Hey Sup Forumsros share with me your most saddest experiences in life preferably in greentext

Hey Sup Forumsros share with me your most saddest experiences in life preferably in greentext

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>insecure about penis size
>hear about jelqing
>do it for a while
>whaddya know see some increase in length and thickness
>keep doing it
>wtf it actually is working but very very slowly
>decide my dick is conditioned enough so i can go a little harder to get better gains
>start doing things with a little more force
>woke up one day, lost sensitivity, no morning boners
> can't even kegel
> can't get a boner
> sex drive is completely gone
> needs tons of stimulation to even get "erected" and it fades away unless it keeps getting stimulated
>i'm talking about three seconds gone flat down
>used to have hard boners and fuck or masturbate plenty even with a tiny dick
>now permanently damaged my dick and have ED for life
>would do anything to get back that small working penis again
>want to kill myself

also to anyone with a small dick out there who wants to go this route: don't fucking do it. it's completely fucking ruined.

Viagra my dude?

>be me
>be 10
>had played GTA 3 the previous year
>it was like nothing I'd ever seen
>was hooked on the mayhem and destruction and open world
>invested all of my time into the game after school
>it became my favorite game
>so I ask my parents to tell Santa to get me Vice City for Christmas
>had seen the trailers
>was so excited
>fuck November; couldn't wait
>Christmas gets closer
>it'll be here soon
>but something happened
>parents see report on local news about violence and sexual content in the game
>parents ask around and consult people at Walmart about content
>they sit me down, assume a grave tone, and tell me that I can't have VCfor Christmas
>I cried for hours
>lungs hurting
>pillow soaked
>head aching
>I can't remember a time since then when I've cried harder
>recently pirated a copy of VC
>set it up to be used with a controller
>was so eager to play it
>but it was terrible
>games have come so much further in writing, gameplay, voice acting, and immersion
>I will never be able to understand what many of my peers experienced when VC dropped
>there will forever be a gap in my upbringing

it doesn't work. urologist gave some and it only got me 60% erect and wasn't hard at all.

>winter time
>living by myself
>it snowed three feet
>can't work
>won't get paid the week I can't work
>at home in the afternoon
>its dark
>made dinner
>set the table
>sit down to eat
>haven't heard another voice in a week
>sigh....
>lonely as fuck

shit man sorry to hear that. Any Operations/surgeries you can do to help it?

lol haha nigga vc was the shit!!

There's always the priesthood bro. You could be like the best one. Never a molestation charge, no hookers, ECT. Turn that frown upside down!

where do you live?

none. damage is permanent and unless i get a penis implant or something, it's still not worth it. after 8 doctors and 5 urologists, it's clear to me my life is done.

>meet girl
>10/10 personality 7/10 looks
>has a bf
>decide to try anyways
>get really close
>break them up
>finally my time to make a serious move
>doesnt talk to me for a month except for like twice to see what i was doing in life and what not
>straight up ask her when we are going to date
>"i want to let the dust settle."
>by the time we get to the first date i just dont feel like we have that connection anymore
>she decides that too and gets back with her ex
>she decides she wants to start hanging out again
>realize i am being used

now i have to look this girl i fell for in the face and tell her we cant hang out until she breaks up with her bf and it fucking hurts. i really like this girl and i want her to be mine but i dont want to be a beta/cuck. i am starting to hit that territory but fuck it man. i am breaking it off next we speak, then drowning in jaeger

My mariage

>be me 24
>live with father
>father has rheumatoid arthritis
>mistreated for gout for 2 years
>made rheumatoid much much worse
>has infection on buttock
>sore goes nearly all the way into his thigh from buttock
>he cant walk without aid
>he cant raise his arms without literally wailing in pain
>change his piss bottles 3 times last night because he couldnt move
>blood all over the bed, ill have to change that later
>i cook him food because he cant
>2 doctors come here in the middle of the night to assess him
>they tell him walking around would be for the best
>he literally cannot raise his legs
>doctors are fucking retards with no investment
>have to listen to him wail all night basically interrupted with "user!!..."

i cant just leave him and everyone knows i shouldnt be his primary carer but fuck what do i do. i cried last night lol i actually cried

at this point you can try cherry pills (higher dosage the better) and see if that helps. people i know swear by it. it won't cure it but it can ease the pain apparently.

and yes i know this is a stupid idea because it's cherry pills but anything to see if it helps at this point. i'm sorry man.

hes in there dosed up on morphine

giving him cherry pills would be giving a cold turkey meth head a ciggarette

Wrote this earlier

yeah sorry man it was a dumb idea. are there any ra specialists in your area?

get one of them pumps that pump it up for you, might awell try. how big isit now btw?

that sounds hard, but youre doing a good thing for someone in your life, sacrifice is hard.

that would ruin it even more and even stronger force than what i was doing. i'm holding onto a hope that it'll come back to at least function well enough for me to have decent sex.

funny thing is i bought a penis pump and was waiting to use it.destroyed it and threw it in the garbage instead.

i was a 5"erect length and 4.25" girth. Got up to 5.75 and 4.75 girth. would go back and just keep my small ass dick the way it was.

Damn. Sorry frend

hopefully i stop feeling this way one day. it just feels shattered knowing a part of a life i wanted is probably over (dating, sex, marriage, kids etc)

Your loneliness sounds pretty temporary, sucks about not getting paid though.

I'm a loner kind of by choice, which is to say I make choices I'm consciously aware will result in me being lonely but I also really don't like being as lonely as I am but ultimately I dislike people.. it's complicated. Anyway I recently found this channel from one of my lecturers and came across this video that is pretty legit. Actually a lot of their videos are pretty good..

So for anyone suffering loneliness: youtu.be/AtCR6P5rsXU

at the time i was in eastern kentucky
>temporary
it depends on what you mean by loneliness. i thought i was good to live on my own turns out, being alone is harder than I thought, I had a hard time dealing with it. Filling up pussy only helps you if its permanent instead of booty calls.

Yeah to be honest man you deserve whatever misfortune comes your way. A lot of girls are dumb as fuck and easily swayed into ending relationships by shit talking guys that have no code.

There's a million of you shoulder to cry on cucks hanging around that all seem to come out of the woodwork when things get serious with a girl. You don't even see the problem you're getting yourselves into by actually wanting to date a girl that you're able to convince to end a relationship for you. Like you think she's actually leaving the bloke because you're better than him and she must see this. The reality is she's just a hoe that doesn't know what she wants and lets the attention overwhelm her.

Kind of a good thing your type pop up though, who wants to be with a girl like that. Two relationships ended on terms like this that I was quite fond of which is why I come across a little bitter but in both situations those hoes were on their knees slurping up my knob not even a full month into their new relationships because that's just the nature of those types, once you know that it's easy to manipulate.

Do you enjoy being lonely or do you enjoy sollitude?
Might be worth differentiating between the two

where does one end and the other one begins?

Solitude is a good thing, it's being alone on your own terms. People will be able to cope with it in a reasonable way.

Solitude on the other hand is damaging. Ther's a need to talk to someone, to do something else to connect.

Loneliness is interesting like that, people think they're fine with it but when they actually face it the situation they realize the gravity of the reality of being alone.

I enjoy solitude which is why I make choices that result in me being lonely, but the actual feeling of loneliness can be pretty unpleasant. When the notion strikes that you're lonely it's heavy and hard to forget.

sounds to me like solitude and loneliness are essentially the same thing, the same way that rape is still sexual intercourse.

Finding solitude is choosing to be lonely, for a period of time, being lonely is loneliness forced upon you.

>the same way that rape is still sexual intercourse.
Sure you could say rape is sexual intercourse, but do you want it?

Loneliness is, following your analogy, getting raped. You don't want it but you have to cope with it.

Solitude on the other hand is more similar to your plain old sex with consent. It's voluntarily. You want it

I would consider people who go into solitude lonely. It will have been their decision and as such should be more capable of dealing with it.

Once the urge to connect to people returns will they actually leave their solitude and it can be called loneliness.

The times where loneliness results from solitude is when someone is incapable of dealing with solitude or having been in solitude for too long.

Seems to be more complex than that though, for instance although I do have social circles that want me to be around and could easily choose to engage in those activities it does not fit with who I am, so despite the fact that I'm lonely and dislike it I also can't really choose to change who I am, which is a person that likes solitude.

You'd think a person who likes solitude wouldn't be lonely and I used to believe that about myself but one day you realize that you're lonely despite that.

I suppose that you're still right though, just because my loneliness is forced upon me by my nature doesn't make it any less forced.

>I would consider people who go into solitude lonely
Should've been "wouldn't" instead of "would".
My bad

That's why I will have a weapon once I reach a certain age so I can end it when something like that happens to me. You will never be in health again but if you're really lucky you'll suffer for many years.

The thing is, if it is just your nature to enjoy solitude you might find yourself feeling lonely even when you're not alone. I started socializing because of my new experience of loneliness and found myself equally unhappy but also drawn out because I now had to socialize on top of being lonely, as bizarre as that sounds. I return to solitude because it's easier to be lonely, alone.

they're both fair points. even though i enjoy solitude, I don't like loneliness. Solitude has to be looked at from the point of view of an escape from too much social interaction, in my opinion.

Can you be solitary with a significant other? or does that not count? Me and my ex were solitary in the sense that we kept to ourselves, but not lonely because we had eachother. if she wasn't with me, i would be lonely because it was no longer by choice.

Thinking of asking this girl out because I have been lonely. Never done that before face to face, we'll see how it goes

yes he tells me often

"why is this happening to me?" or "im fucked user, im absolutely fucked."

he practised yoga every day for 20 years

he ate well, he lifted, he ran, he was a very fit man until i was around 16 and ive been looking after him since then

my school registrar used to sign me as in attendance so i would get me students support when i wasnt in because they knew why i wasnt coming in

>Sup Forums died
>fun disappeared
>still come here

>When the depression hits again

How old is your dad? How serious was his yoga was he honestly fit or is that just how he saw himself?

How old are you now?

Have you spoken to him about what is happening to your life because of this? I can't imagine actually being in that situation but I would like to think that if I was bed ridden with no hope and my son was wasting his life attending to me.. I might do something about it myself, but I can see how that would be a infinitely difficult thing to face.

>Solitude has to be looked at from the point of view of an escape from too much social interaction
You just put into words what I've been trying to say in the past 4 posts. Thank you!

And please be careful with dating out of loneliness.
I've been there twice and ended up hurting someone on both occasions.

It always died off after a couple of months when you start feeling less lonely and any feelings you may have had will seem wasted

hes 58

yes he was fit until he was mistreated for gout and it made the rheumatoid accelerate very quickly

i am 24

yes of course i have, nurses come here every morning and every night to change his wounds

I've got to second the being careful with dating out of loneliness it's a dangerous path for both parties.

>And please be careful with dating out of loneliness.

Well.. I met her at school, she works there and helped me with bureaucracy, she's my type, and is pretty, no rings on her fingers. I thought we could at least hang out, i just moved back to town and my friends i had are always to busy to do anything, i have no friends to hang out with, i thought it would be fun. i also get the feeling shes a lonely lady. i think it would be mutually beneficial.

just a tidbit of life info

if you work all your life to be fit and healthy

it doesnt mean anything and your genes will determine how you fall

life is truly meaningless and we will all die the same

be fit if you want but dont think you wont become decrepit and frail just like everyone else

Damn, he's not even that old.. So you say you've spoken with him, what does he say? does he say he needs you or does he say go be free and enjoy your youth while you can, go live your life while you're able to live it because who knows what will happen?

That probably sounds pretty selfish and maybe I wouldn't say it if those were things I was actually dealing with.

> mutually beneficial
If you're really interested in trying to hang out with her, don't start off with a date. I'd suggest maybe getting to know her better. Especially if your goal is to reduce loneliness.

>i also get the feeling shes a lonely lady
I'm always wary about assumptions like these. Unless you know her weekly schedule, it's nigh impossible to know how lonely a person is.

Besides. Women can smell loneliness. Will probably come over as "potentially clingy"

>be me, 8 yrs old
>wintertime in Canada, giant blizzard
>live on a farm, tractor driven snowblower
>beloved family dog is old and blind
>beloved grandfather is old and driving the snowblower
>dog goes through snowblower
>wrecked.jpg
>tfw tour grandfather has to tell you he snowblowered your best friend

Sounds like you're interested for reasons beyond your loneliness so you're probably fine. Either way I'd say go for it but just tread carefully and be mindful of your feelings and hers.

he doesnt ask me to stay i stay because he is my father and blessed me with far more good than bad, a nice house, a stable life, food and water.

many live far worse than i do and i am thankful for his efforts to provide for me, i will not be leaving him to die alone.

last night he told me:

>thank you so much user, i dont know what i'd be doing if you werent here; probably rolling around in my own piss

and he is being literal, not trying to gaslight or keep me here, he and i know i can leave anytime i want.

>If you're really interested in trying to hang out with her, don't start off with a date. I'd suggest maybe getting to know her better
thats what the dates are for, they dont have to be romantic in nature
>Women can smell loneliness. Will probably come over as "potentially clingy"
She's in her 40s and im past my 30s, most women i meet around her age are tired of playing games, ive always had good luck being straight with them then pretending im not lonely.

It's good to know that you're doing this of your own accord. Hope you ease him sufficiently on his way out.

>be me
>be human being
>browsing the internet
>looking at youtube
>sees video about Sup Forums
>clicks
>watches all of the video
>goes on Sup Forums out of curiosity
>posts this

hey user i know it's Sup Forums and you're probably not telling the truth but I went through that shit at the age of 16 with my dad. Mom left him, my nephew and I had to take care of him using a crane like machine piece of shit to move him from his bed to the bath every single day, cleaning his sheets multiple times a day, wiping his ass, couldn't even use his hands so had to help him piss too. had to quit school to take care of him as none of my adult siblings could be bothered to even visit unless they needed money. They all split his life insurance amongst themselves, left me out to fuck off. Sold his property worth a quarter million, i didn't have a single penny of it. At least i got his wallet though right? am now 21 and still resent my entire family for it and will probably kill them all at a family reunion. hope this helps if ur being honest man good luck

>SMS came from a friend of my best friend, his mother died
>the other day, I came from another town to my home town where my best friend is and in a rush just said hello to my father and ran to my best friend's mother funeral
>went to funeral
>turned off my phone because funeral
>funeral finished
>I'm on my way to a local bar to have a beer
>order myself a beer
>waitress brings me a beer
>remember that I turned off my phone
>turn on my phone
>SMS from my brother came
>"dad had a heart attack, he died half an hour ago, I'm sorry user"
>leave in a rush to my home, there are already a lot of people
>my dad is laying in a room waiting for a doctor to confirm his death
Never had a chance to say good bye to my father. Happened last year

Yeah sorry that makes sense.

I hope you have some time to live your life. I hope things get better for you and your dad.

sorry user.

>be me living with 3 roommates, my friend Drew, tim and aaron
>one day I was playing battlefield 3 when I heard a loud bang and Aaron yelled "WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM?!"
>I thought it was the dog trying to attack him so I opened my door and saw a boot leave the hallway
>I ran down the hallway to see Drew standing there Fogged eyes, pale skin purple lips
>he started walking towards aaron and grabbed him by his neck pushing his iver
>I got behind drew and slammed him off
>aaron ran to call the cops and tim got the dog who was going ballistic
>drew started seizuring and spinning in circles and turning purple to I tried to stop him and get his over on his sideas but he was too strong
>he stopped and puked all over the place but stopped breathing
>cops, firetrucks, ambulances all came and tried to bring him back buy he was gone
>later they found he snorted a bunch of heroin and od'd
Sad because I knew him since childhood and he made a stupid choice to do drugs.

>forever alone faggot 26 years old
>met girl
>hang out with her
>cant tell if she likes me or not
>hack FB profile
>found a conversation with her friend about me
>I like user as a Person, but there is no attraction in him at all. I mean really at all.
>remember all the other similar rejections of the females
>feel like shit
>stop seeing her
>feel more like shit
>try to figure out why i got only the leftover genes of my family
fml

>rheumatoid
>gout
>buttock
>thigh from buttock

wut?

thats shitty
my father holds still well
i live with him and his new wife
a bitch
only here to get his money
she is constant working on throwing me out of the house
but if ever something happens to my father and he gonna needs care she is going to be gone same day
and i will be the one who has to take care.
i cannot win

>have to sleep
>can't watch Young Sheldon in sleep

:/

i cant have a full boner, not without some strong stimulation.
Like some sick porn. Gay/incest/prego/rape
had two chances to have sex with a girl
failed both times to get an erection
still virgin
there is no god

bump

Maybe you should try nofap

>be me
>iq of 126, aesthetic body, kind personality, overall nice guy
>downside: disabled
>approaching 20s - never kissed or touched a girl
>wasted my youth in my room in front of the pc
>literally every spare time i had, i spent on the internet

right now, the only thing i want is a gf, but everyone person who sees me instantly notices my disability and who wants to have an unhealthy boyfriend, i really cant blame them. but they on the other hand will also never see my body on which i worked on for the past year or so. they will never get to know me. i can talk for hours about philosophy, physics you name it. but they will never know this because they dont want to be associated with a disabled person. the only thing i want more than a gf is my youth; i spent every minute of my free time on the internet but honestly who can blame me for it. if you were me you would probably have done the same. people look at you, talk about you behind your back in real life, but on the internet, no one knows about it. it was like an escape for me, really. i was a pussy back then and now all i want is the time i wasted. i sometimes scream and cry because i think of all the things i could have done if i just wasnt such a fucking pussy. not gonna lie, i am currently on the brink of killing myself.

>be fit if you want but dont think you wont become decrepit and frail just like everyone else

I hate this. I know you're right but it's fucking terrible.

Got friendzoned by Lydia in Skyrim. Was the darkest time of my life. She is so submissive to me in all other aspects, but won't ever give up the pussy. Those feels

The knowing how much time I wasted

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