One day, I came across some cp on Sup Forums and I had nothing better to do so I decide to see what the big deal is about. It was mentally scaring I don't know what I was expeting. I still fapped to it and I never came so fast. Immediatly after I felt nothing but shame. I stop browsing Sup Forums and watching porn all together...for about 2 days. Ever since then, I tried to take a couple steps back and look a loli, it escalated to 3dcg, and then I found myself looking for cp on the clearnet and I actually got results. I keep telling myself that I got my whole life ahead of me and that I need to stop but I usually end up relapsing every other month.
Any suggestions? >inb4 kms
Elijah Morris
same my dude
Logan Morales
Zoophilia is a nice one for the taboo aspect
Or ever thought about fucking your own mother? That's another hypertaboo
Brody Long
Kys
Dylan Ward
Welcome to reality.
Your best bet to to find a way to accept the urges, but deny the activity.
I've been "suffering" from this since I was a kid. The sick thoughts I get when I'm around kids is more than I can even realistically do with an adult, and it's not will fully either, it's just there in my head. I remember though, there's no value in ruining someone's life for a moment of chasing fantasy.
There are a shitfuckton more people male and female who are attracted to kids. Because of the harsh stigma surrounding it, no one but the freaks will admit to it. Watch people's eyes though, seriously, those eyes show you.
Just keep it safe. Try to imagine more than seeking images or video. If you can isolate it to just your mind then it is easier to have it pop up just once a week or once a month. Fap it away and go about life.
Jayden Rivera
Ehh I tried zoo for while but It never stuck. And my mother is dead.
Jonathan Davis
its so bad for me that even reading this turns me on but id never talk about it to ppl cuz i know its frowned upon
Lucas King
horrible nonce cunt sending this to FBI gl
Carter Diaz
(Not Op) I've been having similiar issues, i never looked for anything. just started to happen in my dreams a bit Any advice?
Austin Ross
Thanks user
I have a friend that was open about this kind of stuff and had even offered to share but I would decline because I'm a major moralfag. He got a girlfriend at the beginning of the year and so he just stop talking a about it. I kinda want to ask him if having a girlfriend helped with his obsession but I'm kinda afraid.
Aaron Reed
he might have an idea try other hyper taboos, we all masturbate to some weird shit sometimes but you should try to get one that doesn't come with so much jail time
Adrian Butler
idk honestly, im sure your friend still thinks about it sometimes but not as much. I have a boyfriend and sorta made it worse since he's into it too. As much as id like to explore more, im not about to go searching for it online or in person cause i know what can happen but i do get turned on when him and i talk about it. As long as people don't act on the urgese, i think it's okay. We are only human.
Christian King
Or you could try to stop masturbating or watching porn all together.
Josiah Myers
I tried that and it helped but I need something to do so that I'm not bored. I don't start uni until August and i only work during the summer so I don't do too much.
John Kelly
could try day trading or learn something on the side there are a million sites that teach stuff for free, that and work out you should be able to burn infinite hours.
Michael Reed
Thanks user.
Noah Cooper
>2017 >cp on the clearnet at least OP's got balls, lol good luck with that
Leo Johnson
My exact thought waiting for someone to mention that. You're fucked op kys
Kayden Cox
Looking for Cheese Pizza on the clearnet... Not the best idea ever OP.
Ian King
Fun fact!
CP is addicting because it has such a big taboo on it. You cannot find it unless you search really hard for it. This releases alot of dopemin during fapping making your brain addicted to cp.
I know that feel bro. What i did was staying with loli and just punch myself in the balls when thinkijg about cp. Fantasies need to fantasies OP. Just remember that and dont fuck up.
Camden Harris
kay wai es you faggotini
Sebastian Jenkins
OK tard, your masturbation rewards your behavior by association with orgasm, fap to normal shit for a year