This is terribly embarrassing to admit, but I have an imaginary girlfriend. Her voice is simply imagined...

This is terribly embarrassing to admit, but I have an imaginary girlfriend. Her voice is simply imagined, but most times she takes the physical form of my pillow. She doesn't have physical features and I don't know what she looks like, but I know she is there (in my imagination, anyway) and it allows me to experience emotions associated with love and affection.

When I wake up in the morning, I pull her close and tell her how much I love her. She's always too tired to have sex, but it turns her on to lay on my chest and watch while I masturbate, so that happens every morning and every night. I kiss her goodbye before I leave in the morning. When I get home, I always kiss her and tell her how much I missed her and she says the same. She lays with me while I read. Sometimes she will call me when I'm having a bad day and she'll tell me how much she loves me. Mostly we just cuddle.

Yes I know, I'm a sad human being. I am very reclusive and this fantasy allows me to feel less alone. I don't have anyone in my life that I am close to because I have very serious trust issues regarding the intentions of others. I don't care about having friends, honestly I prefer to be alone. I would however like to have a girlfriend, just want one person with whom I can share my world. But on top of the trust issues, I'm short and fairly unattractive so it's rather difficult. I am in therapy, going to the gym and all that. But for now I'm stuck with my imaginary girlfriend.

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IF this is true, this is pretty heartbreaking that someone could be so lonely to the point of needing to do this.

Why don’t you just try socialising a bit? A little at first and try to build it up. Try interest dating. It’s what I did. Some of the dates I went on were hilariously awkward but I eventually met my fiancée through POF.

ye dude you have psychosis, congratulations

Hah gaaaaaaay

More like detachment issues

invisiblegirlfriend.com

Im this guy. Humans are social creatures. You need interaction to maintain a healthy mind. You'll find your personality might change a little but you'll be happier. Learn to love yourself and learn to love others.

>POF.
wuts dat?

It's okay, I cheat on my gf with my imaginary gf all the time.

Not very different strange. We are social people after people and isolation is detrimental.
Go out and meet people and talk to them. It doesn't have to be a girl or anything...anyone would do and over time it will get better.

I had the same problem when I was a teenager, I did not have many friends, but I really liked talking to myself about stuff. But this behavior gradually faded as I became an adult.

Talk to people OP, it'll get better.

Hahahahaha hooly fuuckin Shiit you need to download tinder and stop shitposting about ur pillow fetish

I hope someday when you finally have ur first steady GF you look at her sleeping some night and silently whisper in her ear ..”you used to be a pillow” or idk ask her to say she’s a dirty lil’ pillow when you bang

Yeah I did this when I was 15. I had a waifu / imaginary girlfriend.

Its hardly original and you are not alone look up the tulpa thread on /trash/.
With training and discipline you and your waifu will reach unheard of levels of intimacy, self realization and mind blowing orgasms.

that's how you create tuplas my dude

Meh, its nothing OP. My pillow used to be an awesome lover too. You'll grow out of it

> in bed at night fapping because what else am i gonna do
> go onto my new favourite thing, pillow fucking
> destroy it while pretending I'm doing my homeroom teacher
> my head is buried face down and my butt is going 100mph
> talking dirty, just random shit 'you take it you slut, I love your tits, I wanna bend you over your desk and fuck your hot juicy cunt '
> just loving the moment, feeling like a real stud practising for when the real thing happens
> hear a random bump noise but don't pay any attn, to busy working up a sweat pretending to fuck Miss Johnson
> 'ummmm..... user????? user what are you doing?'
> shit. Thats my mums voice.
> she's standing at the end of the bed
> I lie completely still and say nothing wondering how long she's been there
> 'I just brought you a glass of water,' she sounds real shocked
> 'are you OK?'
> I can't speak I won't speak pretend I'm asleep
> 'user?'
> .....
> 'alright i'm going to go now'.
> I let out a weak feeble beta 'thanks mum'
> boner completely gone
> worst shame ever
> can't look her in the face for the next 7-8 years
> take more care when it comes to special pillow time

literally kill yourself if that's what you use a tupla for

>you used to be a pillow

What if he is ugly doe

Promise me you wont become a whipped beta faggot the moment you find a real gf OP

>dirty little pillow

so you have a waifu
treat her right user and don't worry so much

Sexual fulfillment is the 0 base level of what tulpas are good for.
Your knee jerk judgment and use of buzzwords exposes you as huge faggot who should lurk more.

watch 'big mouth' on net flix

If this is true you might benefit from one of those sex dolls. They work best for people with a vivid imagination that can pretend it is a real person.

Were you 12 or less?

We should have a caught in the act thread. My dad walked in on me batin once, just BARELY got my dick in my shorts as he opened the door.

Actually not that weird. A study found that most people have a detailed inner life; this is just the form yours has taken. People are meant to be social; granted different individuals need more or less social interaction, but it sounds like a hobby group or meetup might be a good way to meet people.

the fuck is a tupla?

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imaginary friend that you try really hard to actually materialize

Yep, you hit it on the head. It was all new to me.

Awkward. Haha. Think this, or something similar happens to all kids at some stage. I learnt my lesson early and made sure this never happened again.

Greetings brobot, I have the entire first paragraph (except mine is based off of pic related and occasionally switches to others) and the first, third - fifth, and seventh sentences in the second paragraph. You know our home is welcome, you need only visit.

Grow a pair Lucinda

this, let these faggots take you