Story time

Story time
>be me 21, studying computer networks, bright future, 6-7/10, really funny
April 2016
>got dumped by my nice gf gamer for no apparent reason
>feeling shitty
May 2016
>feeling really horny
>met a girl at a hotdog stand with some mutual friends
>18
>7/10 with the nice dress, make up and high heels, later found out she's really 5/10 without them
>we start dating, nothing serious, she kinda acts like a nympho in the bed but doesn't matter sex is sex
>a bit clingy
>we are dating for a couple of months
October 2016
>I have a huge crisis - I have a disease that fucks up my sleep and energy levels and also makes me depressed if I don't take the correct meds
>wanting to kill myself because I can't sleep and feel only pain and sadness
>gf's right beside me tru out everything
>go in mental hospital for a couple of days - nothing too serious, just some Lexotan was the hardest thing they gave me, mostly saline and vitamins
>gf's right next to me in the hospital even skipping school
>things get better but still frightened from the crisis
November 2016
>gf tells me I need to man up some more because she need a man by her side and she doesn't feel me that way anymore
>I'm fucking devastated by the crisis I had and the mini-crisis I was still having every 3-4 days
>all I can think of is how my med dose is not the right now and I need to go to a real specialist
>specialist in a distant city
>need money to go there and I'm really poor
>anyway get money, go there with gf, had a good time with her in the new city, doctor switched my treatment and gave me hope
>we go back to our normal lives
>go out with some friends - 2 lesbians and 1 guy who is also a medium to big kinda friend
>still had some health problems so I had to go home early

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early December 2016
>she comes home, we fuck, we cuddle, we sing christmas songs and decorate the house, we make plans for the holidays that are coming
>one of the lesbians we're friends with had a birthday a few days after
>I go out late at night and that's really rear because of my disease
>gf's happy I made this big step for her and we all have a good time on the birthday in a bar
>lesbian decides she wants more party
>next day birthday continues at my gf's place
>that one friend of mine is invited + another guy that is a friend of the lesbian
>I have another two day crisis so I can't go to the birthday
>gf comes at my house at daytime
>new treatment still hasn't had any effect, I'm still depressed
>she knows my depreso and crisis will go away once the new treatment hits home
>I tell her that maybe I'm not the man for her
>all these months she tells me how much she loves me and that she wants to get married and have kids
>she tells the same shit again and cries
>"okay sorry I just was feeling down because I can't come to the birthday because of the illness"
>"don't worry user everything's gonna be alright"
>she goes to the party
>late at night my chimney goes on fire
>watafak.jpg
>panic
>what do?!?!@#$
>my father's half asleep, starts yelling not to disturb him with "bullshit" like a burning chimney
>go online, search solution, try some tricks, kinda works
>next morning one of the lesbians sends me a pic of her friend and my gf hugging on the bed and sleeping
>gf texts me "we need to talk"

>shesgonnaprankme.png LOL
>she comes at my place - dead serious
>I need some time user I swear we're not breaking I just need some time please blah blah
>I imidietly have a crisis - tears start comming from my eyes but I laugh hard and yell at her to get out
>I go out super fucking rekt physically and mentaly
>walk around 7-8 km around my town - it's a small town
>text her best friend (the other lesbian) ask her what's wrong
>out of nowhere lesbian starts to yell at me that I'm not a good bf and tells me to give my gf time if I want her back
>gf had fb open on one of my browsers but I haven't really had a reason to infiltrate till now
>open it
>read all messages
>found out she wanted to break up with me for some time now
>found out her best friend the lesbian was telling her that I'm no good and that she needs someone else - MY FRIEND that was with us in november and was also on the birthdy last night
>found out that the lesbian had this plan a long time ago
>my gf was kinda dumb and the lesbian was controlling her easy
>get really mad - tru all these months lesbian had a lot of mental breakdowns and I was really really helpful to her and now she does this to me out of nowhere
>feeling like utter shit
>found out she likes MY FRIEND
>a few days go by, she wants to meet, we break up
>go in her profile imidietly
>see she has A DATE WITH MY FRIEND ON THE SAME FUCKING DAY 10 MINUTES AFTER BREAKING UP WITH ME

a short bio of my freind - village guy, 4/10 looks for everyone else 8/10 for her somehow, stupid, has a job, has a car, only high school education - no university, no nothing, works as a truck driver
>I'm fucking furious at him and her
>remember all the good memories I had with him all these years
>remember all the good memories I had with her all these months
A month goes by
>feel like doing nothing - no video games, no music, no nothing
>decide I'm gonna force myself to get out of this hole
>start going out with old friends I kinda lost when I got the illness
>tell them about the illness and everything
>start going out more
>start drinking alcohol
>met new people
>go out with my old friends in the snow with their cars - they drift, we yell, smile and get happy
>still feel like shit but atleast I have these small moments of distraction
>taking heavy meds and no doctor had told me to - Lexotan, deanxit, fluanxol - I kinda knew how to take them and when to take them so everything good, they help a lot
>go out with new frinds, drink, talk about a lot of things
New year's eve
>feel like utter shit but had a plan
>next morning go out early with new friends - plan was a mountain walk tru the snow, around 15 km's
>was like a public event, around 20 people show up, young and old, cooks, doctors, IT guys
>really exhausting and cold - physical discomfort 8/10 but I keep going
>a few hours go by, we go home
>talk with some internet friends, they show big support
>start working out every day
>break my muscle limit every day
>pain's huge
>plan is to become better so my ex gf and my EX FRIEND see I'm better

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February 2017
>me and my gf were members of a Non-government organisation for young people that want to make our town a better place
>I start to be super active there
>the "boss" of the NGO likes me a lot even tho I'm new
>everyone else likes me a lot
>try to look really happy even tho I still feel like shit
>go home
>work out as usual
>go out with friends, getting drunk on a regular basis since december
>HUGE event breaks out in end of february - our NGO organizes it, many important people from the whole country gather at our event
>being active as fuck - the most active person in our NGO at the event na I make sure everyone sees it
>guests are really happy with everything and with me
March 2017
>I finally now have no emotions towards my ex gf - no longer loves her, wants her back or anything
>only anger and hate towards them both
>decide a new plan - after I become a Chad around summer time I would have rought hate sex with her and make sure her bf knows
>start to work out more intesively
>see a unexpected growth in upper body muscles
>feelsgoodman.jpg
Months go by
>I'm doing my things
>she's doing hers
>she pm's me from time to time - I barely reply
>sometimes I use her for her tablet when I have to travel somewhere
>drink alot
>meet a fuck ton of new and awesome people
>new treatment finally kicking in
>start to have more energy
>start to sleep normaly again
>really active and happy
>yesbaby.png
>met a young businessman at the academy I'm studying networks
>he offers me a job

September 2017 (now)
>I get promoted in work
>first time in my life I can taste the good things in the stores - expensive food and drinks
>found out my ex bf is unemplyed right now
>she messages me
>wants to meet
>found out things between them are not very good
>decide this is the time - I sleep with her and then make sure her bf knows about it so it's a double revenge
>stuff my pockets with condoms
>haven't had sex with anyone since her
>thristy as fuck
>go out with talk a bit
>she makes me complimets and looks at me dreamy but with a bit of sorrow
>tells me that it's nice to go out with me and walk around
>"even the silence is nice with you user"
>tells me her mother had big health problems
>she apologizes a lot about what happened
>she tells me now she knows how I felt back then
>her bf doesn't love her anymore
>she hugs me and cries
>tells me she doesn't have friends anymore
>not very close with lesbians anymore
>tells me she feels like I'm her closest person
>I'm keeping an emotionless face the whole time
>tbh I WAS emotionless
>couldn't care less for her tbh
>not even e single drop of emphaty
>but decide at this point it's not worth it to sleep with her
>plan's off
>if her bf doesn't care about her this way anymore he wouldn't care if I fuck her
>she thanks me I aggreed to meet and walk around a bit
>we say goodbye and that's it

So Sup Forums, what could I do better and what should I do from now on? Should I communicate with her more. Don't really want to just because she's not an interesting person I can talk with about different topics. Also I don't want a relationship with her. But I could have sex with her tbh since I'm feeling like my virginity is coming back. I though I can wait a bit to see where things go between them (99% they'll break up) and maybe ask her if she wants to be friends with benefits.

rebump

Cut contact and ignore her for the rest of your life, you'll thank me later in Sup Forums heaven

why tho?

OP became alpha, but keeps contacts with beta skank, OP needs to find a super model to marry and leave the skank in her skankiness to die, that is the best revenge, to indifference

She sounds like a toxic person. She betrayed you once before, it'll probably happen again, and that's unforgivable in my book. You sound like a really good dude, but also fragile because of whatever mental issues you're dealing with.

Good luck user, hope you continue doing positive things like working out.

youtube.com/watch?v=gzGfPUynDiI ?

Skank is just needy but never really loved you, if she was easily tricked by some lesbians, then, she was just with you because she wanted to have a relationship, but never really and truly loved you.
>say she loves you
>she wouldn't have broken up with you, you two would have agree to broke up because it's not good anymore.

This
And this.
Fuck the past, things are working out well. Not getting pussy isn't the end of the world, especially when it's old pussy.

This
Toxic people only do bad, she is gonna suck your spuld up until you are back to where you started.
Personally if someone cheats on me, I just remove them from my life, no fight, no arguments, no discussions, just remove them and aviod them because my life continued in other way

october 2016 OP becomes a faggot

Don't mind me, just passing by. This place is cancer lmao

OP here I know a girl from my university but never met and only chat tru instagram. Really nice and cute but has low self esteem for no apparent reason, 7.5/10, dyes hair, cosplays, watches anime
I'm thinking of asking her out and not dealing with my ex anymore. Just wanted Sup Forums opinions.

Thanks for that, loyalty it's important, if I am loyal I deserve the same, no mercy, no exucses, just a "You have been removed of this person's life"

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this is inspiring, you know what to do user.

>dyes hair
>low self esteem
Be careful with those girls, they are fun in a bun but no wife material

Truth be told I'm happy for you OP. Live a great life.

OP needs a girl that has goals just as OP, someone constructive that feels complete, someone to supplement nor complement.

>Really nice and cute but has low self esteem for no apparent reason, 7.5/10
Chad, thad and brad took turns with her and now shes LE DEPREST.

she had something for a guy that didn't like her, she even cut her arm and posted photos, that's what I don't like but... no better option at the moment

That sounds like a better idea. You've done so many new things with your life and progressed that it seems going back to the easily-swayed person who hurt you would put you back in a hole.
Still, be careful with anyone with low self esteem, you've worked on yours a lot and they can drag you down. Remember, it's your life and you can afford to be picky for your future happiness. Keep an eye out for red flags. If you do mess with the new girl, take it slow and bide your time.

TBH these type of girls are just for fun during the weekend, but not wife material because they are gonna be like OP's ex skank, needy and ungrateful

Op you need to cut all ties with her and move on with your life. you seem to have been doing a great job so far and got through some tough shit. With her in your life she will probably pull the same shit again. You don't need her and can find so many better people to have in your life. Hope you will do okay

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If she cuts, she's a slut
Hell, no, dude keep looking

You want pussy? get that pussy, but be VERY careful to get attached or get her attached, you really do not want a fucked up person that you will have to recover. only get recovered girls or even better, girl that were never broken. I do not mean to be an asshole, but a broken person needs their partner to fix them up if in a relationship and their partner might break in the process and no one will fix them

OP here
ex just texted me with "hey" lol

Text back "busy"
Just that. Every time.

>no better option at the moment
If OP is the alpha he claims to have become, OP will not conform for the available options, that is so so beta. Wait for the real girl, she will come, do not conform jsut because you want to be in relationship.

If you want pussy, just get a pet-slave like I did. Make very clear you only want a pet and if she gets too attach, friendzone her until she begs you back. Then when the girl you actually want comes, let your pet go and marry your girl.

Leave the double check mark an be alpha

Not alpha enough
Dubs have spoken

You turned down pussy? You're a beta fuck.

OP you worked so hard to get where you are, don't mess it up now. If you keep in contact with your ex she will project her insecurities on you.
You need someone sane and positive, or you will fall ill again. As someone said before, the worst revenge for her right now is indiference. Let her feel alone like you felt when she cheated on you.

Congratulations OP, i hope you keep doing fine.

It keeps her on the hook and when she eventually gets frustrated and asked what he's busy with, he says "anything other than you"
It's the same way she strung him along

>You turned down pussy? You're a beta fuck.
You are the beta here, didn't you read the story? would you fuck a skank? for real, if you are desperate enough to fuck a skank, you are beta as fuck

He's got a point

With the gains and new job there's no reason to hang with a 5/10 that's strictly a cum dumpster. You could hang out with 7-8/10s and use them as cum dumpsters. The worst thing that could happen is you would fall back in to your shitty slump and your life would be miserable. Drop the hoe and go.

Give me your lexotan bro i like me some benzos

>Shitty bait

Don't feed this troll

She did what she thought was best for her at the time, so you have the right to do the same and tell her to fuck off or tell her that you want to be friends with benefits (just make sure you both set clear rules to avoid drama, as this often doesn't work too well).

However, as you put it, your life seems to be headed in the right direction, so while you're allowed to do things you're not proud of, I wouldn't recommend it. I say you shouldn't be too close to her anymore. You've worked hard to be a stronger version of your past self, don't go back.

Lol bro this is actually verry true

Easy peasy, have a pet, wait for your girl

Not good to keep contact with her, not even have sex, bitch will get attached will not follow the rules anf perhaps even will make OP fall ill again. He needs new pussy

This

OP here
in 2 months I'll have my driver's licence
in 2 more I think I'll have saved money for a decent car
In my experience around the 2 towns I live in most of the girls here really fall for guys with cars, doesn't matter if the car is super expensive or a regular one - I think it's because the responsibility of a car owned turns them on or some shit I dunno but I hope to get a lot of pussy then
You guys may thing I became alpha and I may really look that way but deep down I still have highschool sexless nerd complex and I don't know how to get rid of it except with alot of pussy

Where are your from? If do not want to say, only tell me the continent and the cardinal point
>North South East West

Bulgaria lol
>inb4 dirty slav gypsy

>no drivers license
>no car
You have way more things to worry about than pussy. A lot of people forget,as a man, the older you get the higher your value is as a mate.
The older women get, the lower their value gets. Continue getting your shit together, focus only on your future. The right one will come along.
Learn from my mistakes, I took the first thing that came along and now I'm stuck. She's a good woman, but not what I should've waited for. Work hard in your profession and on yourself. Make a comfortable life for you. Then worry about females.

>Sup Forums comes together

Forget about anything that I have said about getting a pet-slave

This

OP here
Thank you everyone for the advices y'all are truly the best

fuck your greentext story
>imidietly
this needs attention

>OP lives where the legal age is 14 and does not look for young pussy
OP needs to get a 17yo that has a good future and have a serious relationship with her