Have you ever had a prepubescent sexual experience? How did it feel? Was it liberating or violating?

Have you ever had a prepubescent sexual experience? How did it feel? Was it liberating or violating?

fuck off pedo

I was 9 and had cute older cousin. She was my first french kiss and we did it for like 3 weeks. I use to spend the night at her home to play games with my cousins but she liked me more so i could stay in her bed. Great fap material but fucked me up. Dont regret it though. She wasnt ugly so if she was i probably wouldnt have liked it.

How am I a pedo for being curious about people's lives? They're interesting anecdotes. Only actual pedos are so defensive and offensive as people like you.

How did it fuck you up? Did you just get hypersexual or depressed?

I didnt really understand it but everytime i saw her it reminded me of that. I think she remembers it too. I also was attracted to innocence type of porn since i view it as myself. Im mainly over it but incest porn still gets me diamonds thanks to her. Dont regret it though since it was pretty hot.

I think that the part that messes most kids up is either being violated by people whom they dont want to do it consensually or people tell them they are fucked up. Kinda like how some gays kill themselves because adults tell them they are traumatized.

Also i really like straight shota since it reminds me of that time with her.

Yes, i completely agree, it's like how milennials are very sensitive to spanking but their parents are desensitised from it, because of the fundamental perception of what trauma is, and what causes it.

We adapt with the times I suppose.

when i was little i accidentally found out how to jerk off bc of this porno showing it lmao

could you cum or was it just watery semen?

When I was in kindergarten this girl use to lay on a mat next to mine during nap time and everyday for like 2 months she would for some reason rub my stomach and one day I guess she was feeling brave and tried to put her hand down my pants I panicked and scooted away but then she said she would let me touch hers if I let her touch mine so I agreed didn't him or anything but I remember feeling weird but liking it

Told a friend of mine a few years later about it he told me she was probably being molested and that's why she was sexually curious at that age it never even occurred to me that it could have been happening to her

Didn't cum*

yeah i mean i guess its kinda weird for someone in kindergarten to be trying to touch your dick, but i guess you enjoyed it anyway so whatever.

Got raped when I was 11. I was kinda just starting puberty though so it probably doesn't count for this thread.

sorry to hear that. hope you're okay and getting help.

fuck prepubescent sexual experience.
I was sexually abused..

I'm alright now. It screwed with my life for too long, but I'm doing therapy since july, and in recovery.

sorry to hear that. hope you're okay and getting help.

Good to hear :)

I'm not okay and I am currently not getting the help I need.

>I used Facebook to tell random adds/being girl nice enough to carry a conversation with me.

Some part of me wants to talk about it still.
Because there was so much sexual abuse that after awhile I became the abuser. I turned 25 few days ago and I'm proud to say that the last time it happened was when I was 18yrs old..
>Probably the worst thing I did out of everything..

Made a promise since that happened and tried my best to stick to it.
Made 1 or 2 mistakes sure but that's to be expected, nothing with children.
2nd mistake, Recently I slept with a girl who can't think for herself. Found out afterwards on one of her cheques that she's disabled. gets a bonus for it too.
1st mistake, I was 19, slept with my 15yo cousin who convinced me we weren't related because of residential distance. She was a virgin too.

Any questions or remarks OP?

not really, doesn't seem like a situation I want to exploit you for in order to get details. Glad you're better tho. :)

thread died because you chose to share.

When I was 12-13 In had regular sex with another boy of the same age, every weekend multiple times, for nearly two years..

I thought it was fine, never came, but he did often.

Thanks user.

There's times where I get off on some of it.
But right now, not in the mood to explain anything.

that sounds like it would be fun but maybe I'm just thinking with my current mindset.

When I was 11, I got my first blowjob from my 15 y/o cousin.

It freaked me out at the time but is still to this day my favorite of all sexual experiences. Because of the size of my cock it was all tongue and lips... And those beautiful blue eyes.

I couldnt produce sperm but my body spasm and twitched... And then she continued sucking. Had to make her stop.