SECRETS/ CONFESSIONS/ RETARDED OPINIONS/ ETC THREAD!

SECRETS/ CONFESSIONS/ RETARDED OPINIONS/ ETC THREAD!

I was molested as a kid and now I fear sexual intimacy.

i broke up with alyssa for kayla. i thought i loved kayla. i quickly fell out of it. every day i miss and think about alyssa, and im trapped with a now pregnant kayla

the only way to get over it is to molest a child yourself to transfer all your fear/pain/negative feelings to them.

I am constantly insecure about how I am doing in life but I do not show it outwardly. During the night when I am alone I either mindlessly browse the internet or masturbate multiple times in the same night.

>Gee I really wonder who's behind this post.

my moms friend tried to fonger me in the back of my moms car

you and a good portion of people are very similar like that. but they never talk about it so you never knew until this thread. you can relax and move on now

bump

carmen sandiego?

bummp 4 science

rip

I want to fuck my own mother and sister.

ewww. obviously you dont really want to or you would have already

That son of a bitch

you motherfucker.

I think racism is alive and well. I think colleges are a way to conform to the white man. I think prisons are a way to get cheap labor. I think black people get convicted a lot more than white people and not because of any fault of their own. I think the government is a bunch of thugs offering protection.

Got no advice for you. Just wishing you well user. Im walking the same path as you. I get ya

They should go ahead and just give you a psychology degree.

Colleges actually teach folks to hate white people, and blacks are responsible for the vast majority of crimes due to their low iq. Dont form baseless opinions on things you know nothing about user

Colleges teach you how to get a job and make your resume instead of teaching students how to make jobs. The classroom environment teaches you to get a better grade or fall off the curve.

IQ means shit. There are tons of reasons as to why black people commit a crime and that's rarely one of them. Trust me I know black people. But they don't even have to commit a crime to get convicted. Where as white people can be caught on video camera shooting an unarmed man and get off free. Or not even go to court in the first place.

I seek to find happiness. I know the peak of happiness is death. I refuse to die and submit to the pain of living. It's the realist thing I can experience in this world.

Got a little cousin, that looks like tay tay, already played w her ass, just waiting to pry that bunny hole

I had sex for the fist time very young, and I ended up using her to explore sexually but kept it a secret from everyone and emotionnally abuse her. She's now got suicidal is emotionally scared of men. This lead me into being an emotional abuser for the next 8 relationship and the span of 9 years. I tried in the last few relationships to be better but ended up failing each time. I'm now scared to emotionally invest in others and it's due to the poor relational habits I've made

yeah, at minimum. im a lock for winning the nobel peace prize also

how little? why wait?

I think Americans need to focus more on healthcare and education instead of race and gender problems

just ignoring problems doesnt make things all better.

except race has a massive correlation to healthcare and education

Not saying ignore them just focus on more important things.

sometimes i bump threads

I never felt the need for companionship and togetherness as a child leading me to have few friends who I rarely spoke to. I was perfectly fine on my own and still am as an adult.

How?

I'm in love with my fuckfriend and it's driving me to depression

You're going to have to tell them your feelings or walk away, or else it's just going to eat you up inside. I've been in that situation and I asked her she said she didn't want anything serious, which sucked but I did feel a lot better!

lol how dont they? minorities, especially blacks, are objectively less educated than whites. they have lower graduation rates, lower income, more deaths and health problems from preventable/treatable illnesses. it's basic socioeconomics.

I joined the US Air Force while covering up multiple undocumented medical conditions (including a back injury that was actively hurting during MEPS) in order to be able to take care of my family.

Some of the stuff can be taken care of now (it showed up "after" I joined), but other things are things that could only be pre-existing, so I'm sitting on my hands and hoping I can power through my contract before something breaks.

Lol my sis is named Alyssa and got preggers and her bf dumped her. Her best friend is Kayla.

>early 2000s.
>22.
>dark room.
>sister "sleeping" with me.
>but really doing like webm related.
>masturbate to memories.
>the end.

That's because the Black family structure is completely fucked and they survive off Welfare.

Maybe you should try to talk to someone,. start therapy or something. Talk to a psychologist, start meditating. It might help.

I know it's probably what I have to do, but I don't want to let go beacuse this person has given me a whole new view when it comes to life. This person always talks about things that I've always been thinking about, but never been able to talk to anyone about. I've been more into filosophy and psychology lately, thanks to this person. I feel like I've gained so much knowledge, and now I just want more.

I'm transgender!

VA disability claims are a pain in the ass. good luck

Why were black men suddenly removed from families during the last couple of generations?

im a fag and ive never had sex with a fellow man. im now so old and ugly that i can't even see the point. im pretty much resigned to being alone forever

Lyndon Johnson and the Democratic Plantation. Listen to Thomas Sowell.

Welfare = Easy votes

Too many guys want me as their girlfriend and I am secretly enjoing it.

Play stupid games win stupid prizes.

Proof?

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Welfare is hardly an issue. Some people use it, I really don't know anyone that abuses it. It's not even just black people I just went to Walmart not too long ago and bought some things with a white woman who was on welfare. Poverty isn't race dependant. Although poverty is an issue in the black community. But there are reasons such as red lining and gentrification that prevent black people from accumulating wealth.

Go get fucked up the ass then

Proof of what? I'm not starting hormone therapy for another two weeks.

It's not something sudden.
Part of the Willie Lynch theory is removing masculine influence from the family unit by emasculating the male figure.
You can see it's end result in the machismo of American black culture. It's actually fascinating from a psychological perspective, I'm surprised more people haven't looked into as an example of what happens when the family unit structure is broken down over the course of generations.
You know the largest groups of welfare applicants are white females and small businesses, right?

fuck dude. same boat

I have been thinking about therapy, just can't bring myself to go. Father was a proud man and I guess I get it from him because I really dislike making others deal with me or my problems. Although it definitely helped me out at work and helped me advance quickly to a god position with respect

Welfare shouldn't exist.

The people it would hurt most are the elderly, white women, and independent business that are not part of the much maligned corporate culture.
Good job.

Do away with all social and welfare programs, replace it with a general UBI. People can better decide what to do with money than governments can.

I can understand why you feel that way, because I used to be like that as well. My father is a sociopath, and I never got any real love or feelings from him. Never got accepted, and that also made me kind of proud and "I don't need help from anyone". But you have to understand that there's no wrong in asking for help. Sometimes just talking to someone is everything you need to feel better. I went to a psychologis twice, and that's literally all I needed to feel better. Never went back after those two times.

If people weren't generally stupid when it comes to money issues, I'd agree with you.
That is also assuming a gov't is some manner of malign entity, however. Sure, the American gov't is fairly shit when it comes to the tally of people's lives, but that isn't the case with all governments.

Welfare stops people from just dying and not contributing to the economy. Because trust me it was like that. I don't even understand why you have a problem with welfare. We need the circulation

Fuck the Government.

Ask the Church for help and gas the elderly.

I convinced 3 ex GFS to let dogs luck their vag and record it for me. So fucking hot

Im fuck buddies with my housemate/friend's gf's 13yo sister. we fucked pretty much every day this summer, down to a couple times per week now though. my friend found out just recently, he is only other person who knows. he wont admit it but he is very jealous/envious

I secretly want to fuck this girl that plays with me in a band. I fap to her pics all the time

Came inside my friends passed out gf at his 21st

Earn your own money you socialist leach. Learn personal responsibility. All taxation is theft.

These fucking social programs were set up in the 1960s when American economics actually made sense. It also killed social reliance on community, before welfare there was the Church.
Glue sniffing hippies voted for free shit and handed the bill to their children.

I talked my ex gf in to fingering her younger sister.

Seduced a straight, very masculine friend of mine.
Ended up getting fucked in the ass for 4 hours straight, 3 loads deep in my ass.

How did it all start ? How old are you?

did she like i t?

The 30s, actually, user.

Churches can't help the community anymore because they're funded or regulated by the government or some shit. Now I agree it would be nice for communities to rely on each other. But it's hard to when you don't own anything. Before with segregation black people couldn't leave the neighborhood so they built them up. After they ran to suburban areas and spread their wealth to the white man leaving their less wealthy counterparts behind to starve.

Thanks for replying, I'll get myself to one soon hopefully this month. Dunno about the financial side of it

Most of you mofos are just telling us your fantasies

All I know is Holocaust 2.0 can't come soon enough.

I fucked op's mom in the asshole while beating his dad with a pair of jumper cables and now i'm his real father.
Go to bed son you insufferable queer.

What is automation for 500 Alex?
Fucking pleb, learn to post modernize.

In the end the slut fucked to death by a bunch of pigs was just a doll with some shitty mask on. It's all in the captcha gotta mark whether or not your a robot and once the box it checked your shit sends and off to who gives a fuck

I think i need to break up with my bf. I love him dearly but i jusy dont see us progressing together anymore...im torn because i almost feel like i cant live my life without him but hes just silently breaking my heart without really understanding. Hes not mean really or anything....just...vacant. like hes becoming a souless lump of a person...its really getting to me

Not at first, she was really reluctant and didn't want to try it. She started with showing her lesbian porn for a few days to soften her up to the idea, and after a couple of tries she was twitching and moaning lightly as she fingered her. She had to have a pillow over her face though, I guess she was embarrassed.

When I was 4 or 5 I almost got abducted by a stranger that tried to lure me into his car when I was playing outsite in my big wheel.

Another time when I was 7 or 8 some guy approached me holding his dick and asking if I can show him where our apartment manager office was.

If the 'unarmed man' the white guy shoots is a drug addicted nigger stealing his tv then it's justified and in most cases legal.

did you get to have some fun with her too?
what kind of people are they?

Why are you still with him?

Automation means you skill up. It doesnt mean you sit at home eating nachos collecting NEETbucks. Stop falling for leftist commie memes.

Your boyfriend has depression.

>around 14 or 15 and have old couple as neighbors, like 70+ old
>the wife is always telling me how handsome and hot I am
>think it's weird but mostly just laugh it off
>old couple plans on going out of town for a week, asks me to water their plants around the outside of the house
>they offer to pay me, so I accept
>they have a gate that requires a code to open, when leaving I have to reach my arm through the gate from inside and blindly type on the keypad, easy to remember where buttons are
>easy 10-15 minutes of effort
>go over to water plants on last day of the week
>5 minutes in, gotta take a shit. feeling hits me pretty hard but I ignore it and try to think of something else to "forget" about it
>it works for a few minutes
>trying to quickly water all these fucking plants, start to panic cause don't think I can finish and it's a long walk back to parent's house
>neighbor's driveway winds down a hill, gate at the bottom
>stomach is making noises, starting to sweat from clenching so hard
>decide there's no way I can make the walk back and find a spot to shit outside next to their hedge
>I figure they're old and probably don't walk over there very often, the poop will just dissolve or whatever before they can notice
>take massive shit next to the bush, as close as I can get to the base
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>dat relief
>hurry back home to properly wipe my ass and never speak to anyone what I did
>old couple comes back into town and 2 days later they call the house
>lady asks to talk to me
>thanks me for watering everything
>playitcool.jpg
>"sure thing, Mrs. user, no problem!"
>"user, the landscapers came by and noticed a huge poop by the bushes! I think it could be a mountain lion or something, did you see anything?"
>panic mode engage
>"A..huge poop? No I didn't see any animals, that's weird."
>"Yea we think it's too big to be a raccoon or something"
>shemustknow.jpg
>"I have no idea. It was where?"
>"Over by the bushes near our trashcans"
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Where do you live user? City?

honestly it's not that great of a back story, plus im too unsober/lazy atm to grn txt it anyway,sry. I'm older..im old enough to know not to tell people how old i am, also old enough to buy cigaretts but not buy alcohol

What about the Castille case?

maybe you are a psychopath, and you should come to terms with it.

Lmao bitch stfu.

Why?

So i dont ever move to that city.

My long time best friend's mom gave me a blowjob when I was 17 one night when I slept over my friends house. REALLY REGRET IT.

you mean LOLocaust

Because i love him?