Killing myself soon. What should I do before I die? Don't have a lot of time or much money...

Killing myself soon. What should I do before I die? Don't have a lot of time or much money, just looking for a few ideas for my last days.

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Lost yourself too? Keep looking, Sup Forumsro. Trying.

Kill someone else. Won't cost you anything, and if you're stupid enough to get caught you can suicide by cop.

I'd prefer not to hurt anyone...
I think I've tried for too long now.

>killing myself soon. What should I do before I die?

Talk to someone. Get help.

Already did that. Any ideas for some things I should experience?

go to some public place talk to random people, get to know some or smth
have fun.. get so drunk you black out..
i mean if you wanna go through with it, you could do anything.
if theres just a tiny bit of doubt in you, go, get help.

Fuck your sister.

Wondering the same to be honest. Been searching for a long time too now. Guess it doesn't get better for everyone?

Smoke weed and enjoy all the positive in life you ever had. Think positive thoughts

>killing myself soon
kill yourself

I don't think she's into me lol.
Yeah that's the current plan.
No, it really doesn't. Not for everyone.

Take shrooms or acid, this'll give you a chance to think twice about it.

Get as many cunts as possible pregnant

Never done any drugs. That's on the list for sure.

Why do you need to do something before going out? Life sucks, if you have will just pull the trigger. IDK how I'm living as well. Feel like a zombie who hates every day and myself

>implying it matters if she's into you

Try antidepressants. For real.

I guess it just feels like the thing to do. It's no rush, I've made the descision. I just feel like I should try and be happy for a small time before I do it.

You should check my dubs.

Better luck next time man

I know how you feel. But i can also tell you it can get a lot better by getting help and fixing your life piece by piece. And with every piece you fix, a bit of happiness returns.

If you're gonna die soon (your choice), you could do the world a favor and try helping people around town. Here's a cute pepper to cheer you up

You should consider poopsmoking butthash before you Kurt Cobain yourself because it gets you high as shit nigger since it's strong stuff

Maybe you'll end up a poophead getting high as shit nigger all the time because you'll poopsmoke so much butthash that you'll have to panhandle and suck dicks for your next fix

That'd be nice if I had any usefulness that would let me do anything.

just do it faggot

Now you're just beating yourself up. What if you went to a church or something like that and take up a religion. I'm sure there's someone who will give you food and a roof, which will allow you to get a job, make some dough, and work towards college to really make an impact. Give this a shot

Did you break both your arms?

Pretty sure some words from the internet will not help but cheer up get some help.

I was already working towards a degree...that's not really the issue for me. Thanks for the suggestion though.

Thanks.
Uh, no? Is this a reference to something?

This is a lie OP just kill yourself.

Life, sad as it may be, is better than eternal darkness. dont compare your own life to others. Do what makes you happy.

Yeah I know it’s a lie. Don’t worry.

Well you will die in the end anyway.. you will be dead for most of the time in the universe, life you get inly for about 80 years, try toget the best help you can and get the most of what's left

Do a lot of acid or try dmt. This will open your eyes before you die you have to try it

Well, OP, what's the reason for your depression. (And please attempt to cheer up after this. I know depression can be addicting, and when I say that I mean when you're sad and you think of why, it branches more reasons as to why you should be sad. I know, because my wife and my two brothers were killed by a drive by. It fucking sucks, but you have to hustle through it)

Go to the nearest state park and see beauty. Stay for the beauty of life. ...drunk bad spell. Still

At the risk of sounding like a total DUDE420LMAO

Have you ever considered magic mushrooms? There's a lot of mumbojumbo surrounding it (on both sides), but it has a set of undeniable qualities and effects - and have the power to completely shift ones worldview, virtually over night...

And opposed to LSD, mushrooms will hand your ass to you and there's nothing you can do about it, and you have no choice but to listen!

Not saying that all of your problems will magically fucking disappear, but it might make it easier for you to live with it (actually fucking live with it, and / or eventually sort things out).

I know this is off-topic in relation to OP... But if you're not seeing a therapist already, you REALLY should...

There’s no good reason for it. It just is. It’s fucking pathetic.

And yes, the other anons are speaking the truth; shrooms have saved a lot of people from attempting suicide because it opens their eyes to a solution

Might try a National park actually. Good thinking.

Can’t see a therapist...but is this mushrooms thing real? I’ve never taken drugs, no idea what a high is like. I’m pretty sure you all are fucking with me.

Well then get on with it faggot

Also shrooms are good

Idea: move. Move to a new area and play some lively music while doing so. Ragtime jazz can help lift your spirit as you move to a place like beautiful Chicago. My uncle did this and he said it saved him from hanging himself

No hurry friend. Bucket list.

Absolutely try psycadellics. It is real

I’ll...take that under advisement

Nope, were not fucking with you. Look it up OP; it has saved lives. Some dude on the brink of suicide popped some and realized the reason why he was depressed. He even went to start a multi million dollar company.

How are you going out? How much money do you have to do drugs? If I an hero it's going to be the coolest shit in the world. First it'll be prefaced with drugs, women, another guy, and Viagra. I already spend a small fortune each year on both but it's going to be epic as shit. I'll have girls sucking on my toes, fingers, nipples, ears, licking my butthole, there will be no greater feeling. It's like Allahu Akbar while you're still alive dude. After I cum for the 3rd or 4th time I'm going to get in my car with a gun. I'm going to speed, jump out of my car, spread my wings in my flying suit thing down a mountain or some shit, pull a grenade pin, shoot myself in the heart, and die.

Now I know you’re fucking with me.

That’s...elaborate. I was just gonna use a revolver

Nope. Acid, dmt, ayahuasca, mushrooms, and most other things that can induce egodeath can really save you. You should look into it and do some research, its pretty intersting

I’ll google it I guess

I dubs'ed it so you know it's real. The only problem is finding a grenade. Not really sure where to buy one. I'm also not suicidal right now so I have time to plan.

I'll also have someone video this, or maybe I can live feed it to you fags one day.

Rather open your eyes than save you. It will at least make dying a more interesting adventure

Rape someone.

You don't sound like you plan to complete it. Truly meaningless life won't be saved by some new experiences. Some guy talked about some darkness. You die and it's over. Time stops just as you and all the joy and hate of this fake world. You have energy to do these shit suggestions and still want to be gone? Why? When you're let down by everything you take your life. Everyone will forget you and apart from your family nobody will give a shit about your death. Did you decide what method of suicide you will use? If only we had here weapons. It would be much easier. You drink some alcohol and let the bullet to kiss your brain. Envious to Americans

Sounds fun. Good luck with all that.

So listen, I have an idea for you something I myself did at the time. Have you heard of lucid dreaming if not its It's like being in a perfect virtual reality machine, except it's a dream in which you are aware that you are dreaming. It can feel as real as this reality from experience.

So here is what you do research lucid dreaming, understand and put it into action. When you learned how to do it kill yourself in the lucid dream. It will feel extremely real.

This is an English board fuck off until you can speak it properly

I think lucid dreaming is a myth

Start with acid. It will allow you to reflect.

Then DMT

Far from it, its as real as can be.

I practice here. That's the only place where I speak my mind out

Well I couldn’t t understand what the hell you were trying to say there

Today, we (hopefully) saved an anons life; give yourselves a pat on the back

OP here, you really didn’t?

Go to your nearest national park or national forest. Just roam around. Feel vulnerable to nature. Live like your ancestors

Shit

Sorry to disappoint. I’m good at that.

>OP here, you really didn’t?
AHAHAHA moralfag BTFO

explore an abandoned area and try weed

I’ve done some urban exploring already. Cool stuff. And yeah gonna try weed.

Here is some scientific evidence for lucid dreaming.

ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2737577/

Try committing suicide by eating as much of your poop as you can

Read a book, lift heavy things, find a hobby, if your giving yourself a couple days make an attempt to find something that makes you happy or your good at. go down swinging. DONT DO IT FAGGIT.

OP...you could always do like I am doing. I am pretty sure my wife is planning to kill me...but since life is blah anyway...I figure Ill wait and see if she is sucessful.

Please go get help. I don't know you obviously, but I'm sure you're offering something to the world. Get that degree. I can talk to you if you're interested.

Thought about suicide before. Almost went through with it. I didn't, and then turned my life around by praying more, reading more, and being more confident about myself. Don't do it OP. Life will get better.

learn how to solve rubik's cubes and aim to get a sub-1 minute solve (fairly easy, takes a week or two with little practice) before you an hero
buy a cheap MF3RS or some other 3x3 on www.thecubicle.us

I enjoy people who come into suicide threads to do nothing specifically helpful.

Then the actual Sup Forums comments come into play and get some sort of effect.

If you're serious about killing yourself then live life the the fullest. Do crazy shit like go skydiving, swim with sharks, climb a mountain.

Do something you've always feared because you should no longer really care what happens. Talk to everyone, if you see a hot girl on the street, go talk to her and see what happens. You shouldn't fear rejection bc you're gonna die in a few days anyways.


Go spend all of your saving, go to the casino and live like a baller. Order drinks for the whole table, spend money like it's nothing because it really is nothing to you, now that you plan on killing yourself.

what the fuck

Mushrooms and psychedelics in general are very different from conventional recreational drugs...The thought of it can be a little scary, but if you do proper research and take proper repercussions that will lower your anxiety considerably.

But that is not to say that they or completely harmless.
If you have pre-existing (active / inactive) mental conditions these can be triggered or worsened by the use of such substances - hence the myths of psychedelics causing people to go "crazy".
Predominantly it can trigger / worsen conditions such as psychosis, schizophrenia, OCD, HPPD (Hallucinatory Persisting Perception Disorder), various anxiety disorders etc.

Even if you aren't planning on using psychedelics, researching them can also be very interesting and enlightening! A very misunderstood category of "plant remedies".

Also to add
If you plan on killing yourself then that's fine it won't really effect anyone on this board or in this thread, except for yourself.

However, note that by killing yourself you give up on:
>eating a really nice meal
>kissing someone you love
>having an argument about something you're passionate about
>having hobbies
>having dreams
>using the computer
>dreaming
>sleeping. You're going to miss sleeping
>getting drunk with your friends or people you just met that become your friends
>making friends and relationships
>helping someone accomplish their dreams or goals
>swimming
>doing something crazy and adventurous


I don't really give two shits if you die, or I'd you survive. However you should really think about what you're about to do. Your life might be shit now but who's to say that it won't he amazing in 3,5,10,15 years.

Also remember that if you kill yourself you're fucking over your entire family. Idk how your relationship is with them, but if it's good then I would consider them too.

Visit Alaska

go hunt someone down that needs to die pedo a killer etcetera. or go give you cash to people in need, just know if you kill your self it will affect someone in your life