Ask a 19 year old bi sexual guy who was r*ped from the ages of 8-12 anything

Ask a 19 year old bi sexual guy who was r*ped from the ages of 8-12 anything

was it consensual

no i was a kid and wasn't attracted to men sexually yet

Why did they stop after age 12?

they moved away

Who's the girl in the pic

Bae Anna
She's on Twitter

is pic related because i would let her rape me

BambiiAnna

Tell us how it felt to have a dick in your ass for the first time.
Did he get you off?
How many times did you get a facial compared to swallowing?

What's the difference between you as a child and a freezer?

Why did you censor the word rape?

it hurt like fuckkkk the first couple times
no, but when i turned 11 i noticed that my dick would get hard when it happened
he would either cum in my ass or shove it down my threat forcing to swallow

because everytime i see anyinelost the word it gets 404'd quickly

C'mon, user, you made this thread, you could at least give more details than that, y'know?
How big was the dude?

Do you feel you were "made" gay?

5'10- 6'0
fit
probably like 6.5 inches

i think so

yes

Are we talking, like, caught with a lasso?
Strung up to the ceiling like a punching bag?
Hogtied?
What kind of rope was it?
How thick was the rope?

bump!

Follow up on the "did this make you gay" question, do you have any desire to do this to another 8-12 Y/O ? --Heard that lots of abusers were abused themselves. That's part of the gay/abuse stigma--the fear they may "create" more fags/abusers by force.

no but i've heard about that also but i'm regular bi. like i like guys and girls and live sex with them. just consensually lol

follow up to last post. i am EXTREMELY freaky tho like bdsm and all the weird stuff but once again still with consent

Does your rape experience contribute to you veing bi? Do you ever fantasize about being raped? Raping?

When did you know you were bi? When was your first consensual guy on guy experience that you enjoyed?

>bi sexual guy

WHY HAVEN'T YOU KILLED YOURSELF YET FAGGOT?

I'm assuming you're a bottom, is that right?

i think it did contribute.
i remember when i was 16 i had thoughts that i wish someone would kidnap me and rape me again. never wanted to rape anyone though
my first consensual guy on guy was when i was 15
i remember it being way different from what i was used to. because. before he would just cum and then that was it but when it was consensual it was like a whole new world. like i was actually enjoying it a lot (btw. when i was the age of 11 i started to feel some pleasure from it anyways but no where near consensual sex)

uhh kinda verse but i top 85-90% of the time

holy shit. that girl fine af

did you enjoy the rape?

What was the guys race?

for the first 3 years no but like i said once i turned 11 i started to feel some pleasure from it.

black. i'm asian

-hugs-

Why haven't you killed yourself yet you half-faggot?

I wish I could prevent what happened to you

thank you

hey bro i was molested by my step brother when i was 9 or 10 i did like it but im not really attracted to men (unless they are a really convincing trap).

we mostly just sucked eachother off never anything in the butt. so my question is : Does this make me gay or bi??

Lol Faggot How Does It Feel Knowing You're Going To Hell To Burn Forever

i would think bi. like if you enjoy men and women you're bi. even if you like women wayyy more

Why does my minute rice cook in 59 seconds

are you into bdsm/fetish or some extreme power stuff now?

any bi/gay guys that wanna either just chat or even get freaky add me!

what is extreme power stuff?

really heavy dominant/submissive shit, like wanting to be someones sex slave or have one of your own.

yes i love to be fucked brutally and controlled when i am
bottoming

how do you like to be fucked brutally?
i was molested by a stranger at 13 and i think its caused some bdsm d/s desires within me. likewise, im not bi and only attracted to women and pretty traps

>r*ped

Stopped reading/caring.

idk like regular passionate sex is cool but when they're just fucking you viciously and you have no say in what goes on makes me get off
10x harder

How did you cope with it?, how did you not just end it all?

u like gettin pegged or tied up?

how did you know your rapist?

i have no idea. guess i'm just a positive person

neighbor

yes both. getting pegged by a girl is fun and tied up is so hot cus i'm not in control and can't do anything

ive thought about this a lot but never done it.
i fear that it might contribute to my already low self esteem.
has doing these things affected your mental state outside the bedroom at all?