Hello user. How are you feeling? Have things been going bad? Need a hug?

Hello user. How are you feeling? Have things been going bad? Need a hug?

Let's talk.

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user help, I can't go anywhere without getting "sex eyes" from every female that I walk past. Little do they know that I'm so shy I could never make a move on any of them. Bring me your wisdom

A. Ignore them forever
B. Build up your confidence. Make a move on a random girl. Go with it, and see how far you can get. You may need to force yourself, but I think you can do that.

Give it a shot. Why not?

complimentary warm loli bump

i have similar problems but little do they know i'm completely unattracted to their kind

Oh, hey. It's the free blowjob thread.

Hello! Good to see you tonight!
Just smile back at one of them. Trust me..

Thank you. How've you been?

Here for a free blowjob? Let me call in a friend who's an expert...

Hey. Good to see you too.

Thanks man, I appreciate it

honestly not as good as i thought i was doing.
you got dubs twice already, consider them checked.

Anytime, user. Good luck.

That's bad. I emailed you back. Do you want to talk about it?

Can't let those dubs go uncheck'd.

What I really need is some pussy my nibba

Well, where can you get it? Know any easy girls?

holy shit you're on a roll.

i dont think i have much to talk about. that friend i told you about had one of his hallucinations the other day but it only lasted a second and went away. he's spooked and so am i. otherwise its just some bad brain chemistry and too much Sup Forums probably.

On a roll... rolling.

Hehe.

Man, that's really bad. Could be high stress besides. Sup Forums does terrible things to you. If it happens again, change something. Try to prevent it.

second bumps gonna cost you

i know he's stressed from school and monetary problems. both of us have been neglecting ourselves, i haven't ridden my bike in over a month. i tried doing it the other day but couldn't bring myself to for some reason.

Motorcycle or bicycle?

just bicycle. im not chad enough for motorcycle.

How much?

Worrying. And weird. Maybe if you force yourself to you'll start to enjoy it again.

You guys need to take care of yourselves. Even if it's hard. You've got to force yourself to stand up and do what's necessary.

Bicycles are great exercise. And a lot of fun.

nice trips. i was doing pretty well when i rode every day. there's a nice trail here since the streets aren't very friendly although it did get a bit repetitive.

i think i will if i manage to start again. everyone who lands themselves in these threads consistently should seriously consider getting outside and doing something even mildly active like going for a short walk.

Good luck. I think it's also important that people who come here do not come back. Sup Forums is really a pretty terrible place with few to zero positive aspects.

Physical activity can help with a lot.

Evening, friendo. How was the con?

It was good. Really good. Saw a lot of costumes, talked to a lot of artists. Little bit overwhelming.

Is the Baltimore one usually that packed? I don't really know much about cons other than the really big names. And did you get any good advice this time around too?

It seemed packed to me, but it's the biggest event I've ever been to, and I've heard that it's only a fraction of the size of some others.

I got tons of good advice this time.

Have you read volume one yet?

Fenn

What?

Bring a camera. Take pictures. Take a photo of the same spot every time you go. See what changes..

Any in particular that you'd like to relay? The last thing these threads need is less advice. And I can't remember if I said I'd start reading it for real after I was done cropping volume three or volume four. But since you've probably been itching to talk about it ever since I started delivering pics, I'll start on it tonight. Promise.

>Gf of 2 years (longest relationship) has sever mental health issues.

>Last month we signed for a house together.

>Her mental state has been sliding into a constant mania and depression

>refugee status no insurance

>dead parent issues about proving no insurance

>mania takes her over makes life very hard.

>decides we should spend some time apart to work on ourselves (I agree because idk how else to help her)

this all sucks because we love each other a shit ton, but cant live together while she's in this state.

I'm scared. I dont wanna lose everything we've worked for together.

Fenn, I missed ya
How are you today?

pretty shit. I have no interest in doing anything anymore unless I'm high on drugs. I would stay and talk but I'm about to leave in an effort to make myself feel again by going to a concert.

if this thread is still alive when I get back I'm come chat.

Complete existential crisis. pretty sure im gonna die. How bout you?

Damn, there has to be some type of mental health care that she can get. Maybe college or university?

If you want to get good at something, just do it. Don't wait.

Alright. I haven't read volume one in a while, but if I remember correctly it follows the movie pretty closely.

Volume 4 is my favorite.

That's terrible, user. Have you tried taking her to a therapist or asking for professional advice of some kind? Do you have any friends who could help you out?

I am okay today. Little tired, but awake enough for the thread. How've you been?

that's a nice idea. it's actually kind of cool how just on the outskirts of town there is all this wildlife you wouldn't expect to see. occasional deer, a lot more dragonflies than i realized we had, rabbits, lots of pretty birds in late summer. almost ran over a snake who was slithering on the paved path once! even though it was the same trail something interesting or unusual seemed to happen almost every time i went.

This too shall pass. Far, have a nice snack. Clean the kitchen, take a shower and go to bed.
You'll feel better tomorrow morning.

Have fun, user. It might be around if it doesn't get too many visitors.

Sounds like things are getting pretty bad...

What makes you so sure, user? We all die eventually. It doesn't matter if you really exist or not; it feels real enough.

I'm doing okay.

We've tried low income and free assistance programs, complications come from all records showing she's insured under her dead mothers plan (7years deceased) . The insurance company cant provide us or the agencies any proof we aren't even though there is no record in the system.

im considering switching from keeping my medical details in a sos talisman. im thinking of using either having QR code tattooed on me with my medical details on it or getting an implant/ chip

thoughts or suguestions

Damn. What would it take to get those records updated or erased? That's just atrocious.

That sounds extremely Interesting!
Here is your project: Go there tomorrow with a camera and take some photos.
Next thread, post them here! I would love to see them!

we don't know. I sent a plea to my congressman for help 2 days ago.

Don't. Just do it the old-fashioned way. Makes everything simpler for you and the people around you.

The chances of the tattoo getting messed up or the implant not working are too high.

You have no idea how much i appreciate the sentiment. Its a bit worse than a brief wave of depression though I'm afraid. I sleep 14 hours a day because i can't phathom waking up and doing anything. Im pretty sure it's mostly loneliness but due to my anxiety i feel i burden anyone I talk to.

Do you want to stop taking drugs?

That is actually the best idea. In the current year. I'm sure he will help.

You may just need to go without insurance for a while, user. Can you handle that?

You're not burdening anyone here, user. We're here because we want to be.

no i still plan on using the talisman but the idea is that i have something permanently on me. Just incase i loose my talisman or have to take it off for some reason

im actually kind of uncomfortable posting images that could possibly deanonymize myself because i tend to discuss sensitive things in these threads. i realize that may seem silly, and it's incredibly unlikely that a photo taken outside of town where few people actually go could lead to anyone pinpointing me, but i feel its necessary to take precautions such as this.

but i do often snap pictures when i see something interesting!

You should reread volume one so you can come back with fresh eyes. And not to take such a sudden turn, but can you give me a straight answer about something that I've been meaning to ask? Am I a boring person to talk to? I think back to the many conversations I've had online and I feel as though I always come across as dry and stale.

You're welcome!
Have you ever seen a therapist for this anxiety?

Ok. You are under no obligation to post them here. But you can certainly enjoy them on your own.

Keep a backup talisman. Or go with the tattoo.

I'll read it online tonight or sometime soon.

You're not boring at all. You don't seem dry or stale. Sometimes you worry me with how compassionate you seem to be. I like talking to you. That's why I continue to talk to you.

yep. Not anymore though

not much choice I suppose I can, IDK if she can, we both finally have good jobs and she wont go full inpatient because we cant afford to lose them.

Why did you stop going?

I saw this video earlier about some dude that traveled South America for 3 years in a van, met so many people and genuinely looked like he had a good time despite being in shithole countries. Kind of made me feel down because I know my life will never be that much fun. Hell, I rarely go out with my friends since they only want to smoke weed and I'm not comfortable driving home while high.

Video if anyones interested: youtube.com/watch?v=nIr7PqvbUUk

The internet is easy. I tend to stutter or have a tough time finding myself around people. I pick up on micro expressions really easily and i can tell when I kill a mood. Also my closest friend has been slipping into depression and I wish i had the energy to help but i feel I'm reflecting on him my fucked up emotions. Sometimes it feels i know a little too much and knowledge is a burden. And thats all that goes around in my head is an existential narrative. It will drive anyone nuts so i should really find something else to talk about. I'm doing it now. Fuck. I hate you Sartre.

Just wondering the best way to treat a girl you've had feelings for. IDK since iv'e never dated. advice?

>im not chad enough for motorcycle.
It's just too easy to die on one of those things.

>there's a nice trail here since the streets aren't very friendly although it did get a bit repetitive.
You should try Mountain Biking, my friend.
That shit is the bee's knees.

I'm sitting and recovering from a car crash in the hospital. Can I have a hug please? I just keep crying because I'm so stressed out.

The drugs didnt really help me with depression or anxiety. After a few years it just began to seem like the wrong avenue.

>I think it's also important that people who come here do not come back

>tfw I've been coming almost every single day for years

Sounds like an Alice thread.

Faggots.

one of my friends served his time in the military and survived years getting shot at without a single noteworthy injury. the very same day he returned from this, he hopped on his motorcycle and fucked his shit up. motorcycles are more dangerous than being shot at by sand niggers for ten years.

As long as the stress of supporting her doesn't build up too much, you'll be fine. Good luck, user. You seem to be juggling everything pretty well, and I hope you can hang onto it all.

For starters, he's only going to show the best parts of the trip in the video.

If your friends suck, find some new friends. Start doing fun/crazy shit on your own, and you'll find other people who want to do the same.

But see, you've also got to interpret how people react to their initial reflexes. If they suppress them and try to act as though nothing bad happened, that means that they want the conversation to continue, and they don't mind.

Knowledge can be a burden, user. But it's not the worst burden to carry. You can learn to deal with it.

Don't read any Sartre. Ever. Sartre sucks.

Treat her well. If you want her to know, treat her better than everyone else. Do little things for her, smile at her, be kind.

*hugs you tightly*

You're gonna make it through this, user. Do you want to talk about it?

Find new friends. I know that's an easy thing to say. But there are a lot of people out there who want to do more than just get high.

Im sorry to hear that. Is everything alright?

What works for you?

Why, user. Do you not want to stop? Are you unable to stop?

Okay.

So what?

I followed your advice the other night and saw a therapist. I'm feeling better now.

>So what
Das ghay.

Hint telling someone you caught them lying again
or just say it straight?

>motorcycles are more dangerous than being shot at by sand niggers for ten years.
To be honest, it's not all that dangerous when you're this well funded military with big guns and a lot of bullets.

Close quarters is where it gets dangerous, house clearing and what not.

But when you're out in the dunes or what not, you literally just shoot all over the place and hope you hit something.

>1 machine gunner shoots all around this area
>another shoots all around this area
>the other one shoots all around this area
>and so on
If it's at night and you use tracers, it's a literal wall of bullets.

Spend enough time doing that, and whatever was in that general direction isn't alive anymore.

And when it's with those poorly funded ragheads, it's just a few AK-47s and maybe an RPG.

My family dog died a week ago, she lost circulation in her legs and has had a tumor in her nose for a year. yeah things have been bad.

>Why, user. Do you not want to stop? Are you unable to stop?
I don't know. I don't browse Sup Forums very much anymore, so I guess that's not too bad.

>Hint telling someone you caught them lying again or just say it straight?
The hinting is facing deception with deception.

That's good, user. Don't let go of the improvement. Keep at it.

What, and the rest of Sup Forums isn't gay?

Are you absolutely certain that they were lying every time? If so, tell 'em straight.

I'm sorry to hear that, user. *hugs*

How are you handling it? Are other things going badly too?

If you're not on Sup Forums, you're probably fine, yeah. Take care of yourself, user.

I'm sorry for your loss, user.
Losing a beloved pet can be nthe most difficult thing.

But this is not a cult

>Take care of yourself, user.
You, too.

simple things. a midnight walk, a conversation about nothing, a hug. Its just the damndest thing getting into a motion that gives me these basic things. I'll always go into waves of depression/anxiety. I've come to terms with that. I guess all i really need is a bit of this until i can find someone to hold every now and then.

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I don't remember much but I'll try my best. I was driving along in my old shit box when one of the tires blew out and sent me into the other lane into another driver at I think about 70 mph. I woke up later in the ICU with three broken ribs, a collapse lung, and a major concussion. I've been crying all day because of how much pain I've been in and I'm stressed because of how much of a burden this will be on my family. I'm sad because I'm a burden to my family now.

last time it got fun
yes
I'll see if I can do it

At least you know what works.
You'll find someone to hold every now and then.

Damn. That's terrifying, user. But now you're alive, you're stable, and you've got a good chance of full recovery, right? You won't be a burden, not forever. You're family. Family does what's necessary to hold up its members.

Don't feel bad about it. You would do it for them.

Good luck.

me
thanks guys. kind of hard for me to right now, its my last year of highschool and most people already have their cliques. Glad you guys post threads like this, gives decent discussion when most of the threads on this board are porn.

We're all a burden sometimes. It becomes something worse when you believe that's a part of who you are. Stay positive. Things will get better. In the mean time just take it easy. Take a deep breath. you'll be okay.

College is a whole nother world, user. Don't resign yourself to being alone. Be open to getting close to new people.

Thank you.

Thanks Fenn, you're an angel
Nurse just came in and saw I was crying, she hugged me so tight. She said she would talk to me in a bit. I hope I'm not a burden to them for long.

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This internet speed is sapping my soul. Thanks for that, friendo. And likewise. I needed a bit of resolution on that one. All it takes is the slightest inkling of doubt to come up in my head before it balloons into something that becomes a hassle to manage. And what do you mean by my compassion becoming worrisome sometimes?

make friends of friends. Cliques only exist in your mind. Everyone is friends with someone to some degree.

fenn you are a huge fucking faggot. encouraging people to commit suicide, real fucking epic my man. im coming back to spam your threads into oblivion when im done with the rest.

You're a part of the family. You're not a burden at all. They love you.

It can only get better from here, user. You just suffered through the lowest point.

If you care too much for someone, you can put too much effort into being kind and doing things for them. That ain't good.

My internet speed is dropping too. Posts may be slow.

Oh, nice. Thanks. Will you post bananas, or gore, or what?

And what made you so self-righteous?

In long term relationship with girl i love. When away for a year studying, made friends with another girl. Kept in contact since then. Still great friends. If I weren't in a relationship at the time, I think I'd be with her. Now she's getting married to a great guy. I'm happy for her. I'm happy with my gf. But idk should I tell friend how I felt. Thing is, I'm semi-sure she felt the same. We've had... moments. Little things. I wouldn't cheat and she wouldn't encroach. But little things like a kiss on the cheek that lasts longer than other friends. Would be nice to have it out in the open between us rather than wonder. What do Sup Forums?

"self-righteous" yeah actively making help threads where you explicitly posit suicide as a solution to vulnerable people's problems isn't okay.