Need advice

Need advice

One day, I came across some cp on Sup Forums and I had nothing better to do so I decide to see what the big deal is about. It was mentally scaring I don't know what I was expeting. I still fapped to it and I never came so fast. Immediatly after I felt nothing but shame. I stop browsing Sup Forums and watching porn all together...for about 2 days. Ever since then, I tried to take a couple steps back and look a loli, it escalated to 3dcg, and then I found myself looking for cp on the clearnet and I actually got results. I keep telling myself that I got my whole life ahead of me and that I need to stop but I usually end up relapsing every other month.

Any suggestions?
>inb4 kms

same my dude

Zoophilia is a nice one for the taboo aspect

Or ever thought about fucking your own mother? That's another hypertaboo

Kys

Welcome to reality.

Your best bet to to find a way to accept the urges, but deny the activity.

I've been "suffering" from this since I was a kid. The sick thoughts I get when I'm around kids is more than I can even realistically do with an adult, and it's not will fully either, it's just there in my head. I remember though, there's no value in ruining someone's life for a moment of chasing fantasy.

There are a shitfuckton more people male and female who are attracted to kids. Because of the harsh stigma surrounding it, no one but the freaks will admit to it. Watch people's eyes though, seriously, those eyes show you.

Just keep it safe. Try to imagine more than seeking images or video. If you can isolate it to just your mind then it is easier to have it pop up just once a week or once a month. Fap it away and go about life.

Ehh I tried zoo for while but It never stuck. And my mother is dead.

its so bad for me that even reading this turns me on but id never talk about it to ppl cuz i know its frowned upon

horrible nonce cunt sending this to FBI gl

(Not Op)
I've been having similiar issues, i never looked for anything. just started to happen in my dreams a bit
Any advice?

Thanks user

I have a friend that was open about this kind of stuff and had even offered to share but I would decline because I'm a major moralfag. He got a girlfriend at the beginning of the year and so he just stop talking a about it. I kinda want to ask him if having a girlfriend helped with his obsession but I'm kinda afraid.

he might have an idea try other hyper taboos, we all masturbate to some weird shit sometimes but you should try to get one that doesn't come with so much jail time

idk honestly, im sure your friend still thinks about it sometimes but not as much. I have a boyfriend and sorta made it worse since he's into it too. As much as id like to explore more, im not about to go searching for it online or in person cause i know what can happen but i do get turned on when him and i talk about it. As long as people don't act on the urgese, i think it's okay. We are only human.

Or you could try to stop masturbating or watching porn all together.

I tried that and it helped but I need something to do so that I'm not bored. I don't start uni until August and i only work during the summer so I don't do too much.

could try day trading or learn something on the side there are a million sites that teach stuff for free, that and work out you should be able to burn infinite hours.

Thanks user.

>2017
>cp on the clearnet
at least OP's got balls, lol
good luck with that

My exact thought waiting for someone to mention that. You're fucked op kys

Looking for Cheese Pizza on the clearnet... Not the best idea ever OP.

Fun fact!

CP is addicting because it has such a big taboo on it. You cannot find it unless you search really hard for it. This releases alot of dopemin during fapping making your brain addicted to cp.

I know that feel bro. What i did was staying with loli and just punch myself in the balls when thinkijg about cp. Fantasies need to fantasies OP. Just remember that and dont fuck up.

kay wai es you faggotini

OK tard, your masturbation rewards your behavior by association with orgasm, fap to normal shit for a year