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Ask a Schizophrenic anything.
I may take a while to reply sometimes, be patient!
Free (you)s for all posters!
There's a dickscord if you're interested in that.
discord
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Doggo bimp
wanna fug?
>wanna fug?
I still don't even know you.
How many times have you been on an involuntary hold at the hospital?
hey mate, i recently think i might be Jesus christ, but i think that cause of logic reason, do you think it's skyzophrenia ?
>How many times have you been on an involuntary hold at the hospital?
Thankfully, none.
>hey mate
Hello
>do you think it's skyzophrenia ?
That alone isn't enough to say, I'm also not a doctor.
Do you take any medications?
What kinds?
Any you hate and think made you worse off?
okay so just saying i might be Jesus wont make me skyzophreniac... I don't see or heard anything.
>Do you take any medications?
Negative. I avoid all medications if at all possible.
I strongly disagree with medications.
>okay so just saying i might be Jesus wont make me skyzophreniac
Yes, it does not. If you're really worried about it, so see a doctor.
What do you think the Las Vegas shooter's motive was?
>What do you think the Las Vegas shooter's motive was?
I thought about it a lot. I couldn't come to a solid conclusion. But, I'm almost 100% sure he was a puppet.
Whose puppet? Not sure.
My thoughts too. This just reeks to high heaven. My personal theory is the FBI set this guy up so they could bust him. They are doing everything they can to cover up them having prior knowledge of the shooting.
You obviously have a huge thing for Shinobu. Who's your 2nd place girl?
>My personal theory is the FBI set this guy up so they could bust him.
That's a pretty decent theory, considering the money he had was probably all illegal.
I think it goes a little deeper than that, though.
The FBI/government probably had nothing to do with it. I'm guessing he was with another person who was calling the shots. (there appeared to be two shooters).
And Stephen was the "distraction" if you will. Unbeknownst to him.
Basically, what I think happened is Stephen got manipulated by some unknown third party into thinking he was in control but he was just a pawn.
>You obviously have a huge thing for Shinobu. Who's your 2nd place girl?
Whoops forgot this
That's a hard one to answer.
Probably Miki from Idolmaster
Good choice. I switch between her and Hibiki as my favorite Idomaster girl.
I know you mentioned sleep issues in the past but how is it now? Do you still have insomnia and do you get frequent nightmares?
I didn't really care too much for the other Idolmasters girls. Miki is my spirit animal. I'd love to just sleep all day with her big knockers.
>I know you mentioned sleep issues in the past but how is it now?
Still terrible. Probably worse?
My sleep schedule flipflops every few days. Insomnia, oversleeping, undersleeping, literally never get a good nights rest.
>and do you get frequent nightmares?
Well, relatively speaking, yes. I don't dream very often. I often go months without dreaming at all. But around 95% of my dreams are what you might call nightmares. And I suffer from fairly frequent night terrors.
whats your favorite anime?
>whats your favorite anime?
I have a list of about 15 favorites that are all pretty much equal.
But if I had to pick one, it'd either be Psycho Pass (season 1) or Steins;Gate, or Gakkou Gurashi, or Monogatari..
Bimp
Im having some serious problems with my schitzoactive hallucinations. Its almost all auditory things like my owm voice telling me to do things. Nothing bad as of late, but just not things i would normally do. Shit like "listen to her, nice girls are hard to come by. Dont bother eating today, its a hassle. You should get a pet, it would be nice" Medication has not helped in the past and my last psych was a new age dumbass who would feed me any meds she could find to try to "find the real me thats hidden". Should i just give up? Its going to be like this forever.
Wow, so its pretty common then. Was put in unvoluntarily but i think it was just a lapse of acute psychosis. I stopped taking their zombie drugs about 2 months in against their advice and it cleared up pretty much on its own. Live a pretty normal life now aside from never going out or trying to find a girlfriend, but i dont like most people anyways.
I found that with time and just ignoring it works, went away for me. In my opinion, seeing how i was back then id think my mind was a goner tbh but now its alright.
Not op im this guy
>Its almost all auditory things like my owm voice telling me to do things.
Those sound like just conventional thoughts.
>Medication has not helped in the past
the thing about meds is it can often take a long time to find the right ones, and each medication takes upwards of 1-2weeks to actually make any differences.
>Should i just give up?
Isn't that a question you should be asking yourself? I cannot solve your problems for you, user.
The real question is: "Do I want to give up?"
do you? What are the consequences of that? Would you be better off? Would your life get worse?
>Its going to be like this forever.
Nothing lasts forever.
>I stopped taking their zombie drugs about 2 months in
They just let you stop taking them? While you were admitted?
>Live a pretty normal life now aside from never going out or trying to find a girlfriend, but i dont like most people anyways.
I'm pretty much the same. I never leave the house, and pretty much never talk to or interact with people outside of the internet.
Well no, was only in there for like 2 weeks but i didnt have a ride to the city where i would meet with the doctor and get my perscription from. I was on risperdone and seroquel. Those pretty much just knocked me out at night and of course i abused the seroquel by snorting it (it burns like fuck) so didnt do that much. But holy shit was the onset of it quick. Thats why i think it was just an episode, i have a job and shit now and i can interact fine with people i just dont want to. I also ha e insomnia most nights, have to wake up at 7 and im still awake at 12-1am. Oh yeah, lingering anxiety too. If you smoke weed or do drugs and start feeling crazy you should immediately quit. Im sure that helped a ton with my situation.
I wish they were regular thoughts. Its like there are a dozen of me always arguing to try and make me do something different. I took most of my meds for a few months, they made me feel like trash or actually made me hallucinate more. Im sorry if i was not clear enough. I meant should i stop trying to mitigate it and just live with it?
They went away for me when i just told them to shut up(in my mind) for a month or 2 straight.
>Well no, was only in there for like 2 weeks
Ah, I see. That makes a lot more sense.
>Oh yeah, lingering anxiety too.
One of my least favorite things, fucking anxiety.
>If you smoke weed or do drugs and start feeling crazy you should immediately quit.
I smoke weed on occasion and it makes me hella crazy. I should probably quit altogether but, it's too much fun.
I also like the crazy feeling from weed it's... soothing. (most of the time)
>Its like there are a dozen of me always arguing to try and make me do something different.
Ooh, okay.
>they made me feel like trash or actually made me hallucinate more.
That's fairly common. It can be REALLY hard to find the right medications.
>I meant should i stop trying to mitigate it and just live with it?
My answer still applies. If you don't want to continue, then don't. If you do, then do.
You're the only person who knows what you want.
I personally wouldn't go the medical route just because it violates my principals. But, that's just me. Those are choices you need to make for yourself though.
Do you remember the first time you tought something was off or did you grow up knowing you were Schizophrenic?
>Do you remember the first time you tought something was off
I've known something was wrong with me basically all my life. I've always been the odd one out.
>or did you grow up knowing you were Schizophrenic?
Not specifically Schizophrenic, no. Just always knew something was wrong with my head.
i'm going to kill you, because i hate you sincerely -fagnew
>i'm going to kill you, because i hate you sincerely -fagnew
Let me know how that goes.
Hello, B8-user.
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>Hello, B8-user.
Hello, user-Anon.
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When were you diagnosed?
Im currently 21 and I feel like I have some sort of psychosis coming. Once I was 100% sure that I could let things happen by just thinking about them. So I sat down and tought about a friend texting me which then happend. I bought a lottery ticket and got disapointed.
You know how Elon Musk thinks that we live in a Simulation? I pretty much think the same, only that some people from the outside try to communicate with me. Don't hear voices but my quality of sleep sucks.
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>Woke up to a nosebleed in middle of night
>See my favorite vampire on Sup Forums
>everything is connected.
And a nice welcome to you, kind sir.
>When were you diagnosed?
I'm not medically diagnosed. I only saw a psychologist (not a psychiatrist). But that was when I was around 20.
>Im currently 21 and I feel like I have some sort of psychosis coming.
Psychosis can be caused by a lot of things. But the chances that you know you're psychotic is pretty unlikely.
If it's something you're seriously concerned about you should see a doctor.
>You know how Elon Musk thinks that we live in a Simulation?
Well, technically speaking, we do. Your brain is an [spoiler] organic computer [/spoiler] and it's you guessed it, simulating the world around you.
>And a nice welcome to you, kind sir.
Hello to you, user.
I hope you've fared well since last we met. Ooooh, a good month or so ago.
I hate this time of year. Step outside and see all this death around me. The trees, the plants, the garden.... death everywhere. I need a second home in the southern hemisphere so I can avoid autumn.
Well, time will tell.
Thank you for your input.
>I hope you've fared well since last we met.
I'm still alive.
>Ooooh, a good month or so ago.
It's been a good minute.
>I hate this time of year. Step outside and see all this death around me.
How can you possibly hate the fall? It's the best season. Everything is dark and gloomy, the weather is nice, the trees look nice. It's a great time of the year. The BEST time of the year.
>Thank you for your input.
No problem, user. Best of luck.
Give me the spring when the days are warm and the nights cool, all the trees are budding and plants are growing and the flowers are opening up. I love life, I love when there is life all around me. I go to my favorite fairy mound and take a nap in the warm sun and cool air and dream of sprites frolicking around me. Give me spring all year round.
yo waddup schiz, ldr fag here i dont know if you member me,
everyting went to hell im drunk and i want to kill myself nice to see you
>Give me the spring when the days are warm and the nights cool
That's fall here. Spring is nonstop heat all day.
The days are warm and the nights are perfectly cool in the fall.
Spring is fucking horrible here.
>yo waddup schiz
Ayo
>ldr fag here i dont know if you member me,
Which LDR were you? I think there were like two or three. Were you the grill with the Schizo bf?
>everyting went to hell
Well, that sucks. Sorry to hear.
>i want to kill myself
You'll feel better, don't worry.
>i want to kill myself
I don't know why this user feels this way, but I have a bunch of evil, angry black people that live near me and are harassing and threatening all day to the point where I want to call the oolice on them but I can't and I don't have any dealings with them snd don't know them, and they'te willing to kill anyone who feels have disresoected them, even though they introduced themselves as threats when they moved into my neighborhood within the past decade with loud voices, loud rap music and revving engines. I guess they're gangstalkers anf they may have killed someone today while pretending to know nothing about it and laughing to make me look crazy. I don't enjoy coexisting with people like them at all.
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This is gonna be my last post, I'm getting pretty fuckin tired.
Anyone is welcome to add me on Discord if servers aren't their thing
Laxeris#4748
Goodnight to anyone still lurking.
>but I have a bunch of evil, angry black people that live near me and are harassing and threatening all day
The best thing you can do about that is just ignore them as much as you can. Chances are they'll leave you alone if you just put up with their shit. Don't confront them though.
Would feed donuts
>The best thing you can do about that is just ignore them as much as you can. Chances are they'll leave you alone if you just put up with their shit. Don't confront them though.
¡¿Huh?! Come again, lady? They spend a lot more time inside than they used to when they forst came here like they were ordered to bybsomeone, and they keep askingbthe same questions and saying the same shit over and over again as of to make someone like me insane and to break down to their will like I owe them something when, again, I've never met them, and their voices keep carrying and there's no one I can call and nothing I can do to stop them from continuing their harassment of me with their voices carrying through the walls. Someone close to me died today, and because of this situation led by God knows what, I wish I went right along with them. I don't enjoy being physically or virtually here.
How much does the stigma associated with schizophrenia affect you or people around you?
Why does a schizophrenic use Shinobu as an avatar?
how can you be schizophrenic if you know that you are schizophrenic
meaning how can you act and think irrationally due to schizophrenia if you know that its just the schizophrenia which is making you act or think that way
Does hearing voices sound like you're with someone else in the room?
same here, oversleeping and undersleeping is normal for me. very often it's hard for me to sleep at all.
nightmares are normal for me too. but i don't think it's a bad thing. i like to have nightmares. sadly i don't dream so often like i used to do. so there is nothing i can be happy of when i am going to sleep.
sad life.