Feels thread

Feels thread
Name drink of choice and whats got you down user.

Bourbon 2 ice cubes...
>i walk a lonely road

Whie russian
speed comedown

Glen Morangie, neat
>she just wants to be friends

Coffee with Kahlua back. In a Parisian cafe on a rainy March day.

Looks like a get thread bois

Blanton's, neat.

>hate my job and feel stagnant, health is suffering for it too

bear
>lonely and social anxiety

Vodka, nothin fancy Wojak ol buddy. I'm a failed salesman on top of endless other failure.

Beer. Even though I have to quit because of liver problems. Sitting around wondering if I caught the clap or something worse of some old slut I fucked from the bar last week. Recently my ex popped into my head again after a year since she fucked off. I wish she'd fuck off out of my head now.

Whisky

My friend and I wanted to play video games online but our other friend (whom we usually play with) doesn't feel like it so now I don't know what to do tonight. It's also my ex-gf's birthday and I hate the thought of her being happy while I'm here feeling miserable.

everclear and dew, just a sadboye

Catoctin creek rye. just got it in the mail as a random whiskey. not really a fan of rye

my gf has been a real cunt lately and i am getting really jaded with life at a very young age

Fuck. Ever and dew lol

One whole marijuana
I will never have QT3.14 GF

...

>a bottle of Remy
>still can't get a decent job

not a strong mixture, with ever it's less alcohol tasting

Shiner bock
Dabbed out right now trying to find something to watch

A coke from a can on the rocks with a twist, thank you.
*Fips Tedora*

usually drink fireball and diet cola.
also drink baileys and coffee.
i get trashed on vodka, orange juice, and ginger ale on new years.
christmas is regular whiskey and sugar cola
there is this microbrewery near me that makes a fucking baller beer. it's called Duchess. i think it is a wheat ale.

i am 23 and have pretty much no friends, except for my old friends from high school whom i might contact 3 times a year. i dont have a gf and have never even kissed a girl, except my mom when i was like 4. im sliping in school because i took on too much of a course load. it would be easy if i didnt spend ALL of my free time on my computer either playing video games or Sup Forumsrowsing. im fat and im starting to get fewer good boners. i was balding, but it seems to have stopped for now. i also have no job. i have like $140 left and then i dont know what. i live with my parents. i smoke cigarettes AND use snus, which is an oral tobacco. im pretty sure i am getting heart disease. my diet sucks. i think my toilet is leaking and ruining the sub floor, but im too lazy to buy a new wax ring to be sure. where i am sittin gright now i am getting a whiff of something bad, but i dont know what it is. i have a boil, i think in remission, right on my temple right now. i dont currently even have a girl that i always think about. the closest one i only really like as a novelty and i think i wouldnt even like her as a person.
probably more.

my drink of choice is grapefruit juice (1 year sober)
what's getting me down is that I'm 1 year sober and still everything.
not really worth it any more

i should mention that i used to smoke weed to help deal with the loneliness, and had to stop because i am trying to start a career and might need to be drug tested any given month.
it feels like i abandoned my only friend. i remember how much fun we had. how it would make even sunny days seem manageable. how i would feel the wind on my skin and want to cry because the world was beautiful.
now it is just gone.

I'll have what he's having. Drink's on me. Just fell for a girl yesterday, saw her snap, and saw she was a thot. Thought I actually had a chance lol. Fuck me for thinking that, I'll always be a lonely bum.

Crown and coke
loneliness

Oh, we're all lonely, guy.

Hell, I don't even get to unwind with a drink/drugs.

I'll have what he's having,

just fapped to r/random because my Christian Nigerian gf said she felt far from god when i mastubated to her

Some jmo with a little bit of xan in there
Just feelin empty man

I dont even want to watch straight porn anymore it just reminds me how lonely i am.

Anyone in the same situation ?

straight Russian Standard from the bottle
>nothing life is actually going great for me right now

A year and a half ago I nearly failed high-school due to overwhelming depression and wanting to kill myself, now i'm going to school for what I love, have a job, a GF, and my depression is under control
If you feel like its all over for you and theres no way out, that's bullshit, face your problems
talking helps get a therapist or even just a friend
meds can help but its different for everyone
the one thing that is gauranteed not to make you feel better is ending it

thats my two cents for tonight good luck

Op Here im a big faggot nigger

Caipirinha.
>im unemployed, recently injured both my knees, i dont love my gf and i dont have the courage to leave her

Double dubs confirms

jack daniels honey whiskey
>same ol shit

A coca cola
Mi gf still thinks i dont love her, and im crazy about her, shit. I love her so much

I only fap to rape/blackmail/humiliation porn. Straight porn doesn't do it for me anymore. I think my brain knows I'd never get a hottie to sleep with me willingly, so I simply can't work up the fantasy anymore with the vanilla stuff.

Like, the fucked up stuff feels more natural than the straight shit, ya know?

gin and pellegrino, dont forget the lime

> still miss my ex, we dated for 3 years
> broke up with me in May
> since then I went on a 2 month trip to Europe and banged 5 chicks
> doubled my number of sexual partners since my ex
> have a long distance relationship with an amazing girl that I will be visiting in Australia

> still.fucking.miss.my.ex

kill me Sup Forums

Caol Ila 12

Bored

Andrew?

Gentleman's Jack neat. Had a ton of friends in the military, got out and the only friends I had on the outside fucked me for a shit ton of money. Now I have no friends easily accessible, and my life is at a fucking standstill and i realize life will always be about the same, soooo fuck it.

The hardest you got

>Cucked an mma fighter
>Got chlamydia
>Might lose my job
>Apartment was wrecked
>Am sterile
>Still in commiefornia

fireball
>like this one chick and things seem to be going well but i have no idea if she actually has any feelings towards me back
>also my parents both won't stop smoking no matter how many times they say they'll stop and i don't want to lose them

Just finished off my last rum and coke. Fuck man, life is awful most of the time. Glad I have an ex that I am still friends with to talk to

Rum, plain.

I feel like my whole life is slipping out of my control and there's nobody that can help because it's all so gradual. I'm afraid of graduating uni.

I was in the same boat when I got out, tried super hard for 2 years to get into contracting. Finally landed an overseas security job, pays extremely well, all good dudes a lot of sf in this field of work. check it out.

Sipping on some Walker Double Gold neat.

contracting is the answer

how do I into contracting?

Pale ale and a shot of woodford.

I hate my $80k job and my chosen profession. Both my parents have terminal illnesses and wont be long for this world. My wife has become a fat lazy cunt. I have night terrors and guilt from witnessing my oldest and dearest friend get murdered about 10 years ago. Ive gained 70 lbs. Not suicidal yet because my dog needs me as much as I need him. He is my lifeline.

Black Tea and sugar

Most of the time I'm thinking of my gf, the only person I love. She's got a couple of mental illnesses that she takes a bunch of meds for. She can't sleep without her meds and well it's rough to love someone who you want to change so badly. The only thing I can do is be there. Also I work for a 7.35 an hour part time job living with parents, and generally sad

Vodka water because the burn is distasteful when taken straight.

I'm worried about my health, but I don't have the insurance to fix the problems I may already have. Instead, I'd rather get wasted on my days off and hope that I'll still have both time and money to fix the problems when I get a better job.

whatever is cheapest


b/c i am a degenerate

Neat vodka
Broke up with gf of 8 years after slowly growing apart from one another

>bear

Then mine is rabbit, love em

Sounds like she might be being a bit of a cunt. But they do that.

Talisker
Rick and Morty + existing existential dread + stress

Can anyone solve this for me?

We all die anyway but if you were somehow imortal nothing would really matter anyway?!

Fuuuuuuccccckkkkkk

Vokda on the rocks
>My inability to sleep at night, despite having nothing in my life to stress me out.

If your wife is shit ditch her
Ditch everything for a while 80k is lots of money
Save up for a couple months. Then leave everything for a while where ever your staying your computer everything but you your dog and your parents and all the friends you know won't drag you back down
Take a couple months for yourself and see how you feel

Be careful. Make sure you can get a job at the end and don't become a hobo because that sucks don't be a hobo don't be a neck beard be yourself

-user

Vodka

it seems like the only way to be happy in this world of selfish idiots is to also be a selfish idiot

Im also lonely af but we all are so shit gets old hearing it.

Gin and Tonic. My qt Korean girlfriend dumped me a couple of weeks ago. On a pretty bad bender atm.

Bump

Light beer.
mom just died. dad dying but he's so annoying which makes me sad and angry at the same time.

beer

I'm 22, but I already hate my life. I'm suicidal, 2 weeks ago the police stopped me from taking my life.
I dropped out of uni. I work in a factory and I hate every minute of it. My qt gf started acting like a cunt and I realized I don't want to be with her anymore. We have very different personalities. Also I can't do anything with her, because she has a lot of permanent diseases. I don't want to be stuck with her anymore.

But I don't know what else I could do. I just can't find pleasure in anything. Sometimes I feel motivated to do something, but the feeling vanishes really quickly.
I just don't see why I should carry on. Life is constant suffering for me. I just want to stop the pain.

Throw me a bourbon neat.
Lost a long term relationship a year ago and have fucked a few girls for a couple of weeks at a time but have had nothing real. Feels like I've thrown the best chance I had at real love away.

at least do heroin before you decide to impulsively end your life. i promise you you will want to live.

and then youll eventually wanna kill yourself but if you are really really considering it one night, just get high

I'll take a water please.
Told her how I felt. The way she handled it afterwards showed she was a manipulative liar... but she's hot as fuck so idk anymore.

heaviest you've got
>I can't take it anymore

Johnny Walker Black label with 2 ice cubes.
>the ACA has put my job in the fucking toilet
I work in healthcare as a technician
>My degree is worthless because of these stupid liberal faggots.
>just bought a house.
>might have to go back to working shit jobs again.
>thanks obama

This is the wackest shit I have seen in a month.

Gin and Tonic, please
>I cant do the only thing im good at

I'll do a jack and coke, double.

> started new job a few months ago where only a few people even knew my name
> was actually getting off to a good start to becoming a normie
> almost banged a waitress even
> somehow I've slid down to people thinking I'm a sperg again
> have huge crush on one of the waitresses but my confidence has whithered and I think she's like 30 anyway but that wouldn't stop me

Whiskey ginger

>Life is good, new gf, studies are going well
>The thought of other anons in low places makes me feel guilty

Call me a faggot but you guys deserve the best

Your strongest scotch, neat
being a crybaby over a repationship that ended almost two years ago

I'd like a Gin and Tonic.

>Met an awesome, cute girl
>Perfect for me
>Actually really likes me as well
>She's only here for a few months
>Don't want to fall in love too deep
>Don't know what to do

try your luck... maybe it will work out

Bourbon would be nice.

"In this terrifying world, all we have are the connections we make." I realized that I have a fear of making connections, meaningful connections because I'm too scared they'll add meaning to my life and then disappear. And then I'll have to struggle to find meaning again

Losing the connection doesn't mean you lose meaning, don't be afraid to out yourself out there user

Don't feel guilty user. Everyone needs to go through this to attain salvation

Beer

>just broke up
>long story
>fuck it more women
>moveon.exe

What good is the meaning without the connection user?
I'll be reduced to a thing that wants them. Not others, but them. But they're something I cannot get.

White Russian, im a live at home neet and my mother is using Heroine

Long Island, heavy with the ice

Lost 20 pounds in 2 months, still not satisfied with my weight. I'm not fat, but I'd like to be around 170.

>Currently 200

Give me the best you got

Mom died of a rare cancer (I really don't know wtf kind of cancer it was)and my exgf just told me out of no where that she still loves me, I had a mentalbreakdown when she left but managed to stay strong and even went to the gym ... Now I don't know what to do..

Lagavulin 16, neat thanks.

Girlfriend of four years and I broke up three month ago. I'm fine with that, all things considered, but it let me be by myself for awhile, and allowed me to realize I'm not okay by myself. Depression, apathy, suicidal thoughts, the regular.

But then an ex girlfriend of mine came to town. We dated back in high school, ten years ago. We met up, and slept together a few times, both of us just wanting a casual fling while she was in town. But, of course, that's not how things worked out, and we both fell madly in love with each other after just a few days. It's been over a month now. She's gone back home since, but we talk every day, and I've been out to visit her for a few days already, and now I've come to a decision; I've quit my job, (which was gonna happen anyway due to my depression) gotten on EI, and in a month I'm going to leave the town of grown up in and never left in 24 years, along with my friends, family, and everything familiar to me, to go and be with a girl I fell in love with ten years ago, and who managed to find her way back to me.

And I am incredibly excited, but also terrified. She's dealing with her own issues similar to but worse than mine, as well as trying to kick a drug dependency for me.

This is something that could go incredibly wrong and be incredibly dangerous for both of us. But, she is making me feel happy again, which is something I'm only just realizing I haven't actually felt in a long time.

And what I am most scared of is just making it through this next month without being with her in person. I think this is going to be one of the hardest things I've ever done.

Thanks for listening user.

Fireball and a eightball of blow
She didnt even tell my why she left Sup Forumsros

Glenlivet 12, neat
Modelo to quench the thirst

My life is going perfectly well. Girlfriend, own place, both of us have salary jobs we love. But I feel a void and I don't know what's missing. I live an exciting life of motorcycles, good friends, outdoorsy shit, but nothing fills me.

>jaded with life at a very young age

You're not alone user. That seems to be becoming the status quo.

Doc Holliday: A man like Ringo has got a great big hole, right in the middle of him. He can never kill enough, or steal enough, or inflict enough pain to ever fill it.
Wyatt Earp: What does he need?
Doc Holliday: Revenge.
Wyatt Earp: For what?
Doc Holliday: Bein' born.

>some of us never find the happiness we deserve, our birth is the curse

Just a shot of Jager or Bacardi Superior. Surprise me!

Not much has gotten me down these days, just the occasional friend group drama, but I found out something kinda shitty.

Over a year ago, my ex of nearly 2 years broke up with me like 11 days after she left for college. Saw she was with another dude like two months after, and I was like in shambles over her.

Fast forward to last week. Browsing twitter late at night after writing a journal entry. Saw her pop up in my recommended and decided to look through her profile to see how she's doing - Long story short, I found out she started dating her current boyfriend the same day she broke up with me.

I don't really give a shit because, again, it was over a year ago, but its still a shitty thing to think about. I went through a bad depression, to the point where I started pulling hair out, and she just left for another guy like it was nothing.

Advice for the rest of you guys: Don't let anything eat you alive the way my situation did, and don't ever trust anyone 100 percent.

That shit changed me, maybe not in a good way, but I'm glad it happened. Been single ever since and I intend on keeping it that way haha

The hope for a better tomorrow can let you outlast the tortures of today

I'll have a Wild Turkey and lime Jarritos. Work sucks but it ain't giving me the sadbrains, it just sucks all ordinary-like.

straight shots of everclear;
i've genuinely just screwed up my life since the day i was born, i got accepted into gifted program in 3rd grade, wasted my education, dropped out of high school. Got accepted into private art school, decided not to go. Had no friends by my senior year and now I can't motivate myself to go to college classes that I already paid for, and my work life is going no where. I cant motivate myself to continue with art even though i know that its what i want to do and all i do is drink, work, skip class, and play vidja. I daydream about getting in a freak accident so i dont have to kill myself or getting in an accident that will permanently paralyze me so i dont have to deal with life. All my "friends" are people i know over the internet except for one who lives 3 hours away and i barely talk to because i'm always afraid she hates me and everyone else i'm too poor to visit. Just end me Sup Forumsros

Sometimes the hardest part of being happy is just being.

I'm kind of in a similar boat. Though I certainly don't live the life you do, I am not unfortunate by any means.

But on my average day I can't get out of bed easily, because I can't find a reason to, and on bad days, when I do get up, I contemplate killing myself because that seems to be the easiest solution to my apathy, unfocused anger, and general unhappiness.

I always push through, for now, but it's not easy.

Happiness is fleeting and fickle.
It comes to those who don't know they have it, and those who want it will have a hard time finding it.

It's brutally typical, but therapy is helping me, mostly.

I hope you find something to help you find happiness.

Press on.
'The night's darkest before the dawn.'

It sounds gay, but it's true.

I know that's easier said than done, but you're able to acknowledge what's not going right, the next step is taking that head on to change it.

See a shrink maybe, talking to someone can help a ton. Or be proactive about making small changes on your own.

No matter what user, remember you're not alone. There's nearly seven and a half billion other people out there. They may all look like assholes, but most of them are genuinely beautiful people. Reach out, you never know who'll reach back.

Green tea shots are the best at bars, whisky and coke when with friends. Nothing beats an ice cold corona with lime when relaxing.

I really thought I had a thing going with this girl. Months of hanging out and flirting. I asked her to be my girlfriend and got shut down. "user, I like you as a friend". I thought I had this. I'm now 0-5 on asking girls to be my girlfriend. What the fuck is wrong with me? I can't figure it out. 22 years old btw

Women are the strangest fucking things, take my post for example
Just don't let her get to you too bad, yo. Don't stop talking to girls, you'll score pussy or a relationship (Depending on what you're wanting) sooner than you might think!

Thanks user I appreciate it. I can usually get pussy from tinder, but it's really a relationship I crave. I just want to mean something to someone for once. But yeah your post is crazy, women are crazy.

Trust me, dude, if you put yourself out there, you'll win something.

I should probably get back into the dating game too. It's been a while since I've been in something serious haha

>typed long reply
>im such a fucking failure that it didnt even post

>fuck it

TYPE IT AGAIN AND POST IT YO
We're all human. Humans fuck up - just gotta push through your mistakes!

crown royal rocks
>fucking worthless