Ask a Schizophrenic anything

Ask a Schizophrenic anything.
I may take a while to reply sometimes, be patient.
Free (you)s for all posters!

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bimp

wanna fug?

What's it like?

what are ur initial symptoms?

>wanna fug?
And what would you do if I ever said yes?
>What's it like?
Hmm, to put it simply, it's like everything real feels fake and everything fake feels real.
That's about as good as I can do with a vague question.
>what are ur initial symptoms?
Delusions, hallucinations, panic and anxiety attacks.

What kind of delusions?

Fuck off attenionfag, you probably don't even have mental illness

With MU-MIMO relying on beam forming of the WiFi signal in order to more efficiently share the air time, the thing is that it is often done with omnidirectional antennas. If a set of APs are configured for the use of MU-MIMO, but due to wall mounting, will it still work with a bi-quad antenna?

Bi-quad antennas tend to work better for coverage of large rooms, though it is not clear if it will prevent MU-MIMO from working.

>What kind of delusions?
Mostly of and relating to existentialism. It's hard to really pinpoint them when I'm not psychotic.
>Fuck off attenionfag
>Calls me an attentionfag
>While posting in a thread promising free (you)s
>Pic related
>will it still work with a bi-quad antenna?
It should still work. But what do I know

Did you develop it or is it ancestral.

Wrong pic
>Did you develop it or is it ancestral.
I believe I've had it since birth, or at the very least since a very early age.

Tell us about the hallucinations. Also, I heard nicotine helps with the symptoms; you smoke or vape?

>Tell us about the hallucinations
The primary ones I have are auditory, mostly ambient stuff. Like static, birds chirping, ringing. I also have voices that mostly narrate what I'm doing they also just talk about random shit.
The visuals, which only really show up if I'm psychotic or if I have night terrors are, disembodied faces/heads, human-like figures, a tall shadowy black figure that wears a trench coat and has no eyes. Animals, bugs, spiders, etc (these ones are almost always present when after night terrors).

Whoops, forgot this bit
>Also, I heard nicotine helps with the symptoms; you smoke or vape?
No, I dislike the effects of nicotine. I prefer weed.

Are the hallucinations always bad, or are the sometimes fun/pleasant?

Glad to see you keep going on Jon, have a fun thread!

>Are the hallucinations always bad, or are the sometimes fun/pleasant?
They're usually neither good nor bad. They're just kind of there.
Sometimes they're fun though.
>Glad to see you keep going on Jon
Hello, friend.

I dated a girl who went on to tell me she had schizophrenia. She said my BP disorder scared her.

I'd rather deal with the average schizo over the average bpd any day

>I dated a girl who went on to tell me she had schizophrenia.
How'd that go?
>She said my BP disorder scared her.
Borderline?
I have a thing for borderlines. (but only grills)

Bimp

I'm so glad I saw your thread. Have you been well lately?

Waking up this early in the morning is the reason we have all these wars and things, if people slept until later the world would be a more peaceful place.
-T

>Have you been well lately?
up and down, as usual.
Been alright the past few days though.
>Waking up this early in the morning is the reason we have all these wars and things
I couldn't agree more. If only everyone slept til noon, all the worlds problems would be solved.

I apologize for disappearing that way but I underwent some problems that required professional help. All good now!

And yes, who can truly enjoy waking up while the Sun is still not up in the sky?

Have you watched anything lately?

>I apologize for disappearing
No worries, I tend to do the same. Just up and disappear for a while. I know what it's like.
>All good now!
Glad to hear everything's good now.
>who can truly enjoy waking up while the Sun is still not up in the sky?

I'll never know how people can manage it daily.
I'd much rather go to sleep when the sun comes up.
>Have you watched anything lately?
The only thing I've watched in the past few months is Your Pretty Face Is Going To Hell

I'm not really all that curious or have any questions, but I'd like my (You) please. Thanks

Well, maybe you're not allowed to have it.

thanks

>thanks

Hello, user. Do you consider this to be some sort of party?

>Hello, user.
Hiya.
>Do you consider this to be some sort of party?
How do you mean?

I just want a free (you) you filthy (you) slut

I mean to ask if these threads are an opportunity to get out of your illness for a while?

Do not bulli the Shinobu.

It's a comfy party, isn't it?

-T

>I just want a free (you) you filthy (you) slut
Hmmm, I will permit your free (you).
>I mean to ask if these threads are an opportunity to get out of your illness for a while?
Yeah, that's kind of a way to word it. It's just a way to pass the time to distract myself, as it were.
>It's a comfy party, isn't it?
A nice comfy party where no one has to do any real interaction. The best kind of party.

Thanks, Here's a (you) in return

Oh look another one, You can have one back as well

>You can have one back as well
Thanks, but that isn't necessary.

If only you had some areas that you are more than good at so you can hold some more informative and entertaining threads.

>A nice comfy party where no one has to do any real interaction. The best kind of party.
Indeed, though this kind of interaction is the one I prefer, people get bothersome too quickly, it's more comfy when you're at home doing your thingies without people bothering you.

-T

I said you can have a (you) as well

Are all schizophrenics fucking weeaboos?

Hello!!
How are you today?~

>If only you had some areas that you are more than good at so you can hold some more informative and entertaining threads.
There are plenty of things I am more than good at. Those just aren't primarily the focus of the threads.
I think it would be less entertaining.
>people get bothersome too quickly
Agree'd. It's nice to go about your day doing whatever without really having any commitment to anyone.
>I said you can have a (you) as well
And I said it wasn't necessary.
>Are all schizophrenics fucking weeaboos?
Probably

>Hello!!
Hiya
>How are you today?~
I'm okay, neither good nor bad. How about you?

What kind of music do you like? Do you like pigs (three little ones)?
Can you hold a conversation? Can you work?

would you rather
>be cured but dirt shit poor for the rest of your life
>not cured, richest person alive

I'm doing okay, thanks~
Just a little tired, had a long day at work!
How was your day? Anything interesting happen?

Listen here you little punk, You're going to take this (you) and you'll be grateful.

>What kind of music do you like?
I like all kinds of music, I primarily listen to electronic and lo-fi.
Here's some of my favorites:
youtube.com/watch?v=0MIK7bb69xk
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youtube.com/watch?v=QzZeOYSI35c
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youtube.com/watch?v=GPrQLqYvRf8
youtube.com/watch?v=4XpQI0ztOic
youtube.com/watch?v=c9vpfq82LJ8
youtube.com/watch?v=sSRLHccN7hU
I can post more if you're interested.

>Do you like pigs (three little ones)?
I prefer wolves.

>Can you hold a conversation?
I can, I just prefer not to.

>Can you work?
Good question.
>would you rather
Well, I like how I am, because I'm me. So I'd stay the same. But I don't think I need to be the richest person in the world. But that would be pretty fun.
So that.
>I'm doing okay, thanks~
Good to hear.
>Just a little tired, had a long day at work!
Not too rough, I hope?
>How was your day?
Pretty normal. Played in the rain with my doggo earlier tonight, not much else has happened though.

I hope my input is valid as well too, user.

>What kind of music do you like?
Things like Electronic, Vaporwave make me feel fuzzy, but I also like Classical or Metal. You could say the things I don't like are those "Rub yourself against other people" music such as Reggeaton and such.

>Do you like pigs (three little ones)?
It's a comfy tale from my young days, father used to read or come up with stories, that of course was one.

>Can you hold a conversation?
On normal days I can, and sadly it's part of my daily life, so if it's just by bruteforce I had to get used to it. I don't really like it though, I prefer to stay calm in my own environment or bubble, it's safer.

>Can you work?
I do, I'm finishin a Physics Degree specializing myself in Nanotechnology, and I'm researching and simulating thingies with my teacher/boss. Thankfully it's a job one can do alone at home, so I barely have to meet him (or anyone else) a day a week or even less.

-T

>You're going to take this (you) and you'll be grateful.
I cannot in good faith accept that (you).
Give it to some user who needs it.

No, it hasn't been too bad, just a little under staffed so, I've been having to work longer hours~
I appreciate the concern though!!
Also, that's pretty cute, what kind of doggo do you have?

>Also, that's pretty cute, what kind of doggo do you have?
She's a pitty see:

Hi op!
Nice to see you again! What's new and exciting?

You do not understand, I've been sent to deliver this particular (you) to you and only you. By not accepting this (you) you dishonor my fallen brothers who died protecting it.

Do not dishonor my fallen brother, myself or my digits.

>Hi op!
Good evening/morning
>What's new and exciting?
Not too much. Anything new with you?
>You do not understand, I've been sent to deliver this particular (you) to you and only you.
I am undeserving of that (you). It would be more of a dishonor to your fallen comrades if I were to accept it.

...

You are the only one who can claim possession of this (you) and by not taking ownership of it you condemn us all, Please i beg of you not for me but for all those who trusted me, Take the (you) or i have failed them.

That sure is one cute doggo

Nothing exciting today. I got my laundry done, finally!

Do you ever get lewd hallucinations?

>
Occasionally.
>You are the only one who can claim possession of this (you) and by not taking ownership of it you condemn us all
Sorry to let you down, user. I'm good at that though. I cannot accept it.
>That sure is one cute doggo
She's adorable as fuck, she's got so much energy though.
>I got my laundry done, finally!
Oh shit, me too!

>Do you ever get lewd hallucinations?
Yes, they do happen occasionally. They were more frequent when I was younger.

I only came in here to steal all the anime-related images, so thanks OP.

About how old are you? and for how long have you been diagnosed?

You leave me with no choice then, You will take this (you) and you will have no say. Enjoy the (you)
My duty is complete now and i may pass in peace now.

>I only came in here to steal all the anime-related images, so thanks OP.
No, don't steal all my animu pictures!
>About how old are you?
25
>and for how long have you been diagnosed?
I'm not medically diagnosed, I saw a psychologist, not a psychiatrist. But that was about 5 years ago.
>Enjoy the (you)
Nope

But now that i'm here, I might as well ask a question. For how long you've been a fan of Shinobu?

>For how long you've been a fan of Shinobu?
Since about 2014?

do you have any friends with the same condition?

>Nope
>NOPE
You don't get to just say nope like some child, The burden has already been passed to you, It's your (you) now.

Would you recommend Shinobu? never heard of it, but need more stuff to entertain me

I have only recently come to know of the joys that the Monogatari series holds, also anime in general. Blessings on you for your images, and the (you)'s. I will leave you now to go steal from others.

I forgot to add the image, I have failed myself.

>Nanotechnology
Hmm. I interesting, I thought most schiz could barely wipe their own asses. Good job.

>do you have any friends with the same condition?
I've met a few people through these threads.
I've also met a few IRL, but I never kept contact with them.
>You don't get to just say nope like some child
Well, I just did.
>Would you recommend Shinobu?
I would. Bakemonogatari, watch it. It's the first season of the anime
>I have only recently come to know of the joys that the Monogatari series holds, also anime in general.
You should give Steins;Gate a watch too, it's one of my top animes.

And i said it's your's, So it's your's now so there.

>Hmm. I interesting, I thought most schiz could barely wipe their own asses. Good job.

I don't really get why people think that people with this kind of disorder can only fill the floor with drool and cry in their corner, we can live a somewhat normal life.

I back the Steins;Gate suggestion, you will enjoy it for sure.

-T

Do you ever hear voices?

>And i said it's your's, So it's your's now so there.
But, I already said it's not mine.
>I don't really get why people think that people with this kind of disorder can only fill the floor with drool and cry in their corner, we can live a somewhat normal life.
A lot of people don't know very much about Schizo. There's a lot of misinformation about it.
>Do you ever hear voices?
Yes, fairly frequently.

I like you. I've already got it on my queue, that and Serial Experiments Lain. It's hard for me to focus and keep watching them, but I am determined to finish.

Been away for a while. Just wanna say I'm glad to see you still here .

It feels good to finish a chore like that, doesn't it?

>I've already got it on my queue
Good man.
>It's hard for me to focus and keep watching them
I know that feeling. I often lose interest in watching things as well.
>Been away for a while.
Welcome back, user.
>Just wanna say I'm glad to see you still here .
I've been gone a while myself, just kinda started posting again.

>A lot of people don't know very much about Schizo. There's a lot of misinformation about it.

And even if I don't care much what random people think of me, it makes me somewhat sad to see this degree of misinformation when popping out your phone gives you access to so much.

Hey schizo user, nother schizo user here, hope you're doing well!

IT"S YOUR"S
No takesies backsies, Double stamped, No erasies.
Checkmate.

>It feels good to finish a chore like that, doesn't it?
No, not really. I don't really get any satisfaction from things like that.
>it makes me somewhat sad to see this degree of misinformation when popping out your phone gives you access to so much.
A lot of misinformation is spread through the internet. And the fucking media.
>Hey schizo user, nother schizo user here
Hello, Schiz/b/ro.
>hope you're doing well!
I'm okay. Doing well yourself?
>IT"S YOUR"S
Nope.

How are you doing, schianon?

We should create a board, /sch/, and after two days take it down because people would flood in there with "muh autodiagnosis".

-T

Yup.

As a fellow that typically lurks in threads like this and never replies, I have to say I am glad I have interacted with you OP. I'll try to say hi again in the future if I ever see you.

Also learning more about things like Schizophrenia is cool, since I hate misinformation as much as anyone else.

Why are you such a faggot?
Why haven't killed yourself yet?

Even if you don't see them they can see you. They're afraid of the light...

>and after two days take it down
Wow, you'd give it two days before it got taken down?
I'd give it a few hours, tops.
>Yup.
Hmmmmm....
Nah.
>I have to say I am glad I have interacted with you OP.
I'm glad you decided to talk this time.
>I'll try to say hi again in the future if I ever see you.
I usually make these threads around this time. So you know when to find me. I look forward to it.
>Why are you such a faggot?
Why not?
>Why haven't killed yourself yet?
Too much effort.

I think you are just a attention whore who false claim to have schizo

Indeed, heh.

It was fun, Jon, gotta go, see you around, wish you the best!