Sup Forums I need your help, am I gay? This happened yesterday and I am 18, senior year in highschool

Sup Forums I need your help, am I gay? This happened yesterday and I am 18, senior year in highschool.

>Be me, sitting in second period class which is track.
>Half naked in the dressing room
>Friend is changing next to me. He is a grade below me. Let's call him Thomas.
>Thomas has an injured leg but is still required to dress out for track.
>Thomas half jokingly tells me "You should carry me to the track"
>"Bet" I grin and finish putting on my shirt then lift him off the ground and scoop him in my arms.
>Thomas is a smaller, thin guy so I have no problem and he seems to be enjoying this a little too much.
>He wraps his arms around my neck and moves his head in closer to my ear.
>I can feel his breath and I start getting slight tingles, but I doubt he is aware, but it's making me self conscious.
>He starts to get increasingly giggly and bites at my ears and neck.
>"Thomas quit being a homo"
>Thomas moves his head to look at me and pokes my lips "Or what"
>"I'll drop you"
>"Fine"
>Finally on the track, I sit Thomas at the bleachers and begin my stretches.
>Thomas uses and a sweatshirt to smack my butt from where he is seated.
>"Stop being a homo, Thomas"
>Thomas laughs and continues swatting my ass so I leave, once again feeling some type of way.
>After a whole day of warmups, Thomas begs me to carry him again so I do.
>He is more calm this time but I still feel kinda gay as I carry him, and I can feel the other students' gazes burning my neck.
>Go home that day thinking about Thomas, end up busting a couple nuts.
>Feel horrified immediately after

To be fair, Thomas looks kind of feminine. Like if he put in enough work, he could pass as a trap.

dear diary today op was a fag

Youre not that gay but your friend sure is...
>end up busting a couple of nuts thinking about thomas
Degenerate faggot

>To be fair, Thomas looks kind of feminine. Like if he put in enough work, he could pass as a trap.
I basically went through the same shit when I was in high school. It's like I discovered that there was a gay devil as well as a straight angel on my shoulders and I decided to go with the devil this time.

You are transforming into a fagg but u can stop it , but srsly your friend is a fagg

Fuck him up the ass without a condom to prove you aren’t gay.

Your friend is 9000% guaranteed a faggot.

You can stop the faggotry before it infects you.

don't be a FAGG fuck him in the booipussi like a real man make him your bitch

You should suggest a suicide pact with him. Also you’re a faggot

>>Thomas moves his head to look at me and pokes my lips "Or what"

d'aww that's so cute

who cares what you are OP, just enjoy yourself

>go home thinking about thomas, end up busting a couple nuts.
Thats all I needed to hear. 1 nut and you might be saved but. OP is fag.

I would choose not to care, but I live in the Bible belt and if anyone gets the slightest idea that I may be gay/bi, I will be a pariah

>this guy.
Live life man. Even if you're in the bible belt. Are you gay? Maybe only sexually. But deffinitely. The fact you remember the whole thing in such detail means that you liked what he did.

Op again. I have always felt slightly stronger for Thomas than I do most of my friends. Almost protective of him. I always chalked it up to us being good friends platonically but after writing this I'm not sure how I feel. I... Really care about him. It's a fuzzy feeling. Maybe I just needed Sup Forums to confirm since I never talked to anyone about it.

>fuzzy feeling
>yep you like him. A lot. More then sexual. Thats fine. Just dont get your hopes up. Who knows? Maybe he likes you back. Best you can be is his friend. You got this you big ol faggot.

You seemed like a good friend until you started masturbating over him. Now you're gay.

it's too late now OP, you might as well go all the way and fuck him.

This is the gayest thread I've been all day.

if you have to ask, you probably are.

I just now noticed this. Yep op is confirmed fag. Fuck Thomas and share pics.

...

Jokes aside I think thats kinda cute tbh

Naw you ain't gay, you just discovered guilty boner. It's just another way to get off. Don't let it get to you like it does Mormons, Nazis, or Muslims

if you would fuck him in rl your gay

also post post pics of thomas pls

What the fuck, man. This is another level entirely distinct from gay. Gay would be if you just fucked him and got it over with. Not the best thing in the world but easy enough to look away from.

This is stomach-churning faggotry. The kind of effete subversion of manhood that makes me sick in the stomach. You and Thomas deserve the fucking bog both of you. This is why people do flaming fag drags.

Embrace the gay OP, easiest blowjob you'll ever get

op this is totally fine. tell thomas how you feel and see how he reacts. the feeling seems mutual so youd be fucking stupid to do nothing.

Think about it that way
You atleast have someone, compared to most guys here, including me

This,
You sound like you feel for Thomas too and you'd make a cute couple, worst that could happen is that you find out that you're bisexual, or it might just be an exception

Covered some of his face for privacy reasons but here you go

Those lips were made to please cock

Do you still like girls? You might be bisexual or just curious.

Thomas is fucking gay and you are insecure of your sexuality and it's completely your fault.
Get a girlfriend or start fucking whores and you'll be ok, Thomas is fucking gay enabler, don't fall into that trap.

plottwist thomas is just locker room gay. the minute you ask him out instant social parriah/faggot/no more friends cause faggot

I've dated girls before, but never for longer than a month or so. I never really cared for relationships and was always kinda meh about them.

Could be a romantic friendship. That's where a pair of friends don't have sex but are emotionally intimate and may do things like hugging, cuddling, kissing, or bed-sharing.

And Thomas has never dated girls, buy has a huge group of friends that are girls.

Absolutely

Fuck his face and post vid OP

Do you tend to think of guys, girls, or either when you jack off?

Maybe... Me and Thomas have shared a bed before. We didn't cuddle or anything but he did hug me from behind for a second. Sometimes he rests his head on my legs while looking at his phone or talking. But never too far up, like towards my crotch. I always thought it was because of how close we are. Girls act that way and no one bats an eye.

In all honesty I've peeked at gay porn before. But I usually watch the straight stuff. I get off on both, it seems.

Invite him over to hangout a few times this week. Then ask him to sleep over during a weekend. It's the kind of weather for scary movies and cuddling. Try that

>then get him to suck your dick

Stop having cute gay friends GOD FUCKING DAMN IT WHY NOT ME

Lose the smiley faces. Also you dodged a bullet. >Working full time is super annoying
Like holy shit. Either she is legitimately a flesh eating disease on mankind or you are both 16.

You could be bisexual. That's similar to what went on with me when I was first discovering I was bisexual.

Yes, you're gay.

Now, I wonder if I gay. Spent a good majority of yesterday fapping to homemade porn of guys fucking life-like female sex dolls.

After 20+ years of fapping to weird shit on the internet, this was the only time I felt ashamed of myself. Ladyboy, tranny, and straight up bareback gay porn never made me feel this way before.

Look user. Fuck all of these other faggots. You, are who you want to be. Do you feel angry, or just awkward/slightly embarrassed when he flirts with you.

HA! YES JOIN US, FAG!
cute story, so begin with and work from there.

never go to it's

if it weren't for the lips it'd be a solid want-to-plow/10.

Congrats OP, It took me sometime to figure out I was gay too. A similar situation to your tbqh, but in my country it's not common to have these faggy dressing rooms in schools.

Maan, you should appreciate friendship like this. Homo jokes is a definition of tightness of your relationships as friends. The more homo jokes frankly — the more your friendship worth. You make me nostalgize.

Fuck him

You're gay.

Next time you carry him, "accidentally" let your hand slip and grab his ass.

Op here again. I think I'm gonna ask Thomas to stay the night this weekend and just see how it goes.

They look like an overused asshole.

What's it like being a gay thread?

Looks like he'd be cute if his lips weren't the size of fucking Russia

Nah. You’re not.

Are you a virgin? If yes it’s conoletely normal.

If you’re not a virgin is just curiosity.

Just fuck him or make him suck you off.

Can you post some photos of Thomas

He did, dudes got some dsl's

What?

...

It's not gay if you stop a month before you get out of prison\school

I had a friend who used to do that, but he'd actually rest on my cock. Turned out he was straight and I was gay. I still have a crush on him, bastard

Oh. Sorry.

OP just fuck the living shit out of that future trap

Dude your friend clearly wants your cock and love. He looks cute as fuck, why not go gay for him? He's got some serious DSL's, put them to good work. It's okay to like boys the same way you like girls. Don't let people tell you differently.

>tfw no qt bf to carry every day

I'm so fucking jealous of you. I have a twink friend irl that has some insanely good looking DSL's and I'm mad that I'll never get to fuck his face.

If you fuck him keep it lowkey otherwise it'll ruin your reputation

You're gay. Now call Thomas and start fucking!

Dick Sucking Lips. That's how you know op is gay. He's already thought about Thomas sucking him off

Now for a picture of yourself op

Nah I'm just a kinda ugly lanky half chink guy

How big is your dick?

OP

Nah

You are on Sup Forums, so there's a sign right there that you a faggot.

go for it. you'll be always thinking about the what if if you don't

I meant it for OP to get his ass on doing those things NAOW

Then post moar of qt Thomas

Don't worry about labels like that. If it makes you feel good do it. It's not as big a deal as people make it out to be.

Fuck him up the ass make him wear a wig and thong and bra filled with water balloons. call him holly during butt sex and have him blow you yell out no homo and boom now he’s a woman and you’re not a fag. Or just admit to yourself you’re bisexual at the very least don’t get the aids bro peace out fag.

OP is a faggot, but he should feel good about it, and post moar pics of his qtπ