What keeps you going? What makes you want to live life?

What keeps you going? What makes you want to live life?

That leaf

The metaphorical leaf of life? The cycle of death and birth?

That i can die some day

at the moment?, notthing i think mine will be over soon anyway so, no worries

No just the picture of that leaf
Its so nice

I have a gf and just knowing that if I kill myself, she'll be so fucking devastated

I can't do that to her. I love her so much. Its a constant battle between loving her and hating myself.

Music,memes, funny pictures finally the internet

A few things.
>alcohol
>hunting
>eating meat
>big block V8's with straight pipes and choppy cams
>music

same here user

I don't want to leave my daughter alone.

>food
>music
>my interest in history and biology
>Sup Forums

My desire for vengeance
Just killing them then suiciding wouldnt be enough, wouldnt get everyone
But one day I will

...

I can always just kill myself. Might as well wait a while longer.

Just helping people, and maybe some indulgence

Porn and Sup Forums and the rest of the internet.Times when I lost Sup Forums privileges, internet service, and when my sd card with all my favorite porn stopped working and I lost everything made me more seriously contemplate suicide on those days and made it a reality.

That seems dangerous. You should never put that much of yourself into another person. You can't truly love someone else if you don't love yourself. Plus, what if she dies, cheats, or something else happens that leads to you being separated..?

Literally have no reason to live.

Gun + drugs = an hero
if I don't make it in this world soon I'm tuning out. I've already lived my life.
The ultimate freedom is being able to choose when and how you die

Alcohol, anal masturbation and explosive orgasms.

Even though I'm no better than a beast, don't I have the right to live?

Tomorrow I'm winning the lottery. So there's that.

Not suicidal though, I still have shit to do before I check out

Nothing, I think that the effort we have to put on life is completely worthless cause no matter what we do or achieve we're gonna die and eventually be forgotten anyway. We live for an average of 70 years, which is nothing compared to the time the universe has existed and will exist. Our only long term purpose is keeping the species alive but what's the point if we won't be there to see what's coming? You can tell me "oh there are so many beautiful things you can do with your life", yea but those things won't matter next century.
I'm horribly scared of non-existense, that's the only thing that makes me keep going.

Watching my son grow