Anyone got weird childhood sexual experience stories...

anyone got weird childhood sexual experience stories? recently found out i was raped by my cousin as a kid so seeing similar shit would be comforting.

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My dad once got very drunk and masturbated on me while I was pretending to sleep.

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r u gril

that'd be kinda useless atm since i'm still uncovering repressed memories. once i have the clearer picture i'll do a greentext.

No.

in other words it never happened. FAKE

lmao i fucking wish dude. would've liked not being afraid of guys in their early 20s because of it.

You aren't alone, OP. I was abused too.

you should have kicked him in the dick and blackmailed him to buy you anything you wanted. pretending to be sleeping though that and not help yourself out of that situation makes me think you lowkey enjoyed that trauma.

I was having sex all through scouts from 11 onward.

I was abused when I was 9, so I knew how to fuck, but my tent buddy that nobody else wanted ended up in my tent and admitted he was gay.

Now I have a uniform fetish

aren't you a feisty little cunt. while that'd be smart, there's not much a 7 y/o can do when they're pinned down by a man much stronger than them. thanks for the advice though.

>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
>Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

Pretending to sleep =/= forcibly pinned down against your will.

this

Aka op doesn't know how repressing memories works

okay then enlighten me. i dont see a point in arguing about this, i'm trying to feel a bit better about what happened to me, not have someone tell me my experience was bullshit lol.

I'm with you op. Would share but really struggling with it. Having trouble dealing. Wish you all the best as you come to terms with this. Its a rollercoaster

brojobs at 15 were a nice experience tbh, though i mostly did all the cock sucking

Yeah I'm sure a 7 year old has the foresight to take advantage of a sexual assault and blackmail the adult that was responsible for it.
What a fucking idiot amirite?

fucking thank you.

are you guy or gurl

see

gril

Tits or gtfo

dick or gtfo

Shits gone messy. Op, there's plenty here who can relate and want to support you but there's also lots of retarded faggots who get off on this shit.
I suggest you try again in an hour or so, might get a better more helpful response

My brother raped me. I don't talk with him anymore

yeah i think you're right. this thread's kinda hit the shitter.

>be me, prolly around 11
>stayd at grill cousin's house
>Slept with her in her bed
>wake up in the of the night , cant say hat time
>hand is pulled beneath her blanket
>wot.png
>hand is on her belly and going towards her groin
>i knew where this was going bht little me was too confused
>hand goes under her panties
> heart raising like a motherfucker
>finally start feeling the shaved pubes
>ohfuckwhattheshit.mp4
>retract hand at mac 5 and turn around to sleep

I also caught her watching porn while sleeping with her not so long before , but just watched quietly and i remember it was a playboy stream

Well shit! Finally we got some content in here.

noice

can I rape you? Just a little? I promise to be gentle

yeah now the sad sorry molested cock bois can go circlejerk themselves elswhere

lmao

I was touched by my uncle when I was 8 he was 14, he would play with my ass and I would grind my dick into his hand. I would just caress his cock, which was 4× bigger then mine, cuz I didn't know how to masturbate right yet. I even places his dick in my mouth a few times but he wouldn't want to go further.

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Anyone have a sexual experience in childhood that was good?

Went to tiny christian school, 3rd grade teacher made me suck his cock in the bathroom during recess a couple times. Each classroom had it's own bathroom, so nobody would've ever walked in. I remember being pissed that I had to miss recess.
I forgot about it for years, and I only remembered when I was about to suck my 'first' cock when I was about 19. It smelled really familiar, and then it hit me later.
Looking back I wish we would have went further. I also wish I could remember better.

Shut the fuck up, Daniel.

>be me 10 yo boy
>mom and dad divorce
>go live with dad in apartment as mom just fucked off and vanished
>hes so angry all the time so I stay in my room most days
>one night he comes home from drinking to the brink of passing out
>makes a shitload of noise so I go check on him
>in my pajamas go look in kitchen theres my dad on the floor
>try and help him up/wake him
>he suddonly gets up, looks at me and starts yelling at me about my mom and shit
>start crying and go to my room
>later he comes in and starts telling me hes sorry and shit and he loves me
>sits with me on my bed and starts rubbing my back and hugging me alot
>tries to kiss me on the mouth
>I freaked out a bit
>gets annoyed with me
>tells me that things will have to change for us living together to work
>tries to koss me again but holds my head and force kisses me
>pushes his tongue into my mouth and makes out with me for a bit
>felt so weird
>pushes me back onto the bed and leaves my roon, goes to bed
Part 2 inbound...

bump

>never talk about what happened that night
>few days later and in my room again
>dad comes home with sgitloads of boxes of our old stuff
>tells me that my room is needed for storage and we need to share a room from now on
>move all my stuff into dads room
>he fills my old room with lots of random shit and leaves
>later that night I was in my dads bed cause he never bothered setting ip a bed for me
>he comes home again drunk but not totally smashed this time
>he walks into the room and just starts undressing and gets into bed naked next to me
>I rolled over away from hime and turned my back to him
>I wake up later to my dad cuddling mewith both his arms around me, his smallish cock pushing against me ass
>hes rubbing my chest and feeling up my ass but I was sure he was sleeping
>I try resisting and waking him up but it doesnt work
>just lay there getting felt up and humped
>he reaches down and touches my tint dick and starts rubbing it
Part 3 inbound...

>I felt so weird from my dad playing with me but my dick started feelong good and getting hard
>he pushed his dick between my legs and started dry fucking my pajama clad thighs
>he stops after a short while and starts trying to pull my pants down
>I resisted but after a few tries he had my pants down and started rubbing his dick around my ass again
>he starts kinda jerking me off through my undies and it started to feel really good
>I remember feeling like a I was gonna pee or something was gonna come out of my dick but he stopped just in time each time
>feel my ass is kinda wet now and his dick is just sliding around my thighs and undies
>reach back to feel a sticky wetness all over my ass and thighs
>slightly graze my dads dick with my hand
>he kept this up for a good while and my undies were totally soaked in his sticky wetness
>he stops suddonly and releases me from his tight grip and I moved away to recover
>I removed my wet undies asap and threw them to the floor
>I had no clothes in my dads room as it was all still in my old room
>have to get back into bed naked now
Part 4 inbound...
Sorry about the parts but I cant type this all out in one go

Is anyone reading this?

yes

Sorry to hear this user. Its so many kinds of fucked up.

dont know ho to greentext because im kind of a newfag (actually i've been here for a while but i dont like to post just to watch)


-be me 7-9 yo boy
-had cousin who is older than me
-she went to college at that time so idk she was like 20 or something
-used to got to her place very often
-i USED to be a cute kid so she would always be nice and kind and would always play with me
-i would sometimes sleep with her
-she would always make me hug her (even tho her bed had plenty of space)
-she would also keep me very close to her
my whole body would alwas be like fucking glued to her, my face buried in her tits etc..
-this would always make me very uncomfortable because i could not sleep
so she had to pet me in the head and give me little kisses for me to fall asleep
-at some point she asked me to grop her or what she would call it "cuddle"
-she would sometimes make weird noises while we were "cuddling"
-would keep cuddling until i passed out because holy shit i needed to rest
-she would sometimes bath me and wash my weiner along with a nice massage to my entire body ifyounowwhatimean.jpg
-keep this up ultil i had to move because my mom was not my mom
-it was my aunt
-and my father was not in another country
-AND my mom had been dead the entire time
-never see her again since then
-realize this just a couple of years back because i used to be a very inocent child
-mfw

was she pedo?
not really that sexual but it is a nice memory from my childhood

i also had similar experiences with my mother/aunt but in a more erotic way
but im too lazy to do this shit

my dad once stuck a finger up my ass, i got a hardon and he told me it was normal.

>i was raped by my cousin as a kid so seeing similar shit would be comforting

uhh... ok

freak

>cold and damp I get back into bed and cant stop thinking about what just happened and why my dick was so hard from him touching it
>try touching my own dick and it feels weird but nice
>start exploring this feeling for a bit and gently jerking off
>feel my dad sort waking up and moving over to me, he holds me tight again and pulls me into him
>starts rubbing my naked body again all over this time
>moves his hand over my dick and starts jerking me off again
>it felt alot better this time but still weird
>he starts poking his dick at my ass again and soon Im all wet back there again
>he starts pushing my back down so Im in foetal position with my ass on his dick tip
>he started pushing his dick up agains my ass cheeks and soon they parted and let him past and onto my tight hole
>>my ass gave some resistance but he pushed harder and soon enough his dick head was in my ass
>I cried out in pain and he pulled it out
>I calmed down after some rubbing and jerking off from my dad
>in a few mins he started pushing into me again
>this time it went in easier and he had his whole tip in me and started moving it around
>it hurt like hell but the jerking calmed me down and made it feel strangely good
>he fucked me like that for a long while and he started speeding up
>then he started shaking and gripping the bed
>he must have came in my ass at that point as I remember feeling watm inside like he was peeing in me
>he let his deflating cock just slip out of me and I felt his juices coming out of me
>he let go and rolled over facing away from me
> I didnt know what the fuck to do and juat laid there for a long time, cried a bit and fell asleep with my ass full of his cum
We never really spoke of it after that but it did get worse

> Be me, be 8 maybe.
> Used to live on a small town where everyone knew everyone
> There was a guy maybe mid twenties. Took a shine to me. We all knew him.
> As there were only about 3/4 kids in the area we used to interact with the adults alot.
> I was with him at his house one day he starts putting on porn and asking if I knew what it was. I kind of did and said so.
> This goes on for a while. I would go round he would put porn on. Nothing would happen.
> Out of the blue one day me and cousins playing near his. He suggest playing doctors (how original...)
> We don't see a problem. We take it in turns going into his house and also playing in his front garden.
> When my cousins are in I can only assume nothing happened. When I went in he would suggest playing with our junk whilst porn was on.
> Me being me I didn't see a problem and so obliged.
> This goes on for a few months. Every now and then we play doctors. Some times with cousins outside. Sometimes alone and I just go there.
> After a while it escalates and we start sucking each other off.
> I didn't see a problem with this and must admit enjoyed it.
> Fast forward maybe a year I start to become obsessed with his cum and what it is.

Continue?

Hopefully he's dead now. Or you've had the cunt put in prison.

Green texting on mobile is a pain in the ass, but basically in family reunions when I was about six or seven i played with my cousin, she is one month older than me.
We would hide on a closet, turn on a flashlight and drop our pants, I showed mine, she showed hers.
One particular time she just came out of taking a bath, we got in the closet she bent over, spreaded her cheeks and told me to smell. I did, it smelled like soap. I guess that memory is part of why i like buttholes so much.

Enjoy.

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From the ages of 11-14 anytime me and my sister would sleep over our cousin's place we would play truth or dare. And for some reason we'd always get pretty sexual.
I've told some of these stories before, but here are some of the stuff we did:
>games played with me/younger sister/same age male cousin/younger girl cousin/& older girl cousin
>we'd often dare to do basic stuff, like kiss eachother for 30 seconds
>eventually this lead to stripping/being naked the rest of the game
>dares to kiss eachother's genitals for 30 seconds (never outright oral sex, but lips kissing vulva/tips of penis)
>once me and my male cousin stripped the girls saw our dicks were different (I'm uncut/he's cut) and they pretty much had a contest to compare them (who's was bigger, more pink, smelled better, etc.)
>we later had a contest for the girl's pussies
>me and male cousin were dared to have girl cousins give our dicks "makeovers" by putting barbie clothes and makeup on them
>dared to run around the house naked, this was risky as we didn't want to wake our aunt and uncle
>everyone was dared to stick their finger under my foreskin (taste it/smell it)
>sister was dared to pull my foreskin back for the first time
>girls were all dared to put objects in their pussies (small toys/markers/etc.)
My cousins still remember all this and will openly joke about it when we are all together at family gatherings

> be me 8 with sister she was 12 cousin A 12 cousin B 10.

>one day after school we are in my sister's room cousin A says OK guys let's play truth or dare I'm like cool hanging with older kids ..

My turn cousin B says OK user truth or dare I say dare. OK user I dare you to close your eyes till I say OK. OK sue w/e.

> B says get ready to pucker your lips I'm like uhh odd but OK I go to kiss but the lips were the wrong way B says lick ur lips when I kiss you I'm sure OK wierd cousin B moans a bit but I keep my eyes closed don't want to lose the game.

> now it's my turn to ask I ask cousin A truth or dare she says dare I say OK kiss my sister with your toung like mom and step dad do till I say stop. Omg they are doing it..jpg

> OK cousin A turn to ask asks my sister she says dare she dares her to take off anons pants and underwear says OK at this point having second doubts but fuck it lets do it...

> bam no pants or undys for user sisters turn asks me t or D say D OK user close your eyes till I say and you can't use your ur hands lay back close your eyes and sit on your hands. You guys are fucking wierd but not about to lose

> I feel a warm wet feeling on my Peter tickles tickles alot starts feeling good giggles from other 2 not sure who I feel wierd like when you bust but I couldn't since young but damn feels wierd and good..
> so my turn again ask cousin B t or D she says D I say OK take off you pants and undys to she is hesitant at first but does I get a great look confused since first time seeing a vagina .

> Cousin B Aand sister whisper for a bit can't hear hear B say noo idk I guess confused again but w/e same thing close eyes sit on hand I'm like OK sure this time I feel the wet warm feeling and I'm told to lick this time no stopping till I say lot of giggles a little moaning and I'm feeling great same bust feeling but I can't I stop licking and say omg it tickles so much stop for a bit mom walks in I open my eyes since ih shit cont in a sec

>Implying you know how repressed memories work
Go see an actual professional before self diagnosing yourself.

> it's mom first thing I see is cousin B s vagina in front of my face and sister and cousin A licking my Peter woot..

Well he killed himself when my mom found out he was a pedo

This

i remember you
nice to see you again fag
triangular dick piece of shit

Be me about 7 or 8
My cousin who was 10 at the time came to visit and stayed at my dads house
I was a really horny kid and i guess so was my cousin
I remember her asking to see my dick and said that if i showed her mine she would show me her pussy
So i complied and all we did for about 20 mins was just poke each others genitals
We haven't talked about that since but we're still really close

Someone's jelly my uncut dick won the dick contest
It's not my fault my dick is so pink and kissable
Stay mad cutfag

Wew. You know that's not your fault. My abuser did the same when he was found out. I was 9. He went off the rails crazy, had a motorbike accident and list his leg. 6 months later he shot his head off. I only found this out 20 years later.
Hope things are ok for you now user.

ah yeah you won
i forgot about that

OP here, and damn... that greentext was intense. i'm sorry you went through what you did, and that you've been coping with it okay since it happened. i'm happy you at least shared your story with us, no matter how hard it may have been for ya.

It fucked me up cause he used to make me feel like I was a bad son for not liking the things he wanted me to do

It got worse over the three years I lived with him. He slowly started introducing fucked up habits and shit that I had to follow.
He bought girl ish clothes for me too and made me wear it around the house. He said he didnt have money for boys clothes and girls clothes were cheaper

I was pressured to suck my "friends" dick. Twice by two completely unrelated people

are you in a better place now? i'm glad that piece of shit ended up offing himself after being caught. you didn't deserve any of that. no child deserves it. you weren't a bad son and did nothing wrong. i know that you've probably heard that a million times, but it's important you know that.

When I was a kid my room that I shared with my brother was getting renovated, so we slept in the basement together for a month or so. Since we were young we would usually stay up talking and playing games, and one of the games we played a lot was truth or dare. One night he dares me to suck his dick, I do it and that was it. Never happened again.

I fit in here great!

Neighbor of my grandparents used to babysit me when I was 10-11. She was 2 or 3 years older than me. She came over one day and taught me how to have sex. We were caught in my grandparents hot tub.

After I was caught and no longer allowed to see the girl, I started to tell everyone my age about sex and had sex consistently until 17 where I met my now current gf/fiancee of the last 11 years.

It started off 100% as rape by definition since I didn't know any better, but after the first few times I wanted it more than anything. I also, at 13/14, had sex with my 10/11 year old cousins friends because I thought it was normal. Not really sure but looking back on it I don't think what I did was so bad, but it seems that way.


I know there are three mini stories going on there. First my babysitter raped me but then I wanted it, second was I started convincing girls my age at middle school and into high school to have sex, third I had sex with girls younger than me because it felt right.

I'm listening.

Yeah Im sorta over it now, its been ages and Ive hate him as much as I can for what he did. My mom is still gone and I had to live alone and with friends since 13 years old. Its been fucked up and it seems that when people find out that you been molested, they think its a green light to molest you

Like who? More story. Not even hard genuinely want to know.

i understand. i'm sorry you weren't treated better like you deserved. i can only hope that your life has improved since your childhood.. and i hope you've been able to remove all those ugly people from your life. i'm serious, you deserve so much better.

Yeah Im doing waaay better now. I have my own place, car and a good job. Just nightmares every now and then

Will post another in a bit

Maybe not weird but out of the ordinary. Lost my virginity at 7yo. No idea about anything sexual at the time. Dick would get hard. It was an inconvienience. So im playin with my grandparents neighbors daughter. Im 7 as i said. She was either 6 or 7. She wants to see mine. No idea why. Whatever. Im not even interested but i still say show me yours. She is eager to. Wearing a dress. Straight up loses panties. My dick gets hard. God dam this sucks. So hard it hurts. She asks me if I want to put them together. What? Why would we do that? Thats weird. She says she saw it on tv when dad was watching one night. (Obviously porn). Ok fine. We manage after a couple tries. Best feeling EVER! I didnt know what to do with myself. We are just kinda together. Not moving. She starts to grind a little and i bust my first nut ever. She was kinda grossed out that i “peed in her”. She told me I cant tell anyone because it could be trouble. And that is how I became a whore at 7 years old. We fucked for 4 years after that till she moved. It was great actually. During middle school when all the girls hit puberty and the guys had no clue i was fucking all of them. Then came the day the sex ed class happened. Babies!? Shit i must be lucky...

Pasting mine from another thread.

One friend (blonde, tall for our age, danish) and I would joke around and pull our penises out when we thought no-one was looking. It slowly evolved into touching and feeling each others stuff. One day while one of his parents was still home, we huddled into his closet with a "where's waldo" book for an alibi and take turns putting our mouths over each others dicks. After fooling around in there we would exit the closet. One time his mom noticed it and said that we should keep all the door open when we have a playdate. Being the sexual creatures that we were, we couldn't let that stop us, so we decided that during school we would go to the bathroom together during class. Sometimes we would stagger the sign outs to make it look like nothing weird was happening. He would wait in a stall and I would enter the other. After confirming it was just us, we would alternate kneeling down and sucking the others penis under the stall divider, it would only last for 20 seconds at most. Eventually I found out that his family was moving up north to a small town for family reasons, and I haven't seen him / talked to him since he left.

I know I've mentioned the story before, but I forget if I actually told the details of the contest.
>I was 12 years old
>during truth or dare me and male cousin were dared to strip
>he stripped first, I stripped second, and we both sat, not really hiding our junk
>I remember girl cousins laughing and my sister kinda smiling behind her knees
>older girl cousin kept holding my legs open to see my penis and she asked why mine was a "triangle" when my cousin brian's was a "mushroom"
>they all became interested in this as the had me and my male cousin sit side by side while they looked and poked at our penises
>older cousin got idea to have contest over which of us had the better penis. They pretty much made up "events" and tallied off the winners with a paper and pen.
>I remember they measured our penises with measuring tape (I won cause of my long foreskin lol)
>I won between which one was pinker and which one was "cuter" cause mine ends in a little pink "tip" and his mushroom head kinda did the Neapolitan ice cream thing with skin tones where his dick was cut
>all three girls smelled our dicks and thought it was hilarious, my cousin won the smell contest cause "your's smells funny inside, user lol"
>my penis could hold a sheet on it but my cousin's couldn't, so I won that one
>it was around here the girls realized they stopped making tally marks so they just voted which they liked better, and mine won 2-1, my sister and my older cousin liked mine and my younger girl cousin liked my male cousin's
>mfw my "triangle" won the great dick contest of 1999
I'm pretty sure we did more stuff, but it was like almost 20 years ago, so I can't remember 100%, we more or less did the same stuff when we did the pussy contest with the girls

When I was 6-8ish, me and my 16yo babysitter would always shower together and would usually help wash each other. it wasnt weird/sexual to me at the time, was just normal thing we did. the 1st time i touched her pussy was really exhilarating

I literally just laughed out loud. That's so gay lol

Oh you were the guy from a few days ago! I enjouyed your stories. They seem so normal and regular and random.
Good for you.

More?

How the fuck could this in any case be comforting. No, you're for sure wanking your little dick to those storys, sick fuck.

lmao if i wanted to beat my meat i'd go to a fucking shota/loli thread. i don't have a dick to wank anyways. i just want to relate to people.

Glad you like the stories, user. It's so weird looking back on it, like I know we never did anything TOO extreme, like we never had sex, or came, or anything I'd call outright "incest", we were just kids goofing off, and by the time I was 14 we pretty much grew out of it. I just always wondered why we were always so comfortable being so sexual with eachother.
(Though I'd be lying if I didn't say I beat off to the memories of what we did every now and again...)

How is your relationship now? Do you think they remember it as vividly as you do? Any awkwardness at the Thanksgiving dinner table?

Call you cousin and say thank you?

>get taken from crazy pedo dad and live with fucked up druggy mom for a bit
>she seems to hate me for what my dad did to me
>never asks if Im ok or explain what was going on, just goes out the whole day and leaves me to do whatever
>couldnt even go to school or anything, no friends
>one day my mom brings my shitty cousin home for me to "hang" with
>start fighting from the get go he starts making fun of me for what happened, gets his friends over and they all 3 of them start bullying me
>go hide in moms room
>they were all loke 3 years or so older than me
>they bust into my moms room and keep taunting me and shit, saying im a girl and shit
>Im just a slut girl in their eyes and they start being physical with me, hitting me and shit
>my cousin grabs one of my moms dresses and tells me to put it on cause Im a girl
>they force the dress on me and keep pulling and pushing me
>all I can do is take it
>they start to whisper to eachother and giggle and shit, looking at me
>they start asking me if I like being a girl and shit like that, getting in my head
>the one boy lifts my skirt and pulls my pants down exposing my the girls panties I was wearing cause of my dad and its all the clothes I had cause mom never bothered
>they all stare at my panties and whisper to eachother again
>two of them suddonly grab me and pin me to the bed
Part 2 inbound...

>they start saying shit like "we gonna make you a real girl" and shit
>my cousin pulls his dick out and starts rubbing it in my face and over my lips while I squirmed on the bed and they all laughed
>he starts trying to force his dick past my lips
>I fight as much as I can but they were way stronger than me and soon he pushed his dick into my mouth and starts fucking my mouth
> they each took a turn fucking my face and holding me down
>after a while they forced me onto my chest and started playing with my ass
>one boy sat on my back to keep me down and pushed my face into the pillow
>they started to dry finger me and play with my ass
>my cousin spat into my ass and told them to hold me open for him
>without warning he forced his dick into my ass and started pounding away with no concern
>he fucked me harder than I have ever been fucked
>he fucked me till he wanted to cum then he would stop and rest till he could fuck again
>I was on the bed for the whole day being fucked and messed with till they had their fill
>my ass hurt so much when they were done and was just leaking cum after
>they warned me if I said anything they would do it again and worse
It was so fucked up that I ran away to my grans house and stayed there

We all write it off as just being dumb kids. We never say anything around parents or anything like that, but every nowand again if we are together and had a few my cousins will crack a joke about stuff we did. Like they'll crack a joke about the time my sister pulled my skin down and they all saw my dick head was purple and my younger girl cousin asked if it was purple "cause it can't breath in there?", so now I'll overhear my cousin crack a joke like "YOU GOTTA LET IT BREATH, user!" or them joking about giving my junk mouth to mouth, and I'll always joke about how my older cousin was fisted by spider-man cause we dared her to stick my spider-man action figure in her pussy one time and she stuck his arm in.
It's all an in-joke with us every now and again

>be me
>7yrs old
>cousin comes over and our parents leave
> tells me to look at his peepee
>very smol he was 10
>tells me to put it in my mouth
>say sure and do so
>this goes on for a few months
>later find out what im doing is bad
>have repressed feelings for sucking cock now