Alright
We all have secrets or stuff we dont like to talk about or tell anyone about
Since this is a user board lets just talk about stuff thats been going on in our lifes we
never talk to with anyone.
Im sure there will some anons that will respond to you with some serious advice or either complete bullshit like usual lol fucking faggots
I had this female friend since school now, we were really good friends and 1 or 2 years called ourselves "Best Friends"
2 or 3 Times we got drunk and kissed and stuff confessed feelings for eachother
But what i noticed is she would act extra cold around me just to fucking hurt me fucking bitch
I am and was always a really strong personality with confidence and always said how i felt and "kept things real" without trying to hurt intentionally or so on
She on the other hand was quite the opposite, she is really shy and always tried to please everyone , i always told her to not give a fuck about people but this girl is just dumb man she's still kinda have no self value cant help her anymore and dont got the energy to deal with her anymore
However we did go to multiple vacations together just us 2
She has done things like lied to me in the cold at 3AM to give another dude a blowjob and then lying to me
I dont know man.. she acts just really weird
i have tried to cancel our contacts etc and not writing her back or calling her back like 3 times now because i dont want to deal with fake bullshit, you either confess your feeling like the
fucking grown woman that you are now or you can go fuckyourself
But this bitch always comes back, and when she does i get false hopes and then she starts telling me how she fucked random dudes she meets at work
We know eachother almost 100%, we have talked really about everything, before i broke the contact with her and started ingnoring her we would always hang out after work at my room and get high
It because of her that i got a stoner, i didnt even liked weed and always was truthful to alcohol
since then i dont like to drink, and if i do some drug then its weed
After 3 Months of hardcore ingnoring her she catches me at my way to my house and talks to me with her fucking kinky eyes that me and her should go to visit the USA together and make some nice vacations
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-> The Vacations are the turning points because i always get horny af there and especially when were in underwears doing crazy shit in bed and fooling around
-> Trough the Hornyness i kinda start to like her more, but i think its just because im horny and im a fucking male that just wants to fuck whenever time is right
-> She teases me, comes in with fucking thongs and you see EVERYTHING buuut then when i get horny and start looking at her vagina and start to fooling around i always touch "per accident" between her legs and shit and she suddenly acts like im a total stranger really fucking bad acting 100% fake
I dont know what to do man, i had a really crazy dream last night and i kinda feel i should apologize to her for everything and just be normal friends again, or do you think i have the right to defend myself again from getting hurt like that?
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bump
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I'm writing a short story for a uni writing course. It's a space science fiction adventure story with light romance elements. I am terrified of what the class will think of it.
What's about?
Honestly, leave her bro
Two young pilots get captured by an alien empire and have to escape a huge prison. One, the guy, is a the typical cocky, boisterous asshole and the other, the girl is more reserved, smart and snarky. They dislike each other at first but realize the positive qualities of the other as the story goes on. I wanted to keep it basic and lighthearted for my first big project.
i think every girl i come in contact with is just using me for attention like the whores they are
Tell me more bro, i'l listen
Girls usually do crazy shit in my experience to get attention, like they play dumb, play themselfs as victim, innocent etc fuck hoes man
Ok, time for a greentext. This happened a few years back, still confused about it.
>be me
>15 year old male
>life is ok, going to a good school, have friends
>kind of want a girlfriend, but the urge isn't unbearable.
>mom signs me up for summer camp after 9th grade ends
>start summer camp
>it's all right, lots of douchebags and most of the kids are bigger than me
>meet girl
>first noticed her when she was walking unusually close to me in sailing class
>she started talking to me, i didnt start anything
>we talked every day for the next week, we were really similar and lived fairly close (an hour away in NYC, an easy train ride)
>second to last day at camp
>she compliments me a few times, says she likes me
>holyfuckwhatshappening.mp4
>i say i like her too
>both of us walk away smiling when we have to go back to our groups
>am very happy the next few days, i get her phone number/snapchat before we go back home
>i send her friend req on snapchat
>she takes 2 days to accept
>theres a single message when she finally does
>its a long paragraph
>blah blah i had so much fun with you blah blah but we live too far apart im too busy blah blah
>what
Anyone can offer any advice on what was going through her head? And why she didn't tell me that face to face?
I once stole the used underwear of a way too young girl and sniffed it relentlessly for weeks
I had a fucked up life... or have...
I drink to much alcohol take drugs (cocain, weed, speed). I tried to kill myself a several times and i have deep fucking depressions and ptsd. My life is a fucking hell. I hate it and every time i cross the fucking street i hope that a car will hit me. The only thing in my life that makes fun is watch porn, watch dead bodys on Sup Forums, driving my bike and having sex when i am drunk or on drugs again. But no one fucking know about all this shit and no one knows why i am doing this shit. I try to forget about the shit i have done in my live... an whats happening to me... Once i tortured someone and cut his fingers off because he puches a woman... i know it was because off a good reason but i am not proud of it. I cheatet my GF (yes i had one but sry i cannot deliver some proofs) when i was drunk. More than one person tried to kill me because i piss them off. I was an fucking asshole i hurt everyone around me (physically and mental) and yea i am a bad person. I saw a lot of shit i RL and done a lot of more fucking shit. I killed a person i cheatet everyone and everything i know i drink i do drugs i destroyed my life and the life of everyone i fucking know.... I am still not proud of it or of my life or of me... I have a fucked up live....
Well thats the fucking secret of my fucking life...
Fuck it.
I can't keep a relationship for long. I prey on the mothers of girls I'm dating/fwb/flinging with.
Most of the time I eventually get sexual with the moms. I want it to stop, I want to keep the relationships, but I can't stop. It's a fucked up fetish.
Right now I'm trying my best to stay committed and not fuck up the relationship of this girl I'm currently dating, but the hard part is that her mom is really... well a milf. And I'm finding myself in old patterns again and sexual tension is there.
I've screwed up many relationships between me and the past girls, between girls and their moms when caught, and even when not caught, it can't last between their daughters and I when the mom is conflicted and wants to keep going or can't deal with the guilt of sleeping with their daughters bf.
I don't know how to get help on this. This is not a fetish post, I'm really stressed about how to stop this.
I convinced 3 ex gfs to let their dog lick their vag and record it for me
Summer camp bf/gf is a thing. You're miles away from home, light supervision, you inevitably latch on to someone. Maybe the feelings were real, but y'all were young. Maybe she realized when she got home that a distance relationship wasn't what she wanted. Sorry anyway, bro. Shit stings
Girls at that age/context always have a couple idiots on rebound to see if they stay begging for her or send her to fuck herself off. You were it that time, perhaps she even did liked you but your online profile was shit and got her off or she forgot who you were and got you confused with some other of her beta orbiters
Honestly, I've noticed that you gotta act fast with girls.
I was in Berlin a few months ago and I met a beautiful Brazilian girl.
>nice face
>big butt
>loaded daddy
All the works.
I'm not exactly autistic but tbh I'm introvert af. So I don't really push for things yenno.
So we spent a few days together, and I could tell she was into me but I didn't make any moves.
Anyway, on my last night in Berlin we got really drunk and when I was saying my goodbyes she went in and gave me a huge kiss. I was shocked at first and wanted more. So we kissed again and I grabbed her ass.
She told me that I shouldn't rely on alcohol to be brave with women and that I'm special enough to "make moves"
I regret not pounding her. But she taught me alot
very much so indeed, its basically become an anxious thought whenever i talk to a somewhat attractive girl, fuck knows what the answer is to be happy with chicks because they always will screw you over if you get that far
My balls feel like they are kicked real hard when I sneeze
I spend about $100 a week on camwhores.
think about this and try to refute it: women are incapable of feeling guilt or duty to the extent that men do
later this year, it's going to be ten years that she left me
i know it was "puppy love"
i am currently in a relationship of 8 years
but the last time i was happy was when i dreamed that i was together with my ex
and she wanted to have kids and spend her life with me
i cried tears of joy in my dream and even irl
but when i woke up, and i realized that wasn't the reality i was in any more, and i was heartbroken
since then, this burning sensation in my chest just won't stop
>wanted kids
you dodged a bullet
I watch Anime occasionally.
thing is
that's the happiest i've been in those (almost) ten years
not even my current gf makes me as happy as that fucking dream
Never told anybody about this, but I've been thinking about it for a while
>9th grade
>There's a sweet, pretty girl who had her lost her legs in an accident and uses a wheelchair
>Has very few friends due to her condition
>She's a fantastic artist
>My friends and I decide to prank her for shits and giggles
>I pretend I want to be her friend and she warms up to me instantly
>We start to hang out outside of school
>Sleep over at her house one night
>We play video games, playing some Twisted Metal
>Ask her if she can show me her portfolio (she was in the advanced art program in our school and needed to create fifty or so amazing art pieces to pass)
>After a game I say I need to go to the bathroom
>Pull out big-ass scissors from my pocket (big pocket I was wearing jncos) go into her room, and cut the bottom-half of all of her art pieces off and trash them
>Leave
>The next day, she rolls up to me in the middle of class, on the verge of crying, and asks me what happened to her art
>I said, "I made them look like you"
>All my friends laugh heartily
>She rolls over to her table, alone, and just stares at her hands in her lap for the rest of the day
It was less than a month before that art was due, too. There's no way she made it up in time. Sometimes I look back and think, "did that make her a stronger person? Or a weaker one?" Sometimes I have a desire to find out. Maybe I'll call her some time.
Boooooooring
now that's harsh
like really, really shitty
tl;dr don't be poor and overdo fapping or else:
I'm a heavy guy, suffer from depression and possibly some other undiagnosed stuff, and I live alone. Got a job that occupies most of my time, play games the rest of the time (and sometimes at work when it's calm overnight), and I spend/spent a lot of time here and other places sublimating my sexual urges so I don't become the raging cynical psycho I was before I discovered masturbation and marijuana (what a combo to deaden everything you don't want to feel and some things you do).
Well, around February I got on a really good tear of hand-to-self sessions and went nuts for like three days. This was a bad decision as the next three days (luckily two of them were days off) were filled with excruciating pain on my cock. Being pretty poor and yet not being able to afford insurance because I made too much to get the whole thing subsidized means I was and still am uninsured so I never got to get it looked at.
But I know how to Google symptoms and eventually found out what had happened: the foreskin on my cock got torn and scarred to the point where I now have what is called a semicomplete paraphimosis. In short, my dick is kept from getting outside of the essentially shrunken foreskin. Good thing I was already planning on never having sex again b/c it'll be without a foreskin if I get that chance again, assuming I ever get to get it fixed. Insurance in the U.S. is a fucking scam but I for once wish I got taken on that fucking ride because I'd at least be able to use my cock properly. Then again, self-control would also have worked...
... but then I wouldn't be here telling you a story - a cautionary tale, really. Protect your penii, penii bearing anons.
I hear ya user. I have a fucked up life as well. I was doing great, on a great path, then all the sudden my life fell out from beneath me. It all started with the recreational use of pain pills. That led to an addiction, got myself in debt, lost my gf, etc. I got a decent job, and still have it, but it sucks and is extremely stressful. in the matter of 3 years my sister died from a drug overdose and left behind twin girls, 6 months old. My mom and dad divorced, and tried to pit me against one another, and they literally put me in every situation. My dad is successful, but my mom is not and tried to kill herself a couple of times. My brother is a piece of shit, and steals and lies to the point i cannot even be around him anymore.
I met a new girl, dated her, lived together and had a kid together. As soon as the kid came, found out she was a total psycho bitch and we are separated and have not made plans on the baby, so i rarely get to see him. I also got off the pill through suboxone, but now am dependent on them. It is horrible, but there are others that have similar issues. You can get through it bro.
fuck this guy this isn't a feels thread :(
Bullshit. I've seen this copy pasta a 1,00 times.
she sounds like a bitch tbh, you deserve better user
Sorry about that, kinda intrigues though. How do all of the moms let you sleep with them?
I slept with a married woman , this is her. Sometimes I feel bad about it. I hope her husband doesnt find out.
Kratom. Look it up.
you haven't fucked her even once?
she's playing with you, and you know it
don't be in denial and ignore the crazy bitch
Thats fucked dude
niggers don't married
Shes puerto rican its weird sometimes she looks really tan. This is also her.
Damn, good looking out user. I felt hopeless thinking about how i was going to get off of these, but that gives me some hope.
2/10 pasta.
made me read.
I could be suffering from a mental illness and I have no clue what to do about it
Im in love with a lesbian and i am a male so i know nothing will ever come of it and its fucking annoying as i cant do anything about it.
Enjoy it, life is more interested through a foggy lens.
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i'm in love with my best friend from a few years ago, i haven't talked to him in a few years.
i want him
why didn't you make this known a few years back to him
He is probably at home thinking how much he loves you, I bet your name is sarah, Its always sarah.
I'm a guy, i'm too afraid to come out
One of my favorite things in the world is doing the homework of female college students. Three separate women actually credit their degrees to me doing their homework for them.
Tell him he has a nice penis and say no homo. Then suck it but dont forget to say no homo.
I once was in a long distance relationship while dating another girl at my school. The long distance bitch ended up being crazy and lied to me a ton so I faked my death in the most bullshit way and she believed every second of it.
>Later broke up with the chick from school and went on with my life
And then they get dicked by some one else, you are just used. And the sad part is you probably like it.
I bet her name was sarah, its always sarah.
Also i was too afraid of his reaction and didn't wanna lose him as a friend, I'm still not clear on if he rolls that way. I do have my suspicions
nah it was Alixis
I don't care who's fucking them. I just like being useful to women.
One's gay anyway, and one's my wife.
I knew an alixis davis, huge titties
Lol, your wife is a slut who gets blacked.
>tfw three ldrs
>all three were sarah
This has always baffled me.
I did the same thing in high school. There was a group of girls who would cheat off of me during tests. I also did their homework. It was blatantly obvious they were using me, but I liked the attention. They were always upbeat and would always tell me how smart I was. I have a huge craving for positive female attention.
Right? I think women use Sarah pseudonym as a way to emotionaly cheat on their husbands online.
I actually black mailed a tit pic off of her in my last few days "alive"
barely b cup at that
I am black.
Yeah, man, you get it.
I only had one girl who used me like that in highschool, but there was one in middle school too. I always regretted losing touch with them.
My dubs demand you post those tities.
post tities
i didn't save them for some dumb ass reason. Probably to forget how shitty she was
And that's a hernia!
Post picture of your wife
The quads dont lie.
I desperately need to connect with others but I'm incapable of doing it. Used to think being nice and good to others was all I had to do, and people would forgive my appearance and social blunders. They don't. And they never will.
Doing my best to shore myself up for the long haul as a loner. Good thing is that I'll never hurt anyone.
Who is paying for the vacations? If it's you, you're getting cock teased and used.
Find something you like , find others that like it. Become social, spot cutie from across the hall. Date her marry her have 2.5 kids. She sleeps with black co worker. Leaves you takes house and kids and half your money. Leaves kids with you for two weeks while shes fucking tyrone. Decide you miss your old life.
People make non-existent relationships ideal. Trying to compete with that in real life is pointless. Realize your relationship with your ex is all in your head.
That's ok. It's bullshit.
Like i pay for the vacations lol
we pay both our own shit
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Years ago, met a girl on stickam. Never got anywhere with her, got completely friend zoned. Possibly considered her best friend. Would always fold up a post it note over my webcam when we skyped and bullshit so she'd think I just had a janky web cam. For being such a good friend, she recommended her younger cousin started talking to me after a couple years of this.
For some reason, I don't cover the webcam when I'm talking to her. She's really adorable, cute. She's a cutter on both her thighs and arms. Struggled with anorexia and bullemia. She absolutely loves it that I'm so much older than her, it seriously turns her on. Almost immediately she's latched onto me. She starts calling me daddy and randomly txts me nudes while I'm at work without me even asking for them. I find out she has some really dark fantasies, about being bound in a completely helpless state and just plain used... and not just by me either. She wants to be kept completely helpless for weeks at a time and used day-in and day-out by dozens of men.
I get her agree for me to train her into both a complete slut and a sex slave, she agrees to dedicate herself to this for life. I buy her an iPhone and lots of sex toys and clothes and lingere and stuff like that. Over facetime, I train her to make herself squirt using her fingers in her pussy. I get her to train her own asshole daily to take bigger and bigger toys. One day, while I was at work, she txts me videos herself laying in the shower and making herself cum with her fingers while moaning "daddy, oh daddy". Hard to concentrate at work that day. I have her start DPing herself with toys while we facetime and she tells me she loves how full she feels. I ask her if she'd suck my cock straight out of her ass and she calmly takes the dildo out of her ass and sucks on it while still working the dildo in her pussy. I came instantly.
She has new fantasies to tell me about. ... to be continued...
I caught my brother masturbating and now I fantasise about sucking his cock.
do it with pics
>Blah blah blah
Nobody needs your life story. Get you the point already. It's no wonder she's fucking other dudes.
She's very cute. Be careful they're fertile as fuck. You smile at these bitches their bellies grow
Copy pasta
Fucking mommy issues, dude. You're enabling shitty people by being broken.
I'm not sure he'd be into it. Though he's a teenage guy so I guess?
i'm a lonely pedophile who would probably resort to pretending to be in love with a single mom just to get close to her daughter
>i am a male
you can change that...
you never know, you have to basically come onto him and let his dick do the thinking
You know how much that damages a child, right? Higher rates of drug addiction, suicide, depression.
You're a piece of shit.
You'd be surprised what you can find, if you're successful and don't mind supporting them.
Me and my sister are in a long term couple relationship. It was sexual at first but now it's an emotional one. We've been keeping it a secret from everyone and it pains us both knowing that our relationship would never be accepted. What makes it worse is that I recently moved to a different city to attend University and now it's become a long distance relationship. We both miss each other and I'm feeling depressed now because I know in the future we're going to have to call it off...
how what damages a child? i just want to support and nurture and be close to her.
can we please see some proof or pics thats hot as fuck dude. when did you first fuck her?
the thing is that i really don't want to deal with some adult female or pretending to care about her. its just something i could see myself resorting to because of how shitty and alone i feel
wasnt even funny
you're just a fucking idiot
by "making her stronger", you mean never trusting people again?
Let us know how prison is.
There's nothing you can do to be together short of moving and never having contact with former friends and family.
Since you're both pretty young, for now you can fuck as you please as long as you keep it a secret.
But eventually you'll have to marry someone. Why not make a pact that you'll both find people to marry but insist they respect your "family spirit" of spending brother/sister time together?
By the time you guys are ready to have families, you wont have time to fuck daily. But you will be able to take regular "brother/sister" time together per tradition.