Be normal guy

>be normal guy
>decide to transition based on pressure from being kicked out at 18 to "make something of myself" as my parents put it
>happy at first
>had srs and went stealth
>met my future husband and dated for a few years
>subsequently got married
>waited a year after that to tell him im trans
>he took it very hard but didn't resent me
>we went on several trips around the world and really brought ourselves together even more
>next year he starts getting envious of his friends who are fathers
>he wants a son
>argued for another few months till I relented and asked if surrogacy was something he would look into
>my sister had died in a car accident that year
>not close with her but strangely enough she always said she would carry a baby for me and my husband
>her will and my own mother testimony allowed the place that had her eggs to get the process started
>after 8 months my husband and me cashed the final check to the surrogate for 10k and we received out baby
>husband became ultra super dad overnight
>I actually ended up with postpartum depression
>also had an itching feeling like this was a mistake, not just the baby but my marriage and ultimately I questioned my own transition
>buried it for sake of baby
>2 years pass
>my husband became even more successful and happy
>I'm the one kinda stuck raising our son for most of every day
>had to quit my job
>generally depressed
>hate dealing with cis mothers when I have to do things in public, makes me feel like a phoney or a deep cover agent way in over my head
>like being a mother in a way but in another I feel trapped

So I've basically became a housewife and I'm hating it. I regret ever wishing for this. I want a divorce and to give my husband full custody of our son. But besides that I've already had srs so I don't fully have a way to go back to who I was before hrt.
Help

Did i use too many acronyms?

Hah, and they say transgender isnt a mental disorder

>ecide to transition based on pressure from being kicked out at 18
K
Y
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Anything constructive to say?

Sounds like you are one fucked up transy. Just sucks that you had to fuck over another person- your husband

Ropes are cheap

Kek, made me spit my coffee user

You should have realized that you have a mental illness.

Sex realignment surgery is like giving crack to a crackhead and expecting him to all of a sudden drop his addiction.

It was even okayed in the first place as a treatment for a mental disorder.

you sound like a ungrateful cunt you're husband works his ass off to provide for you and you're child and all's you can think about is yourself i hope you leave him and end up with nothing cause you sound like a bottom feeder i know you're not a real woman but you have all the morals of one EVERYTHING IS ABOUT ME AND I'M DEPRESSED SO I'M GONNA ABANDON MY FAMILY TO FIND MYSELF

fuck auto correct..*your

Post your imitation fleshlight : ^ )

>waited a year after that to tell him im trans
>he took it very hard but didn't resent me

This is how i know this story never happened
In no way does a inverse dick look like a pussy and he definitely would have noticed a faggot dilating his open gash 6 hours a day.

This. It's not something you can hide, even from the most clueless person.

Dilation is something i do once a day, he never noticed, plus I pass very well

Well what about what I want to do? Is it fair I have to be the ome taking care of our son all day? I'm sick of it, I want girlfriends and to have a night life again. I'm tired of this

Post tits op

pics

no its fine to be like that you're just scum is all i'm just saying you don't deserve anything nice in your life if you abandon your son he deserves a parent who wants him not a waster like you who cares more about their friends and partying. Its funny cause weak people like you always run back in the end when you realize your friends would turn on you instantly if they had a chance of meeting a husband they love and have a child they love you wont even enter in their brain anymore so being so weak and pathetic you run back hope your husband just slams the door in fucking face.

Post tits

Post nudes op

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> I pass very well
Prove it

Well you have a family now so you bury that shit and be an adult like the rest of them.

>Help

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Shut the fuck up and let him post her tits first

90% sure this story is fake. I don't care what trans-activists say, trans people /never/ pass well enough to fool someone in an intimate relationship with them. Surgery scars, bone structure, etc.

Just in case it is true, the time to start having doubts was BEFORE you brought a new human being into the world. You're a parent now. You don't like your life? Tough.

Actually, the time to start having doubts was probably before you started pretending to be a woman. Would have been better just to have therapy instead.

Maybe I should kill myself. I didn't sign up to become like my mother

Also Sup Forums is pretty fucking sexist to think that a woman's job is solely being a mom and a wife and not an independent person

I couldn't decipher what the fuck you typed but I can tell you're being a massive cunt.

You are a fucking moron if you thought you could have a kid AND a nightlife
Also beeing a true woman isn't all parties and flowers y'kno. You thought you wanted to be a woman until you got to know what it truly means and you now want out? You are a waste of air you fucking degenerate

>Also Sup Forums is pretty fucking sexist to think that a woman's job is solely being a mom and a wife and not an independent person
you
are
not
a
woman
nor will you ever be

you may pass well but your neovagina cannot

that is constructive. if we can stop lying to ourselves and realize this then your destructive decisions would not have been fostered by the media and progressive culture. Maybe you wouldn't have been able to deceive yourself in to thinking that manipulating your body could somehow lead you to any measure of happiness or wholeness.

Maybe OP is lying, maybe he's just neurotic. But this is where he went full potato:

>I actually ended up with postpartum depression

There was no "parting", you fucking loon. PPD is the result of serious biological and hormonal chnages in the body immediately after birth.

You can't get postpartum depression if you weren't pregnant, retard.

even dads have it

>decided to become a mom
>found out it's actually hard work
>now want's out
You are a fucking piece of shit you know that?

this.
real compassion begins with honesty.
Maybe OP is fucked, but his/ her (whatever, fuck you) example will save the lives of those who are still on the brink of doubt.

I wore a belly packer the entire time, I literally pretended to be pregnant at work and around my husband's friends. I'm really ashamed of it. I was also cycling serious hormones on top of the cocktail of female hormones I'm already on

Have you tried killing yourself?

>Sup Forums is pretty fucking sexist
no way
do a flip faggot

He will be if she posts tits
Post tits op

>I wore a belly packer the entire time, I literally pretended to be pregnant at work and around my husband's friends. I'm really ashamed of it. I was also cycling serious hormones on top of the cocktail of female hormones I'm already on
i'm smiling at the knowledge that your life will keep being miserable until you finally do the right thing and end it
have a nice horrible life user
you did this to yourself

You are a pos and traped a guy who just wanted a normal family. You deserve everything you feel, and I honestly hope you kys. That is all the criticism you need. Best thing you can do is dissappear

You can actually get PPD without carrying the baby but its extremely rare and most definitely didn't happen to OP cause he's making the entire thing up.

>this

>I pass very well

>Asking for something constructive
>on Sup Forums

what did you expect?

>EVERYTHING IS ABOUT ME AND I'M DEPRESSED SO I'M GONNA ABANDON MY FAMILY TO FIND MYSELF

Holy shit, he really *did* become a woman!

>Best thing you can do is dissappear
I do have some money saved up. Maybe I should just move to Japan like I wanted to do in the first place lol. It won't be hard, I tought English there before the kid was born.

Post your fake tits you splitdick

Ok put your child in nursery and get a fucking job and pick your child up from nursery but you wont because all's you want to do is take care of your selfish needs when you have a child you life should become about them and you're not a real woman so i'm not being sexist your a thing with a hole were a cock use to be..when a weak person gets called out on there faults instability turn to suicide..won't get sympathy off me go take the easy way out you're probably doing people a favor in the long run.

Yeah run away you little bitch. Life's to hard for you. You are not cut out for it

That isn't PPD, that is the logical emotional reaction to realising your are now well and proper fucked beyond the possibility of any potential escape. "Situational depression", in other words, having a good fucking reason to be miserable.

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I'm thinking about just leaving.

Put a bullet threw your brain that would be best

Well, at least you didn't half-ass your LARPing, so you can be proud of that, at least.

>not obediently becoming a slutty housewife for chad

fuck you for living my dream improperly.

leaving to do what?
starting the next thing just to abandon the (new) people around you again!?
Do the world a favor and do a flip, faggot.

>truth
>not constructive
pick one m'lady

He meant do a slip
A nip slip. Show tits op.

A barrel roll is fine, too.

Post tits

You need to grow up. You have a kid.

You fell for the trans bullshit and that's on you. The only thing you can do is do right by your kid. Get a job, put it In daycare.

Any other option is cowardly

I was like this at first, it got old fast. I don't even have sex well anymore. It feels like I'm just giving him a release and he never makes a fucking effort to make me cum anymore

This.

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Being trans is a mental disorder you know that right

>getting called out for obvious flaws
>now we are sexist because of it
How does It feel not to be able to play the "i have a vagoo so i'm always right" card properly, op?

I think daycare is worse then me leaving. You don't get how fucked up our system is. My biggest issue is how fucked this country is, I can't take Trump as my president so I would rather leave the country then to live in an America that is trying to kill free speech and trying to hide the fact this is a police state bent on forcing us into self imposed prisons of our homes

Cry louder, bitch.
This is not only your life, but that of your child.
Disregarding it puts you on eye to eye level with absolute scum.
Care for your kid at least until it's able to support itself, or do a flip right away.

> My biggest issue is how fucked this country is, I can't take Trump as my president
YOU are in no position to bitch about ANYONE. Fix your own bullshit first before you even attempt to blame anyone but yourself for the misery you brought onto your life and that of your child.

leaving is fine user, b banter aside
except there's a baby involved and you will never get over that
also he's technically your niece or nephew
so what you can do is tell his dad about it
>you need to leave but the door isnt closed on your side, maybe you will be back
dont do the drama shitty thing, do the adult one in your own immaturity, have a mature part of yourself that's reasonably dealing with it
>ok i need a break, sorry for being whatever, but i'm keeping the sane communication lines open
good luck faggot
and remember to do the flip

hahahahaahahaha
good, fuck you tranny

i'm on voice 24/7 with a home daycare provider
she's amazing
and cheap
anyway keep dissing trump
> I can't take Trump as my president so I would rather leave the country then to live in an America that is trying to kill free speech
yes that's the left and the establishment doing that user, not trump nor his supporters
> this is a police state bent on forcing us into self imposed prisons of our homes
say what?
>properly, op?
funny
op is an operation
a walking seething surgical operation

Nobody cares about your sex life or you in general here, 'cause of your kid.

Maybe you should become a drug dealer or a hooker so you could pull the Walter White move.
Just think about it: you make some money for your kid, and after few years you kill yourself and all the money would came through anonymus donations to your kids paypall or something.
You should get a lawyer too if you wanna make this happen.
Maybe a year or two later, AHS would probably make a season based on your story, or you would have a Netflix show for yourself, I mean ofc you will be dead so it doesnt matter but think about your legacy.

yeah just leave before you do anymore damage run away but if you have anything in you what so ever don't ever create a family and ruin another child's life cause you find it all to much to handle there is people who would kill for what you have and take for granted you just sound like a self loathing, degenerate piece of shit i'd do fucking anything for my kids i'd cut my own fucking throat for their lives i struggle to understand people like you

>>be normal guy
>>decide to transition based on pressure from being kicked out at 18 to "make something of myself" as my parents put it.>>
How does this work? That's the least "normal" reaction to getting kicked out I can imagine.

to expand on that what you're suffering from is an inability to express and live out your emotions op
leaving seems like a bubble of fresh air right now because that would take you away from the prison you put yourself in
but you're the one holding the keys user, not other people
you're the one deciding to be real or not, to express your real feelings in the moment or not
thing is of course the very reason you played woman in the first place is to run from your feelings and their representative you mentioned, your mom
and now she catches you back from inside you
that's life for you and all of us anonop

you have two blessings, your guy and your child
you can run away, you can leave, but dont fool yourself
all you need is to be real to yourself and to others

> i'd do fucking anything for my kids i'd cut my own fucking throat for their lives i struggle to understand people like you
good to hear user

>kicked out
>doesnt have the moneyor place to stay
>get money become women
>get rich husbando

Fuck off with your fake trump post

you seriously think a weak, scared little fucking thing would have it in it to make any serious money in drugs? she can't even handle the stress of a normal life

Smoke a cigarette.
But only one.
That's all you are allowed to know.

pro tip: when the smoke is in your esophagus inhale so it gets to lungs

if you don't like it don't read it m8

You're right, let kill him, but first we could arrange some porn production house on budget, at least the degenerate would pay a few bucks to see him naked, >>they

i'd pay for someone to wrap a fucking bar round her head or it or whatever the fuck it is

Have you tried staging your own death

Cigarettes are for pussies,OP should smoke crack like a real man that she is and die.

i was being straightforward
it's good to hear some people have strong parenting bonding like you do

Faggots like you give me faith in the Abrahamic god. I pray you burn.

It's not sexist because your a MAN.

But what about the money?You should send that shit to the kid, and sell the bitch to some necro station -and then send the rest of the money to the kid as well.

That's not the point and also OP has no testicles and barely any testosterone. I'd be easier to make her cry than to punch you.

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It's great to see a good parent once in a while at least.I can't wait to be a mom myself.
That's why it's stuggling to read the OP's bullshit

You are a mentally ill piece of shit.

Of course you are confused about how you feel and what to do in your life.

You needed treatment from the beginning, not to "transition".

This is what happens when we treat a mental illness like it's not a mental illness.

Transitioning is the treatment, you fucking doghnut.