Ask a Schizophrenic anything

Ask a Schizophrenic anything.
I may take a while to reply, be patient!
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Some anons asked for a Discord, so here's that if you're interested.
/sZf656

Have you ever been off by 1 before?

>Have you ever been off by 1 before?
Numerous times.
But you were off by two.

Are the voices(assuming you're that type) different, or just one monotonevoice

>Are the voices(assuming you're that type) different, or just one monotonevoice
They are different.
The three recurring ones I have include a female with a raspy voice, a female with a higher pitched voice, and a male with a monotonous voice.

Sup OP, Im ya boy lil schizy.

Stay strong and try to ignore it

>Sup OP, Im ya boy lil schizy.
Hiya, Lil Schizy.
>Stay strong and try to ignore it
Thanks, user, I try my best.

bimp

Doggo bimp

...

Another doggo

adorbs

>adorbs
She's an adorable, loveable little shit.

If my phone wasnt dead and my charging cable broke id take a picture of mine for you.

>If my phone wasnt dead and my charging cable broke
That's really unlucky.
>id take a picture of mine for you.
What kind of doggo do you have?

hE IS MY LITTLE BABY PITTBULL. 85 LBS.

>hE IS MY LITTLE BABY PITTBULL. 85 LBS.
>Little
>85 lb
That aint no little baby. That's a big baby

What's your favorite canned food to eat cold?

Hey man... I have schizophrenia too. It's pretty hard to live like this, I was recently diagnosed and in some terms I feel bad because I know that this is gonna be with me until my death...
Any advice?

i TREAT HIM LIKE HES MY LITTLE PUPPY HAAH

My computer overheated give me a few minutes
-OP

fucking neck yourself already, No one cares you attention whore

Maybe I will later, I'm busy right now though.

Hello fellow schizophrenic. When did yours first start? Mine started at 17, 26 now. Tough few years post 20 with numerous suicide attempts and refusal to accept something was wrong because I felt I was special and chosen. On meds now and been through therapy and things are looking up. Hope you get through it too.

Aorry user, I'll answer the questions in a few. Having some major technical difficulties

Almost done hooking the pc now

Still here user

>What's your favorite canned food to eat cold?
Hmm, I don't care for cold canned food too much, But, if I had to choose it would be Vianna sausages.
>Hey man... I have schizophrenia too
Hello, Schiz/b/ro.
>It's pretty hard to live like this
I know it is, user. You gotta stay strong though.
>Any advice?
I really don't have any, I'm sorry. The best thing I can say for you is to just not give up. It'll get better, then it'll get worse. You just have to get used to it. That's all there really is to it. Sorry if that's too blunt.

Hello
Ive started to hear voices (of the people i know) and music some time ago. It all one day when i was very tired and was about to fall asleep. I dont really remember if i actually fell asleep, but i heard the louder sound and got a lil bit more conscious. Ive though that it was just because of being tired, but it came back few times. I dont know what do think about it. It happens mostly when there are silent around me. Do you think its the beggining of schizo?

What a fucking ugly shit

>i TREAT HIM LIKE HES MY LITTLE PUPPY HAAH
I know how that goes. I treat mine like she's a puppy too.

>Hello fellow schizophrenic
Hello, schiz/b/ro.
>When did yours first start?
I think it's been around my whole life, but it really started to become noticeable around 20. I'm 25 now
>because I felt I was special and chosen
I know how that goes.
>and things are looking up.
Glad that things have turned around for you though.
>Hope you get through it too.
Thanks, user. Best of luck to you too.
>Still here user
Thanks for hanging around.

I'm just here to gather my free (you) also to say how hard it is to find a snuggle buddy :(

>Hello
Hiya.
>Do you think its the beggining of schizo?
It's really hard to say, user. I'm not a doctor.
I have similar things especially when it's quiet. I hear shit like ringing and voices more prominently when it's very quiet and because of that I cannot sleep without some sort of white noise.
But, that being said hearing voices isn't enough to sufficiently say whether or not it's Schizo. If you're worried about it, see a doctor. That's my best advice.
>I'm just here to gather my free (you)
Here (you) go.
>also to say how hard it is to find a snuggle buddy :(
ru.aboi?

>What a fucking ugly shit
Yo das rude user.

Hey you, what do ya say

>Hey you, what do ya say
IT DOESNT REALLY MATTER CUS IT'S ALL THE SAME

op knows what's good

>op knows what's good
Trips speak the truth

i was promised a (You)

>i was promised a (You)
You broke the chain of recurring digits. No (you) for you.

Do you have a gf ?
Do you find it easy to meet girls youre interested in ?
Can you socialize easily?


Because i have to say no to every one of them fucking questions.

>Do you have a gf ?
No. ;-;
>Do you find it easy to meet girls youre interested in ?
I don't really meet people at all, so; no?
>Can you socialize easily?
Sometimes I can walk up to people with ease and just start a conversation. Other times I have really bad paranoia and anxiety attacks.
It's a flip of the coin.

i must know.

do you hear voices in your head and do you have actual discussions with your voices?

real question i really want to know

please tell me

Do you have a job ?

>do you hear voices in your head
Yes, I do.
>do you have actual discussions with your voices?
Yes, very frequently.
>Do you have a job ?
No, I've been trying to find one recently. But it's going to fuck with my SSI so it has to pay fairly well. Which is hard to find.

thank you for answering.

do you compete with the voices for who has controll of your body?

Can you give an example of the sort of discussion you would have with the voices in your head?

Are you clinically diagnosed and do you take meds?
If yes what meds?
What are some of the problems you deal with on a day to day basis because your a schizoid?

this would also be very interesting

>thank you for answering.
No problem.

>do you compete with the voices for who has controll of your body?
No, you're thinking of DiD (dissociative identity disorder) formerly known as Multiple personality disorder.
>Can you give an example of the sort of discussion you would have with the voices in your head?
It's usually about something that's on my mind. It's hard to pull exact examples. But, a vague one would be an existential thought, or really anything I think about that I am unable to answer myself.
>Are you clinically diagnosed and do you take meds?
Not medically. It was done by a psychologist, not a psychiatrist.
>What are some of the problems you deal with on a day to day basis because your a schizoid?
Lack of drive to do anything. Severe depression, paranoid thoughts and (occasionally) delusions

>do you compete with the voices for who has controll of your body?
No, you're thinking of DiD (dissociative identity disorder) formerly known as Multiple personality disorder

oke nice to hear...i was asking because its easy to get rid of "voices" who want to controll your body.

Is it possible that i make a fps game with dynamical market system (trading) and meaningful interactions of the npcs by giving them behavior based on probabilities and their situations ?

>i was asking because its easy to get rid of "voices" who want to controll your body.
It's not as easy as you might think.

it is.
it all depends on your willpower.
there are easy techniques you just have to know how

wanna fug?

lets make this a paranormal thread.

i will teach you how to project your will into another person

>it all depends on your willpower.
That can be said about anything though.
>wanna fug?
I don't even know you.
>i will teach you how to project your will into another person
I already know how to do that.

step 1.

look the other person in the eyes.
and ask them a question about anything you want and at the same time ask them a question in your mind

o never mind then

Why are you posting pics of my waifu like she is a slut

>it all depends on your willpower.
That can be said about anything though.


yes mind over matter

>o never mind then
You can still explain how to do it, I'm sure someone doesn't know.
>Why are you posting pics of my waifu like she is a slut
Because she's MY waifu.
>yes mind over matter
Mind over mind.

im going to sleep now....im very drunk

Does porn feel more real?

>im going to sleep now....im very drunk
Sleep well.
>Does porn feel more real?
I don't look at porn.

>because she's my waifu
Your waifu is shit and belongs to me user my waifu would destroy yours

>my waifu would destroy yours
Please. You know that's a blatant lie.

Hello, user. My "you," please.

with how often this faggot post this same thread every day on Sup Forums he's just an attention whore, not even a real schizophrenic, he just wants you to feel sorry for how much of a pathetic loser he is, a real schizo would be dead by now, go out and get an actual disease like aids, that what you actually have you faggot

sage

>Hello, user. My "you," please.
Here (you) go.

>with how often this faggot post this same thread every day on Sup Forums he's just an attention whore,
Are you retarded? I haven't posted in about two to three weeks.

Talking to your voices should be enough cunt, don't bother the poor anons that are busy masturbating to drop their dicks to feel "sorry" that you should are sucking on the governments and making an anime masturbation Emporium rather then go to a mental I institution and get real fucking help idiot, you are not fooling anyone.

>Here (you) go.

Thabk, you, user. And (You) have a good night and a better tomorrow, too.

>don't bother the poor anons that are busy masturbating to drop their dicks
They can resume their masturbating if that's what they want to do.
>to feel "sorry"
I seek no sympathy.
>Thabk, you, user.
You're welbome.
>And (You) have a good night and a better tomorrow, too.

Same to you, user.

Are you make it female op?

Would you rather have the voices off and on, or tinnitus all the time?

>Are you make it female op?
I think you're asking me if I'm male or female?
Male.
>Would you rather have the voices off and on, or tinnitus all the time?
Voices, easily.

Male or female.?

>You're welbome.

Forgive my typo. THANK you, again, user.

>Male or female.?
See:

Good call, tinnitus really sucks.

Will the female voices ever talk dirty to you to help you out while fapping?

>Forgive my typo.
Worry not.
>Good call, tinnitus really sucks.
It sucks a lot.

>Will the female voices ever talk dirty to you to help you out while fapping?
No. Even if they did, it wouldn't really help. It would only distract me.

Bimp

The discord link has expired.

>The discord link has expired.
It's not expired, Sup Forums doesn't like the full link.
discord
.gg
/sZf656

>667
>off by one
ironic

>ironic
I don't think that's what irony means.

well i thought it was funny okay .-.

>well i thought it was funny okay .-.
Why didn't you just say that then, you dingleberry?

Last week it was 2 males one female today it's two females one male which one is it?

>Last week it was 2 males one female today it's two females one male which one is it?
Well, considering I haven't posted in over 2 weeks.
And I've always said two females one male.

wow, you called me a dingleberry ;-;
i remember asking you in another thread what games you play and you said you play league, mind adding me?
my ign is Natah

>wow, you called me a dingleberry ;-;
I sure did.
>mind adding me?
Sure, but I can't really play league at the moment I'm having cooling issues with my pc.

Have you ever tried psychs (probably not a good idea for you)?

Have you got any comorbidities?

What type are you?

that's fine, i'm just getting back into it atm and i'm looking for some chill people to play with

Have you ever taken abilify or abilify maintaina? Been on the shot for 4 months now and it really helps me

>Have you ever tried psychs (probably not a good idea for you)?
No, but I want to at some point.

>Have you got any comorbidities?
Depression.

>What type are you?
Technically I was diagnosed as Paranoid schizophrenic, but that term isn't used anymore.
>i'm just getting back into it atm and i'm looking for some chill people to play with
Alright, I added you. Just hit me up whenever you wanna play. Hopefully, I can get the computer to a suitable temperature to play vidya soon.

>Have you ever taken abilify or abilify maintaina?
No, I try to avoid all medications if at all possible. I really dislike them. Even simple things like headache medicine; I don't take.

>Been on the shot for 4 months now and it really helps me
Glad you've been able to improve from it.

This might be shit advicce but if you want to try psychs, you might want to go for psilocin shrooms.
Psilocin has no effect on dopamine and only affects norepinephrine at large doses. If I remember correctly dopamine has a role in inducing episodes?
LSD, Aya/DMT and pretty much everything else is a DA agonist.

>you might want to go for psilocin shrooms.
I plan on either going for shrooms (I can literally go pick them myself if I wanted), or LSD.
>If I remember correctly dopamine has a role in inducing episodes?
There are theories about that, yes. I myself do not subscribe to that notion though.

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