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You know what, im too depressed for a feel thread.
Just kill me

same
I feel like I've let it all out so now I just lurk until something happens to me irl and I then I'll whine over here.

uwu

My girlfriend just broke up with me and went directly to having sex with a good friend of mine, and she just fucking laughs it off like nothing. I hate that whore, but I still feel for her, what do?

i just want drugs to numb the pain

Kill her, then suicide.
I never had a girlfriend, i dont know what loves feel like.

I’m about to take a handful of pills to sleep for a while

My dog just died...too early
just six years and it wasn't a peaceful dead

Same thing happened to me last August. Honestly, fuck her. I just hung out with some friends and just started focusing on myself and eventually I got over it. It hurts now but down the road you'll realize she isn't worth it.

Throw yourself into some other chick. Youll eventually forget her. Trust me. If not forget her you wont think about her as much. Focus on the new chick. Its the only way

I'm debating whether or not to make an appointment with a psychiatrist for that exact reason. In the past, I've spoken only to psychologists, and they mentioned medication as a last resort. But I've gotten exponentially worse since then. I don't know what else to do. I hate everything and I want the pain to end.

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user, welcome to the wonders of female reproductive biology.
Hypergamy and Monkey Branching are a bitch.

How old are you user?

I saw my ex girlfriend with her new boyfriend tonight and it killed me, user. Took my breath away. I held it in until I got home but I could've cried on the spot.

Nothing compares to seeing and knowing the girl you love is in another man's arms. Worst torture imaginable.

Just turned 19.

I just came home to pack some more things to take to the new place, and my apartment is fucking trashed.

Someone broke in and went through /everything/ tipped out all of my packed boxes, opened all of my draws, they obliterated the place.

All they stole was an xbox 360 and an iphone 4 though. It's surreal.

>Pic related

Hey at least you got trips!

That's real comforting

You got trips, at least you have that working for you

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^^^^^ this so much, save yourself the pain and grief, trust me. it's not worth it to cry and hurt for so long, let yourself feel good

You got trips, at least you have that working for you

This simple picture has haunted me since the day I laid eyes on it. I just don't understand anymore...

someone who knows you're moving
people are cunts, sorry man

Fuck trips okay, do you know how it feels to have your space violated like this?

I'm guessing the people upstairs, or someone has had an eye on me.

The only people who know I am moving is my partner and I. They were looking for something, not sure what, unless they went through my trash and saw my empty boxes of tramadol.

Now the cops think i'm a drug dealer who has been rolled because so much stealable shit was left behind.

It means that your life is a paradox. A Catch-22. A Hell you can't escape.

The ride never ends.

Common sense is becoming less and less common. I don't feel like i'm having "a different opinion" anymore, I don't feel like i'm "debating"

I feel like half the world believes 2+2 = 4 and the other half thinks 2+2 = 5. I feel too smart for my own good. Like I know what everyone will say, so whats the point of talking to them? I feel ashamed. Ashamed that things are how they are now. That we let it get this way.

I've been here for a long time. I fought in the meme wars for shits sake, and i'm looking around at what we won, and i'm not seeing much.

Just rambling

>tfw try to fuck a cutie at work
>2nd date
>had a good time
>go in for a kiss and she does the "kiss my cheek" thing

I had no drive to succeed my whole life until in college i realized i had aspirations and no work habits to achieve them. My depression had gotten worse to the point i couldnt cope + a breakup of four years so i went. Took a bit to see a psych but i did today and i told him of my life and symptoms. He thinks i got a long-term form of depressive disorder and mild anxiety. I look at it as I have an ailment and i need to be treated. I know how discouraging it can sound to start medication given that people take years to find the combination of whats right for them and all you really need is support. I havent told my family yet but im certain ill have the support and you need to find yours if you start. I plan on telling them soon.

It's over.

yeah, but why user? i didn't want to get on this ride.

Yeah dude you're too smart for your own good that's why you're a neet posting on Sup Forums, a crown is no cure for a headache, no sense in trying to be a snowflake.

just because it's common sense doesn't make it common practice.

She may just see you as a work friend for now. But inevitably hanging out after work or on off days often will give you both the opportunity to know each other better, which could be beneficial for both of you. Just ease up man, if it's bound to happen it will.

Sometimes you just need to play the game my nig

Oh, I forgot to mention that those psychologist visits resulted in my getting diagnosed with anxiety disorder. It's pretty bad. But recently, I've been more depressed than ever.

I've talked with my parents before about medication and they're afraid it'll turn me into a zombie, but that's how I already feel. I'm just going through the motions of life and have been feeling depersonalization for several months now. Will it ever get better?

>fuck trips
Im glad your shitty apartment got broken into dont ever disrespect the trips again

I think it's good to engage in politics to an extent, but you will get worn out trying to effect things on a macro level. Sounds like you need to focus on the micro more. Just start by building your personal life, your fortune and work on self defense so you can protect your friends and family.

Ive resolved since i was young that i cant kill myself til most of my immediate family is dead. My main problem is feeling like a god damn failure. I've been going to group for three weeks and it seems that feeling like a failure will never go away with how i think. And i dont think i will ever change how i think, so I'd rather be numb for a while and push this worthless depressed husk through higher education. I believe i will feel like a failure if I don't ever work in genetics or autopsy but on the same note cant ever imagine myself with the dedication and diligence to be effective much less achieve these dreams.

I know those feels, user. Personally, I've been on meds and would stop taking them for bullshit reasons which made things worse, so keep in mind you may 'feel' better but you must continue to take them. I'm tried curing myself without meds because I didn't want to rely on something (ironic af) and now I feel like it's just necessary for some people. If you're to the point of regularly feeling zombified or like the remnants of a shell of a human being like myself, I think meds couldn't hurt. It just takes time, which we have plenty of.

Because suffering is eternal. I didn't ask for it either, my dude. I can't do anything about it now. I wish it weren't this way.

Hey man those fields aren't going anywhere. Life's not a race. Our brain is running on primitive software that is very confused by what is going on in modern society. The firmware updates are laughably insufficient.
I recommend watching Jordan Peterson videos. They've helped me deal with my anxiety.
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With genetics or performing autopsies you would certainly have the coin to pay off loans if you can't get grants, it would be worth the time for sure. If that's what you feel is your calling in life, just go for it dude. You would be making a difference in the world as your existence already does overall, just as mine and the other anons do. I too feel like a failure in life and it's very difficult to get things done with things like that plaguing our minds. I also feel like I need to go to school for that reason, and the only two things that would bring me any joy in life career wise are anything musical/art related or opening up an artists lounge. I often would worry about loans and risks and shit like that but the point of it all is to defy the odds and take the risk. It will be well worth it. Just don't let You stop you, user.

OC

Do you know any niggers?

>I believe i will feel like a failure if I don't ever work in genetics or autopsy but on the same note cant ever imagine myself with the dedication and diligence to be effective much less achieve these dreams.

I know that feel, bro. I know that feel very well. I'm no stranger to feeling being a failure. I was two weeks away from graduating and earning the title of U.S. Marine. I thought that it was going to be the point in my life where, when I achieve it, everything will start changing for the better. But nope, I failed and now I'm much worse than I was before it. I hate my life and existence in general with a burning passion.

Sleep tight, Pupper!

It's not as good as you might think. It's just an experience that you and I are lucky enough to not feel. I have an on and off ex that's obsessed with me and loves me to death, but I have never felt love for anyone. When I saw how heartbroken she got everytime he thought I didn't love her back, it made me think of how this must be for men that are normal. And then I realized that it is better that I just don't find out. Trust me, it's not the biggest deal in the world, and is not a life necessity. If someone personally tells you otherwise, tell them to go snort glass.

That sucks. Have you looked into joining another branch or becoming a merc?

I just broke up with longtime gf and I sorta forgot how to meet new people. it's senior year and everyone has established cliques and shit. any advice on how to meet bew people?

The older you get, the harder it gets. I would start by downloading tinder

This
Here you go m8, you need this
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Welcome

Fuck alright.
Deployed,
Fell in love with a woman here who I'll never be with because of regulations.
My country has become a liberal shithole in my absence.
My girlfriend back home is a bitch and I can't figure out how to leave her because we live together.

I've no home to go back to.

well ive gotten that far... I just can't seem to make dates happen. probably due to my own incompetance

Why not skydive without a parashoot? It's more fun. And you'll never feel a thing.

I'm currently trying to go Army and it looks like it'll work out for me. But is it really a good idea to go back to the military in my current status? Especially if I end up going to the psychiatrist and getting prescribed medication.

The reason why I wanted to be a Marine was because I finally wanted to live my life with a purpose. But now, I'm directionless again. My purpose seems to be Eternal Misery.

Everything dies, just remember that he's in a better place where pain doesn't exist. He's chasing butterflies with Jesus now. Remember, There are many dogs in animal shelters that have never had a good owner. You could adopt one in your doggo's memory.

You must understand the pain. And how you choose to deal with it. Luckily philosophers have thought about pain since the dawn of time.
Here you need this
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Just ignore the obvious liberal bullshit they are obligated to insert and I would also skip socialist shit.

I broke my spine today

Did you have renters insurance? Do you own a gun?

Force Things
I don't care what reality is, the basic rules underlining our reality seem to be malleable depending on how you twist it.
That being said, I will achieve my dreams. I'll never give up!!

It's far easier to die because you feel nothing, but it's far more interesting to live to see what happens if you decide to ignore a few more risks.

I'm never going to have her back, am I...? Not like when we first became a couple, anyway...

Even though she forgives me for everything I've done to her over the years, I still haven't learned to forgive myself...

She lives thousands of miles away, and I've never met her in person, yet she's touched my heart and my life more than anyone else ever has...

Every time we broke up, every time I came crawling back to her, she took me back...

Even when I promised I would change, but didn't...

Even when I swore that I wouldn't leave again, but did...

Even when I left her for other people who lived closer, and came crawling back every time those relationships crumbled because what I left behind was always so much better than what I had...

But despite all of that, she still loves me just as much...

... I don't deserve her... I need her in my life, but I know that I don't deserve someone so forgiving, and kind, and loyal...

She never cheated on me, even with plenty of opportunities and the fact the relationship is long distance...

She always tried her best to comfort me when my depression was at it's worst, and I was on the brink of suicide...

She's love of my life... The one person who was able to break my autistic, antisocial shell... My closest friend, my most trusted confidant, my partner in crime...

She says she still loves me... That she still wants to move down here and be with me... That she forgives me...

... I hope she does... I hope she still means it when she says she loves me... I've been cheated on or abused or hurt in almost every relationship I've been in except with her, and one or two other relationships I've been in...

... I hope this works... If I were to lose her for good... I don't know how I'd be able to keep going, honestly... Not going to lie to myself here, I'm emotionally dependent on her...

I hope she doesn't leave my worthless ass... Lord knows she deserves better, though...

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Aim reasonably next time so you won't be disappointed. Alternatively, you can lvl up.

I used to be subscribed to The School of Life, but unsubscribed after their content became increasingly more leftard garbage. Is it really worth watching it all?

it took me years to realize this was a song that was made off of someones actual suicide note

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Get /fit/, I swear bitches will come to you. Also, women love to talk about themselves. Tell them about yourself if they ask, and look up :
Passing shit tests
Good luck user!!
Only if you wasted your life on alcohol and drugs. Otherwise, lies. If you've built up your success, you can pull mid-20's easy.

See

Met a girl started dating and she cheats on me. I'm stupid and take her back, fast forward a couple months I travel 4000 miles to be with her. Needless to say living situation didn't work out so we stayed long distance.

I travel to see her a couple months ago her phone breaks. She threw it from when I caught her awhile back. I buy her a new phone keeps me waiting a week give her space and she tells me she's done with me.

Cuts me off cold turkey starts talking to a bunch of randoms and moves on. How the fuck can people be so cold.

Their older stuff is, you could just tune out any leftist bullshit. Stuff like Nietzsche is good if you don't believe in God. And others are in there if you do.

See

Actually, some newer stuff is okay too, just tune out their obvious bias.

I don't mind giving it a chance again. I just know that it won't do much to fix my problems.

No and no.

Australia.

I wasn't home. They took all of my collectors edition games and my pip boy also.

However, they did leave prints

Two reasons, people are stupid and don't realize how good they got it and likely will regret it later.
Or they are just whores and stupid people.

I was popular once in my life and it went to my head and I ended up doing a bunch of actiosn I regretted doing, I'll do a brief green text of how I did something similar.

>be 19
>dating girl who was 10/10 to me for over a year
>going great, gave me virginity, shit was tight
>old classmate that was ex crush hits me up on normiebook
>fuck it respond to her
>exchange back and forth
>decide to old girl over one phone call and same night fuck new girl
>she breaks up with me after 2 weeks cause shes a whore
>whatever, go with other girl who I had been messaging on side
>shit last for all of one month before I realize shes boring as fuck and our personalities don't match
>try to go back to original girl
>shes with a new guy and while she is tempted doesn't want to leave him
She married that guy 2 years ago and I regretted it for a long time. Now not so much and hope they are happy while I fuck around with random tinder trash, but I could have easily been happily been married if I didn't just want to jump around a bunch and wish I didn't. But even now I get tempted each time a girl shows interest in me, I don't know how to say no to new game if they are relatively attractive. I'm too excited by it

You´re a fucking beta, that's why people treat you like that. Nothing is wrong with the people, everything is wrong with you.

If you let people treat you like that you shouldnt wonder if they do.

Who the fuck travels 4000 miles on a regular basis to meet some basic bitch?
Who te fuck buys some basic bitch a new phone?

Stop taking all the shit someone throws at you just because they have a pussy and you want to stick your tiny lil dick in it.

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it reminds me to my bunny, Watson, he died in my arms :c
what happened to your lil' buddy?

It's not a cure, this knowledge is a tool to help you understand where the pain comes from and give you some ideas that can help you form your own idea for what your life could be.
Another this to work out, not to be fit, be to be healthy. Exercising makes you happy even though it hurts. Another thing is to live well within your means to decrease your worries. Another thing is to have someone or something that you truly care about. I have my doggo and my baby sister.

aww, nothing wrong with this lil guy (not mine), but the owner said he just old

pensive bun

Damn, I bet you when they find the Abo that did it they'll let him get away with it like they do in the UK. I hope somehow you guys are less cucked but I know your not.

I want a word or two with the cunt.

See
Stop being a doormat.

he looks pretty happy, mine died 2 years ago, in november, he was 7 years old. pic related days before he died.

poor bunner, rip

ty man, thanks for hearing my story :')

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f-fuck, mine will be 7 next month.

watson is binkying in a better place and eating lots of fresh veggies and is very happy

they can live much more, mine was bit by a fucking dog, he couldn't eat, and breathing was hard for him, that was the reason of his death. take care of your bunny, make his life good. i don't hate dogs, just, idk, i don't like them now.

i know he is, ty man :')

im sorry for your loss

thanks, just, take care of your little friend :')

set this as your wallpaper. read it every morning and every night.

She lost a penis to stick in her but if she wants the penis in the future, she can just spread her legs

I don't know if I'm depressed. I just feel empty inside. I haven't really had a close relationship with anyone and I don't know why. I can see people trying to put forth the effort, but I'm always too passive about it. I can't show emotion either. Not in the way where I want to be manly, I actually can't feel anything other than anger or passiveness. My sister was diagnosed with cancer and all I didn't feel anything. My grandpa dies to a drunk driver and I don't feel anything. My mom and step-father get divorced, I don't feel anything. Can someone please tell me what's wrong with me?