Post your favorite album (this week) and the worst thing you've done (this week)

Post your favorite album (this week) and the worst thing you've done (this week)

>be a skinny gay faggot with a fetish for muscle or muscle+slightly overweight
>was at a convience store buying shit
>attractive guy comes in
>try taking pictures of him with my phone
>I'm retarded and super obvious about it and he sees me doing it and is super creeped out
>instead of trying to act natural about it and dispelling my weirdness I basically rush out
>feel like shit

Please make me feel more like a degenerate and also post your own fucked up shit

I sat through awful movies.

Spent all of today on the internet

>In a chemistry lab
>professor randomly paired us up with the partner we will be with the whole semester
>my partner is a gorgeous little blonde girl
>I'm already terrible with people, and this is making me even worse
>keep on fucking up stuff during the experiment and am forgetting basic stuff
>dropped an erlenmeyer flask and it broke
>forgot to mix reactants in tube before incubating so had to take extra time to redo
>accidentally poured a cancer causing agent on her bare wrist
>can tell she's pissed at me and it's only the first week
I want to die

and awful albums, apparently

haven't started writing college essays yet and senior year starts on wednesday

fucking around at an abandoned train station with my friends and the cops found us

you sound cute

>Bauhaus
>Awful

put whole 200 dollars in litecoin right when all this bullshit over here doing things over here, also had a dream i ran over my mom in my car and I think it was on purpose

when all this bullshit over here doing things over here
Fucking what?
Also I just googled and isn't litecoin doing good right now?

awkardly deny an invite to a girl ive been crushing on for a while's apartment to play vidya

Thanks but no one I'm into ever seems to care whether I'm cute or not
I look good for being a skinny normalfag but I wish I could be more alpha

I slept until 4:40pm. Just woke up 8 minutes ago.

You've got to work up your confidence and care less what people think. "wishing" to be more alpha is useless, you just have to DO it.

Been trying that lately and have been more successful than I've been in a while, but I still have limitations. I try to be confident and not worry as much but then I'm not paying attention to myself and I do stupid shit. My limitations screw up my confidence but then when I try to be confident anyway I just keep screwing up anyway, so sometimes it seems like I have no choice but to be forced in my own head

Make sure you have a good support system. It's easier to believe in yourself when others do too.

That's true, I got my parents and I'm trying to find other people at least, I don't have a lot now but without that I would be a goddamn wreck. My entire method of coping is relying heavily on others to vent on

i mean relatively speaking maybe, but i bought in around $70, it went up to 90-some in a day or 2, started thinking about boats and stimulants, now it's back at around 70 a couple days later. Feels like a loss, especially because i'm poor and in debt and probably have autism or depression or something

I forgot to request off the days I have school at work, and now I have to miss two days of classes

I fee you, can't you sell what you've bought though? Or are you not able to do that yet

And I definitely feel you on that last stuff, it's almost second nature for me to look down on myself or to write off anything good that I might do.
Why is it exactly that you buying litecoin is such a bad thing for your self perception? Aside from you not having a ton of money, I mean. Even if you blew your money on some other non-resellable thing I'd still say that that isn't enough reason to feel bad about yourself.

that's a meme. you don't need to start your college essays before the school year even starts.
r...right?

spent $100 on a microphone that i probably wont even use.

Yeah dwelling on shortcomings and missed financial/relationship opportunities and that kind of thing is pretty normal though, especially here I think, I'm not beating myself up or anything, don't beat yourself up either man

I did absolutely nothing and that's bad enough

it's recommended so you're not stressed the fuck out about finding the time to do college applications while also doing your regular schoolwork (and working for some people). though i'm a lazy fuck and applying to schools with high acceptance rates so i'm kinda struggling to find the motivation to actually put effort into them.

>implying you dont spend all of everyday on the internet

>sold my prescription Xanax at a party for the first time

I feel kinda bad, Xanax isn't for everyone and it definitely shouldn't be abused, so I don't like that I helped people get their hands on it. I doubt I'll ever sell it again.

I've been listening to the first few Deep Purple albums all summer.

I have recording equipment set up that I spent a decent amount of money on. It's worth it though, because before I thought the only reason I'm not a successful musician was because I couldn't record, but now I realize it's because I'm lazy and dumb.
Why didn't you go?
Waiting for the Sun is my favorite Doors album, but Stranger Days is incredible as well. Don't feel bad about the dream, we all sometimes dream wonky shit.

Slept in till 11:30 instead of waking up and being productive

I keep having dreams about my ex :(

Underage

I keep having nightmares and sad dreams.

:/

smoked weed even though I'm trying to go cold turkey
haven't been practicing the electric bass my friend lent me
realized I have a pretty narrow music taste

have you never met an 18 year old senior before? calm down, newfag

Dropped out of school within the second week

had a seizure on the 29th
not epileptic

>At a friend's dorm
>Someone is talking, and someone else drops in to say hello
>She leaves, and when she's well within earshot, I turn to the person who was talking and say "So before you were rudely interrupted, what were you saying?"
>I didn't know the person who walked in at all and now she probably thinks my friend has asshole friends
Sounds really stupid now that I think about it but whatever, felt like an ass about it afterwards.

I got myself out of school, for pure lazyness, and self-hatred.

I don't know about other professors but I have never randomly sorted students. I've said it plenty of times but I always stick the stacies with robots and chads with plain asians.

Either they buck up or they fuck up.

Cmon man you can do it

How do you like Morphine? Have you checked out their other stuff?

I haven't left the house in well over a week, does that count?

I dunno. Im cutting back on drinking. So i guess the worst thing ive done is lay around and watch porn all day.
I mean it fits with shoegaze.
"Cold turkey". It's weed.