Went to bed not clear again
Saw the kids not hearing them once again
I don't remember anything once more again
My wife she went to work not seeing me again
This can't be again
I need so much help from drinking again
2am looking at the ceiling fan
I can't sleep wondering ware I am
I'm wondering if I can survive again
I hate this so much and wondering if she will leave me again
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Faggot
Maybe don't use alcohol
Country music is for faggots
I came to work with red eyes
Again telling everyone that I have sleepy eyes
I feel so ashamed that I have to lie
Now it's time for you to fucking die
6am I'm here on time
5:30 I dropped the kid again
Really sucks that I'm drinking again
I drove to work with bury lines
All I could was thinking about was keeping it straight in lines
All I could think was everything was fine
Die if I could
The kids would not live if I would
I really hate my life if I did
Easy way out I know I thought so many times I should
Kind of weird this is an option even though I never thought I would
In the extremely unlikely event that OP or anyone else ITT is serious about getting help with a drinking problem, I'll just drop this here:
triggrhealth.com
My daughter used this service when she realized she had a problem, and it was fucking amazing. Costs $30 a month, which is WAY cheaper than booze, and it's well worth it! 24/7 live support!
Hi user thanks for the link
It really sucks that I like my drink
I'm at work hoping my breath doesn't stink
I really need help everyone in my life thinks
At work and not even 8 yet
Feeling still buzzed from the drank I had
This think still has me yet
So resent as yesterday
I left the house and didn't even say
I went to the gym to see some guys and I'm not even gay
I went to the showers to cool things off
Saw this dude he was beating off
I turned around I tried to blow it off
For real it is
I turned to see it is
Thick and uncut it is
No way I would every consider this
I went to the gum cuz she was angry
I had no intentions of anything
We all know that I was drinking
I'm sure that my eyes were half cast
I did see his shaft at half mast
Thick with trimmed hair with a nice ass
Fucking hate that I'm drinking again
Hate that I have to be honest with /b again
Honest again
Drinking again
Can I tell you what happened
Hate this drinking thing
Still remember the gym thing
8:30am now
Just took another swig now
Can't believe that I'm still drunk now
My wife she called me just now
I can't talk to her just now
Just had a drink not now
The things swirling in my head to tell her why I didn't answer
The things going in my head not to answer
Right now everything is a such a blur
9am now
Still at work now
Have to put down my head wow
Can't have anyone catch me now
The drinking has to stop now
My head hurts
My speech slurs
How long until my body doesn't shake
How long will this take
Still at work and they all know
I'm trying to keep it still so it doesn't show
Is there a place local where I can go
I need help where can I go
This monster has me
It has the life of me
It has my house and my family
My head swirls
My head throbs
The shakes in the middle of the night
The sweats that keep me up at night
They keep me up all night
I need a drink to help me stay right
Only 9:30 now
I'm still feeling buzzded right now
Not right is it
I should be with it
Not so right
I have so much to wright
I need a drink to keep me right
What faggy emo song did you rip this from? Also underage b&.
I can't see straight
So angry that I want a drink again
It's only 9:44
Does someone even care I say
Does this sound like a song to you
It's a cry for helping me you fucking dude
No rip-off
Look it up you fucking jack off
This is me trying to make it right once and for all
10:13am - my birthday
The time now
My head still hurts
The sounds I hear in the workplace still feels like people flirt
They giggle like no one hears them or sees them in their short skirts
They don't know my hurt
Very healthy. I'm sure posting sub-par poetry on the internet will help solve your problems. Brilliant idea, man.
Either kill yourself or break away from where you are now. Get up and move somewhere else.
If you don't, you must like things the way they are now. You are where you are because you choose to be.