Why he wanted blonde gf so much?
Why he wanted blonde gf so much?
Asher Jackson
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Liam Watson
just his taste, then turned weird due to his personal holdups
what he wanted was not what he needed, what he needed was a parental role-model to recognise his hurting, to own up to his damage and set him on a path to mend
David Clark
who is he?
Nolan Flores
Stop. Or at least post a different Asian milf.
Julian Morgan
why?
Blake Martinez
To be admired by other men. It was his ideal.
Joseph Morgan
>what he needed
What he needed was a bullet in the head from an armed bystander but unfortunately strict US gun laws have prevented this.
Asher Bailey
because he thought he ((deserves)) one
that was his problem
lots of Sup Forums incels have the same beliefs deep down
Christian Hill
schizophrenia
Brandon Kelly
you are advancing the plot too far, heebie
Jeremiah Lopez
The kike is right.
Also
*California's FTFY
Ethan Reyes
A gf wouldn't solve anything, he thought he deserved a blonde gf but a real life gf would be a disaster, the girl would be endangered since he was a maniac. The one time a girl spoke to him at a party he tried to pushed her off balcony because she spoke to someone else. He often sat in coffee shops waiting for a blonde gf to just magically appear. He was fucked.
Gabriel Bailey
she cute
Hunter Rogers
Hail St. Elliot, the killer of thots.
On the day of your ascension we'll drink and we'll sing.
For we are the Children of Kek, who have given us hope;
and when Trump's will beckons, everyone one of us will die.
Oliver Williams
Because he's the Supreme Gentleman.
Adrian Parker
He wanted his future children to be as white as possible. Elliot hated his mongoloid genes and he hated Asians. That's why you dont race mix, people.
Isaac Anderson
He would've been a happier person if he had just fallen in love with an anime girl.
Austin Martin
>Be American female; sleep with dude
>Get called a slut
>Be American female, refuse to sleep with dude
>Get shot
Gabriel Davis
>Be Austrailian
>Get bit by somthing
>Die from blood poisoning
William Wilson
The Supreme Gentleman.
Josiah Rivera
I went on a few more walks on the beach during the daytime. That beach was always quiet and peaceful, since the only people who visited it were those who lived in homes on the beach. I took full advantage of this. I’ve always found beaches to be truly beautiful, but I could never go to public beaches because they are full of young couples walking around in their revealing bathing suits, the sight of which fills me with envious rage. On the private beach, I could enjoy the serenity of the environment without having to worry about young couples making me jealous. There were no young couples, only a few families and old couples here and there. I did, however, pass by one young girl, and she was like a goddess who came down from heaven. She was walking alone, in her bathing suit, with her luscious blonde hair blowing in the wind. I couldn’t help but slyly admire her beauty as we passed by each other. I was scared. I was scared that she might view me as nothing but an inferior insect who’s presence ruins her atmosphere. Her beauty was intoxicating! And then, just as we passed each other, she actually looked at me. She looked at me and smiled. Most girls never even deigned to look at me, and this one actually looked at me and smiled. I had never felt so euphoric in my life. One smile. One smile was all it took to brighten my entire day. The power that beautiful women have is unbelievable. They can temporarily turn a desperate boy’s whole world around just by smiling. That smile put me in a good, healthy mood for the rest of that walk, but it soon faded away as I realized that I could never actually have a girl as beautiful as that. She probably only smiled out of politeness. She would never go for me. And what is the point to life if I can’t have a girl of such beauty? Some men get to have beautiful girlfriends like that, and some don’t. I am among those who are denied such a pleasure, and that is why I hate life.
Samuel Hill
This. All races secretly have a biological erg to be white. The more white the person the more the chances of being civilized increases. All races know this and want a generic up rising.
>Asian Girls love white men cause they dont have feminine features
>Asian guys are failure incarnate
>Black girls want White guys cause they will actually want to father their kids, making half breed pie balls more accepting of taking a white partner.
>Black Guys will only take the genetic white garbage women and produce failing nigger kids who's only hope is some white cuck step father showing them the ropes. Making them ill fitted to white partners.
>Indians see white at a clear sign of beauty and wealth.
>Only whites have different hair colours compared to the dusty brown haired tramps and black split haired asians or black haired pavement apes.
Really, becoming more white is the only way humanity can advance
Connor Brown
cause blondes are the top tier girls in the west, high maintenance and slutty
Justin Davis
Even if he had managed to get his blonde girlfriend, then what?
His sperg levels alone would have meant getting dumped within a month.
But let's just say he didn't have such intrense spergery. Then what?
He would've found out she's flawed. She wouldn't agree with everything he wants. She would mope. She would complain. She would bitch. She would have many irritating traits. He'd have to compromise. He'd have to spend a lot of time on shit that made him wonder what the hell is the point. And then the relationship gets stale and ends. Wew, lad.
The problem with these spergy turbovirgins is that they have no clue about what real life is like. It's not compatible with their daydreams.
Bentley Nelson
Because his dad fucked a bunch of them and then left him alone for three years to punch godlyness in the face
Nathaniel Russell
he died a virgin
Justin Diaz
He wanted to be white
Mason Wood
>Get bit
>Die from blood poisoning
Can we start a Sup Forums approved gofundme for the entire United States education system?
Mason Taylor
Elliot was a complicated matter. I just read his manifesto, "My Twisted World" and it was a quite good look into his outlook on life and his eventual decline into lunacy.
He felt entitled to have everything, despite never actually doing ANYTHING productive at all which could be attributed to him. Okay, he did once build a staircase with his uncle, but that's pretty much the only thing he did. Everything he had was handed to him by his parents, and yet they forgot to give the most precious thing parents must gift their children with: recognition, support and simple caring. All of the great changes in his life were dropped onto him by his parents, without a word in preparation or offering him any choices in life. I think this resulted in his eventual view that nothing he did could have any results; he felt that the choice was simply out of his hands.
He would often go on rants about how much he loathed women, despite never actually interacting with them in any meaningful way. He did say hi a couple of times to random bypassers (how often does that work without a clever followup?), and I get the sense that he expected them to leap onto his arms and let him fuck them. When they obviously regarded him warily, he would toss coffee on them and drive away in panic. It's strange because he did have a little sister, with which he seemingly had some sort of relationship of playing and hanging out, at least when he was younger. It feels unreal how poor he would be with his social anxiety towards women.
Sumaya, his stepmother was likely one of the worst culprits in his decline. The way Elliot describes her treating him doesn't feel normal at all; she was definitely a sociopath of some sort who bullied and tormented Elliot throughout his life. His father's and real mother's incapability of giving him support and discipline resulted in a socially crippled monster. Towards the end, Elliot becomes an obvious narcisisst and psychopath.
Brayden Lopez
So basicly this.
Luke Jackson
In his book, Elliot describes the hardships he faced as the result of the world being against him somehow. He blames women as a whole for not desiring him (again, despite him never making himself desireable by mere interaction). He blames the random men he saw walking around in his neighborhood with pretty girlfriends and describes how he wants to slaughter them, because they have something which he craves for while he is left out.
There's an obvious narcissistic feel to it, as Elliot never once truly questions that perhaps he himself is to be blamed. The sense of false entitlement is staggering. There is an entire chapter dedicated to his attempts at winning the megamillions lottery, and with the ensuing riches assert himself as the dominant male to his peers and get the hot blondes he dreamed of. He describes his total stupefeceation when he checked the numbers week after week to find that he did not in fact win the jackpot. He would spend more and more money into the lottery (like 5000$ of allowance he had saved) because he believes so vehemently that he is destined to become rich and successful (despite lottery win being a laughable way to "earn" your fortune).
I can only surmise that such behauvior was cultivated in his youth, when he would solve all of his problems by crying to his mother or father about it. He never once had to face the cruel reality of the world in his younger years, and when it finally hit him in the face it absolutely shattered his pampered, childish ego, and he was never able to return from the blow due to his massive, inflated ego.
Jace Russell
This guy knows what's up.
He had narcissism and neurosis that with the help of VERY toxic household and american magic pills made from industrial runoff (SSRI) turned him into a schizo.
the kid had no chance to get out of it alive, i'm surprised he made it past 20, goes to show how much placating power affluence really has
Matthew Young
This.
Thomas Barnes
I forgot about this one. What a pathetic, sad loser.
>walking alone on a beach in the evening, no one else in sight
>a hot blonde you've dreamed about walks to
>she's dressed in only a bathing suit
>she fucking notices you when no one else ever does
>she fucking SMILES at you as you pass her by
>just walk away
It was like the world gave Elliot some rope there during that evening. Possibly his studies in the law of attraction and his burning desire produced this intervention, and he just fucking walks away. This part angered me so much. Anyone with half a set of balls would have been all over that chick, struck up a conversation, sat by her on the beach talking about ANYTHING at all, swimming with her in the moonlight, exchanging numbers, going on a date later, end up with her as you girlfriend. JESUS it's not that fucking hard. I'm sure he had many such opportunities in his life which he simply passed by.
I remember at least one other such incident where he was at a courtroom waiting room and he saw this girl who looked back at him, seemingly interested. He waited and waited until some other dude went up to her and struck up a conversation, while he brooded and seethed watching it happen. It's as if Elliot simply couldn't muster the courage to do anything worthwhile in his life.
Listening to his manifesto wasn't easy, because you constantly get enraged by how differently you would have handled everything in his easy and effortless life.
Andrew Murphy
10/10; it's good to see some non shit posting every once in a while. Good analysis.
Jacob Young
There were some bright spots in his manifesto, though. I always got the impression from his writings that his little sister, Georgia, despite being raised in the most superficial and plastic place in the world, California, and being a hot young girl herself did actually care about Elliot and tried to cheer him up.
His best friend, James Ellis, was truly a hero of some sort. He put up with Elliot's narcissistic, antisocial autism for years and years and always was there for him to listen to his sadistic rants and his self-inflating antics. I believe Elliot did injure him many times, but James stood by his side, until he went full Sup Forums and started speaking of the internment camps where women would be locked up, tortuted and starved for being inferior creatures. Elliot even had the audacity to actually wonder why James put an end to their friendship, and blamed him for his treachery, when he was obviously a handful. There was an interview of one of his old friend (not James), who described how hanging out with Elliot was always so exhausting because you had to tiptoe around him so he wouldn't explode in jealous anger and resentment.
I also believe that Elliot did have this vibe that some people exhibit, which acts as a a sort of magnet for bullying. He couldn't really defend himself and he never carried himself with dignity, and this probably drew forth more and more bad experiences. I also get the feeling that he had a very, very limited sense of humor. Like many narcissists, he was unable to laugh at himself - a feature which most people will eventually find disturbing.
Jayden Harris
> It's strange because he did have a little sister, with which he seemingly had some sort of relationship of playing and hanging out, at least when he was younger. It feels unreal how poor he would be with his social anxiety towards women.
Fucking true story. Same as me.
Adrian Rodriguez
> Anyone with half a set of balls would have been all over that chick, struck up a conversation, sat by her on the beach talking about ANYTHING at all, swimming with her in the moonlight, exchanging numbers, going on a date later, end up with her as you girlfriend. JESUS it's not that fucking hard.
Well man it's really hard when you have heavy stuttering. You can't 'talk about ANYTHING'. You can't talk (normally) at all. It's very difficult and it fears people who talk with you cause of your tremors.
I'm talking about myself. Elliot didn't have such problem as I recognize.
Benjamin Smith
Go to a speech therapist.
>inb4 you put some excuse forward
Charles Martin
he's half kike
thats where he gets his entitled anti-white thinking
Jeremiah Watson
I went many times since I got my problem (I was 3yo). Nothing helped me unfortunately.
David Adams
Hasn't she done softcore porn?
Evan Rogers
Details on stepmother finnarator?
Joseph Anderson
>mfw halfblood myself
>mfw I only could reproduce with a white girl
>mfw my children will never be completely white
hold me user...
Austin Collins
Stop watching TV and using internet for idle browsing ( i mean youtube shit like prank channels). Go for long walks without destination. Don't try to brood or think about your condition, just notice how your feet hit the pavement, feel the rythm.
Start lifting, a lot. Adopt a strict and time consuming spiritual discipline like Za-Zen or Kalachakra.
Elijah Davis
Something something status symbol.
Lucas Lee
with his anxiety he was doomed from the begining to be alone. maybe if he was born in an ordinary family he could accept that and survive.
you're wrong, he was very pro-white.
Jeremiah Wilson
>blood poisoning
What did he mean by this
Jonathan Perry
Because racemixed "people" are mentally ill
en.wikipedia.org
Mixedrace children suffer from more health problems
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov
Racemixing leads to outbreeding depression & pairings of non-complementary traits.
A massively well-funded study of over 100,000 schoolchildren found that “Adolescents who identify themselves as mixed race are at higher health and behavior risk than those of 1 race.” Indeed, even when controlling for education, socioeconomic status, and other factors, there is an across-the board higher rate of health risks amongst mixed race adolescents than mono-racial adolescents.
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov
One study found that White-Asian mixes had a 2x higher rate of being “diagnosed with a psychological disorder, such as anxiety, depression or substance abuse.”
eurekalert.org
A study on Black-White mixes in agreement found that ”When it comes to engaging in risky/anti-social adolescent behavior, however, mixed race adolescents are stark outliers compared to both blacks and whites.” This holds true despite being raised in similar environments to mono-racial children.
msu.edu
Often race-deniers and cultural Marxists will bring up Haldane’s rule, arguing that since races can mix and create fertile offspring, the genetic distance is not too great. Haldane’s rule is “when in the offspring of two different animal races one sex is absent, rare, or sterile, that sex is the heterogametic [XY] sex.”
nature.com
Indeed, although Black-White mixes are not sterile and males are not absent, males (the heterogametic sex) are more rare than females.
jstor.org
Alexander Brown
*Glances at the drink.*
Wow! What a faggot...
Anthony Rivera
Hapas...
They want to better the genetic of their family, which his father destroyed
Ethan Martin
Excellent post, good job
Carson Powell
You really have to stop fearing failure. That's what it's all about. It often takes a lot of failures to do something properly, so dont be discourage if your first attempts fail. Who cares? They're just some random people and if they won't like you for who you are, to hell with them, right? Also, some chicks will find your stuttering cute in a way, and definitely feel like you have a proper set because despite your condition you still had the courage to approach them. In the long run, women don't give a shit about your inherent weaknesses (like stuttering) as long as you carry yourself with pride and dignity. Some dude makes fun of the way you speak? Punch his nose in. You've got fists like every other guy. I made my best bro by giving him a punch for making fun of me.
Go for it, bro. Don't be a bag of hot air like Elliot.
Julian Rivera
he wanted to cleanse his filthy blood.
Julian Green
Sure he killed people. But that fruity drink knocks him back down into beta-male status.
Xavier Jenkins
>>this is what clinical narcissism looks like
Ryder Lopez
you're fucking italian, thats not white you greasy pizza peddling cunt
i bet you look like a mudskin
Easton Long
Redemption through sex. By having sex with a white woman he would be purified of the stain of being a hapa and accepted into white society.
Jayden Thomas
Very interesting. His journal was likely the achievement of his life. I attempted to read it but chapter by chapter you proved himself a complete failure where others would have learned, he only got worst. I skipped to the end.
William Wright
fuckin sick bants from straya good on ya mate
Brayden Taylor
>True worth
>Didn't even get the high score
What a faggot
Angel Long
>I will punish EVERYONE
>stopped by a door
what a fucking tool, goddamn
Logan Baker
Elliot's father had cheated on his wife (Elliot's mother) with Sumaya, the step-wife, and that ended the relationship, or so it was implied. When they got joint-custody, Sumaya moved in with Elliot's father and soon became his stepmom.
From the start, she would (by Elliot's own account), treat him badly and be condescending towards him. It's hard to tell if this was because of Elliot's own behauvior towards her, like is often the case with young children towards their stepmothers/fathers. Without a doubt, Elliot was a troublesome, pampered child, which might have sparked the ire between Sumaya, who was from Morocco, and likely used to children regarding their elders with a lot more respect.
I believe the antagonism wasn't wholly Sumaya's doing, but nevertheless they ended up hating eachother. She wasn't a 100% evil figure, as she did arrange playdates for him, take him to dinners and such, but it was obvious that she didn't have much love for the boy. She would put limits on Elliot's World of Warcraft playtime, and for this he despised her even more.
There was one instance when Elliot had just turned 18, Sumaya threw him out of his father's house for not respecting her authority. His father did not defend Elliot and took Sumaya's side on the argument. The worst offense I think was later on, when Elliot was way past 20. Sumaya had had a boy with Elliot's father, whom he obviously regarded in more worth than Elliot, and he went on to brag to Elliot how much amazing sex his son had, while being fully aware of Elliot being a virgin. This enraged and tormented Elliot for months, and at that moment he decided to murder Sumaya on the Day of Retribution (though he never managed to do it anyway when the time came).
Thomas Price
>He felt entitled to have everything, despite never actually doing ANYTHING productive
Insert average American millenial joke here
Lincoln Hughes
I think he just wanted everything for nothing, really, and didn't recognize his own powerlevel. He probably could have become a Hollywood executive or something with his dad's connections and encouragement.
My theory is that his mom fucked him up. She seems like she tried to raise her station by manipulating men, sleeping with movie directors and getting pregnant on purpose. Consider this: she claims she became pregnant with him because she was on birth control, but then was taking antibiotics which counteracted them. Most women, when they get pregnant on birth control, just leave it at the fact that it doesn't always work. This woman had an explanation for it, like she wasn't sure if her pregnancy would attract suspicion and she came up with a rational explanation why she became pregnant unintentionally. She might have taught him all sorts of fucked-up things that idolized superficial wealth due to her own ambitions, or at least acted in a way that emphasized it in front of him and he picked it up.
He might have also just felt inferior due to the fact that his dad was some semi-rich guy but he had to go live with his nurse mom.
Jace Nguyen
I wonder who got the quad 74s. Let's see.
Landon Ross
his plans were pretty epic.
Cameron Jenkins
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