Not looking for sympathy, just sharing the piece of shit that I am.
I constantly suffer from depression. I've been on medication for years and it has never worked. I'm bipolar and get these strange episodes for example, yesterday crushed prescribed sleeping tablets and snorted it. This morning I woke up with unfamiliar guilt on why the fuck I have done that.
I have a child on the way and my pregnant girlfriend is moving in with me the end of this month. I cannot look after them not even myself. I go hungry some days because I have no friends and no family who can help me with financially.
Should I just kill myself already? I have attempted twice before and failed, obviously, jesus christ I'm sure you cunts aren't that fucking stupid.
Hopefully a child will give you a new lease on life OP, maybe it will bring you true happiness.
Colton Reed
at least don't drag a girl and a kid down with you faggot
Robert Baker
Try psilocybin mushrooms. One of the greatest cures for depression and life-destroying problems known to man
Bentley Lopez
You want to kill the OP before he has the dignity of killing himself?
Ryan Perez
shrooms are completely harmless. Unless you're talking about egodeath, in which case yes.
Chase Butler
Trips of truth.
OP, maybe try changing up your medications.
You have to use willpower above anything else. Mind over matter. I know it's not the best help but you HAVE to realize what reality is, it's not what your depression or bipolar tells you. You have every tool at your disposal to accomplish whatever you desire.
I know it's not much of a help, but a very close friend has bipolar depressive. I know it sucks but you have to make the best of what you have.
Giving up will only wound your soul. Best of luck man.
I can tell you guys how to come off meds, it's easy. Raise the med, to how much you want at all.
Then drop the dose proportionally, daily in lessening increments, for 2*the number of years you've been taking that med.
In terms of months.
Hudson Anderson
I'm nottt..
Wait what's the song?
I'm nottt in love... with you
Cooper Garcia
OP I'm gonna say you're pretty brave asking for life's advice on Sup Forums. Sometimes it isn't the best idea. Anyways, you sound like you have some guilt over something. No, you shouldn't kill yourself. What you should work on is minimizing the amount of true, preventable mistakes you make, but get better at forgiving yourself when you do, because everyone makes mistakes. We aren't perfect. Things will get better at times and yes, there will be hard times you are going to experience too. Its life man, shit is hard out here these days. Work hard and take care of your family. And read a book at night instead of browsing Sup Forums. I bet you'd benefit from a more regular sleep schedule.
Adrian Sullivan
Thanks that is some good advice but I have no patience and suffer from restlessness therefor cannot sit still and read a book.
Asher White
I can clear up 99% of your problems with one simple trick: follow your doctor's instructions.
Kayden Taylor
Put on some headphones and chill the fuck out nigga, damn. Computer screens keep you up at night.
Tyler Gomez
rekt
Parker Bailey
Quality.
Angel Gutierrez
Stop taking medications. They are clearly an issue. Don't take drugs like these idiots are telling you. Go to the gym, go out and be active whether it be hiking or a hobby. Work. Do construction. Join the military and learn a trade if you don't know one. Damn I wish my problems were so simple
Michael Hernandez
Nude pls
Andrew Carter
Depression is an idea embedded in the mind, it is not real. Grow the fuck up
Eli Ramirez
If you've been taking the med for 2 years. Reduce it for 4 months...
If' you've been taking the med for 6 years, reduce for 12 months.
If you've been taking the med for 9 months (0.75 years). reduce for 1.5 months. 45 days.
Oh and, if ever you need the med, to continue the plan, go back to the last ok med level, and do another calculation, with the same values.
Logan Mitchell
this guys the kind of sheep to camp out for the new iphone every year
Charles Bailey
>I constantly suffer from depression. I've been on medication for years and it has never worked. I'm bipolar
and you are bringing a child into the world.
wow. just wow.
Ian Allen
It wasn't planned, honestly.
Jose Murphy
>Cums in pussy
Twas an accident urrr
Matthew Perez
How can pregnancy never be planned? I don't understand that fucking logic.