I'll greentext most relevant parts of this horrible event, but just for some background I am 28,very recently divorced from a 5 year marriage (9 years relationship), have medical issues that pulled me into using opioids pretty heavily due to broken vertabrae in my back (so also chronic pain). On a regimen of miracle medication known as Buprenorphine (I am educated in Pharmacology it is unique and a life saver)
THEN THIS HAPPENED only a few days ago.
>Start wannabe trapping recently (few months now) >always been a sexual deviant >most are fairly weird fetishes >Shitty laptop getting full and need to make room in order to prevent it from crashing too much >Offload a large amount of my stash including old videos of me dolled up on to External harddrive >also include a fairly large amount of my porn stash I've collected over past year >includes Traps,cocks,Hardblush,Beast,Yiff,Poju,Equinephallus,bukkake/Gokken,etc etc. >Make folders hidden but don't encrypt cause it's my HD >Have two older brothers >Oldest brother grabs my HD without asking when he came by my house >Opens it to store some of his shit >Directory takes him to my files >He see's this and calls my other brother to discuss my "confusion" and what to do >Both of them ask me to come over this last weekend >one brother says lets go hang out with oldest bro >They talk to each other then say we need to talk >They inform me they found my stash and are worried bout me >Embarrasment burns hotter than over 9000 suns >already hate life and this conversation isn't helping >Brothers say shouldn't stress and yet they inform me >Due to my "confusion" brothers don't me to be around nephew and neice >Don't care much cause kids >still a bit aggravated that they think my sexual interests makes me a threat to kid >Brothers recommend i work on getting closer to God >FML somebody kill me
TL:DR:Wannabe Trap/sissy has stash of weird fetish porn plus pics of self dressed up found by brothers,FML FML FML
Honestly work has been killing me though that is normal for this time of year have to get things done before the ground freezes. Moving despite all those renovation?
Jackson James
NO JOKE, that's why i've been MIA i feel so bad but can't afford a new pc yet. Bah, how're you?
Luis Phillips
I'll live for the most part, did you ever get that amazon code for the tights?
Kevin Davis
What kind of work do you do? Oh wait are you staying at the hotels I think I know who this is. Yeah I gotta be moving I am letting my folks rent my house so they can make ends meat been a rough year on all of us.
Jackson Thompson
Not the one you are thinking of. I'm the one who knows to much about Liturgical Music. I'm in construction on the EE side of things.
Carter Davis
You know I coulda sworn I had added them but I don't think they showed up, if you'd like to recommend any I'd be happy to add it, some ppl were telling me to add some high heels which reminds me i gotta do that but been needing to update my address.
I want to sincerely thank anyone who sent me anything, I deeply appreciate it and you've made me feel very special. I should be able to update those videos soon. Been busy as hell but getting the computer a little more stable.
I love you all so much, thank you for making me feel like I'm worth something
Justin Sanders
Oh I know you mean the one who knew about De Profundis Clamavi You showed me that wonderful piece ^_^, either way darling thank you for being sweet. God that was horribly embarrassing I can't believe relatives saw my deepest secret (well somewhat anyways)
EE side of things? Construction? what a strong boy :3
Carson Young
Electrical Engineering but the boring high voltage side of things not micro. Well if you had poju on it I can kind of understand their reaction to it. They'll come around I hope.
Aiden Allen
> gay is okay
Brody Diaz
oh loving the new legwear FYI
Lucas Sullivan
Boring High Voltage are you kidding, My pops was a regional Manager for comcast for 30 years he also was certified for HV and it's not boring. You gotta know what your doing or you can fuck yerself up bad (younoehedead).
Yeah well the thing is he didn't look through allot and my poju was in the middle of my Drawn folder (he didn't go digging deep) what freaked him out was the animal stuff.
I can understand it and i responded as such, but to me it's strange I am allot more open minded and having these weird interests for many years allowed me to come to terms with it and understand the strange nature of sexuality as opposed to romantic or even real life interests as compared to digital ones.
They thought a weird thing to look at was hentai so you can imagine how shocking it was.
But yeah I don't blame them just kind of annoying that they've known me almost 30 years and still think that cause of the porn i check out I am a danger to children >_
Aaron Lee
Glad you like it sweetie, I keep filling that with being swamped and computer crashing that I havn't been making enough OC for ppl (especially those sweet enough to get me stuff) but I have found you are all so sweet and understanding it makes me feel much better, I really do love you boys
Jaxon Collins
keep filling ROFL fail I keep FEELING
anyways thanks for being supportive honestly this is the worst case scenario for me, at least they havn't informed my parents UGH that would be atomic level FML
Jason Wilson
Have you tried sucking their dicks?
Isaac Jones
holy fuck, thats some stupid shit right there, im sorry to have to deal with this lizzie. Its not like you dont enough going on already. im mad at them for you
You know not yet, not really something I'm into but super great advice jew Thank you sweetie, yeah the main thing that shocked them was the best stuff and me dressing up, so them worried that I am "confused" makes them feel they need to protect their kids, this post here represents my feelings on the matter. Again I don't exactly blame them for being protective but knowing me all these years they should know I'm not like that and have never been like that.
Henry Reed
>claim to not be a freak >is upset to be found out as a freak ???
Adrian Rodriguez
>would you kiss me.jpg yes
Connor Rodriguez
"Thought broke our silence like a bone...Half moaned you've worn me like an albatross...I've only slowed you down...."
With his love they walked in the Forrest lost starving "both faint and fading fast->mouths kept mostly shut" and so... I've seen this cliffs before...
"and when he died...I shut his dog tooth violet eyes...He looked just like me..climb on down and see........ they laid him on the rocks below....it'll be enough to fill your cup for days...I'll stay up here and rest...."
Beautiful song... What it represents in my life and the meaning is heartbreaking to me
Logan Harris
>Never claimed not to be a freak >Claimed I am no danger to children and have NEVER been a danger to them >this is true
You do realize people with fetishes can have kids and be wonderful parents right? or are you just 15/that retarded?
*shrug* lost cause
^_^
Jordan Rivera
ok sweeties, thank you I'm a bit worn out and I'm gonna go smoke some cigs
