Ask a schizoid who just did four and a half years for a burglary spree in DSH atascadero (california state hospital for...

Ask a schizoid who just did four and a half years for a burglary spree in DSH atascadero (california state hospital for the criminally insane) anything.

Will post paperwork as well...

Treatment plan

how are you buddy

Going to do it again?

Sentence computation

Better off than i was that's for damn sure. I am happy to start my life again having regained sanity

Its not worth it man... I could have been shot or it could have turned into a home invasion, plus it carries too much time, my max was 22 years

age? race?

22 and im a solid as fuck whiteboy brother... 2316 to you (white power)

Thats good bro, get help wherever its available to get you back on your feet and enjoy life

Damn Schizo here as well but I did 3 1/2 years in the pen for Battery. Not posting my DOC # though. 19 1/2 years with no new offences. Own my own house. Take your pills. Eventually when you are stabilized you can get the newer meds which will allow you to walk without the shuffles. Are you going to be ok?

lucky checked, That's kinda cool, I really hope it works out for you man.

Checked

Yeah im taking baby steps but in a year or so i will be situated unless i go off meds and become like every other fucking bum in the states... A lost soul

Bro, I live in Paso Robles, just north of Atascadero

I'll come bust you out

Yeah i dont have shaking or anything on the zyprexa, but i was on a haldol shot that had me shaking like a bitch bro. Ill be ok brother i cant go back to an institution, unfourtunately i did what all other lifers and hardtimers did and get myself locked up at 18

What did you hope to gain by coming on here and being an attention seeking faggot?

Can you post non-potato quality versions?

Do you believe in God? And Final Judgement.

Im not in that region anymore, thats just where i was doing time brother. San luis is a nice area though to be honest

Lurk moar faggot.
Go back to your porn threads

why do you assume his goal is attention, is it just because you want attention? that's called projection. He has an interesting world view, about something neckbeards and neets have haven't faintest. Thanks for the interesting ideas OP.

I believed i was god for over 2 years, they call it grandiose spiritual beliefs...
But yes i believe in a higher realm/power and angel guides/channeling/demons etc because i know for damn sure my voices arent my own councious

Thank you for the positivity.
I have lurked since 2010 and of fucking course i came back to Sup Forums... Not a very good start at freedom i suppose

Did you know an electrician named Janet? She worked there for years

This phone sucks ass at taking pictures, sorry about that brother, i am not working with anything fancy

I knew a chubby med lady that worked on admission unit 23 named jenet, but no electrician (did you mean psych tech?)

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LOL no - I meant electrician

You could do better.

I have a question for you. You might be fucked up and hear voices and shit - but how is your mood? Are you a happy person? Where you happy/depressed in jail? Do you generally enjoy a given day?

So many of us live with crippling loneliness, and uncertainty about the future. We get anxious about relationships. We've been hurt, cheated on by cunts, and we try to have trust, but we never really believe it. Some of us just can't see anything worth living for on the horizon, and are only here because we were raised to care enough about others to not burden them with our suicides. Some still have hope in a better future, and some of us are still just living one jack-off session to the next. We stay up till 3am, sleep-in, wake up feeling like shit because we know we are lazy and unmotivated. Etc. Etc.

So yeah, how are you.

Amidoitrite?

Looks perfect . . . You done good op . . . You done good

You ever rape any ppl before jail? You ever rape anyone while in jail? We're you raped? Know if people being raped while you were in?

I am well now that i am out man, i was stressing everyday and would take daily naps to chillout. I am used to the voices and they are just background noise. Rock bottom for me was jail and i was suicidal everyday. Due to situational depression i was on the max does off zolaft when i first got to the hospital (it took me a year and a monty from the day i was arrested to the day i got to the hospital because getting a NGI plea is not easy)

How often did you get ass raped?

When did you get Out?
On what terms?
Do you have a job?
Current living situation?
Car?
How long were you out before your mental illness immediately drove you back to Sup Forums?

When you were not busy being someones fuck toy what did you do for fun in there?

Ive never been raped in my life but when i was a new fish, i was 18 and i got sex played alot by the whiteboys (sex playing is when you fuck around but dont mean it)
Im not a rappo though dude than is a bad wrap and you would have to PC up (protective custody). Nobody i know got raped during my term, but the first week i was there someone got choked to death

Although no rape, atascadero was man only and there was alot of faggotry going on

If you're racist, you're not gonna make it. You'll die a horrible, lonely nobody-at-funeral death if you're racist. Jesus said it himself

The NGI plea sends you to the hospital with a maximum commitment length (although this holds 2 year extensions if your a fuckup) but the good thing is that you can get out before then on a program where you collect ssi to pay for rent at a room and board where you go to groups and are restricted (they must approve a car/phone etc, even your girlfriend)
I got out almost 3 months ago and i relapsed and came back to Sup Forums last friday
My maximum commitment was 10 years 8 months, i did 4 and a half but will be in the program 3-5

Good luck and remember... You're here forever

Yeah. I'm just not gonna commit any crimes. What's worse though regular prison, or the loony bin prison?
Were there any literal retards locked up?
Any trannies? I heard your best bet is to act gay so you get sent to gay part of jail? Also heard you can act crazy and get sent to insane asylum?

Part of being locked up is that you roll with your own race. There is whiteboy cars (slang for clicks), asian, black (alot are muslim for some reason), and the mexicans roll deeeep (nortenos and surenos)

Glad to hear your feeling better, sorry you had to live through a period of suicidal thoughts. I know what that kind of pain feels like - and it's terrifying how many other people go through it too.

Remember your coping mechanisms, remember your strengths and how they carried. Nothing can break you now. You can't control your thoughts, or the "voices" but you can and do control your actions. As long as you make good choices - you are a good person. Stand tall.

You might not be religious, and that is okay. But I strongly believe that everyone has a purpose in this life - and no one is a mistake. Right now, I'm talking to you. You have no idea who I am - I have no idea who you are, but yet we are both here.

I don't think it was an accident that read your words. Have a good one man.

Any epic gang fights?
What type of workout regimen is typical?
How was your diet?

Too bad reagan wasn't president 4 years ago, he woulda let you out

How bad were conditions there? Was there neglect/no bodily privacy/no respect/lack of adequate treatment?
What do you think could happen to the US corrections system to reform it? Does it need reform?

I wouldn't think of it as a relapse, that's really negative. I find a great deal of knowledge here, there's a lot of negativity too, but don't let it get you down. Knowledge is never a bad thing, even if it's just letting you know the viewpoint of someone you don't respect. Keep on keeping on my man.

Why you done it? Er's jus a kiid!

Ive seen black trannies, no white ones. Dont go to a gay pod, they will fuck with your head unless you are truly a fag. I have met alot of NGIs who bullshitted to get to the hospital or had a drug induced psycosis when they did there committing offense that are fine now and dont even take meds. Where i was it was worse than prison because we had groups, decaf coffee (caffine fucks with your meds) and barely any yard time. Parollees. In CA can drink and smoke weed without a violation of parolle but if i use once i get sent back under the program im in rules.
Dude there was some far out crazy retards there. Droolers, space cases, disabled people in wheelchairs, people talking to themselves and laughing at internal stimuli, and some motherfuckers that would jack off in there cell waiting for female staff to go by etc

Thank you for the positivity man. I know my triggers/coping skills/precursors etc and have an elaborate relapse prevention plan oriented around drug use, mental illness, and criminal mentality

Have a good one brother

There were "red lights" (when someone does something violent to set off a hospital wide alarm set off by staff telling all DPS (department of police services) and other staff to respond) everyday... Like atleast 10 real alarms indicating a fight.
The result of a red light it to be in full bed restraints until they feel your ready to be let out, this happened to me once when i threw a shampoo bottle at staff

Also to answer second question
Alot of patients worked out
There were dip/pullup bars on the yard but the regular workout was burpees (squat to pushup)

I ate protein bars before working out and peanuts after. I wont show a picture but i dont have an ounce of fat on me, its all muscle and i still workout

Damn, i did 3 months in county but thats about it. The food was shit, i heard its better in prison. Is this true? I also heard bad shit about shelton

There was respect from both staff and patients. There were therapeutic groups and leisure activities to straighten your head up. The thing about being in is that there is a ton of respect between you and your homeboys, this is common jailhouse edicate because they are all you have and your all they have so you look out for them and vice versa
The future could offer more rehabilitation structure rather than cell life/institution in general, maybe something like having us work on a farm or doing construction while educating us rather than punishing us (especially because where i came from alot of people were insane, not criminals but committed an offense due to being a schizoid)

Shit happens brother. I went in a kid and came out a man

Yeah Sup Forums can be positive i must agree. It helped me back in the day and it will help again

Jail is worse than prison/hospital setting. The food is worse in jail and it really blows when you are in administrative segregation where you can only leave your cell for an hour a day, i did that for roughly 4 months

B)losers

Lowest of the low

Was there bodily privacy?

On three of the units i was on the showers had curtains, but you had to dress and undress in front of others which was akward but i got used to it. The 4th unit had stalls that inhibited others from seeing you, but you still had to leave the stall to change.
On single cell units you could change privately but i was also in a unit with four man dorms which reduced privacy

similar to the situation in college dorms it sounds like

Well.. All the dorm was, was four beds bolted to the floor and each bed had a two shelf nightstand.
I had a cellee who snored all night and it drove me crazier than i already was

i meant in the way of privacy
obviously a school dorm would have more stuff

Yeah no privacy to fap aside from small windows of time during the day like lunch or at 2 in the morning.

Also most of my cellees liked to talk to me when they were with me in there so that made drawing/reading more obselete then when i had a single cell on a different unit