Gather 'round, Sup Forums, it's time for some stories from a sad, lonely kid whose anxiety is keeping him awake.
>Be me
>2014
>16 y.o.
>All I did was make jokes and learn quickly
>Initially introduce myself to people by butting my way into their conversations
>Was known as the sorta kid who is "weird, funny, clever, and smart"
>Never actually hung out with people outside of classes
>Never went to school events
>Never wanted to touch social websites/shitty social phone apps
Interior, Day, English Class
>I sit in the middle of the room and talk to a couple of "friends"
>People who I had other classes with and were talking just to kill time and get through the day
>A few weeks into the school year
>Teacher: "Okay, we're going to work in small groups and discuss prefixes and suffixes"
>I look around a bit and try to choose who to group with
>No one I talked to wasn't already paired up
>Girl comes up to me and asks to be in my group
>Remember this girl
Remember back to start of the year "Introduce yourself to the class" bullshit
>Girl's turn to speak, her intro includes "My hair is naturally blonde, but I dye it this color" (Some sort of strawberry brunette)
>Teacher: "You dye your hair away from blonde? Do you know that many people prefer blonde hair, and that you have it naturally but want to get RID of what other people see as a blessing?"
>Crazy Girl: "I dye it because it reminds me of my mother, I hate her and don't want to think about her"
Gather 'round, Sup Forums, it's time for some stories from a sad, lonely kid whose anxiety is keeping him awake
Continue OP
Allways put "more?" At the end it attracts more readers
cont.
[2/4]
Back to groupwork
>No one wanted to be in my group except crazy girl, think "She probably has no one else to group with, why not?"
>I pay attention in class so making a list of common roots and prefixes is easy
>Girl is smiling and acts interested in what I say
>Crazy Girl: "Oh man, you sure are smart, you can think of a ton of more words to fit these prefixes than I can"
>"What"
>End up actually liking to work together
>We're both obviously attracted to each other too though
>Over the next few days I talk to her almost exclusively in class
>Hopelessly alone and sad, but put that aside to feel happy for once
>I feel great because someone finally seems to care about talking to me, I don't have to make my way into talking to someone
>In the back of my mind I'm thinking about staying a distant as possible because I don't trust people easily
Especially some girl with domestic problems
>Crazy Girl: "Hey do you have a snapchat? You should add me, I like to take lots of pictures though"
>Me: "No, I don't really have any social apps on my phone"
>Crazy Girl: "Well do you have a phone number?"
>Me: "Yeah"
>Talk lightly over the next couple days
>Get a call from an unknown number while at home
>Unknown: "Hey this is Crazy Girl's friend"
>Me: "Uh, okay, what'd you call me for?"
>Unknown: "I wanted to know if-" Voice breaks off and I can hear two people whispering
>Unknown: "Do you like Crazy Girl?"
>I'm an awkward, distant idiot
>Never was in a relationship
>Me, hesitantly: "Uh, sure"
>End up getting invited to hang out at the local mall
>Decide to go and feel like I'm going to get fooled by some girl who just wants to mess with me
>There's me and crazy walking around the mall how highschoolers with nothing else to do usually act
>She's talking about herself and being friendly
>Also dropping hints that she wants the D
>Dismiss all her flirting, just keep talking about whatever I can think of
>I'm barely paying attention to conversation
more?
Go on just don't kys
Keep going OP
i hope u meme us hard at the end
Continue
> "You dye your hair away from blonde? Do you know that many people prefer blonde hair, and that you have it naturally but want to get RID of what other people see as a blessing?"
What kind of retarded made up shit was that?
Teachers, do I have to explain?
Btw I'm going to be teacher soon. Best Job ever!
You get good payment, have a bunch of holidays, you can be completely drugged up and no one will notice, you can torture kids and basically the less you give a fuck, the more popular you are as a teacher.
I will be a good teacher
I'm still waiting dear
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[3/4]
>I feel like something bad is going to happen the whole time and generally act with melancholy
>End up talking about personal topics
>Crazy Girl: "You're the nicest person I've ever met"
>Me: "Oh that can't be true"
>Crazy Girl: "It is though, you made me realize how nice guys can be. I broke up with my abusive boyfriend because of you."
>"What"
>Turns out she was beaten and molested by her father
>Her mother knew what her father did and ignored it
>Years ago Crazy Girl was removed from their custody, lives with her grandparents (Not abusive to her)
>Has legitimate twisted mentality from it
>Crazy Girl: "Men are evil"
>Me: "What do you mean by that? Men are just people, and people are all sorts of good and evil"
>Crazy Girl: "No, just, men are evil"
>Me: "What about me then, you said I'm the nicest person you've met"
>Crazy Girl: "Well, I guess you're an exception"
>Don't talk for the weekend after going to the mall
>She has a birthday party but told me that it would just be a bunch of girls, so I wasn't invited
September 26th is her birthday
>That Monday, she doesn't show up to class
>Ask her friend who called me before why she wasn't there that day
>Get a vague answer like "She didn't feel well"
more?
yeah
pretty gay but go on
yes
continue pls
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im dressed as ned flanders plz continue
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[4/4]
>She's back in class on Thursday, doesn't want to talk to me
>Walk to her locker with her not saying much
>Ask what's wrong
>Crazy Girl: "You are"
>Me: "I'm what?"
>Crazy Girl: "You're a man"
>Me: "What about it?"
>Crazy Girl: "..."
>Me: "Do you want to talk about this after school somewhere?"
>Crazy Girl: "You're evil"
>"What"
>Crazy Girl: "All men are evil, you're evil, I don't want to be near you"
>Freeze up
>She walks away
>Usually I walk with her to her next class
>This time I just walk in whatever direction is away
>She's not in class the next day
>She's not in class at all
>She changed schedules
>I talk to people and try to see if I can talk to her again
>She just disappears eventually
>I lost all contact after the first quarter of school ended
>I couldn't even see if she went to school anymore
>The only person that whole year to give a shit about me ever just went away
>Continue being sad and lonely
>No close friends to tell what happened
>Feel like a failure, as if she wanted ME to go away
>As If I did something to make her change classes
>Didn't know what to do or how to feel
>Probably felt more attached to this girl than I should've been
>Never told her how I felt about anything other than how "All men aren't evil"
>Decide it's my fault because I had opportunities to reach out and say something
>I didn't want to see my own face anymore
>I didn't want anyone to see me being a failure, even though no one even knows who I am
>Grow out my hair to hide my face
>To this day I still don't know what she thought of me
>Or why she went away
There's more to this story, and I have another one. It took me two hours to write this, fuck proofreading it.
I felt like telling this because something else happened a month ago near Sep 26th and reminds me of it daily.
>inb4 OP's girlfriend gets "raped" in a gangbang at her party
So onto September 26th
>At mall three years later
>Run into Chris Rock
>Get autograph
>All men are evil
sad and gay
How the fuck am I meant to fap to this shit story? At least pretend you raped the bitch user. I've still got wood, I can wait......
Seriously you are depressed because a mentally ill girl said "all men are evil" and stopped talking to you?
Dude I'm fucking 17 and witnessed more shit than you have and still love life.
Here are few things fore example:
>tried to catch my sis when she wanted to cmoomit suicide by jumping out of the window
>am drug addicted (currently high on Tillidin)
>lost few friends because of fentanyl
>family is shit
>ex-bestfriend is in jail
>ex-gf depended on me, otherwise she would of killed herself.
>later on fucks friend of me
>I could go on on half-dramas I've witnessed.
But remember: Life is a bitch, so fuck it!
sometimes mentally unstable people will push loving people away because it scares them or they don't feel like they deserve it or some shit
correction: When I said "lost friends because of fentanyl" then I meant they OD'd and died lol.
You gotta have ups and down, otherwise I'd kill myself. Life would be so empty
>tried
so she jumped?
>Seriously you are depressed because a mentally ill girl said "all men are evil" and stopped talking to you?
>Dude I'm fucking 17 and witnessed more shit than you have and still love life.
>Here are few things fore example:
>>tried to catch my sis when she wanted to cmoomit suicide by jumping out of the window
>>am drug addicted (currently high on Tillidin)
>>lost few friends because of fentanyl
>>family is shit
>>ex-bestfriend is in jail
>>ex-gf depended on me, otherwise she would of killed herself.
>>later on fucks friend of me
>>I could go on on half-dramas I've witnessed.
>But remember: Life is a bitch, so fuck it!
you just made that up on the spot, no way you are 17 and witnessed all of that
member kids. Only cucks do drugs
The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
>>Dude I'm fucking 17 and witnessed more shit than you have and still love life.
Ohhhhhh mods
No my mom breached the locked door and ripped her back in the house. Afterwards she came in a clinic for mental wrecks. I was 11 at that time
Sadly yes. Even more to be honest, but it sounds worse than it is. Everytime I tell these storys (what I rarely do, I distrust people) I get pitty from them.
Thing is: Those expereinces teaches you, you learn and get experience. I wanted to take my life two times now, but recently I started to love all the bad things that happend to me.
It made me the person I am and infact that I was allowed to witness these things gifted me more experience than most people have in my age.
I won't grow old. I've already done every drug. But my life is exciting and started to like the person I am, but started to hate people even more. If you are cold, no one can harm you.
>It took me two hours to write this, fuck proofreading it
Oh dear God just KYS,
>(USER WAS BANNED FOR THIS POST)
Doesn't that user need to be 18 to use Sup Forums?
>op thinks that light contact with a roastie is a real investment
>said roastie is insane
>op believes that persuing an insame roastie is a good idea
Kek
>Doesn't that user need to be 18 to use Sup Forums?
rule number 2 nigger
think a good 30% of people on here are under 18 now
Yeah but only dumbasses get caught
Sounds like the girl just got pissed op didn't read her hints about saying happy bday or something. Women play stupid games like that.
I know when women are doing that shit and call them out on it when i see it. Fuck those stupid games.
lol cuck