Be me

>be me
>be 15
>live a okay life in a upper middle class family
>fells like my dad is super disappointed in me
>I'm not fat or anything just don't hangout with kids all the time
>often spend my nights playing vida with my friends online
>decide to get a job thinking that may just help
>recently joined a mountain biking club
>find out the my local bike shop is doing inventory and asked if they needed any help
>they say yes
>my dad seems to be proud for once
>get back from work and dad starts a fight for "disrespecting him"
> he asks if I have ANY friends
>storm off pissed, as, fuck
>here my mom yell at him "why would you say that!!"
>start to wonder if she thinks that to
>start to wonder if I do have any friends
>start to wonder if there's any point
>start to sob uncontrollably
>climb onto my roof and just stare at the stars
>remember all the other things I've heard them say
>go onto Sup Forums
>write my story
>as Sup Forums what to do

My life is in your hands do what you please

I suggest therapy

shit sucks man it will get better, just wait it out

Yeah man. You're young. It sucks now, but you can't imagine how much will change once you get older. And do try and seek help.

Don't kill yourself or something fucking crazy man. Just fucking TALK to your dad about this. I mean it. Just tell him you feel like he's dissapointed and let everything go from there, alright?

Sounds like your dad sucks. Did anything spark him accusing you of disrespecting him?

Does he drink?

Underage b&

Fuck him though dude. You got a job at 15? That takes serious balls man to take a job on your own like that at your age. Especially without your parents nagging you to do it. Just keep doing you man. The friends will come with time. Keep an open mind to learning new things and ask plenty of questions when trying to get to know new people. You'll find your way, I promise you.

You sound like a very upstanding young man. As an adult who remembers their father lashing out at them when they were younger, just ignore it... Parents are human too and say things they don't mean when they're angry. It doesn't make it right, but it shouldn't be that important unless your parents are too abusive. Just hang in there guy, things will be okay.

He works incredibly hard but rarely drinks, even when he does he seems to be a happy/fun drunk

keep us updated

Can do,
Hey man nice trips

Idk man. Do you want IRL friends? You do you man. If you only want to talk to people online go for it if it makes you happy.

I see no trips.

If you're that depressed at the grand old age of fucking 15 you probably should kill yourself

Trip 222 right?

Jump fgt

OP you're 15, wait until college over if you are going to college and maybe a bit more to pay loans etc. and then disown.

Only counts if the last digits are repeating, newfag.

Honestly never expected more care from the internet especially Sup Forums.
My dad came in and apologized for what he said and said he was wrong for saying that. Apparently there's a lot going on at his work right now because some guy threatened to shoot up the place. After he fired him for punching some old dude for taking his parking space. I told him that I believe he's disappointed in me for a while, and he admitted that he believed that a while ago when I would rarely move form my desk browsing Sup Forums, reddit, and playing rainbow six siege. But he's proud of me now for getting a admitably short job but it's something, getting healthy and spending more time outside in general.

Oh sorry

Just kill yourself user, aliens are coming to destroy the earth anyway.

Otherwise I'd start investigating the paranormal, Seeking is pretty suicidal so you may as well try to make something of yourself.

>recently joined a mountain biking club

Literally me
Hang out with people from class at lunch, but that's about it

...

>15

just beat your meat more

life can be shit for ages but you just got to ride that shit out to get to the good times dude

pull off your pants in public OP

any friends you make around that age won't matter a few years later, but the experience helps you keep developing friends through out your life and I think you should try making friends with people that you think are alright, if to struggle maybe seek therapy. Nothing is wrong with therapy.

Can fucking do boss

stfu gayfag

DUUUUUDE PLEASE PLEASE PLEAZE LISTEN TO ME. YOU ARE 15. 15 MAN. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH YOU ARE GONNA CHANGE IN JUST 3 FUCKING YEARS. Seriously, I was a lot like you. Freshman year of high school never kissed a girl no gf ( I did have some close friends) but I was still a fucken loser. My mom made fun of me a lot, she was a total bitch. I didn't care though I did what I felt was right. You made a big step at 15 to help that bike shop out or at least just put your video games down for a CHANGE. Seriously FEED that character you have. It is rare and you will plant a grand pillar on that decision that will support everything else you choose in life. Your parents are fucken losers, my dad left when I was 14, my mom was really mean to me around that time too. Abused, highly neglected, I was severely unloved but don't let the world's lack of love refract the light you emit in it. I'm tearing up now thinking about what they thought of my then, how hard I tried to please my dad. I loved animals, I wanted to be a zoologist as a tiny kid, my dad loved to hunt. When I killed my first deer, I remember sitting on the back of his pickup truck staring into it's eyes, then my dad was like 'You better not feel sorry for that deer.' I said I didn't but he knew I was lying. I disappointed my dad and I think that was a huge part of the reason he started a new life without me. But I made a success of myself, I grew up to have plenty of friends, a good job, and really cute gf, and though I don't talk to my parents I have caught up with them within the years. They see in me why they failed in life, and from that I got the their pride I had always worked so hard for before. They were never together, never talk even now though they both have been jobless bummed druggies for years. Follow your own path OP. You're gonna be just fine. It's fine to have voids, if you keep a happy path in life they will be filled.

Call me when 4 Chan dosent have porn litteraly everywhere

You're doing the right shit getting a job. Keep following your instincts; it sounds like your dad is just a douchebag you'll be better off ignoring.

Cuck your dad, fuck your mother.

I have been playing less video games in the past weeks trying to improve myself, I have actually noticed some Irl people start to talk more but that's about it.

Kys OP its only going to get worse from here on out

Start working out, go on trails with a local mountain biking group and make friends like that, sometimes they are old fucks with kids that u can smash

It angers me how nice Sup Forums is to people. I guess I've never been cruel to people on 4 Chan but people have been mean to me. However, you shouldn't kill yourself, if you were implying so. Move on man, Time heals all wounds. Give it some time maybe therapy, but remember this, Things have to get worse to get better.

underage b&

Just go ride man

>>be 15
fuck off