Feels thread, Sup Forums?

Feels thread, Sup Forums?

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I wanna die man, how bout you?

Pretty much the same. Nothing to live for.

So I was cleaning out my picture library on my rig, and I found a whole bunch of feel photos.

I found a set that I remember I liked, but didn't have all the pages. Can someone tell me where this is from?

What's on your mind user. And did you used to have something to live for?

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This is all I got. I just remember it being kinda sad.

Sorry user wish I was more helpful, the artist looks very familiar. Ever try reverse image searching any of them? Or find the artist through a watermark perhaps

Sauce?

All me bruh. Still trying to find a name.

Thanks man. Found some places but no name just yet.

Does this help
rakugakiwall com/blip/characters/bishop/page/2

Ya, I found that site from reverse image. Thanks bro.

I think im making progress...
Ive been working so hard to get with the girl of my dreams, we started even working at the same place now and things have gone well. Have had fun times and i can feel we're getting closer, im hopeful...
I still feel pretty depressed though, because if things dont work out then all these happy moments will just more painful memories. Fuck anxiety.

Anyone still here

Ah alright good. Hope you find what you are looking for user.

Give it time man. It's hard to hear but you'll do fine, being you and relax. Or don't beat yourself up

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Ive given it a lot of time lol...
Been friends with her for almost 8 years, and she is aware of my feelings for her. Its just she had some pretty traumitizing things happen thats made her not want any relationship. So ive just tried to be there and help her until shes ready, and i really think we're making progress and it feels fucking good honestly, i really hope things end well.

Drink wd-40 op that'll off ya

>tfw mom has become such a devastatingly pathological liar that I can't be a part of the family anymore

jesus christ what a week

Good luck sir, I'm sure you will be happier and better when things finally pop. Could try hinting or asking her on dates or something ?

Can someone post the rest ?

Yeah was thinking about asking something maybe soon, just to test things. We ordered pizza into our workplace today since me and her close the place by ourselves often, so its just me and her a lot of the time. I dont want to be pushy though so i guess ill have to be careful, would hate to ruin everything.

shes too young for me and i have an abusive gf already

but she makes me happy and she deff likes me

idk what to do but i know im in love

i met this girl and we hit it off

we've only met twice in the past two weeks, and we have had sex once.

the complex feelings ive allowed myself develop for this woman are to such great lengths that i truly don't know how to deal with them.

why am i allowing her to have this affect on me?

Emotions are weird af man

I feel you bro, lost everything I enjoyed. I probably will see if I can work up the guts to do it in September sometime, some really terrible shit is going to go down in September for me. I envy you Americans and your easy guns, it would make things much easier.

how do I resist the urge to sell my shit and move the fuck out of this town?

But that sounds like a good thing. Any reason you wanna stay?

>Dating a girl for a few years
>new girl shows up at work
>Always teasing me at work now
>always touches my hand when handing something to me. Like the slow brush kind of touch
>Every time she's going to get a coffee she asks me to get one with her and when I say I'm okay she just asks me to come for a walk.
>Changed her workout time to be in the morning so we workout together before work.
>Always asking me about my gf.

It's crazy how well I'm getting along with this girl and I'm pretty sure I have to just not rush into anything. I'm not sure what to do. I really like my gf although I went in dating her knowing there's no future with her for many reasons. So now I'm pretty torn on what to do.

What ever you do, don't cheat. If you like the new girl more break it off with your girlfriend.

Tell me about some of the things you enjoyed? And it's cliche to say but don't kill yourself. Things will get better.

I dont see a point of being with someone you dont see a future with, but maybe im just picky. But yeah, dont cheat if you do like her more, explain things to current gf and break up if thats what you want to do.

Wasn't planning on cheating.

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I really love this girl and i think she loves me but she had some goofed up past which means that she still has to figure the whole love shit out leaving me to wallow with you fags

been there done that

you cant figure the whole love thing out with her, especially if youre saying shes like this now

find a girl that has experience that knows what the whole scene is about, then you will be able to be happy

Researching topics, learning new shit, reading, videogames, movies, programming, being with my SO, etc.

I stopped getting entertainment out of all of them except the last about a year ago. I lost the last one three months ago. I should point out my now ex is my only friend, we were together more than four years and have known each other over seven years. It was Disney bullshit tier perfect, I could even know what they were thinking 90% of the time. But one day shit went down out of the blue; they monkey branched me, started a secret relationship behind my back, lied to me about their intentions when visiting a friend, cheated on me, lied to me about wanting to fix our relationship and be with me, and lied to me about wanting to go an a very expensive trip with me to repair our relationship (which I had to eat the cost of). They still want to be my friend and act friendly towards me, and I still care about them but really they are pursuing the person they did that with and act like nothing happened. I can't hate them because they always had the mind of a child (not in an insulting way, but in a mentally ill way) so really I must direct the blame towards that guy because I know they are easily manipulated.

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Ever have your soul die but your still alive physically?
>I have
I'm not the same person I was 5 years ago.
I salute that fucker now that I think about it.
So full of hope, So full of courage, Actually gave a fuck and was concerned for people and wanted to do the right thing. So driven and unafraid.
I've become so jaded that if I saw my younger self.
I would have talked him out of everything and told him "son everyone is gonna fuck you so dont even bother, fuck everyone, and just do what you want, nothing is sacred, nothing matters."

I want to kill myself not because of that, that merely is the straw that broke the camels back. I have very significant physical and mental health issues, most incurable. I am in constant physical pain, I have a very high paying but high stress job, and I have a very abusive family. The stress of my life has sent me to the hospital three times in the last two months, and I am now on beta blockers because of my stress. I have tried making new friends, traveling, and seeked medical care from many professionals for decades. I am not a neet, I have a degree, and I had a life. I am just too sick now to keep it up.

In September they are visiting that person, what better date to do it.

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Honestly same, all of it.

youtube.com/watch?v=X9Hrq9dzNSs

holy shit all I wanted to be was happy.
But I've been fucked over royally a lot in life. In ways that just go above and beyond normal bullshit.
And I'm just done fam.
Last time I was fucked over big time it just killed me.
So I don't care anymore.
monsters arent fucking born
>theyre made

There just comes a time when you've had enough.
I never pictured myself being like this ever.
So full of venom, so full of hatred, so full of sorrow and despair.
But you know what though I've learned to like it.
Its warm in hell.

Anons if we don't have anything to live for I think we should all move somewhere and build a community specifically for us all. Leave it all behind and figure shit out from there.

>I've become so nihilistic.
And its because I know the jig is up.
>I know this is all a sham
Its becoming concerning for me
For the last 1 year ive been on war path.
Doing whatever I want.
>Pushing the envelope every day.
I dont care how it ends but please let it end soon.
>Im not scared of anything anymore.

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I don't much care for being alive. The literal only enjoyment in life I've ever had was love. I've only felt a soul to soul connection with one person and she left me for my friend. Now I don't trust women (didn't trust them much to begin with) and am left with just a dull empty pit where my feelings used to be. Have had many girlfriends and had sex with all of them for temporary happiness that fades as quickly as my erection. I've been cheated on multiple times and just never feel good enough for anyone anymore. So when I do find women that "love" me I use them for sex and feel nothing. I guess im just trying to beat them to it at this point. Why would somebody want to keep going when all they want is true love in a world where everybody lies and sleeps around? I hate my body for reasons I can't physically change. I don't even enjoy things I used to love that brought me happiness. Three different people I loved like brothers and spent all my time with don't talk to me or see me anymore and I don't know what I did wrong. The world I live in is based on greed and commercialism. I drink, smoke, and do psychedelics a large amount of the time. I just want the cigarettes to do what the surgeon general tells me it does so I can die without having my family know I killed myself. I have no talents or specializations. Everything I try im bad at. College puts people in debt for life just so you can work at least 8 hours every day for the rest of your life. For what? Why the fuck would I want a bunch of money and material possessions? To impress people or feel a sense of accomplishment? God damnit I hate being born into this world and I hate myself.

imagine the worst pain youve ever felt in your life up to this point. a pain you werent sure would ever go away. now think of ow old you are, and how unlikely it si youll die by anything other than natural causes, i.e. od age. now imagine that that pain not only increases with every passing year, but as the years tick away you ecome less and less capable of dealing with it. you become frail, incapable of taking care of yourself. eventually shoved into a home and taken to one by the police because you cant take f yourself. then being left in a room, brought ut to eat, get your ass wiped and shoved in front off a tv, day and night. medicated on things that dont help you, only dull your mind enugh to make you compliant, while everyone there waits for you to die. eeryone else there is either just like you or so gone the cant even convey thoughts or emotions, if they even have them anymore. all the while the pain intensifying. beyond unbearable at this point, but it doesnt mattter. youre there to exist, not live. then you die. everything you did lost to history, insignificant. everything you were, lved, lst, all the pain you endured for years on end, for nothing. then youre shoved into a hole in the ground with a few words until theyre on to the next one. none of us matter, and if we do its because others make it so. if you have no one, no one to make important, no one to make you important, there is no reason to be here. not that you have to accomplish something to be important. you can be bill gates, and you still dont matter. his legacy may be remembered, but in the end we are alll born to gain a mind then slowly lose it. we were never meant to live past 30, yet we live over twice that now. a world where killing yourself is illegal in some places. a world no one should want to live in.

>near the end of secondary
>science class exams are finished but we still have to go in for "fun lessons"
>Our science teacher was a fat jolly women, I liked her as she was always super positive
>on one of the final lessons we get put into groups of three females to one male
>the task is for the girls to put make up on the boys
>all the boys of the class start either laughing or pulling a concerned face
>I was concerned
>over the course of 30 minutes, the girls put make up on me
>it was at this point I realize I was pretty messed up as I had a boner made of titanium
>was then forced to stand in front of the class with the other boys to get our photo taken for the year book
>I stand there confused and aroused wanting to go home and hide
>and thus I was set on the path for becoming a trap

Why couldn't of I just been normal Sup Forums?

Also 10+ internets to whoever guesses which one I am.

red jacket on the left?

nope, guess again.

There's been this girl that I got to know and started to like, I'll call her M. Flashback to Friday and she, two of my girl roommates, and myself go to a dive bar to play pool and darts. We have a great time and I get her number. We go back to our house play some drinking games and we start talking more and she keeps leaning/getting super close/ flirting with me and I return. Nothing happens that night but it left a mark. Sunday comes around she comes over for GoT finale. Again we talked, and joked and had a great time. We have a guest bedroom and I walk with her cause my room is next to it. We stop at door, flirt and she wishes me goondnight. She works tells early, (one of my roommates works with her so they go together). Monday I text her and ask if she wants to hang out sometime, no response. Still haven't heard from her and roommate says I haven't come up. Shit sucks, she's the first girl I've connected with in awhile and I don't want to appear desperate and text her some more, so here I am on Sup Forums, masterbating.

I need some internets... The one on the middle, with the red jacket?

Nope, none of the red jackets.

she was probably giving you all the signs possible that she wants you to sleep with her. your room was right next to it???? cmon user don't be so down, but next time that comes up take the chance, make the road by walking.

Go for it go for your dreams dont be like me and lose her like i did user do it

She probably willing to be a side chick until you get her pregnant...

you are the lowest one, with black shirt, by the way, being a trap is not "abnormal", just because society doesn't acknowledge you, that doesn't mean you are wrong.
There's no glory in being "sane" in a sick society

Whatever happened to kekistan?

I completely missed out on Kekistan. Is this happening? This is something I would truly be interested in.

I'm a worthless neet
I keep telling myself I can't get a job because my depression keeps me from doing it and I will eventually get fired anyways so why bother, I've applied at a few places but most are driven off by the fact that I haven't been able to hold down a job in the past for more than 6 months

I just keep it until I get too depressed to get out of bed then I just stop caring about it. I rationalize it in any way I can to myself, that I'll starve without it, that I will be homeless if I keep letting this happen, but I call in anyways, again and again until I lose the job.
I had a job that I loved for a while, but I was only able to keep it for 6 months until they found out I don't have a high school diploma ( my parents are backwater redneck christians who took me out of school early to try and homeschool me, but they didn't actually do anything ) I've tried to get my GED but I'm too stupid to pass. I'm $1200 behind on payments for my car since I lost that job. some friends took me in after I got kicked out of my apartment but I fear they are losing patience with me

I don't know what to do. I've been in bed for so long. I have applied for so many jobs that have just turned me down. I have no hope to get higher education. I'm in so much debt that I can't even use my bank account anymore. the only thing that I get any money for anymore is freelance photography and computer repair

I just don't know

Honestly, I'm terrified of falling in love with someone the way I told people I had. Like, I've said I love you in relationships because that was just the thing to do. We'd break up, if he distraught for a couple of days, and be over it fast. But I've always been fucking terrified of deep emotional attachment because I don't ever want to fall for someone and have it end badly, because I don't want it to crush me. I would hate for my life to be put on from how deeply I felt for someone *after* they left me. So I push anyone I have a real emotional attachment to and only get with people I superficially enjoy

Whenever I get sick or hungover I start thinking of her again even though it's been a year now. Not in the sense of I miss her exactly but just that I can still feel the knife in my back and I wonder if it will ever go away completely.

The greatest of happiness can only be realized with the greatest of pain, To shirk pain is to shirk happiness.

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I've just seen it drive people crazy and slow them down for like a year. I have too much I'm going for to let it hit me that hard. But I do think you're right

maybe just don't be a bitch and get a job
depression isn't real you're just a lazy piece of shit

You need to stop giving a fuck, here's what you need to do, from one NEET to another

>Get as many friends as possible
>Be a total bro to everyone wikihow.com/Be-a-Bro
>Be relaxed and chill to be around
>Be nice to your income (parents/state/friends) don't screw/scam them
>Help around the house as much as possible
>You can help pay rent by doing chores and keeping the place clean
>Be the person YOU would want to hangout with

Listen, I know it's hard to keep your chin up, it's easy to feel worthless and to feel like you've failed in life, but the one thing that will stop you from going crazy and doing something stupid is having good friends and or family, your friends took you in, they clearly care about you, show how grateful you are by doing as much shit for them as possible, I know it sucks cleaning and you'd rather lay in bed (who wouldn't?) but sooner or later they'll kick you out if you do nothing but sit around being sad all the time, FORCE YOURSELF TO ACT HAPPY, people don't like chillin' with a depressed person, they're a total buzzkill, have some fun and stop caring about personal achievements, you're not alone, you know how many people are NEETs in today's world? More than you think, you'll find work if you keep looking, promise, ask your friends for help finding work, have them put a good word in, maybe they're close enough to their boss that they won't give a fuck that you don't have a GED, I know it's possible

I'm 26 and a total fucking NEET, I live with my parents, no job, not in school, but I love life, I make money online and doing odd jobs for bros, no responsibilities, no bill, no worries, I party and let my parents pay my bills, I am completely free, and so are you...and the sooner realize that, the sooner you can start living your life, stop worrying about what others think about you, I have accomplished NOTHING in my life but I have more fun than anyone I know

You'll be alright, bro.

Nope, robots on /r9k/ got it first time, Sup Forums needs to git gud.

Maybe next time Sup Forums

>Winter is coming soon.
Fish kid here
To all of you, please remember we care about you and i wouldn't want to see you go.
>I'm ugly
We don't gotta be pretty on the outside all the time. Shower, exercise, maybe do something to meet people like college. Take philosophy. If you don't find love you'll find friends. The one you love should be someone you consider a best friend

>Cut Off
But hey, I still care about you
>I'm worthless
One mans trash is another treasure. No one is worthless the experiences you have had through life good or bad can be relayed to others, to help them. You can be their catalyst. Then, maybe they can be yours.
Companionship is beautiful.
>Suicide
Isn't an answer. People will tell you this, but its true. you just end a story early. Leave something behind others can read. Find someone to care about. Something maybe. Just gotta keep on livin'
If you really feel life is shit mix i up do something new or throw is all away and start again.
Move to a new state, country, whatever.
It's a big world, it'll feel less like home without you.
Abusive in what way?

Thanks man

I do try to stay positive when I can, when I'm around those who have taken me in, they really are the reason I'm not homeless right now so I really do owe them so much. I do as many chores and stuff as I can.

I just wish I could get started on a path towards higher education. I've wanted to be a engineer since I was a kid, and I still dream of it, but it just feels like every day I get farther and farther away from my goal. parents don't give a shit about me, and there is no way I'll get a student loan after being in debt for so long..

I just want to be worth something, anything, to anyone

No problem bro, you should always worry about yourself and your own happiness, put others second, it's not selfish I promise you, just be a good person and a good friend to those around you and life will be a lot easier

Everyone has dreams, my dream was to travel around the world by train/boat hopping, I did it a few times and it was the most amazing experience of my life, went from Vermont all the way to Boston MA and it was amazing, and you know how I did it? One day I got out of bed and said "Fuck it I feel like train hopping" so I packed a bag, found a train schedule and hopped aboard, I did it completely on a whim, being a NEET means you can do those sorts of things, you don't have a job or any obligations, you can do whatever you want whenever you want, even if it doesn't yield profit or "progression" in life, it's still something awesome you can experience

There are lazy guides out there to help cheese the GED test, should read into those and get that GED, will make getting any sort of a job a lot easier and won't require needing friends as much


You seem like a pretty chill guy who's just feeling down, listen to some music that it's impossible to feel sad to and cheer on up, life will be fine, even as a NEET, I promise

youtube.com/watch?v=swYdKF1MpWg

I want more than sex with a girl who doesn't want to love me. It hurts. What do?

just wait

Can anyone help please?

Depends how old you are and the girl if your still in your teens or early 20's she's not the one walk away

I'm 21. Girl is 20. How can you say she's not the one? She cares about me but not enough to love me

Whatever your future holds, I hope it can give you relief from your sorrows. I'm debating quitting a job i just got after first check to use at therapist and finally tell my family about my mental health. I know it would be the smartest thing to do right now but im constantly anxious about how my family would feel but fuck sake I'm not sure how much i can take and stay sane.

i had thoughts today, so know i'm drinking again, alone and afraid

You stand pretty proudly for someone with a shame boner

Thanks, however I don't see much of a future right now. One of the conditions keeps getting worse.

There is no problem with quitting the job to help yourself; who cares if your parents are mad. If they love you they will put your health first.

Searching my phone for someone to reach out to... none.

The only person I have is my fiance, shes got her own stuff to deal with, don't want to burden her.


If I die, everyone would honestly be better off.

Hey Sup Forums I know y'all have worse problems, but if this gets worse I'm probably going to kms. I can explain more just ask. what do you think i should do though? (Pic related its our messages tonight. It like this most nights.) 1/2

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A picture I really like. if anyone has more like it please post

It's all over soon, it'll hurt for a while, but it'll be fine later. It sucks, but sometimes it's like this. I honestly wouldn't even try saving it at that point, when it's just all fighting.

There's no point killing yourself though, just go live a little after that, try to enjoy stuff. You'll find another one.

Do you really think she is losing interest?
It dosent help she's at college.
What should.i do?

Watch Jordan Peterson Maps of Meaning.
Read Karl Jung, The Red Book.
Attempt to understand Who you Are.
Attempt to find Meaning in Yourself.
Become someone your child would be proud of.
Look at yourself in a Mirror and ask yourself, "would my 6 or 8 year old son respect me?"
Do Better.

I know these conversations too well, she seems really controlling and tries to guilt trip you halfway in so you'll feel sorry for her and it becomes your fault. If the conversations are like that most nights, just arguing then I'd just end it.

I'm a blunt person so I'm going to put this bluntly.
Your relationship is not healthy. From what I read it seems your gf has a massive anger issue. If you're flinching if she moves when she's mad, afraid she's going to hit you, and the seemingly constant verbal abuse over the string of texts, is not okay.

It's going to be hard but, you're going to have to break it off with her before she starts actually physically abusing you or worse.

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Literally every user in this thread

Im just tired feeling alone.

The more successful I am in my business and life endeavors, the more nihilistic I become. It's only a matter of time before I burn by home and fly to another country to kill myself.

Nice double dubs, honestly this. Destroy all evidence of your true identity, and just disappear.

Anyone got some good songs for me to listen to?

soundcloud.com/vohrtex/ghost-prod-by-ghxst
soundcloud.com/andynohoes/devilishthoughts
soundcloud.com/andynohoes/devilish-thoughts-ii

youtube.com/watch?v=SW-BU6keEUw

Probably the best advice here

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