Why do I lose all desire to pursue my bisexuality/sissy urges when I filter threads/stop visiting Sup Forums?

Why do I lose all desire to pursue my bisexuality/sissy urges when I filter threads/stop visiting Sup Forums?

If this was part of who I was wouldn't it persist without extraneous factors such as Sup Forums?
I'm starting to chalk this all up to perversion and exposure. I'm totally happy to accept that I'm bi if that were the case, but I think I'm starting to understand the whole "falling into depravity" thing.

I play with the idea that we're all capable of bisexuality (it only being a matter of strengthening neural pathways) and this would reaffirm my theory.

What do you fags think? Anyone going through this too?

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Bump for OP

love the way she looks at him while getting fucked

Sauce?

>What do you fags think? Anyone going through this too?
Feel you op, have a gf but get urges quite often to suck dick and dress like a sissy (which I often do)
I get repelled buy the thought as soon as I've cummed

^me again
I forgot to mention that I agree with you op

I find that I watch little to no tranny porn etc when I have something else to fill in the place or keep my on the straight path.

I usually get bored because I've seen everything that there is in normal porn so I switch to that because it's new and still makes me hard and cum

Same kinda

I haven't actually done it yet.
I mean I've made hundreds of guys cum on the internet but every time I get close to actually sucking a dick I chicken out.

This makes me think it's just perversion even more. Fantasizing being better than the real thing, kind of thing.

Like a dead fish?

me
yeah exactly the same thing here! never have had the guts to go through with a irl meeting

Maybe you are easily persuaded by peer pressure
And these degenerate fucks on B enable you

nah you're just in denial. straight people don't "feel gay" just because they see gay shit. part of you wants to do it and a large part of your brainpower is spent repressing those feelings. you could stop coming here and go on being "straight" for a long time but at some point in your life something will trigger those feelings again and you're going to want a cock down your throat. sry dude. you're a faggot.

Has your sissy habit started to show involuntarily too? I can't keep myself from acting feminine sometimes and I'm pretty sure people can tell.

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I'm slightly showing it but I'm still very straight mines not as severe as yours I just involontarily start thinking those thoughts but not acting on them in public
^me

>nah you're just in denial
I mean I'm not entirely dismissing that idea. I'm jumping into total speculation saying we're all capable of bisexuality.

I am decidedly not comfortable with dressing up like a sissy, but I've been at this for so many years and deliberately missed so many chances to actually do something with it I have to start questioning my motives.

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Do you use webcams to help guys jerk off ?? That's what started my feminine mannerisms, guys would respond to it and it started becoming a subconcious thing.

Be careful user, this road will lead you to where I'm at. It'll show involuntarily eventually no matter how much control you think you have :/

Yeah omegle but I not many stay however I do have a deal with this dude on kik I take nudes and ahit for him and he pays me

I consider myself mostly straight but occasionally I feel like a want to be cuddled and have a guy take control and fuck me. The feeling of being vulnerable I guess. Not attacted to guys but attracted to the action I guess.

>those posters

I don't know about that OP, I have been coming to Sup Forums for years and years and this shit still doesn't do anything for me. Maybe the one's who really look like women can be attractive to me, but then I see the dick and think "why would I fap to that when I can just fap to a real girl with a vagina?"

So I'm not sure if your idea that we're all capable of bisexuality is correct

these traps actually have boobs unlike op

jesus kill yourself

Lol, I used to see how many I could make cum in a night. I got up to 10 one time. I kept track of it on a little piece of paper.. counted to 60 guys before I stopped and moved to kik. It's really risky showing your face

See this is different for me. I don't want to cuddle or love a guy I just want to make him cum. I get the whole submission thing though cause I'm outwardly very assertive and it feels like a total release to just let go in private.

It's sort of how I handle my bisexuality. When I'm feeling dominant I like pussy, when I'm feeling submissive I want to get fucked

me
yeah I sometimes wiggle with my but when I walk to show off but I don't think people notice. I also try to act cute and sexy when using public showers

That's the thing though - it had to be a conscious decision for me to start it. When I finally tore down the wall it even took getting used to. It's almost like I had to work to be bi, I know it's anecdotal but this is why I think everyone's capable of it.

feel the same, my mood totally controllls what I'm attracted to

You should read about how the ancient Romans handled their sexuality. There was no straight/gay/bi, there was only dominant and submissive.

Methinks they were actually onto something and we fucked it up with labels and sensitivity.

Sauce?

quite a valid point actually

Even though I'm not really attracted to guys I find that these last few days ive been browsing grindr and shopping for cute underwear to try to please them.

I also find myself downloading grindr once in a while, also stealing my sisters panties x)

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Its tricky for me cause ill browse and buy underwear then after a few days ill purge and delete/throw away. :(

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That doesn't make a whole lot of sense to me. You're saying I could be bi if I "chose" to and worked at it, but why would someone choose that unless there was some part of them that already knew they would enjoy it? I would never on some whim think to myself "hmm lets see if I can get off to men"

I only purged once, then I bought into the whole idea that "the urges will never go away" so I just keep it all locked up now. I'm probably just conditioning my brain by doing this though

It was fueled by herb which reaffirms my theory again, though.

I believe we build a masculine image around ourselves and that's why you don't want to/aren't willing to try and pursue it. It wasn't until I freed my mind with substance that I was willing

Yeah. I'm attracted to women and ultimately will get another girlfriend but in the mean time pleasing guys in easier and I still get off.

Sauce

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sauce?

Probably also why I like cds and traps lol

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I don't think I have that complex to begin with though, I am not a particularly manly man and have always been fine with that. Additionally I am high in trait openness to experience and also have very low disgust sensitivity, if I did have any homosexual tendencies I would not at all be frightened, guilty of ashamed by them. I have never put any limit on what it is okay for me to fantasize about in my head. And yet I still have no sexual interest in men.

I think perhaps you on the other hand do harbor some feelings of shame and guilt and therefore are inclined to rationalize that there is nothing biologically atypical about yourself in order to avoid having to integrate this part of yourself permanently into your personal identity

>What do you fags think? Anyone going through this too?
Nah man, i'm a closet bicurious, bisexual or sissy is a nono

same for me i guess,

there's only things that i know i like and others would call it gay but honestly the lines are so blurred

anyway if there will ever be an opportunity for me to try something with a guy i will see if i like it

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All your responses have been vaulted with your IP derrr I'm going to ruin your life I'm Sup Forums derrrr

Sauce the one on the right pls. Just lurking. Same guys I'm bi af when I do drugs but if I'm sober and I cum that stuff is gross. I reserve it to my meth fans. I wanna have a mmf Threeway and do whatever they want.

WELCOME TO Sup Forums

There's pretty much inherent shame in dressing up like a girl. Even post OP transfags probably still feel it all the time. I don't want to appear narrow minded about this but consider the following

>are inclined to rationalize
This was my mind a year into things, but now we're 4-5 down the road. I've been through the internal struggles.. acceptance dejection acceptance dejection ad nauseum. I don't think this is simple rationalization cause I know what that's all about and I've learned to recognize when I'm doing it.

I'm questioning my motives because I've had so many chances to actually do it. On multiple occasions I've been a car drive away from pursing it. It is reasonable to think I've broken down some walls but not all - but I've only got so much information to analyze

> i'm a closet bicurious, bisexual or sissy is a nono
That's a mental barrier for sure. I've been there.

Where exactly do you draw the line user? What lengths have you gone to to pursue your curiosity? Anything more than occasional trap jerk off sessions?

OP, do you have kik?

Yeah, just stop fapping for a few days

please someone sauce

>What do you fags think? Anyone going through this too?
Sort of in the same boat. Have bisexual urges. Probably because I was "taken" by an older neighbor boy (12 or 13) when I was 8 or 9. Was straight all through high school and college. Did some oral experimenting with two older married guys when I was 25. Am married now and wife wants no part of my bisexual past. I still jerk off to guys and girls, some ass play. Never been into trannies much, would rather have another dude like myself. Straight up front, but ok with making out, sucking dick, frotting, occasionally fucking. The gifs are nice, making me hard, but I like a dude to be a dude.

I'm definately not into sissy shit. Bisexuality as such is a maybe, but i'd never talk to anyone about it

will consequences never be the same?

I mean, did you ever ask yourself why liking traps is necessary in the first place? If it looks like a girl talks like a girl and act like a girl you can just, well, like girls. There never was a reason in the first place aside from mental ill postmodernist-leftist-feminist-lbqtqaabcc+ propaganda.

I cannot speak to your experience, but I can relate mine in this area. I'm never turned on by sissy/trap threads. No amount of seeing them on Sup Forums and /gif/ makes me even remotely sexually interested.

It's likely that you are more bisexual than I am. I just do not find cock sexually interesting.

Now, does that mean that you are bisexual or a homo? I don't know. Frankly, I don't care. At least you have another experience to compare yours too in order to draw your own conclusions.

Yeah no I definitely meant the acceptance of your closet curiosity but dismissal of bisexuality, not sissy stuff lol.

You wanna fuck a tranny or a cd or you want to become the cd/tranny?

I dont understand the matter.

In my case I started playing with anal when I was 13/14 then years after I saw traps and shit on this board and my dick got hard,fapped a while to them,then felr bad after cumming.

Some years after I first sucked a CDs cock but I kinda regreted it after cumming ,but it was hot,after that I got sucked by a tranny,and after I got sucked and fucked by another tranny.

The last one was this past summer when I got to fuck a very good looking travesti with the best ass I have everseen,I lasted like 1min max tho kek.

I dont see the problem,it's weird atthe beggining but you get used to it and I really enjoyed my time doing shit and exprimenting,not sure if I'm gonna do it again bit I clearly enjoy trans/cds and i'm never gonna admit it irl but it is what it is so i'mhonest with myself.

My advice is go and try,there is no shame to it and you are the only one missing the possible fun.

You wont lose anything trying.

not sure if this will help you figur it out, but i am fairly comfortable in saying i'm bi but the one time i tried to wear sissy clothing i was immediately turned off
if you don't get turned off until after ou cum i'd hazard a guess that you're actually turned on by it, but conditioned to be repulsed post-orgasm

Yeah but I don't post it on Sup Forums any more. Only in /soc/. People here are nuts

Idk man, it's not something I'd talk about, but I mean, i already make lewd jokes about getting with men and shit

I wish that was a trap

I have only ever had sex with woman. In the "real world" i only ever find woman physically attractive and woman are the only thing that gets me hard but when i watch a sissy joi or hypno vid where shes calling me a faggot etc vid has dicks and shemales whatever i get off to it.

They are not the same,girls and traos arent the same they act differently there is something to them and people that like that that stuff arent gay and dont like because propaganda/lgbt leftist bullshit,trust me there is a word for that shit I cant recall it,it's a different story we like trans and cds but not men.

I have bisexual/cd (sissy) urges. Not to be crass but I'm the bottom in every situation.
Like I said I'm really not trying to come across like a contrarian about it I just think there's evidence to the contrary. What do you think about my refutation? Thanks for the insight user

Broccolibutts on pornhub or tumblr

That's fine I'm not tryin to get you to talk about something you aren't comfortable talking about.

FYI I'm OP and I just recognized exactly where you're at with it. Could just be my experience with it but I thought you should know, take it however you please

I been on estrogen for a while. and used to fap thinking about fucking a guy and such. then I went off hormones and started having cuck fantasies. is that just the testosterone kicking in again?

Noted!

I wanna try to convince you of my mindset but that's not what you're here for. Thanks for the insight

sauce or moar

Do you top or bottom? If you only top I'm not sure we have comparable scenarios

If we were to follow this line of thought - how do you compare the much more common thought of incest? We'd have to imply every one of those people are genuinely turned on by family which kind of goes against our biology.

The feeling of wearing girl's clothes is unmatched.

But whats the problem my friend,where is the problem that needs a solution or what exactly do you want to know?

You really want to do it and you really get turned on then you go try and feel bad after doing it then if you really like it you will do it again, it's that simple.

If you are really doubtful you dont do anything but anyways if there is no permanent damage to be done by doing anything then there is no real problem.

If you want a cock in your ass then go find ine and try it,if you are writing this you most likely are gonna regret it but as I said if deep down you really enjoy it and like it you will want to repeat and then you will know it's just part of you.

In the other hand if you really regret it then its ok too was an experience and you move on.

I bet fucking your ass is also unmatched

Nice ass and thighs, even counting the flattering angle. Just CD or what?

Holy shit is she hot.

What's her name?

probably

Just CD yeah

Impressive. That's some dedication, no amount of lucky genetics can give that.

Thanks :)

HNNG
I want you to know I came to you just now

Glad I could help :)