Atm 5, in a month or sos time will prolly be lower sadly
Jack Thomas
Here you go, user. Feel free to rate.
Also, just to contribute to my own thread, I'd say I'm a solid 6. I was fluctuating between 7 and 8 but it's been a trying couple of months.
Camden Richardson
definitely a 3, pretty much wanna die but too much of a pussy to kill myself
Jace Allen
What kind of life do you have to live to be that happy?
Chase Gutierrez
Between 4 and 5.
Lincoln Ward
I fuck all the bitches and smoke weed everyday
Adam Walker
1. Going to take out various loans and waste it on shit then when the money is gone im going to take a sawed off shotgun, 12 gauge buckshot to the forehead. Going to do it in the Appalachian wilderness so no one can easily find my mess of a body, hopefully bears come and eat my corpse
Luis Mitchell
Your IQ is negative, right?
Ryder Carter
3~4 I play video games, do drugs and go to school. All of my life choices are bad bht there are good times. I have more regrets than pro's but I do have some good stories to tell. Bunch of feel good high stories.
Asher Walker
You want your fucking family to be in debt because of you before you die? You realize in most countries debt is inherited
Adrian Morales
2
Cooper Wilson
My family is in no way obligated to pay off my debt. When you die your debt goes away
> Average day would be a 4 if its going ok > Highest point ive hit on the scale in the last 9 months would be a 5
Cooper Butler
This is me but I wanna say nice my neighbor totoro photo. :)
Lincoln Brooks
Solid 9. Always happy, always room to improve.
John Green
Was 8-ish over the summer, currently residing at about a 2.
Brayden Nelson
I can spiral into depression and self loathing, have suicidal thoughts and just stay my whole day in bed, but at the same time I know I'm doing this to myself; I chose the sad thoughts, I chose to eat shit, I chose the negativity, I chose the sadness.
I don't have any philosophical statement, I'm not motivated whatsoever, but I want to try. I'm cleaning my diet, I'm trying to be a better student, I'm trying to stop the mental masturbation.
I don't know, I'm just tired of being stuck. Is my fault. I don't deserve to be depressed. Maybe you have that privilege. I don't. If one day I commit suicide, it will be because I was a lazy piece of garbage that didn't even tried.
I don't know, user. Please stay alive.
Mason Ross
6/10 not exactly but still close enough
Oliver Adams
Thanks, user!
James Rodriguez
3.5
Liam Brooks
4 or 5 every day of my life for as long as I can remember.
Dylan Turner
Lately, I only stop feeling pain when I'm distracted, and I'm distractible, so I'll get distracted from my distractions and feel bad again.
Brandon Rogers
4 I guess
Robert Thompson
4 these days. Been working my way up from being stuck in 1.5-2 for the last few years. Hope feels good.
Cooper Nguyen
Between a 5 and a 6 for me OP
Isaac Bennett
I think it's a pretty solid plan. Any idea what you'll spend the money on?
Austin Campbell
10. I realized there is no god.
Lucas Murphy
Looks wise I'm an 8 (pic related) Feels I'm a 10
Jaxson Peterson
4. I have MS, heart palpitations, and found a testicular lump a few weeks ago. Too poor to afford a 75$ doctor visit. Fuck chemo. The worst part is I feel I had so much potential. The bigger they are..
Though I intend on suicide in a car or die in the woods fighting, I control my own fucking death.
Jordan Mitchell
I don't think it's possible to be an 8 with acne, mate. Not even a 7.
Evan Martin
Constantly hovering between 5 and 8. I've been in school for so goddamn long that I just want it to be over with, which usually shits up my mood.
Dominic Wood
Definitely 3. I just took a long look at myself in a mirror at the gym and realized there's not a single thing in my face I think look good.
Luke Green
2
Nolan Reyes
Ive been 1-4 all my life, currently at a 1
Jason Harris
7-8 Grills are starting to like me, half my life was 3
Connor White
I’m a 5, I feel as if you live to do what ever you do in your spare time.
Hudson Hughes
Guessing you have a Jew nose then
John Martin
Nice dubs, user. Also, how about a pic?
Lucas Cook
Hovering between 4 and 6 recently. My new job is fun, but I'm still dirt poor and live with my parents. When I was working the third shift full time, I was about a 2 even though I was making bank (I spent it all on a car, a new laptop, guns, other equipment, and booze).
Levi Wright
I agree with user
Nathan Diaz
If i may ask what do you do user?
Nathaniel Thomas
definitely number one, people are shit and life will only continue to be more shit despite everything being handed to the developed world always needlessly entitled and bitching about whatever the fuck. (young or old, male or female, gay or straight, etc. etc.)
Nathaniel Watson
I sell guns at Cabela's now. It's really great having a job that intersects with my hobbies and talking to all kinds of people about firearms, but it's part-time and the pay is shit.
I used to put labels on test tubes at a big clinical diagnostics laboratory just down the road, but I only lasted two years before I got shitcanned for too many fuck-ups. Much happier now, but still broke.
A few years ago, I was dealing with breaking up with the only true love I have ever known and was at 1 while my mental and physical pokerface was a 6. I still get down to 3 when I've had a lot to drink and am all alone listening to certain songs, but I'm doing better and cutting back on the booze. I just need to work up the motivation to get back into shape again.
Lucas Gray
2 but I don't want to live
Charles Sullivan
I'm an accounting major. All i do all fucking day is pour over a ridiculous amount of homework assigned to me. Over half of my class failed the most recent test and a lot of them dropped out of the accounting program and changed thier majors. My girlfriend of 2 and a half years left me because I have sleeping issues and I don't like to stay up late. Which is dumb so she probably just found another guy and didn't want to tell me the truth. I have one friend. He is a pretty cool dude and I think I would hurt him if I ended my life. My family would probably be relieved. They are paying for my living arrangements because this accounting program is so hard I can't make good grades and hold down a job at the same time. I'm around a 2. I have plans for suicide but it's only if they get a little worse. I constantly try getting out and making news friends but I feel like nobody can connect with me nor can i connect with them. I hate to say it because its cringy but I think i'm smarter then 99.99% of people I meet and because of that I can't understand them. I want to kill myself. I really do but a small glimer of hope shines in the future. Because I have good grades and come from a good school a company already wants to hire me after graduation starting at around 80-85k a year. Thats in a year and a half. I don't know if I'm gonna make it. I miss my girlfriend. I miss having a life. I miss knowing what it's like to look forward to something and have somebody to love and love me back. I'm scared and i'm tired and each day gets a little harder for me.
Evan Baker
Nah, wouldn't call it a jew nose. It's not hooked. More like a big roman nose.
Picture is a couple of years old. I have shorter hair now, like Jake Gyllenhaal in Prisoners
Brandon Wilson
You are going to be successful and find a better chick.
Aaron Moore
5 mostly
Brandon Butler
I don't think so man. I feel like a loser. Rereading what I just wrote has me crying now. I guess I havn't really faced how bad things are and have just been putting it on the back burner. I need help.
Juan Russell
Between 5 and 6 now, talking to a girl and if that goes well it will definitely increase, if i actually had motivation to do the shit i have to do that would probably help too
Jayden Gonzalez
My gf cheated on me, i have a dead end job and im stuck in a cycle of legal trouble and debt from it... 2
Connor Williams
2 with out a doubt, got drunk with my friends the other night for the first time. One of them I haven't talked too in years because of a controlling and emotional abusive/manipulative fiance that my dumb ass helped him get with her in the first place (I'll never forgive myself) and I ended up having to listen to him fuck her even though he knows I love her. She's pulling away hard from me and I have no other options and even though I'm in college I have no social skills because I'm a fucking sperg so friend circle is small and dwindling. Don't know what the fuck I'm doing with my life /b
Ryder Martinez
5. I'm so jaded that my kicks are only too deep.
Justin Wright
Toe deep
Wyatt Harris
Yea shorter hair is better, but the clothes look like shit you still dress like that user
Justin Davis
I'm at 2 I don't know what to do If I could go back in time I'd invest all my time for getting bitcoin
Xavier Hughes
Bill says it best
Evan Diaz
Just tell yourself to never give up that's what I do
Jacob Ward
I was going to say, a haircut would be a good idea. That's about it. I mean yeah, some nice clothes would go a long way but you're a pretty attractive dude, user.
Sebastian Nelson
4 or 5 I guess. I'd kind of like to blow my head off, but I'm not in for it. I'm too close to finishing renovating my house, I'm dating a cute chick studying mechanical engineering, I'm clearing 60k a year at 33, and I could easily do a lot with my life in a brief time.
I'm just off meds and I really need to get back on them.
Bentley Wood
I'm a solid 6 right now, would be an 8 or 9 but lately I have had a dilemma. I have a gf of two years who I love, but I also have a friend of three years that I want to fuck. Like I would rock her world if given the chance. Only problem is she says she doesn't like me that way, I know it's a lie though because she told me a year ago that she would fuck me if not for my gf. Today we were in my car and I was giving her a ride, we ended up that I said she wouldn't reach over and touch my dick, I bet here that if she did I would buy her food. She immediately reached over and gave my dick a light tap (I was hard but she couldn't see due to the middle console. I know she felt it because of the look on her face which was a satisfied little smile. I asked what's up knowing fully what was up and she just made eye contact for a solid five minutes with that little smile. Then she realized that she was blushing and she turned away. Now I wanna fuck her even more. Sad thing is she ships out for the army in like a week or two and I keep asking to hang out. I don't know what to do, I know she won't just accept it if I say let's fuck so I'm trying to get her to engage but if it doesn't happen soon she's gonna ship out to boot camp and I am gonna be stuck fapping to photos I have of her. Somebody end me. I love my gf but I think I also love her now, I've wanted her for so many years and it's fucking killing me.
Cooper Moore
between 3-4
Kayden King
Mostly not. During the winter when I'm just home or during band rehearsals.
Jordan Ross
congratulations anons im proud of how far youve come
Andrew Murphy
This is me right now.
Thomas Morris
I don't think that outfit would suit you with that haircut I can't imagine it
Carter Morales
It varies, doesn't it OP?
Some days, when I'm thinking about certain milestones, I'm at a 4. When focusing on other things, I'll be around a 9.
Most days, we all sit around a 6. Mainly because it's human nature to be content. Content is comfortable. Content is safe.
One of the problems in trying to life a 10 is that when you fall short, you dive directly down to a 2.
Depressive people will focus on their lowest and give an answer accordingly, manics will focus on their best and give you the respective answer.
I advise focusing on the better situations, but still identifying the worse ones and trying to bring those up to par.
Jordan Morales
You're definitely not a loser. You've got a lot to process (seeing a therapist or counsellor to talk things through with could really ease the pressure) and you're going through a tough time, but all things considered - you're doing great.
Do future you a favour and get some help. Don't give up on yourself. The best is yet to come. I believe in you, user.
Also, don't beat yourself up for feeling overwhelmed. Feeling the way you do is human and you're playing the game on hard mode.
Mason Lee
I was a 1 a few years back, got a DUI and it really helped me turn my life around with the help of my wife, had a few different jobs climbing the ladder and now I'm a union environmental service worker at a hospital making $25 an hour... before my DUI I was a jobless alcoholic who hates the idea of work because I was afraid of failing... now I'm at like a 7... You can always fix your life... sometimes you gotta hit bottom to get back on track towards the top.
Sebastian Cooper
I was a 2 last week, feeling more like a 5-6 now
Nathaniel Parker
Alright man.. I don't have the time or money for it at the moment. But maybe i shoukd look in to it. My friend said something similar to me the other day. Thanks bro. If it's any conciliation, I hope the world throws some good karma your way. Later man
Joshua Cook
Nah, I mostly wear V-neck t-shirts in pastel colours or black/white ones.
Lincoln Flores
On good days I'm an 8, generally a 5 or 6
Jonathan Lewis
alternating between 2 and 9 every week or two for the past few years
Lucas Baker
Good luck, user
Camden Cooper
If you want I can send you some infographs. Discord - #9479
Connor Mitchell
at a solid 2 right now
Michael Morales
>2 Feel like I'm stuck in life in a simulation. Worked my ass off to get a degree and be healthier, gotten to where I can do 7-10 mile jogs and not be phased. Worked on eating better, sleeping better, and communicating better with other people and especially people of the opposite sex. Got knocked down a couple pegs after college when the market downturn left me unemployed for a year then landed a job that let me go, followed by one I took just to make ends meet. Left that one for my dream job and now because of my boss I dread waking up and going to work every day. Haven't had a significant other in a long time, and got blown off a few times recently. Can't seem to make enough to get my own house or a new car. Even with all my hard work everything seems like a pointless cycle of getting dicked over and over again. Starting to lose interest in even my favorite hobbies and not wanting to go out with friends. Definitely feel like I'm sliding back into a 1 despite trying to claw my way out.
Gabriel Morris
7-8 right now, if things go well the next months and land a job where I'm currently in training, I could be a 9
David Russell
2 defently leaning more towards 1
Jayden Anderson
I'm +8 -Intelligent (enjoying a prestigious scholarship because I'm brilliant in my field) -Considered handsome -184cm, Fit (bodybuilder type, steroids user) and strong (+350 Wilks) -Perfectly functional 8 inches dick -Hot and busty fit bisexual girlfriend who also does anal and swallows -Many achivements made before 30 And I'm planning my suicide too -
Ayden Flores
Absolutely, I completely agree. That's some refined emotional intelligence you've got, user.
Jacob Fisher
Probably a 6 or a 7. I like everything about my life except myself.
Christopher Butler
Somewheres between 3 and 4
Christopher Rodriguez
find one thing that makes you happy and give it everything you have, if you cant think of something think harder faggot
Parker Wilson
Keep. Going. If life fucks with you fuck with it back. Hit it twice as hard as it hits you every single time dude. It's gonna get better. I promise
Hudson Morales
You're a happy individual planning your suicide? How does that work?
Levi Stewart
5 and 1. I have no feelings and I have plans to kill myself, will I go through with the plans is not determined.
Jeremiah Collins
2 i'm a junior in high school that has a learning disability and i'm constantly told that my grades aren't good enough to graduate. i'm trying. i'm actually trying. and it still isn't enough. i'm not on any medication which might be a big part of the problem. my mother is still trying to make appointments with doctors so it's just a lot of waiting right now. i really don't want to be like this forever. i know i'm too stupid to learn anything, i'm just sick of people constantly reminding me. it makes me want to kms so badly. i know most of you will think i'm just some youngfag begging for attention. but this is a serious problem and i really need help. i don't know what to do.
Lucas Miller
:( Sorry man :(
Carter Taylor
Combination of 3-5, getting out of depression with some new medication and back to school.
Adrian Gomez
>1 currently going through some of the more critically revered media in my backlog. on movies. will be on music sometime soon. i figure i got about a week left before i get too disinterested to maintain the notion that i'll just disappear; and will finally break
Kayden Lopez
Have you considered experimenting with psilocybin? If not, do some research
Ayden Bennett
suicidal ideation. I have it. I can be on a totally happy day and still think about killing myself.
Jace James
Right now, my professional life is, like, at a 9 but my personal life is, like, at a 2.