucking stupid. I dated a girl who smoked and one time she lost a pack in my car. One day when I was drunk I smoked one. Long story short I developed a habit that turned into almost a pack a day for a decade. It was so unbelievably difficult. She ended up cheating on me and dumping me after only a few months. I would rate it a 0/10. Would not smoke again.
I'm a doctor of chans and I diagnose this thread filled with human waste and disease.