I did something terrible today,something disgusting and I dont know why

I did something terrible today,something disgusting and I dont know why.

>On Tinder
>Swipping right everyone
>Some fat tranny liked me
>Not passable in the slightest
>Give her my number
>We start chatting
>One thing led to another
>Today we met up,an hour ago
>Ended up kissing that monster
>Deepthroated me like a champ
>Cum in it's mouth
>Regret it after 5 minutes,wash my dick and mouthlike never before
>Went outside to rub my mouth with sand and eat some to spit it
>Cant fucking get it's fucking smell off of me

Fuck me why did I do this,what the fuck is wrong with me,atleast it showed me her tests and its clean.

I've had encounters with trans but not this atrocioud,they were good looking but this...is it my only choice to kill myself and hope for reincarnation to be real?Fuck.

kek, y u so desperate.

Lest see a tranny's pic

I dont even fucking enjoy sex,I dont even look for it normally fuckkkkkkkk how can I live with this how can I redeem myself after this,I've turned normal girls before just so I can do this shit now fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck what the fuck is wrong with me please someone tell me

Dude always jack off before going and doing something like that. The desire will end immediately.

Fuck me it's not even desperation,I dont give a shit if I have sex or not and im not even ugly as fuck or something,why the fuck did I do this shit to me.I'm fucking ill man,I feels sick
Nah man,I dont even want to post it,I already deleted all the pics too.

Show us a pic of it

I know I know too well,but somehow I ended up doing it fuck me and fuck my existence how the fuck do I redeem myself now

This guy
This guy is a geeniuous

Cause youre degenerate scum that thinks throdugh dick and impulse. Use your brain properly

Already deleted them all,when I was kissing that monster in the neck I even noticed some fucking itchy short beard it was disgusting it had a ton of fucking make up,I deleted all the pics it was on hormones I guess but fuck it was atrocious and disgusting

What does degenerate scum like me must do to not be degenerate scum?I can only think about suicide now but it's the cowards choice also fuck me again

You're gay otherwise you'd just stay home and fap to solo female porn
Gay
>GAY!!!!

Maybe I am but why would I do this to me even if I was gay,fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

I would have prefered to pay a fucking prostitute than fucking letting this thing suck me and fucking kiss it fuck so much nornal females in the world and I choose this thing fuck fuck and fuck fuck fuck fuckkkkk what the fuck is wrong with me

I mean there were girls that literally told me if I wanted to smoke and fuck and I do this
What
The
Fuck

Just fuck

pics? need to assess the damage.

Extreme butterface
Fat arms
Fat stomach
Disgusting little tits one way bigger than the other
Ass was ok
Fat back
Fridge mode body

I deleted them for good,in some of them it looked ok tbh,and wasnt that bad but still it was disgusting,wore a ton of make up atleast and it didnt look like a total absolute pig.

And it looks like i'm not the first to have sexual intercourse with this monster,it probably has had many partners,but why did I choose to do anything with it,I just

No dont suicide buddy.. just dont be a fin degenerate and do that shit.. fap and wait 24 hours before a big decision like that. Just DONT DO IT.

I'm even into the whole buddhism thing I was becoming more spiritual lately feeling more calm and comfortable about me and my existence and all of a sudden I do this I just dont know man I must be a fucking animal deep down myself to do this shit,fuck me,how am I going to look into my mothers eyes now how I can live with this,what the fucking fuck I would have prefered to be virgin for my entire life than doing this

Ok I will do it,I will fucking stick to fapping for the rest of my fucking life if necessary but how can I lessen this fucking burdden I feel like the lowest of the lowest scum on earth,I kissed a literal pig and let it suck my cock.

How can I go back to being a somehow respectable person again,I'm in disgust with myself and what I have become this is the most horrible disgusting unholy shit I have ever done to myself and I have abused weed,broke bones,smoked 2 packs a day,I've done a lot of damage to myswlf in the past but I have never done any shit like this and I just feel like trash

I would fuck pic related fat bitch a million times instead of doing what I did fuck send help please

Someone tell me he has done some similar shit please tell me someone somewhere had done shit like this,fuck

Im deleting my fucking number next month fuck

You're acting like a little girl who got airborne ebolaids. So you're yet another stupid male who thought with his dick and stuck said dick into something disgusting. And?

Thanks my friend,I dont know I have some issues and I have been feeling like scum lately and then this happens and it's kinda devastating

Stupid horny guys fucked, fuck and will fuck: goats, pigs, horses (Mr. Pinyan deserves a special mention), hens, dogs, cats and who the fuck knows what else. Do you really think you fucking an ugly male makes you somehow worse than those?

Yes but I...I didnt think I would be that kind of person,I havent done any major or permanent damage yet I feel I have dirty my soul doing this shit and I feel terrible

>soul
Considering where we are this is one of the things you don't have to worry about. How many times have you fapped to degenerate shit? Laughed at suffering of others? Made others suffer for your amusement? The list goes on.

You should've sodomized him OP

Oh and lucky me I didnt fuck that thing,I think the moral of the story is that i'm an hypocrite and as much as I want to think that I dont give a fuck about sex I do and I get urges like everyone else and thanks to my almost non existent social life shit like this happens,idk why the fuck am I even typing this no one gives a shit

>I didnt fuck that thing
A hole is a hole, but if that will let you sleep at night...

>no one gives a shit
It is somewhat amusing.

I dont believe in us having souls too but you know doing shit like this is a very bad sign for me and yeah I have fapped to degerate shit but this was too real man,but yeah I guess I have done worse things than this
I fucked it's mouth I gotta say the blowjob was outstanding,only if I skipped the fucking kiss part I dont know what the fuck I was thinking it's like the 4th maybe 5th person I kiss in my entire life,i'm glad important people for me got kissed before this shit happened

>stupid male

Quit acting all high and mighty because you started HRT

U r fagit

Where did I imply I'm not a stupid male, pray tell?

Yeah I'm very glad I didnt go further with this insanity,but I dont know what the fuck should I do from now on,I dont want this shit to idk man I want to sleep but I probably couldnt

>I dont know what the fuck should I do from now on
Move on.

>I want to sleep but I probably couldnt
Fatigue will help you with that. And even if you stay up for several days sleep deprivation can be a fascinating experience.

Damn dude...

tfw you thought traps aint gay, so you met a low tier trap and it feels gay as fuck.

Welcome to the faggot club, faggot.

At least be honest about liking dicks, don't date trannies, date hairy chested MHAN

As I said I have been with other trans and yes I even sucked a cock I dont really mind being into trans and traps I know it's degenerate too and I have accepted my fetish but this is a new level that I thought I wasnt capable of reaching but here I am wanting to commit sudoku.

And no I dont like men,sorry friend.Also I dont do things because memes,but yes i'm very dumb,kill me.
Ok thanks,I might try to get some sleep or idk,I need some helo that no one can give me but me I think I dont fucking know

I want to talk with someone about this but my friends nor family dont know i'm into fucking trans and traps fuck I guess there is some things that should never be revealed,fuck me

Thinking about I dont know if it would have been better to it be a man instead of the shit it was.

Atleast I could tell I let a man suck me instead of that pig monster

Why didnt I stick to playing vidya and masturbating fuck me

should go gay and leave it at that.
goto or is don't go there

I even got that 18yo tall trans with good ass no surgery that was a fucking godess and I didnt fuck her because I'm stupid as fuck just to do this kms
Ok man thanks for the recommendation

...

Close enough

>Extreme butterface
>Ugly body
kek, been there man.
dating apps are dangerous

You're a bug chaser. Trying to get HIV for the thrill and self harm. Stop being a faggot and spy on your sister or underage female cousin like a normal person.

Hey OP, know what that makes you? A faggot

Ayy
I'm not,read the post,I asked that thing about how healthy it was it even showed me analysis from may,I have been sucked by trans prostitutes(I didnt know they were prostitutes at the time) and I'm still clean,the thing only gave me a bj so I think imma be fine.

I dont have a sister and my cousin is in another country.
Yeah I know it

I met a real fugly tranny last night. Kissed it and got blown.. it said it was clean... am slightly concerned bcuz I don't do this much.