Good evening, Anonymous! Are you enjoying your Halloween? Or should I say, is my birthday treating you well?

Good evening, Anonymous! Are you enjoying your Halloween? Or should I say, is my birthday treating you well?

Come spend some time with me in my shrine, if you dare! Every time you roll dubs, something will happen... and if you roll trips.... well...

WooOOOoooo~

Hello

hey ma'am.

Happy Halloween, Reimu!

How's it going Jill?

Hey there!

it's going. working on a few things to improve myself, killing time for another week or two. you?

Saw the 2010 nightmare on elm street. Freddy teleported at least three times behind somebody and killed them like that. Nothing personal kid.

Heheh cute costume

Hey! Happy birthday, and happy halloween!

Happy Halloween Reimu! Unfortunately I didn't get a chance to trick or treat because I had class, but I'm going to raid the stores for candy sales tomorrow.

Phew

Girl, those legs could keep me going all night...

Got some more?

Oh hello!

*a distant thump is heard as the first dubs are rolled*

That's good! I'm doing the same, pretty much. Getting ready to move out and start living a new life. And I had a fantastic birthday today! I'm pretty excited.

Psssh~

Thank you~

Thank you! How was it for you?

Oh, that's sad! I actually can't remember a time I went trick or treating, but I dress up every year and eat a lot of cake instead.

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Yeah it looks nice and happy birthday hope you have fun here im going back to my thread now peace

Oh, I guess you could say I've got... legs... for days...

glad to hear it

Your birthday is on Halloween? Happy birthday!
Sucks you haven't ever gone trick or treating, you should totally try it sometime if you live in/near a suburban area, it's loads of fun. I went as a very convincing burglar one year and scared people out of their skins with a loud air rifle.

Good luck!

I could watch 'em for days, also that tummy is cute af

Thigh high socks are just a killer on a Reimu

hello, Reimu!
I wish for dubs and eternal happiness for everyone!

tehee~

rollin baby

Thank you! I've thought about it before, but as a grown woman with no kids to rope into it with me, it's not likely at this point..

I get a kiss from the fabled Jill?! Sweet!

Oh my~ I'm glad you like them Anonymous!

>dubs for everyone
Oh no, don't wish for that! Not tonight!

Ah my bad, I missed that part of the op :< I'm pretty tired.

It was pretty nice though! Some friends and I made a fire and grilled some steaks and stuff~

And that's such a cute costume, it's very nice~
I haven't dressed up in a few years, but I really want to next year.

*another distant thump is heard, followed by an ominous clang*

ah! I'm terribly sorry!

why are you not out trick'or'treating?

I wonder what will happen hmmm...

Nahhh, don't be so optimistic, just dress up and go for it, I'm a grown ass man with no kids and I still do it
It's the one night a year you can wear whatever you want, not get judged, spook people, and get free candy all at the same time

Unfortunately i cant pass off as a teenager as you can, i'm a lengthy ass nigga at 6' 6''

Uh oh...

*a mysterious creak rings through the air, seeming to come from somewhere just out of view...*

I'm glad you liked my outfit! I really went all out today, and I wore it all day. The people at the sushi place I went to seemed to really dig it!

Or maybe they thought it was cultural appropriation...

Because I'm a grown woman with no one to do that with, mostly!

nigga what

going to bug out, really tired and got work tomorrow. Cant sleep a lot lately.

I'm just here rolling

Oh god...

*three thumps are heard in succession, almost like footsteps... but why would it stop?*

Hope you sleep better tonight! Get out while you can!

What's confusing you, Anonymous?

I'd at least wanna have some friends with me.

Rolling

Clean up your shit shack, you fucking shitskinned slob. What is it with these mentally ill camwhores living in pits?

NOW I ROLLED THEM. WHAT.

*utter silence washes over the room, but somehow it's even worse than the spooky sounds*

Hey, my birthday's today too! Anyone actually say "Happy Birthday" to you?
-SouthPaw

*whimpers* ;-;

Yeah! I honestly do like it! I'd l'd love to do something like that one day~

A-And I bet they liked it too :< I would hope they didn't think it was...

What other costumes have you had before though? I'm curious. Also, didja make this one yourself?

You don't have to be young or short to celebrate Halloween user
You should totally get a group together and give it a shot, up to you though

At any rate, happy birthday again, and happy Halloween to everyone, I'm off

wew. more of this.

you rolled them again, give us more

Hnnnng such a tease!

Are we going to see more? Or do we have to let our imaginations take over?

Better be spooky bitch

You do realize OP is a male? Med dropout, They have the finger bone structure of a male and exaggerated calf muscles

Of course, lots of people did! Happy birthday to you too!

>shitskin
Holy crap, am I that tan?

It's 90% a Reimu cosplay you can buy online, and 10% my own touch.

Have a wonderful night!

Maybe that will stave off the impending horror... y-you're right...

>suddenly Sup Forums cares if it's a trap or not, after thread after thread of sissy porn

what should I do when I want to kill myself(even if I'll never do it, no matter what)?
I'm talking about an 'alternative' that isn't alcohol and drugs. I already have hobbies, l play guitar, read books and indulge into my imagination
anyone had similar expiriences?

I talk to my friends or go to sleep. sometimes I marathon something on Netflix to distract myself.

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Thanks, that means a lot to me! It seems only people on the internet care sometimes.

But I cannot distract myself forever, and talking with someone doesn't really do it - I dislike talking with people

>WooOOOooo
ahh im ded

Ah, what's the 10%? Hmm...I'm guessing it might be the socks!

Mm, yeah, I know what you mean. I personally try to do something to take my mind off of it, like maybe playing a game or something. Or try to do something I like, or something I want to get better at, as a sorta reminder that there's stuff I'd still like to do.

*tickles your toes*

The 10% is the sexy, right?

you're talking to me right now.
is distracting yourself the only way that you're currently coping? any medication or therapy?

I've tried a bunch of things, I usually try playing games, marathoning Netflix, chugging two liter bottles of soda, but I have a trick. It's called, a Benedril cocktail, you just mix Benedril or NyQuil, with one of your favorite drinks, and pass out. You can't think ba thoughts if you're asleep.
-SouthPaw

The socks, my shoes which are a more comfy version of Mary Janes, an undershirt because the Reimu top was torn a bit, and you know those little frontal ribbons I wear in my hair? The original ones got lost so I had to hand craft my own, sacrificing the ribbons of my Reimu plushie and cobbling them together in a way that could contain my hair.

Or that! Teehee!

People on the internet are real people too!

S-step on me senpai~

Well, it's still nice to see someone at least pretend to care about me, thank you so much...

Find a therapist.
Work out some of this with them.
Easy for me to say, but it takes effort to do.
Trust me, it's worth it.

Also, nice socks!
-SouthPaw

No medication, no therapy, probably would never go for that. Never truly talked about my problems with anyone, unless heavily intoxicated and not completely, regreting it heavily the followingt day. I distract myself browsing the internet/watching something, but I usually cope with it by listening to/creating music, or reading. Lately, I've been drinking. I've had those thoughts for a long time now, and I am familiar how the thought process of a suicidial person works If you are actually worried about me - don't be. As I've stated, I'd never do such thing, cause I think it's just stupid. Also, I do have family members that probably care about me - and since I wish them well, and suicide is not ending the pain but just transferring it, I woundn't even seriously consider it.

well, that's something at least. as someone who's felt the same way, and coped via alcohol and music before, I can at last say that therapy and medication were some of the best choices I made in my life. but I also know it's a very personal decision, and I hope you learn to handle these feelings as best you can on your own.

Ahhh, nice to know I was right on some of those~ Mm, a shame to hear about the ribbons, but you did a good job with the new ones~

*stretches*

I'm gonna go to sleep though, I'm tired... But again, happy birthday and halloween! G'night an thanks for the thread~

Life(reality?) is subjective I suppose, everyone has it different.
Also, I know it's an unrelataed picture, but I can't help but notice a coincidence - I've started playin VA-11Hall-A recently. And honestly, I really like the game so far.

You can also speak your mind here. Use your anonymity to speak honestly and openly about what's bugging you. I can't swear you'll find the answer here but it sure feels good to unload some of this stuff.

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