Pretty sure I'm going to kill myself soon. Why do you continue to exist?

Pretty sure I'm going to kill myself soon. Why do you continue to exist?

Because it's fun. Mostly.

I keep going because i want to pursuit my passion

beacuse its easy

one day, just maybe, my waifu will become real

Porn weed and videogames. D&d once a week. Cronuts. Space pirate trainer.

I need to outlive my enemies.
I often have felt down/depressed and have coem close to an hero, But I think of the people I hate and how glad they'd be..... I HAVE to live to spite them.
No choice but to defeat them and laugh over their headstones, I'm only 33 and have laughed over 2 co-workers headstones and more yet to come.
Fuck them all

Post link to info on pic bitch.

Life is amazing

Stay and find out the truth let peace love truth justice and freedom be your mission

This is your one chance to be sentient, self aware, and exist. Why waste it no matter how shitty it is?

I'm just waiting for the apocalypse. There's a very high chance of at least one happening in my lifetime.

Get some lsd and place them on your eye balls. Enjoy the overdose.

What is you passion mine is waking people up to the truth they do not see

cause after the rain always come the sun

Because the good in my life vastly outweighs the bad. Whether is has meaning or not doesn't change the good feelings it gives me. But if the bad outweighs the good, go ahead and kill yourself

>Why do you continue to exist?

Long-story-short, I moved from Southern California to New Zealand. I didn't realize how much of a bubble I was in living in California. Once I got here, I realized how much more to life there is. Like of like Truman from Truman Show movie when he leaves the dome.

Anyway, I'm sure there's more out there for me to experience. I'd like to visit the Maldives and Lake Tekapo some day.

There's more to life than you realize, user.

Don't give this meaningless bullshit. If OP wanna go then let him go. The fuck do he need to lie to himself that "it gets better" and shit? Suicide is our insticnt to help ourselves just as the will to survive.

Actually because it will end away. No point rushing it.

Because drugs are great and the new Wolfenstein is almost here.

*anyway

good for you, i'd love to go to New Zealand one day

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Complicated feels.

I feel trapped inside of myself and I just feel really alone because of this. I have great friends who make a perfect family for me who will stand by me and help me when I trully need it, but I've had a revelation of realism lately that kind of broke my daydreaming personality.

In the grand scheme of the universe, I am alone, trapped within my own perception. My friends will help me, but never past a certain threshold. Funny that I'd expect them to drop everything to get me out of any kind of shit when I wouldn't do the same for them and that's perfectly fine. We all have to be selfish in a certain measure.

Anyways, I'm ranting. I just feel like the world is complete garbage anyways, but I love it because shit happens all the time wherever you look. It's depressing, but fun, it's fucking hard, but I survive, I crave intimacy with someone who feels the same as me, but I got it, once, and the almost perfect similarities ended up driving us apart, so now I live by myself, still craving female companionship, but constantly dissapointed by what I see.

What I want out of this world can never exist and, because of that, sometimes I do want it to end, but I'll never kill myself or even think about doing it. At most I just wish, sometimes, that I wouldn't wake up the next day, but, then again, if that ever happens, I'm gonna miss out on all the fun and misery, so I'm split, confused and I feel like a prisoner of reality.

Definitely make a plan, it's not as far as it sounds. From Los Angeles to Auckland (biggest city in NZ) it's only a 13-hour flight, direct. It sounds further than it is. I live in Wellington, the capital. My only regret is that I didn't do it sooner.

Can you actually die from that? That sounds intense.

yeaa stay cool fag, seems like you want to kill yourself too, and you're pretty proud of it

Nothing is meaningless when its about taking actions to get a better life

words are important, and if you start to think you can actually get better, then its a first step

go die now and let people that want support getting what they want

Because there's nothing after life. No reincarnation, no heaven or hell. Just emptiness. You cease to exist and throw away the change of being whatever you wanted.

Because why not.
You can also go to the wilderness, live as a human for once. You can die, but isn't that your original intention? And if you survive - there will be some good stories and new view on life and stuff.

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