>shit spic boss sent me home
> she lied on me and called me passive aggressive
>mfw I didn't stand up for myself as much as I should of
>mfw it's menial minimum wage, and supervisors know it's shit work, but don't treat employees nice at least
>mfw my memory is shot (I'm 21)
>mfw I can't remember jack shit from childhood except my dad being murdered/other negative shit
>mfw I've to knock myself out with a couple Benadryl capsules each night due to severe insomnia dating back to middle school
>mfw I'm crying in backyard drinking 100 ml of Hennessy
>mfw idk what to do atm
>mfw I have undiagnosed mental illness and chronic pain
>mfw I'm thinking how many years b4 I blow my brains out/ what can give me most pleasure until then
>mfw I'm looking at two losing lottery scratchers
>wtf
>sorry for this manic piece of fuck really
>but if someone has something nice to say or some insight that would be appreciated
>inb4 "neck yourself now fag"
>pick somewhat related
Shit spic boss sent me home
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Hey man, you still have the internet. I'd say binge watch idubbbztv. Or watch a stand up comedy. I'm sick af rn and these are the only things keeping me alive rn plus Sup Forums.
hey user you've made it this far. the worst thing to do right now is give up. life is like betting on blacks and reds at casino, you WILL eventually hit a good spot :)
^^^^
Well you're clearly able to write and use the internet. You can't recover what you've lost but there's still a lot to enjoy in life.
You can give up if you want but the best things in life are worth working for.
Man fuck the suicide hotline Sup Forums is where it's at.
Thanks I'm a huge fan of Louis CK, maybe I'll see if he has some new stuff
and I'll check out that other thing you mentioned
Get it together you spaz.
Lol ok. Thanks for the awesome simile user
I'm surprised nobody's being negative yet, that's a first. Keep your head held high user, there's billions better off than you, and there's billions worse off than you. Stay true to yourself and do what it takes to make YOU happy. Suicide should be reserved for when your life is unfixable, but you sound like you're in a good enough spot to pull through. Find something creative to pour yourself into, take up a hobby or sport, hang out with/make friends, whatever! The sky's the limit, unless you wanna go live on Mars in the coming decades. You'll pull through, I'm sure you can!
literally just today I watched chewed up on Netflix while eating Ben & Jerry's. That dude is talented af.
Damn it sounds like you have a case of the real world sounds like you are in touch with it keep up the good work. Work harder talk to more people find something you like to do.
If it's any comfort, WWIII might be right around the corner. Sounds "edgy" of me, but you might as well stick around a little longer to see how shit goes down. Wouldn't that be hell of a privilege, to be around for that?
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You're right. Life is not meant to be easy, fuck I'll try. At least I'm good at forgetting things.
Parable appreciated user.
What the world needs now is War sweet War
Time heals and days get brighter user. Just hang in there. One day you may look back and wonder why you were ever worried at all.
Very true user. He's got some great television series' in addition to being a fantastic comedian.
>mfw I'm crying in backyard drinking 100 ml of Hennessy
>spending money from shit job on shittest drug available
switch to weed son and give your poor liver a break
Kek user
life's tough for everyone man, there are people who have it worse than you who made it, you can too bro, this is how life wakes you up
sometimes to wake from the dream you have to have a nightmare
It would be fascinating as hell to watch that unfold user
Go to your local university
Enter the womens study department
Execute every one in there. Use a knife at first so they don't know what's going on until half of them are dead.
Don't kill yourself, do some good for the world before you go out.
And when confronted by the police, tell them that pepe made you do it.
Image saved user. I appreciate the insight pal
Fuck off doomsday cunt
go back to /pol you sick fuck
pack ur shit up into what you have and just start walking. plot out a route with hostels and good places to stay. work your usual menial job but instead of getting fired just walk out and walk to the next place. explore your country. meet some people. try to volunteer and work with outreach programs while you do this, in these settings is where you will find the best people to be around.
goodluckanon
I'm afraid this is the only truth you're going to get from here, OP
You're right being an alcoholic fucking blows.
> I don't really like the high that marijauana provides though
> I just feel more dumb
You're more dumb either way. Just use that shit socially, like grown ups.
Thank you. I'm sure that was sarcasm but I'd fucking never want to make other people experience pain. Fuck that. And fuck that reply.
Reminds me of Forrest Gump, haha.
I've been thinking of maybe joining a cause/ entity along the lines of the peace corps
>maybe I'll try something similar or wild land firefighting
>I'd do the latter in a heartbeat if I was sure my body could hold up
>I've to knock myself out with a couple Benadryl capsules
benadryl will make anyone fall asleep fast?
Green text the story of your father's hopefully gorey demise
There's nothing anyone can say that will make you happy forever. It's not words that make you feel better. It's not advice.
What makes you feel better about all of these posts helping you is knowing that people out there care about and like you enough to type them.
Surround yourself with people like that. If you can't figure out anything else in life, just keep good company.
I wish you good fortune.
>thanks for the replies b/ros
>as rough as I've got it I know it still could be worse
This
just get involved with something you can take pride in, and pour yourself into it :)
warms my heart to see b being this nice, makes me want to visit this place more
wah.
>idk the details surrounding it as his murderer was never discovered as far as I know
> but when I was around 6 or 7 he was shot in the head
>open casket at least (thank god for that)
I've always wanted to pick up an instrument. And I do spend a significant amount of time thinking about what it is in life I give a damn about, and what I've got an aptitude for.