First Gay Experience

First Gay Experience

Share your first gay experiences ill start

>be 15
>at friend's house
>we were in his room sitting at a desk supposed to be doing some homework
>instead we're talking about jacking off and our dicks and stuff as friends
>the talk arouses me and gets me hard
>i look over his pants and see that he has a bulge too
>the conversation was about his dick in particular at that moment
>put my foot (with socks on) on his dick in his pants and ask 'i-is this him?'
>he says yes and puts his foot on my dick
>we stroke each others dicks while fully clothed with our feet with socks on
>must've looked fucking retarded
>anyway, felt great
>after a minute and a half or so of doing this, i decide to take it a step further and put my hand on his bulge
>he seems to have been thinking about doing the same, because as i do it he goes for it too instantly
>shit felt good as fuck
>keep doing this for about 10 minutes
>scary as fuck though because his parents were home
>be thinking 'can i take this another step further?' and try to unzip his pants
>he disagrees and tells me not to do it
>be disappoint
>continu to stroke and squeeze each other's bulges
>can suddenly feel his body moving shockingly
>this goes on for a few seconds
>didn't realise he'd just came
>tells me i can leave it
>wutyoudontlikeitanymore.jpg
>he just keeps going at it with my dick
>be glad that he didn't let me stop because he didn't like it anymore
>after a while i cum too
>tell him to stop as well
>thatwasfuckingawesome.wmv
>to assure that in the future we won't be awkward to do it again even though we both know we liked it, say 'we should do this more often' and he agrees

>next day we talk about it through messenger
>say 'wasn't it great?'
>'yeah it was pretty good haha'
>he seems to be less fond of it than i am or at least pretends to be
>'we should do this again the next time we're together'
>him: 'hm i don't know it was very risky blabla'
>'well why won't you come over to my place then'
>'okay well that's an option'
>be fucking thrilled about it
>'haha okay wanna do it like, tomorrow?'
>he agrees with it

>next day, after school, we go to my place
>nothing supicious for my parents or anything because we already used to come to my place sometimes
>we go sit at my desk, me in my desk chair, he in another, same like two days before
>he's just kind of rocking in his chair and looks at me awkwardly, then at the ground, etc
>i'm kind of doing the same thing
>but i want this so much, be so excited about this
>'let's just get this on already' i say
>he laughs in a giggly kind of way
>we move closer to each other and both put a hand on each others dicks
>we start squeezing each others dicks softly, like how you'd scratch your own dick but then in a more passionate way
>we do this for quite a while
>sometimes we look up to each other and look in each others eyes for a few seconds
>don't know why we did that, i mean we're just heterosexual friends giving each other some pleasure right?
>keep doing this for a while longer
>want to cum, so start squeezing his dick faster and harder to make him do the same
>he does and i cum half a minute later
>not too long after that he cums too
>we're both satisfied and go to the bathroom to wipe the cum off our dicks
>play some mw2 until he has to leave
>say 'well, cya later then' in a kind of funny, hinting way

And that was the second time we did some things. Still want me to continue? It's gonna be a long story probably

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> spending the night at neighbors house. Both 8.
> everyone is asleep, we're both in his bed
> asks me if i want to see something, pulls down pajama pants
> has tiny hardon, asks to see mine. Touches it.
>mine tinges and comes to life.
>asks if I'll put his in my mouth, I do.
>returns the favor.

Happened for a couple of years, had a few butt play nights.

MOOOOAAARRRRRR

fag

I blew my best friend at 14.

That was it till I was 18.

Be 14
at scout camp
paired off for sleeping in 2 man tents on side of mountain
get pared with one of the oldest scouts he's 18
small tent very confined
check out his abs more than once when we are changing
in bed first night, he pulls me closer to him
he kisses me on the lips and unzips his sleeping back all the way down.
he’s just in black tight boxers
he gestures with his eyes for me to go down there
he puts his hand on my head and presses, my eyes hover over his chest and abs till im lying beside him with my face at his boxers
he says go on
i grasp his boxers and pull them down to reveal a cock twice the size of mine easily.
my eyes widen as it grows
i touch it sheepishly and start to wank him
he says, use your mouth
i kiss the tip of his cock and let it slide in
gagging i suck
i feel his hands playing with my hair softly until there is a change
he grabs my had firmly and starts to thrust into my mouth
i push my hands against his hips to try and stop it but he’s too strong
he pushes me on my back and starts to pump his cock into my mouth, spit drooling down my chin
then i feel it
as he presses it firmly down my mouth a hot splash fill my, his hands hold my head still for a few seconds then he draws his cock out
Stringing cum down my face
he asks am i ok, i nod as i clean up half swallowing his load out of no choice

that was the first night if a 3 night camp

I’m not gay now but i still think about it

Sure, it's one of my fondest memories.

>Be 13
>fooling around with my first girlfriend, same age, naked at the edge of the golf course next to my grandparents' place.
>young and dumb, we don't know what we're doing, just naked, touching, rubbing, kissing
>older kid we barely know rides up on his bike
>he's 16 or 17, muscular, tanned, sandy blond curly hair, wearing tank top and short shorts (this is 1987)
>"you kids are cute, mind if I watch?" he puts his bike down and takes off his shorts and briefs.
>huge (to us) cock he starts stroking. we're timid/thrilled/scared/excited
>you can touch it if you want (we want!); both stroke him, touch his balls, my little stiffie is hardest its ever been
>gf begins sucking him at his instruction. at one point he looks at me, stroking her back and ass, and asks if I wanna try.
>"S-sure"
>Amazing feeling this huge cock in my mouth, covered in Val's spit and smelling of sweat and cum. He stops me after a minute or an eternity, I can't recall
>"Let her finish me, kid, it's gay if I cum in your mouth"
>"O-ok". She gets back on and he cums, I watch his tight belly as he does and the surprise on Val's face. It's overflowing and she's pullling off, it spurts on her face and mine.
>"Mmmm," he says and shucks off his tank too, then shoes and socks. "Thanks. You kids have fun. I'm going swimming." He heads through the woods to the pond nearby.
>We're filled with energy and kiss and lick the cum off our faces and then she tries blowing me, I spasm but I'm not through puberty, no cum. I lick her ass and pussy for a while and we snuggle and kiss. Left older guy's bike and clothes where it was and get dressed and go home.

We ran into the guy a few more times, my gf fucked him several times, I would suck him off on the sly, but he insisted usually on hand release (unless he was really drunk).

I'm not gay, but I have an experience I regret so fucking much

>be me
>in 4th
>going for a walk with like 4 other friends
>see a treehouse
>barely enough space for us
>we play truth or dare
>one of the guys says we should play "kiss, make out, suck"
>we all whip our dicks out
> we start sucking each others dicks
>one guy is 2 years older than the rest of us
>his dick is huge
>we start doing buttstuff
>ffw a couple of months
>the older dude and I bring two other people and do it again
>ffw to now
>16
>have gf
>trying to forget, because I regret it so much
>gag at the thought of gay sex

Dude, you are fucking retard

i think i turned gay now

This california Jew just made sure you all get AIDS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
Keep putting those filthy dicks in your mouths..

SO PROGRESSIVE!!!!

KYS FAGGOTS!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA

this is so hot. did he ever fuck you?

>me 15, cousin 14
>hes staying over one night, im sleeping on the floor, hes sleeping on the bed
>about 2am, his hand drops off the bed and is hanging down, im horny as fuck
>use his hand to hold my dick and play with myself
>I can feel him softly squeezing but hes pretending to be asleep
>this went on for about 6 months

>1 year later hes staying over again, im on the bed, hes sleeping on the floor
>i pretend to "fall out of bed" next to him
>cousin starts sucking my dick
>i cum, act like I just woke up and get into bed

Get out of here with the gay porn spam

>Connection error....

>be 14
>my * team had a match in some city
> roommate with my best buddy
>jerking off, and discussing abut sperm and girl (we didn't really know the dynamic of ejaculation)
>jerking off for half an hour
>sucking and kissing
>best 69 of my life

His sperm was still unripe though (as was mine, i admit).

>be me
>hate gays
>appeal to leftist """logic""" by using all their favorite buzzwords
>pass legislation that will kill retarded horny queers
>profit
He knows what he's doing

>be in 9th grade
>start hanging out with a friend more
>video games, biking , random sports
>gay hormones truly kicking in
>thought of friend turns me diamonds
>sleeping over at his house in the summer
>he takes a shower
>comes into his room with towel on
>friend is rocking a monster cock
>comment on it
>he laughs it off
>ask him if I can touch it
>he think's i'm joking
>put his cock in my hands
>he kind of is in shock
>can feel his dick getting hard
>put his cock into my mouth
>"what are you doing user"
>he is uneasy about this but can't stop me
>suck his hard cock as well as I can
>"user i'm going to cum"
>tell him it's fine
>take his seed into my mouth and swallow
>he is at a loss of words
>tell him I couldn't help myself

This continued for about 2 years in high school and guess my friend just got bored of me I guess.

No matter how "hot" you pretend that was. That shit is disgusting and youre going to have to live with it for the rest of your life. YOu'll never be normal like everyone else. You'll try to lie to yourself and say it's normal. But we all know it's not. You'll always have this sick shit in the back of your mind eating away at you. You'll never recover

why?
no, first guy I got fucked by was a college boy when I was a freshman in HS. If it weren't the late 80s/early 90s I'd have identified as a trap/twink. I thought of myself as a bi sissy sometime crossdresser through college.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

>Faggot priorities

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

not blood related

i couldnt give a fuck mate

>i pretend to "fall out of bed" next to him
>cousin starts sucking my dick

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>this went on for about 6 months
That's a pretty long sleepover

>His sperm was still unripe
lmfao

nigg WUT

how the fuck is sperm ripe?

help me out here

sperm is either salty, sour, or sweet

Limey prick is a pedophile. Straight up pedo speak

>His sperm was still unripe

TOPKEK pedo speak

this is awesome, any more stories?

oh thats pedo lingo?

wait...how do you guys kno- ....nevermind i forgot where i was !_!

Literal faggots, kys. This is not Sup Forums

>Friend invites me to a sleepover at around 12
>He gets out a Playboy from his bed and we start ogling the ladies.
>We have noticeable bulges through our sweats in no time
>Asks if I wants to see a crazy porn video he found in his dad's garage.
>He pops in a VCR or a european shemale scene, grabs us both a blanket to share over our laps at the foot of his bed to watch.
>He starts going to town on his junk. I'm a complete loser at this point so after 2 minutes of just rubbing my dick my dick to go with the peer pressure, go for it and pound away.
>His leg starts noticeable grazing mine, im way too into the shemale scene to care. He makes an awkward joke about me taking too long and says i'm doing it wrong
>He unfurls the blanket showing me his white shaven uncircumcised cock thats bigger than mine and says to jerk from the base up not just the tip.
>He grabs my junk and gives me an angry handjob, telling me to focus on the shemale blowjob on the TV.
>Cum buckets in no time.

Moar?

I think it means he didn't jizz, just orgasmed.

Hundreds I guess, but could be mundane. I'm always up to share privately if you want.

I honestly don't know what this means.
> Not at all in the gay scene but love hearing peoples first times, any kind really.

Yes

Sure

>be around 13
>get invited to a friend sleepover party
>sleep in a king size bed with 3 friends
>next to me a new friend, twink type
>i was taller/bigger than all my friends
>we were all 4 joking before falling asleep
>twink next to me grabs my hand and puts it on his dick
>very tiny, circumcised cock
>feel very scared
>take my hand off
>he grabs my dick (rock hard) for some seconds too
>i had a big dick for my age
>keep going to this friend's house
>always sleep over with twink and house owner
>play mmorpgs til 2 am
>watch porn
>be hard af
>start jacking off
>we switch to each others dicks to jack us off
>neither of us came
>keep that going for like 3 years
>inviting new friends to come
>tell them its ok to suck and jack off each other
>convert them
>one day we make a video of me sucking the twink
>cellphone owner forgets to delete it
>school bully sees it
>we are rejected by everyone in school

i omitted a lot of stories that happened in betweetn the first and the last time, if you want i can keep going

ARqFwcX

pls join my gay discord server, we are full of the fags.

Still got it?

Used to see a petite Asian guy who'd pay me for sex.

We touched hands with my friend

Wait... So the law is mainly killing gays? I never even thought of it that way.

>We both had GF's so we wern't exactly worried about how homo all this shit exactly was
>Before I knew it, we were having porn nights of us jacking to magazines and VCRs. Being the nerd i was, I'd bring over CD's of whatever I could bring from home. This was around 1998 or 99.
>All nights would eventually lead to us having a gay handjob moment together.
>One night we both didn't bring anything new, so I asked him to bring play our 1st video we watched together, the euro italian shemale on male porn.
>He says he'll bring it and he says he has an idea.
>He comes in wearing his older sisters lacey black thong panties and knee high stockings with this VHS in his hand.
>Seeing his somewhat athletic/skinny build hairless body in panties was too much, get a yearning in the back of my chest knowing I wanted his dick in my mouth that night.
>He puts on the VHS and comes back to bed
>Without saying a word i drop to my knees and
start nibbling and sucking on cock through his panties
>Lots of squirms and I swear girly moans later, I say fuck it and put it in my mouth
>Not really sure what to do even with the amount of porn we've watched, I alternate between licking the tip to try and deepthroat.
>He shoots his load in his mouth which I wasnt really ready and I start choking and awkardly continueing to suck him off and he starts to laugh.

Moar?

you all do know you will be cast into the lake of fire and burn for all eternity?

I'm prebooked for eternal rape ty
I didnt sell my soul for nothing faggot

please do

Moar

the moral of this thread is never have a sleepover with another male, unless you want to suck a kids dick

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>He grabs me a water bottle for me from his desk and says that was amazing.
>Starts sucking on my ear and nibbling my neck with his soft stocking legs on top of mine, asking what he can do
>By that time the VHS shemale scene is on the fucking part so I say how about that?
>Tells me to lay down and climbs on top of me stradling
>Grinds on my dick minutes and gets me diamonds again
>I get a short 1 minute blowjob followed by a him putting on sweats and running out to the bathroom to do something
>He runs back with a bottle of vaseline for lube and takes off his sweats and bends over doggy on the bed asking to take it.
>GF at that time didnt even want to fuck.
>I grip his hips and slide it in after being clumsy and pushing away his panties.
>After afew times of being told to slow down. I go faster until I don't hear anything and cum in his ass.

And that's why every time I look at a bottle of Makers Mark, I think of how I lost my trap virginity to my friend. We only continued this for another year, but went through his sisters and even mom's lingerie in no time. I suppose I could go on about how he eventually fucked me, but I was more of a top who loved giving BJ's.

And go!

leave an email, I don't they fit into this thread (and I kind of hate typing in ">be me" format

please sauce for that image
he is soooo pretty
i wanna be just like him desu~~

>be 10
>class field trip for a week
>share a bedroom with 2 friends
>1st night
>all in pyjamas excited to be on our own for the first time ever
>talk about our dicks
>show each others
>mine is quite longer and bigger cause puberty started hitting
>they laugh and act grossed out
>lights out
>"Hey you guys wanna see something gross?"
>"sure lol"
>get out of bed
>turn the light on
>I'm standing in the middle of the room
>completely naked from head to toe
>throbbing hard
>exposing myself for them
>heart is beating hard and fast
>I pull my foreskin cause it makes me feel even more exposed and vulnerable (and slutty)
>they laugh at my big hard dick
>laugh with them but secretly living one of the most erotic moment of my life
>turn the lights off and go back to bed
>masturbate as discreetly as possible

I don't understand how all this gay shit happens at sleepovers. Had tons of them as a kid and not a single gay thing happened

you weren't paying attention, and/or maybe you're too ugly.

I just shot the biggest load in weeks reading this. In honor of you and your gf I licked I every drop

fast forward a year later
>be 11
>can now ejaculate
>and fairly big amounts at that
>alone with a friend at his place
>same scenario
>talk about dick
>show each other's
>shocked by the size of mine
>get throbbing hard
>tell him I can shoot cum
>doesnt believe me
>challengeaccepted.jpg
>take my clothes off
>at this point we're not laughing anymore, we're both really fucking horny
>lie down in front of him
>stroke my cock
>fondle my balls
>pull my foreskin
>finally start moaning and cumming
>shoot a huge load on my chest
>friend gasps

good boy ;)

>We started to roleplay and with him calling me daddy and asking me to call him by his MMORPG girl name, I think it was Alieria or something. I even gave him $20.00 bucks to buy some colored wigs at the fancy dress store we could fuck in.
>We get afew close calls at this point, since her bed started getting really squeeky from the amount of fucking we were doing. We agreed to only use the floor with blankets for rough stuff and the bed for soft spooning/blowjobs.
>It was around 99 or 2000 so the amount of porn on the internet exploded, we started really exploring shemale porn.
>Get asked more and more during roleplay that Aliera wants to fuck daddy. Agree the next night his parents were out.
>The night arrived after a month.
>She comes in wearing a two piece bikini
>With the amount of alchohol we've drunk, i'm alittle scared but eager since I haven't had any buttplay done on me and searching yahoo.com for buttsex advice wasnt the most helpful.
>we start a slow cuddling makeout session, hands everywhere, but mine especially on her bikini bulge.
>She whispers its time and I get on all 4's on the bed. She grinds against my butt slow with the porn on the TV at a decent volume and starts to fuck me
>She asks how daddy likes it
>I tell her to slow down, but I don't think shes really paying me any attention, nails are digging deep into my lower back at this point
>she asks me where do you want me to cum and I say inside
>We make alittle competition of how many times we can fuck each other that night.
>She wins
>Have alittle painful walk for the next day or two.

As much as this sex experience sounds like a fantasy to everyone. It drove me to find some really messed up partners in the future at the cost of anything long term.

care to go deeper?

fucking gay

wow you should be a detective with those kinds of deductive skills

holding a dick like that is actually the gayest thing about gay twinks.

it's legit gayer than Elton John's asshole.

>started spending the night all the time. His dad worked nights and mom was a drunk.
>first few months we would suck each other, eventualy moved to rimjobs.
>once we figured out how good the rimjobs were it was natural progression.
>one night we had been going back and forth sucking and rimming and he had me on all fours.
>next thing i know is hes pulling his tongue out if my ass and pushes in his tiny hard cock
>grabbed my hips and went to town. I pushed back against him

Went on like that for a couple of years

fucked a 50 year old guy in his car when i was 17

PLEASE CONTINUE!!!!

First gay experience
>18
>on kik some guy wants me to jack off to his gf
>I do, and he starts giving me fapping instructions
>I end up being told to finger myself
>that shit's good
>bust all over my stomach, lick some up
have done similar things since then, never been with a guy in person but I wanna try some day

mmm that's fucking hot mate.
i wouldn't mind having that

>have a cousin with a really huge dick
>holidays by the sea
>camping in tent with him
>he sleeps, wears tight undies
>i carefully start to feel up his bubble butt ass
>he's quite fit, always was
>turns around on his back
>wow, best chance
>i stroke his dick softly through his undies
>he gets kinda semi hard
>it's a massive fucking bulge already, but soft still
>i actually build up courage and put my mouth over it
>i basically have his cock tip right at my mouth, through the cloth
>this was as far as i've ever gotten to his awesome huge dick
>go to restrooms and cum buckets
>come back and sleep like a baby
took some candid shots when he visited me and crashed on my mattress recently
showed him a funny porn scene, but he didn't catch on .. :(

I suked and fucked my way all through scouts. I was a highly decorated little shit by the end of it.

>be 15
>be staying over at a friends house lets call him "Joe"
>whole night is normal, we play fifa for like 3 hours and shit etc
>As his bed is only a small one I ask where I should sleep and he says I can sleep with him if I want
>Play it off cool and say ill just sleep in the living room
>he comes and comes to sleep inside the living room with me as well weirdly
>wake up in the middle of the night and hes slowly jacking himself off
>close my eyes as fast as I could
>10/10 acting as if i never woke up and somehow go back to sleep even though he is legit moaning.

>not helping your friend cum and going back to sleep
what were you, gay?

>Be 19
>Meet 15yo cutie boy online
>we chat a lot
>he comes over and I suggest we play wii and chat
>he doesn't like wii (who can blame him)
>he lays down on my bed
>we get talking
>before you know it our dicks are out
>dicks were sucked that day
We're still together now years later and we have a daddy/little boy relationship

samefag here, if anyone is up to fap with me over kik right now add me: untitled7722

hey it's Joe
real name btw
I always knew you woke up but I thought you just didn't mind, especially after I fingered your butt and came on your face after

Post candid shots.

not the user writing
but there is actually a difference
the first time i came, it kinda even hurt. i recall that it was so weird, also the sperm, it was never like this afterwards.

Where's the dinosaur ?!

i don't have them on this laptop :((
he has such a nice ass
trying to find them, maybe somewhere on the HD

I really doubt that there are enough gays on Sup Forums to contribute and lurk in this thread in order to amount to 53 posters.


Who here is "straight" or bicurious?

>748199866

Why would be a straight person be lurking a gay thread? All the "straight" ones would take a look at OP's picture and keep scrolling.

bicurious here, i have a gf and never been with a guy but i crave for dick every now and then

Bicurious ( )

What kind of guy? A trap? A bear? a twink? athetic dude? Or just a big 8" dick to suck?

Idk If Its Just Me But, Like, Ill Give An Example Then Elaborate.
>So i stayed at my friends house every now and then,
>pretty chill, just relaxed and played games
>he would always ask me though, stuff like,
>’You Want A Blowjob?” Orr ‘Let me see your dick, pleasse
>and I really wanted to say yes, because he was so hot
>but i like he was joking so never said anything or kept quiet

So does that happen to anyone, when you get like, a chance, but deny it because it feels like a joke

Dude go for it.

This did happen to me and I didnt turn it down. I just closed my eyes and thought about a girl I liked. As you get older those situations dissapear especially with apps like tindr and grinder.

>mom had a colleague with a nephew
>we hang out often because of that
>some time around the release of highschool musical
>we have a sleepover and play some games like guitar hero and gta san andreas
>it's late and shit idk what we say but im horny
>it's a small place but we head to the kitchen in almost near darkness just being lit by the tv screen
>my friend pulls down his pants and we're just trying to stick our dicks in each other
>no full penetration
>no cum
>just half erect dicks
>sleep the night away
Idk if it was the first time exactly but I think it was

I bet he still thinks of you

> Be 10
> Hang out around the block with my only friend who is a neighbor around 5 years older than me
> He starts having some bro talk about chicks and shows me his dad's porn collection
> I just nod and don't say much because I had no clue what he was talking about
> One day we're chilling on some stairs between floors, he starts talking dicks
> youshowmeyoursandillshowyoumine.jpg at the count of 3
> 1...2...3... I pull my pants down and he doesn't
> I'm pissed that he tricked me and demand that I see it
> he gets up and pulls me over to a more secluded area
> pulls down his pants revealing his massive cock
> asks me to touch it and put it in my mouth
> proceed to stroke it a bit and play with his huge, soft and slightly hairy balls
> I take his tip into my mouth and just lick it all around while he keeps stroking
> had no idea what I was doing but it really felt good
> really like the touch of his soft skin so I start feeling it all around with my fingers, tongue and face while he kept stroking
> he suddenly pulls his foreskin back and tells me to take it "just like that" and lick the tip
> he strokes it harder as I proceed to do that
> he starts shaking and let's out a quiet moan
> something hot heats the back of my throat and I just swallow out of reflex
> see some leftover cum drops come out

And we did that for about half a year afterwards, sometimes I'd go and knock on his door to ask him to go out and "show it to me". I loved every moment of it and I still fap to the memory and taste of his cock in my mouth to this day.

go on please

>be 10
>over at cousin for weekend because he had computer with tons of games
>he 13
>he is hitting puberty
>he has boner
>i ask about it
>he talks about it openly
>tells how it works when puberty hits people
>we talk about sex in general and what pleases others
>shows me how to fap
>i have boner
>we shower together because parents think kids should do that
>we try to fuck each other in the ass
>no lube
>does not go in mcuh
>hurts little
>shit on dick
>we stop
>never try again
>never talk about it

>next year met new neighbors
>they have 7 yo daughter
>we get along well
>we in childish love
>we kiss
>tell her about sex
>i eat her as my cousin told year ago
>she dos not give blow job
>penetrate pussy with tiny dick
>omgthisisheaven.jpg
>she likes it too
>did not cum (not even dry cum)
>she did not cum but says i was good and we should do it again
>we fuck every 3-4 months

>we move houses
>too far for 11 yo to travel alone

>no sex since
>no gf since
>not interested in mature women
>still attracted to 7-8 yo girls
>fuck my life

Moral of the story: your life can be irreversibly fucked up while you have good time.

kill faggots.

>PS: she lives in happy marriage with 4 kids.
>at least my childhood love's life did not get fucked up like mine.

yeah, sounds very familiar

>me and my friend always used to moon each other jokingly
>get drunk at his place
>flash asses to each other
>one night, says he's too lazy to pull out guest couch
>i should sleep in his double bed
>in the morning, he kinda crawls over me on the way to the bathroom
>stops in kinda missionary position over me, i lay on my back
>looks me straight ("ha! ghey!") in the eyes
>about two very very long seconds of staring
>i don't do anything
>could've grabbed his dick, squeezed his ass, started some shit
>i din do nothin
huge regrets

>another time
>sleepover and he drives me back to my parents house
>actually a long ride in the car
>thank him for the favor, both still hungover
>jokingly say I'd suck him off
>he says with a slight smile and under his breath "you wouldn't dare anyway"
>sounded like a fucking invitation and not even ironic in the slightest fucking way
>awkward silence
>nothing happened

i fucking regret having done nothing
have sucked a lot of dick since
but it would have been so great pleasing my friend, eating his cum
he's a dad now. chance gone.

Met a guy on yikyak when that was a thing. He came over and we jacked off in my shower and made out.

My first time but not his. He had jack off buddies before and we became buddies after. We would meet once or twice a week to make out and have sex or just jack off together.

I have sucked and been fucked by several married dads.

Chance is only gone if you allow it to be.