Feels thread anyone? Share your sadness

Feels thread anyone? Share your sadness.

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I don't really feel sad anymore. Sad people still want things and have hope. It's more of an emptiness now.

What made you give up on yourself?

Have an image, fellow sadbro.
-Bakura

I'm not sure. I just kind of drifted away and now I'm at a point of no return.

I understand the feeling of numbness. But no hope? What could take that from a man?

I think I'd remember that reason till the end.

Thanks man. How you feeling?

Right now I'm sitting in a mcdonalds because I'm faking going to a job interview so my family actually thinks I'm doing something productive with my life. It's been tough to hold a job because crippling anxiety.

I just can't connect to people. I don't understand or believe in love or real happiness. I hate myself and I think anyone who knows me and expresses an interest is full of shit. And because I have no skills or accomplishments I spent too much time trying to connect with people which is something that I can't do.

I have anxiety too, but only when I actually care about something. I don't think that's much better though.

Have you ever had a job before?

>have gf finally for about a year
>live together
>love her
>come home to deal with some legal issues
>gone for 1 week
>lets take a break
>new boyfriend in hours
>im left broken and alone and she gets to be happy

what the fuck do I do Sup Forumsros?

Be grateful that you still have a hunger for affection and companionship. I can't think of too many things that more people take for granted.

Lost my girlfriend to another girl, and my old friends are abandoning me. People i cared about, simply gave up on me. And my family is... Well. A shitfest.
Mind if i tell you a story, my friend? Maybe itll cheer us both up. Get it off my chest and get your pain off your mind?

Maybe just take some time to focus on yourself.

You can't always throw away the whole barrel from a few bad apples.

I'd love to hear it man. Even if it only makes it go away for a moment.

I haven't had a genuine nice and non-awkward conversation in years. I can't connect to people anymore and everybody just seems to dislike me from the first second they see me.

People fucking me over in the past made me very bipolar and i feel like everyone is a pretentious stuck-up know-it-all, while deep down hoping i'll meet someone someday who i could talk to day in day out supporting each other and making ourselves happy, but this seems impossible now.

But I don't want to focus on myself. I have nothing to offer and I don't want to be here. I was trying to obscure that fact by trying to belong in places but I always end up back in my bed feeling like an alien.

I've been there. But mine at least waited a week or so.

Don't do what I did and let your sadness become anger. Or crawl inside a bottle which is basically what I'm doing now.

Happiness isn't for everyone.

Homecoming date dipped on me and broke up with me on the spot in front of all my friends. Wants me to go with her friends now

I'll be your friend. Everybody needs one.

not sure if I do

already did both
this was about a month ago

Negro

That might be true but not everyone knows what friendship is. I'm 28 and genuinely have no idea.

I had a gf tell me we were having a baby, and it was announced to everybody in our lives, then 2 weeks later found out it wasn't mine. She got slut shamed pretty hard by both sides of our families, but I was devastated. It took a couple months, and I still hurt over it, but better days are always ahead.

You just gotta find something (not someone) to make you happy, to give you purpose. It can really be anything. Just look for things to do, and it'll find you eventually.

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Preaching to the choir mate. Fuck fake people.
I hate all the insincere shit that people say day to day in real life.

What a fucking cunt. Did you tell her to rightly fuck off?

I've only had one real relationship in my life. Even that wasn't real because I was only seeing what I wanted so hard to see.

I gave myself an ultimatum; if I don't have a good career and a wife by 35 I'm going out into the woods and offing myself. At least then I'll feed something with my corpse.

Aye. Then here you go, brotherly user.
>Be me
>17, senior in highschool.
>Date aspergers girl who seemed completely normal to me, but was just always paranoid.
>thankfully, it was one of many things we had in common, along with our love of music, common friends, and even lack of true parents (I didnt know my father, and she was adopted. I felt okay with explaining the story behind my dads disappearance with her... It was nice...)
>Fast forward to homecoming, and she decides to go with me.
>Bring her, but lose her in the crowd for two hours.
>I finally find her, making out with another girl.
>I was furious but i couldnt let that be obvious. I was in denial and i thought holding back could bring her back. (Fucking retarded of me, but whatever...)
>She asks me to take her home after, and i do. In fear of fully losing her.
>Dumps me the next day.
>Two weeks later, i heard that she was trying to become a man... Bitch was apparently wanting to for years, but only trusted her to tell.
>Backfires miserably as girlfriend dumps her, calling her a freak and insane.
>Comes back to me begging for forgiveness.
Can you guess my answer?

Well to me a friend is somebody who cares about you and vice versa, when you have no obligation to the other person. It's easy to care about somebody if you just try and get to know them.

thanks user
means a lot

Yeah. I'm really not capable of any of that and I'm not sure I want to be at this point.

Nowadays man, it could easily be yes but I hope you said no.

If you and I are anything alike you said yes.

Yeah I did. She made me waste 40 bucks to go to the moives and then go to the arcade. We went to the movies last Saturday.

Well, like anything, baby-steps. Find an acquaintance then. Not hard, just somebody to shoot the shit with, a mutual interest, but keep it casual.

Everybody needs thst pep talk, bro. I can't tell ya how many times a kind word from somebody really changed things around for me. I'm sure they will for you too. You got this.

At least you can make the money back.

So you are still with her then?

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Nope. She was the one who broke up with me

I chased a woman literally across four states because i thought she loved me.

Women can be cruel without really trying.

Everyday is a struggle against shit in my head. Depression, loneliness, that "perfect girl" I dated last summer. Didn't work out, naturally, but for a moment I felt more alive than in years.

Now I only have her as a memory. What the fuck do I with a memory? I have enough of those, I just want to feel those feels again.

Life is a struggle. And I am so tired of struggling.

Yeah. My stupid ass said yes.
>I get out of high school, and were still dating. Gf crossdresses but her parents cant stand it.
>She gets kicked out of her house because of it, and Comes to live with me.
>One day, i get wind that my cousin dies. Him and i were really close, so it hits me hard.
>Spend an entire day in my room, and my gf does me a favor and leaves the house for a while.
>Next day, i get a knock at my door.
>Its the fucking police.
>She told them id been raping her for years and that i convinced her to stay here
>Police down here are pretty cool, so they explain the situation before they take me.
>Sadness turns to Rage
>They ask me to come down, and i get taken to questioning.
4. Fucking. Hours.
>Thats how long it took to get through it.
>They saw through her bullshit and she was sent to jail.
This was a lesson to me and to all who read.
Karma is always there. Itll be better one day, brothers. The shit im living through now will be better one day.
-Bakura

Read my response to the last guy
-Bakura

This. Holy shit. Hit me right in the feels.

It's so frustrating how dead the memories actually are. How dead the love is in comparison to how alive it felt to be with her.

Auto correct is a life saver bros the scotch I'd working

I live in Brazil ... we are in a serious financial crisis in the country ..... and all the political parties here, are socialists and communists .......
Just like all TV stations

It is not easy to live here.

fuck that lying twat

Cont.
>"You've activated my trap card."
>Current location: her jail cell
>She gets raped in jail
>All because she didn't believe in the heart of the cards
>mfw

I have issues with the past too, the hard thing is seeing them on facebook leading their lives while you think about that time where you were their most important interest and now that's all gone, like it never even happened.

This can really mess with my head sometimes.

I hear people still cry when they're my age when something really gets them down. I haven't cried in years, not because I didn't want to, I just don't know how, its such a weird thing to forget about, to cry. Is it wrong to not cry? I sometimes want to, just to see if it helps at all, if its cathartic, but nothing gets me more upset than I already am. At some stage I thought you just grow out of it, but now I feel like I'm fucked up in some way

>Mfw he understands the name
Story isnt a joke, but i just like the character. So im stealing the name.

I get what you mean. The last time I cried at something was when our dog was put down (about 3 years ago). Recently I've been feeling like shit and am more depressed then I've ever been, and, like you, want to cry to see if it helps but I just don't feel like I can.

"Better to have loved and lost" bullshit is somewhat true though, my last oneitis was 2014, and it felt really good to get that feeling again with somebody.

Now it just hurts, but at least there are people who can make me feel something. So now if only some of them liked me back, now that'd be something....

Yeah, past is a bitch, but you can't let it control you. You can't rely on others to make you happy, as someone else said in this thread.

Only thing you have is yourself, make it worth something, and perhaps good times come back again.

Or not, but why not try?

straight after coming back from college I went to Sup Forums, been here for 5 hours straight now, reading, posting. Being alone does it to you, who else to turn to?

A nice song to dwell on your thoughts and memories:

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