I'm killing myself shortly. I'm not asking for sympathy or to get talked out of it. I'm not live streaming it...

I'm killing myself shortly. I'm not asking for sympathy or to get talked out of it. I'm not live streaming it. I just wanna say, you guys were honestly the closest to friends I ever had. Outside the shitty trap threads or other stuff like that, there were people I genuinely connected with. Anyway, when the thread expires I'll do it. Just wanted to have a last talk.
Pic related, pills I'll down

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godspeed user

no one cares

Thanks

Why are you going to kill yourself?

Some do. Go post bananas or something somewhere else.

i'm putting $20 that you wake up in the hospital with a big fukcin bill and fucked up kidneys. why don't you wait til the morning to see if you feel better, and if not, go out a less bitchy way

About you. We're here for OP.

Op. What kind of pills are those? The closest i've come to overdosing was with Latuda and zoloft and effexor. Im asking cause i need something that will actually work.

Suicide is a selfish act. I have lost two family members to it. I hope you do not leave family behind. God bless.

Also I don't think pills should be the way to go

This is Sup Forums you retard, literally no one cares, most here want you to kill yourself.

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I've got no one. No parents, siblings, not even a dog anymore.

Thay definitely are the most convenient though

Amitriptyline.

lol those won't kill you

OP is fucking retarded

>how to actually do it

>Buy the best vodka/rum you can afford. Start doing shots until you've got 6-10 shots down

>Prepare 10-20 lines of 100mg of DNM dope for each line, and then one line of pure fent ~50-100mg. Don't use them yet though

>Down some benzos, but use DNM xanax so you don't get the RCs in trouble. Just take like 8mg xanax and that should be enough

>the combo of ~6 drinks, 6-10mg xanax, a few lines of heroin, and then one monster line of fentanyl and you're guaranteed to go out without a hitch. Just smoke some good weed before hand so you don't throw up and mess the whole thing up

>all those shit anti depressants are going to do is make your dick broken for a month

>OP is too dumb to kill himself

wow, OP you're TOO DUMB to even kill yourself with meds.

Just jump off a building, because I doubt you're allowed to buy a gun.

best of luck user

do you have any money? can i have some?

Dont do it m8
Pills are not the way to go
use birdshot if you want to go at least

amitriptyline? enjoy fucking up your liver and not dying.

>Outside the shitty trap threads
>implying you're probably not fapping to that feminine benis as you die

You have us, dont do it

I hope you don't do it. but whatever you decide, make sure its the right choice. I could give you the "solution vs permanent solution" bullshit, but I'm sure you've heard it before. things can improve. on the othe rhand, existence is meaningless. you can either try to turn your life around and at least enjoy it for a while longer or not. in the grand scheme of things, it won't matter

What makes you think I can afford all that?
And if anti depressants won't work, what will?

Do something cool

Oh no don't do it you have so much to live for

fucking dont do it

I've got a few pieces of cheese folders. I guess I could post them

A noose

Op, I can't say much for the success rate of pills. Regardless, I love you. Thanks for stopping in to say goodbye. I wish I had something meaningful to say, but at the end of the day there's nothing to be said. Saying goodbye is always weird, but the best I could come up with was sending you one last goddamn banana on 's behalf.
See you, space cowboy.

Like that user said just jump off a building

Why are you hiding your name then
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>topkek

This. If you're gonna die, do some crazy shit just before you do it. Learn from vegas

So not gonna share any back story with us user? Just gonna leave the world & the web with at least telling us about you?

Like at least write something about your life so you're never truly forgotten

Godspeed user

Op. Before you do this. Remember there is a chance you wont actually die and just have a fucked up liver for the rest of your life

The irony of committing suicide with antidepressants

>Taking pills

Fag. That's for women.

You even have fingernails like a woman.

Fucking attention whore. You ain't killing youself.

I'm not. I'm hiding the phone number so people don't prank call them or something.

OP is Role playing. Those wont make you overdose you fucking faggot.

only that it does you stupid fuck

en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Amitriptyline_cocktail

youtube.com/watch?v=Tm8LGxTLtQk

Op here this is why I'm killing myself

If true I'm sure you have a good reason. Thanks for the time you spent here Sup Forumsro.

youtube.com/watch?v=cycUHgg0zzU

Good god now I'm killing myself wtf is this

You mean like cheese cheese?

All those pills are going to do is make you shit and vomit yourself to an er visit at best. They'll take about 18 hours to fully kill you without intervention.

Sooooo you will fail to do the one basic right you have... go kys

Did you not read my post at all

>Alcohol+Benzodiazepines+Opioids (specifically high quality heroin or fentanyl, or just fentanyl if you're too poor)

You could buy a 100% lethal dose of fentanyl or a fentanyl analoge for under $40 shipped. Anybody on this planet can find some kind of bank or credit card where they can overdraft $100.

Literally $20 in booze (you only drink half), $20 max in xanax bars (you only need like 5 bars), and $40 in fentanyl and you have zero chance of surviving with your zero tolerance.

>literally no excuse for not bothering to get these, as they're a click a way with bitcoins

>alternatively you can buy benzo analogs like Etizolam or Diclazepam legally with US dollars from clear net websites available from r e d d i t, and do like 500mg Etizolam at once (equal to 250 xanax bars at once) after drinking a dozen drinks. This way isn't as fool proof as fentanyl though, but still very likely. If you're going to use this method, do the drinking first and try to get as drunk as possible. Then bust out a gram of Clonazolam (Clonazolam is better than etizolam for this purpose) and just eat a fuck ton of it and do lines of it. You'll black out and die within 20min and feel absolutely nothing and won't remember any of it if you even could survive.

I don't even want you to die, but watching sad worthless pricks QQing about suicide who can't even live life correctly enough to do anything with purpose or a sense of accomplishment/care in the results of their work are even worse to watch than actual suicide.

Just get help or don't bother. It's completely cringe city and just screams I don't actually want to die but I'm a retard and have these pills in front of me so I'll give them a whirl.

Call the doctor back and say you've got suicidal thought about it and can't handle having that much meds at once.

You will not die. You'll only need a fucking liver or kidney transplant after, and you'll definitely want to shoot yourself after that.

>Kroger.

what are you? some kentucky fag?

Nigga you should be killing yourself how do you even think that helps?

pls dont do it, theres so much other shit to do than suicide, user, you will miss out on the december habbo raid, its going to be the biggest one yet, all pools will close

You can get through whatever the fuck you're going through if you'd only have the sheer will power to do so. Stop being a pussy and realize that life doesn't just happen for you, you need to work hard at it. Hang in there and you might be happy yet OP

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>how do you even think that helps
>literally the number to a suicide hotline

>en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Amitriptyline_cocktail

>cocktail

>requires a heavy duty antiemetic as well as VALIUM AKA A BENZO

>IDIOT OP WOULD USE AMYLTRIP BY ITSELF

dude fuck right off when you're not super knowledgable about something. If I was educated on say, literature, I'd respond to that and not pharmacology questions.

Not hating you, just the content of your post.

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OP, be like stephen

OP are you still around?

paypal.me/Huck94 one life ends and another sprouts up. Can someone make me fucking rich please. I'm dying of cancer and I actually don't want to die.

He's crying while he's fapping to dickgirls.

Op don't do it this way. I don't want you to die man but if you want to go painlessly just get a shotgun for like $200 at dicks and blow your brains out. Quick. Simple. Cheap

No OP, don't be a stephen. You don't have the funds or the skills to pull it off. I genuinely don't want people to hurt others when they could just off themselves, but in this case you'll just do like 1% of the damage of Paddock and increase the anti-gun lobby.

We tried to save him
Put me in the screenshots

OP if you're still here, gimme a throwaway email where we can talk. I don't know why I feel so compelled to try to talk you out of it when you could easily be bullshitting, but fuck it.

You will regret it when you are reborn on this earth as a starving African child. Just think about this for a moment. You are put here to learn a valuable lesson fr the afterlife and now you want to reroll? If life sucks so hard,stop everything. Go live in a van take and reflect on how you live like a King would have 500 years ago. Indoor plumbing, heating, exciting foods from across the world unlimited porn. Maybe your soul craves more of a challenge. Go backpacking then.

Pills are a cry for help.
Hang yourself or use a gun. Otherwise you don't mean it.

At least go out like a hero, try to beat some high score.

He can use a knife and yell about how he loves allah

i've lost two family members to suicide also
respect their decision and move on

He should live

OP here.
You've helped me out here. I've decided I'm not going to do a pussy way out. I'm going to give my meaningless life meaning. I have a little bit of gun skill (I did a little hunting when I was a teen.) I'm going to illegally acquire a gun (legal methods would just fuck up gun control stuff), get a BLM or ANTIFA shirt, and go wild in Jackson. If my plan goes through, watch the news for me.

OP is an attention whore.
He won't do it.

Pills are for whiners who need to whine louder.

THIS NIGGA TRYING TO SCAM SOMEONE WHO IS ABOUT TO KILL THEMSELVES AND EVEN GETS TRIPS

Tits or GTFO

He's passed out from his stupid non-suicide meds. Don't worry he'll wake up sick and mentally retarded tomorrow morning. Then the prescriber of his meds will find out and he won't be trusted with a fucking wooden spoon at dinner after that.

Man I couldn't imagine living with such lack of creativity and lack of apparent freedom in life. Like why not become a shroom farmer or LSD seller at this point, or get some oversized loans for public university, cash all the excess funds except the tuition, cancel the classes after getting a passport and travel visas, and hiding out in a country like Thailand/Cambodia/Laos/Vietnam where you can make $10,000 last 2 years easily if you're modest. That even includes occasional hookers, lobster for $5, shroom shakes during certain weekend festivals and "happy" weed pizzas pretty cheap and effective.

Benzos are also over the counter over there, and cheap. You can find old school opium and opium pods for opium pod tea in the northern parts of all the countries, and you can easily find an opium den to smoke or possibly find pure non-fentanyl heroin.

>OP is throwing his life away when he could just bang hookers and live off college subsidies doing drugs and enjoying being a tourist, but he's too stupid to think outside his own ZIP code

I wish I was as free as OP to make decisions

Godspeed, OP!

I hope to god that this is OP and you are serious.

Most likely not but it would be nice.

Enjoy

Godspeed you.

You should have to suffer like eveybody else faggot. Go fap.

Suicide doesn’t end the chances of life getting worse, it eliminates the possibility of it ever getting any better. So don't do it

If you read it, you would know that the amitriptyline is what causes the heart to stop.
The cocktail is to make it more pleasant

HAVE FUN user. REMEMBER IN THE LAND OF TIME IT'S KILL OR BE KILLED, EXILE OR BE EXILED.

Don't do it OP, things always get worse before it gets better. The cycle just goes round and round, hang tight, be patient with yourself, and things will come around.

wtf are weed pizzas?

Op can i have your money?

no don't do it, live stream it. do it faggot

noone cares.

if you're looking for attention it's not here. i'm tired of this shit

I HOPE YOU MAKE 100 DEATH YEARS

Instead of killing yourself, have you considered killing a korean chieftain instead?

it's become so normal for depression threads. anyone got that periscope pussy meme from a few years back? new computer and always enjoyed it

If you're going through with this you'll be my fucking hero

exactly, so it isn't viable.

OP should just get a gun or not even do it.

Pills are for people screaming for help 90% of the time. You can tell right away by their drug choices (and apparent lack of drug knowledge most of the time).

It's like, the people won't even know you ODed on purpose if you do it right. What a pussy way to go. I've been a junkie before but if I'm gonna die It's gunshot wound to the head, likely a .40 simply because .40 is effective and 12ga wouldn't be pretty.

But instead I'll just choose life. I got off my ass OP and I'm gonna teach english in thailand (not even a pedo or trap lover either).

Start living life dude.

Do you even do drugs?

People who suicide before given all serious drugs a day are fucking dolts with no brain.

Notice how most of them can't even figure out how to borrow more money or maximize credit potential

go to Sup Forums and fix your life

>no don't do it
>do it, livestream it
well which one

I'm speechless, your life yet might hold value

Don't do this you stupid faggot. If you want to kill yourself just do it instead of taking out people who actually want to live, you ungrateful fuck.

are you a fucking troll?

also they're called happy pizzas.

marijuana pizzas

man are you 12? shroom shakes are magic mushroom milkshakes. Benzos are aka Xanax Klonopin Valium etc. Opioids are well opioids aka opiates

Does this make any sense to you? Or is your brain fried from ancient antidepressants that shouldn't even exist anymore, but you're too poor to afford the 21st century low side effect anti-depressants.

Man OP go to SE Asia and live life.

You're in for an agonizing death user and, if you survive, a plethora of health problems in the future... Good luck?

U fking tard go out guns blazing.