You doing alright Sup Forumsros, anything you wanna talk about?

You doing alright Sup Forumsros, anything you wanna talk about?

Also if you want a drink let me know.


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you're not getting a tip

user I never wanted a tip, you being here is already enough for me.

when does life get better?

Depends user, what are your problems?

Fucked by genetics?
Mental health?
3rd world country?

I'm not okay, i'm just existing.

Get me some jack daniels, and a pack of no filter camels, and keep the change

Why you not ok user, anything you want to talk about?
>Slides drink & smoke to you

No, just give me a beer and and some vodka.

3rd world country , always want to make some cash to myself without genuinely having a job , my goals are to get an average sum of money , mabye buy a motorcycle or something and just start cruising , just exploring

distilling my own booze tomorrow.

5 gallon of
Kaki and mango mead
at 10%, gonna distil it
then cut it with distilled water down to 40% and then bottle it with slice of anana.

sorry i meant to say persimmon not kaki.

I have PTSD which makes it hard to admit my problems

Debilitating schizophrenia :(

I blame my manlet genetics on never having a GF, but deep inside I know it´s because I'm a pussy

Could be worse, just your typical no friends,no gf not really good at anything. Hate my job and am completely miserable but I'm stuck in it because no other job would pay me as much as this without my diploma

i miss my ex, but i know she's better without me cause i cheated on her

user I think that you should just keep with your job until you can scrape up enough money to make a small startup, maybe of something you're interested in

you could get a hobby for your free time, or just look up for something you really like. for me is just listening to music

I do search and rescue training with my dog. Nothing serious like finding lost hikers or something but If a kid or elderly go missing in my town I'd help out. Haven't had to go out yet though.

yeah bub another busch

Hello mister i'm new around here.

Im turning 21 soon. Living on my own while im trying to pursue an education.
Over the last year of me moving on my own since the death of my father, my budget has gotten a lot more tight than usually..

As of now I dont have money for warm meals or anyting basically. My sad situation leaves me to spend what little I have on hash and drugs mostly, since thats what keeps me satisfied for the longest.

Finding part time work is almost impossible where I'm living.

My family is from the lowest economic class so I can't expect getting shit from them.

Lately i've considered my possibilities for doing a armed robbery.

Not something im proud of considering.
On the other hand, looking at how good most people my age get it, I don't even feel dirty for considering.

Is it ok for me to do so or should I be happy with what I got?

.. and make that a canned coke please.. on the house..?

How do I improve my tinder game fam?

how'd you get that many persimmons?

Though not OP, you could consider the army as much as I hate suggesting it. If you're not interested there, there's always is food pantries/soup kitchens

ay ay, word on the streets is you gots the best butthash in the area
How much for a QP of doo doo butter supreme #2?

my girlfriend of 3.5 years dumped me a week ago over the phone after I spent the past few months putting in minimal effort into the relationship. We were barely talking, barely hanging out and she just felt like I didn't give a shit anymore.

my initial reaction was, this might be good because I was starting to feel suffocated but that night and the next day I was just a mess. We ended up talking in person and she said she needed time. now weve been talking more than we have in the last few months (just through text) and I feel like I'm falling in love with her all over again. I feel like theres a decent chance of us getting back together but she hasnt given me a definite answer yet.

Get me a white russian if you will.
Not doing alright, but then I never have been.

Is this new copyspaghetti?

Let me get an Irish carbomb it's been a long week

What the other user said Sup Forumsro, you don't want someone to shoot you for trying to rob them or end up in prison.

armed robber here.

funny you mention it, I have actually considered joining the army. Life in the army is largely simplified, and you get food, shelter and company.
Besides that I love exercising

lol i can see why you would think that.

welcome to my life

I just lost my viriginity to a 35year old woman
I'm 20
I fucked up so bad, in the end she said we don't know eachother and that was it.
So fucking bad i wanna kill myself

tl;dr I'm making poor decisions after getting dumped

I've been there plenty man. Feels like hell now but it'll pass

was she hot tho? and why was it so bad

No thanks fruitcake you take that back

got scarlet fever. still contagious til tomorrow night. can you whip me up a hot coacoa to soothe my throat?

Lay down on your back and i'll fill you out with my warm home made organic coco straight from my anus
Now with pieces of M&Ms and smarties!

just a whiskey sour tonight, user. cheapest whiskey, please

Yeah, around 6 7/10
We were both drunk as hell, damn i never even kissed a girl before, but this night everything went right, picked her up in club, TLDR: we came back to her place, fucked for some time (missionary, doggy, bj) and i couldnt really get hard, i was from time to time, and in the end i basicly jerked myself off cause i felt this is going for too long and whatever
In the end she gave me something to eat, she acted like i was her child, and i went home
Also, she has ties to police force, so i didnt fuck her good (obviously) and now she wants some weed (she offered me some brownies)
Its so fucking strange man
Fuck me

im an ugly fucker with no redeeming qualities on my body. kill me.

If i take a wizz in your mouth you'll get the house's cheapest whiskey straight from the source

Kind of expected for everybody's first time. And honestly her just leaving with no strings attached can be a real blessing sometimes.

Move on user delete her number that ship has sailed. Trust me quite experienced fag here rip the plaster off now its only gonna hurt more the longer its on

So am I and I got in a relationship with another ugly fucker with a 9/10 personality. You can score one way or another.

Seems like it went okay till she went back in the kitchen lol.

Maybe fuck her again over some edibles and hope she's a bit more sane when she is not piss drunk?

Man, she knows my full name and i know only her first
I fucked up real bad, and i was piss drunk the whole time
I dont even know man. she has contacts at police, and i fucked in her place and left the condom there and all, i even forgot my bracelet i had...

Turns out, the potential for blatant disrespect and sophomoric name-calling doesn't go away with age. Fucking old ass co-workers.

Thats the thing man, its all so fucking strange
i just drove home about 5miles from her, still drunk abit and here i am
basicly i have no idea how this is gonna work out, but all im seein is bad situations

Im 20 and miserable what else is knew. Im in a long distance relationship with a girl im genuinely in love with and it just feels like it makes me go insane to be so in love with someone but not be there physically. Its almost as if im talking to a ghost. Im not going to be done with school for years because im studying to be a psychiatrist. I work a dead end job where i make fuck all so all my money goes to insurance/other bills. I only have music and writing to keep me company and alcohol occasionally

Writerfag here
Can you talk about what PTSD is like?

Also just get me some royal crown keep the change

Get me one 9/11 drink please

Stuck in between atheism and being religious. I've seen and experienced amazing things in correspondence with the religion I was born into, but I don't know if what I've seen/felt is real or coincidence/placebo. Just want to fucking know what is true.

For now there really isn't much to do. All you can do for the future is try not to piss her off.

She's most likely going to facepalm hard like you did and maybe you're lucky never hearing from her again :b

dont worry about the cops tho

I always tell myself that being said every once and a while is because im younger. I always say when I get older ill be fine, but I'm starting to deny that.

Gimmie a glass of whiskey. Fuck it, the bottle. I got all night.

I know man, it's just that its so unnecesary, u know i mean i fucked her bad, but i could really know better since i was drunk as hell and only saw pussy on fucking pornhub
I dont even jerk off alot for fucks sake
I guess its better if we both forgot it all, but i have a feeling she wont..

She's fucking some dude on the side bro, long distance relationships aren't real

I'm 21, dead end job at walmart making only $9/hr, no gf, no car, shitty apartment I pay way too much for, and I'm a raging alcoholic. I feel it

this just kind of pisses me off
>i use to go to friend's house eat taco bell/ burger kind and play video games
>i got into a car accident a bad one
>friends moved away when in hospital / therapy
>friends kind of move on with me one has a girlfriend and the other one seems to be going out right now

I constantly worry about what the future looks like for me. I changed my major kinda late in the game, so I'm behind in terms of my classes by about a year and a half or two. I was originally on track to graduate in 2019, but the way things are looking, it'll be at least 2020 before that happens. I'm just kinda sad about this.

>I'm a 33 year old virgin

I have a huge diaper fetish which prevents me from asking girls out, too afraid about what they will think of me. I look at the personals on reddit and fetlife every single day looking for someone. Sometimes I get to talk to some who are into diapers, but I can never keep the conversation going because I'm awkward as fuck.

I'm going to have to make a decision to find some normal girl and keep the diaper thing hidden, or keep trying for a diaper girl, and hope I find out before I get too old.

Long distance can't be healthy it really can't. I feel like im going crazy sometimes and I can't do anything about it. I get anxious and feel into a deep depression a few months back where I just stopped eating and lost 10 pounds. I was skinny before but this was bad I went from like 135 to 125. Im 5'11 for scale

It's like...

You're going about your day, and you smell/hear/see something that was involved in what fucked you up. It could be anything, from a song that was playing in the background, a smell that lingered around, the same space which traumatized you, to a phrase whoever attacked the victim used. The brain literally interprets these things as unsafe, and the initial event plays out as if you're actually there again, reliving it.

On the exterior, someone suffering a flashback will seem mildly spacey, but to them, they are really there again. They may be unresponsive, and when they come back to reality they are exhausted.

Do you know how certain smells remind you of happy times? Like, your mom's cooking, a campfire, your favourite snack... It's basically that, but reversed. The brain is hard wired to panic and shut off.

People with PTSD genuinely don't trust anybody, and if they are suffering bad enough, they will suck the ones they love into the void with them. I have often told my partner to leave me, and it distresses him. To the point he told me to stop.

In reality, i'm a violent, thoughtless monster. I blank out and fuck people up. It takes all of my willpower to not lash out at my partner physically. But he has seen the monster, and it terrifies him.

The nightmares make it hard to sleep. The incident keeps looping on repeat, nightmares are common. So is insomnia due to fear of the nightmares. Added to the mix, this is beyond dangerous.

I want to be normal again, but it's going to take years of CBT. I am a special kind of clusterfuck, given the fact this is my second bout of PTSD, completely unrelated to the first.

I want to explain how I feel - but I also feel that would burden people. It's a catch 22.

And I know if this ends then I might try something even more drastic and that scares me. I know its easy just to say get out of there but its really hard

If she's a decent person you wont hear from her again.
Worst scenario, you just fucked the craziest bitch in your whole area, and now you're forced to be her slave in one way or another.

Im leaning more towards the first part tho

Boy, I was on your shoes a few months ago.

>I felt the relationship was going nowhere and I told her just that.
>She said she wanted to try to save it no matter what.
>I agreed
>We started talking more and more
>I start falling for her again
>A month goes by and now she is the one who tells me that the relationship is going nowhere and wants to break up.
>She made me fall in love with her all over again, just in an attemp to break my heart.

It took me a whole month just to realize that I'm better without her and even then I still miss the bitch from time to time.
Don't fall for it! Break up and move on, son!

Hey bar Sup Forumsro, I'll have the usual. How you holding up?

Do you think you are more susceptible to getting traumatized than other people or have you just been really unlucky?

Really unlucky.

Although, the first case happened when I was a child, and it was never resolved. Instead of discussing things with me like regular parents would, mine used heroin and escaped while I was left to deal with my head alone.

If i had some serious help the first time, I would have been prepared for the second.

I cant get a girl what do

take a number and get in line

I'm sorry to hear that.

Since the 2nd time, do you feel like you've made any progress?
Do you ever have moments where you are "in peace" with the things that happened, and feel like there's reason to move on?

>be me
>had "spontaneous" pneumothorax last year, just after moving to the big city + quit smoking weed and hash
>recover
>one year later i'm back to weed
>try to stop and smoke half a pack of cigs a day

what do ?

Why is this feeling of that one girl that got away so common? Why can't it be something that can be rationally dealt with if so many have been affected by it? I'm so tired of this feeling of longing. Ever since I moved away I've had these feelings intensify even more than what they should be.

stop smoking cigs.

use edibles if you must get high.

I only use weed to sleep and relieve anxiety.

it has to do with attachment disorder.

you are developing unhealthy relationships with people where you feel you depend on them for something, and when they are no longer there to provide you with that you feel loss or remorse.

You might have a serious ung condition.

Quit smoking for your own sake before you die

Trying so hard right now to get acid or shrooms..but no one is fucking available

I haven't exactly come to terms with it yet. The second incident happened in august of this year, and since then I have had stress after stress piled on me.

It's more like accepting that i'm broken than feeling any peace or resolution. I've never known any other state than constant alert.

After 4 years of friendship, she only sees me as a friend... what’s the point in trying

slow and steady wins in the end

I just want the fucking Russians off Sup Forums

just broke up with my girlfriend
>she said she needed space with assignments coming up on Thursday
>Thursday came and went and I got nothing
>she had some snap chats of getting hair cut and stuff
>her facebook she posted about being on strong pain killers
>nothing sent directly to me
>I broke up over text since she wasn't answering her phone
>she said about being sick
>I said she should have told me or just sent a text
>she said she doesn't want an argument
>I haven't responded

I'm sad

I was physically abused and cheated on by my boyfriend and I'm having a really hard time finding someone else.

In your case i'd hate to suggest drugs as an aid to recovering.

.. but ...

Its been proved that mdma helps removing bad feelings about certain memories, by simply thinking about them in a state where you're happy out of your mind.
From personal use I can confirm that this helped me get settled with some things I used to deal with alot.

I know this came out of nowhere, but would you consider trying such methods in order to get better?

I abused MDMA for a year in 2015. I sat down with my housemate and we tried everything. In the end I almost died and my depression got worse.

>I know I have a negative answer for everything, but i'm telling the truth

The only people that I would consider as an actual friend in my lifetime was in elementary school, and he moved to another state never to be seen again. I try to make contact with him in any way possible but it seems that he is a ghost. He doesn't really use social media from what I have found.

Person* my bad

i gave up trying to find love, its hopeless, i guess im mgtow now

Shit I love emotionally broken girls post pics

I feel like I don't really have a personality and that iam just boring to be with.
I really don't know. This is whats floating round my brain.

I'll just take a beer.

I guess i wont need to tell you that personal problems + drug problems may = some serious fkn emotional problems.

I just broke free from a year long period, where I would smoke excessively and do drugs to always keep a buzz going so I didnt feel like shit. It helped alot on my temper and also on my judgement.

If you have a drug problem, I think thats a place to start..

Maybe you have autism? Not even joking or being disrespectful here

I never said I was a girl for a reason.

>post doesn't specify gender

That's a gay dude.

Im gettin my stroke on