Here to wish you faggots a lovely day

Here to wish you faggots a lovely day.

Also if you need to talk about your depression, feel free to talk to me. I will give advice where I possibly can.

I am depressed.
Boyfriend of 3 years overdosed back in 2014 and I'm still stuck in life. I truly dislike every aspect of it and don't enjoy shit.
I have managed to alienate myself little by little from everything in my personal life I completely have lost my identity. I don't know why the fuck I'm still trying.

Any tips on making my niece love me more so she will lay with me when she is of age? Also I'm depressed

Im a worthless piece of shit.No one talks to me and i dont talk to anyone.I disappoint everyone(myself,my parents,my coworkers etc.) except the 2 only friends that i have and love like hell.
My future is probably going to be me going to work and staying indoors playing games and crying in my free time.Oh yeah i also cry a lot,at school,at work,before sleep etc.
And the only person that has some kind of feelings for me lives really far away.
Any advice?

I'm not depressed but this thread made me feel happy

psst hey depressos, into buddhism
pick up Heart of the Buddha's Teachings by Thich Naht Hanh, gr8 starting point, the subtitle is "Transforming suffering into peace, joy, and liberation"

Move on. Find something you enjoy
Be happy with what you have and build from there

Hi user

I cannot begin to imagine what this must have put you through. But there is plenty of reason to keep trying. Your perspective in life has grown dark, therefor you need a helping hand who can bring you some light. My opinion is to go see a psychiatrist whom would be able to put you on the right path.

Sorry man I'm into incest but have no idea how to encourage one to make it successful in real life.

Hey user OP here.

To me it sounds like you have a variety of psychological problems. The big problem is, is that these problems affect your everyday life. I have been there.

Things like ADHD, Bipolar and depression play major roles in your psychological well being and seeing a doctor may just do you real good. I don't want to tell everyone to see a doctor but I do believe it is a great start because medicine really makes a difference which leads you to a healthier more confident being that will build your relationship with people.

Do good deeds for other people, help the homeless, don't drink (Too much or at all). Every little good deed you do will make you feel a ton better.

I don't enjoy shit. I fake being interested in things to be social at times. But I don't give a fuck about anything. I feel very numb and it's fucking pointless. I stopped talking to my close friends and family by choice, I left the state and I don't know what the fuck I'm doing or why. I feel like I died with him and I'm just a ghost existing because I am not at all the way I used to be. And I try very very fucking hard to go back to that same person and she's just dead like him. That's it. I don't know how else to put it. I do shit like take classes on personal growth and read books and see a therapist from time to time and my soul is just EMPTY AS FUCK. And the thing is in a sense I am already over what happened to him. I accepted it and dont dwell on it how I did at first. I'm just not me anymore and it fucking sucks. Depression is a mother fuckerrrr. At this point I'm just venting, whatever.

That was real nice user

Oops this reply wasn't meant for OP

How can i get a girlfriend if I don't know nobody

You are right, depression truly is a monster. It takes the joy out of everything.

Do you exercise, have hobbies and eat healthy? It doesn't sounds like much but it is guaranteed to make a positive difference. If not, I do suggest you see a psychiatrist. Not a psychologist because they mainly focus on the psychological cause where a psychiatrist does that and help you trough a program of medication and other practices to improve.

You need to socialize a bit more. Join some form of club or organisation where a lot of people interact. This way you will meet people and eventually you will meet the love of your life.

Don't just stay at home, our bodies doesn't want that, we are free spirits looking to be part of the world. Good luck user.

Have you tried anti depressants. They can help get you out of that hole you're in. I'd recommend not taking them for more than 2 years though or your brain gets used to it.
And exercise. It's hard to find the motivation but just push yourself

Do any of you guys have the problem where you feel a tumult of emotions or none at all?

This makes feeling pretty illogical, but not feeling is very destitute. But somehow it's still a choice.

Anyone else?

Ty user, the problem is that I don't know how to start a conversation or interact with people it's so frickin hard to me, Im always quiet

Mods

this thread makes me feel good
yeah like you are depressed for 2 weeks then for 2 weeks you are either in pure ecstacy or unfathomably angry? sound familiar?

If you get them regularly and spontaneously it may be indications of bipolar. Almost as if your mood changes constantly in between being happy and jolly then being flat and depressed.

whats the best way to kill myself?

That's fine you are not the only one. We all differ and we can't all be as social as the next guy. Find topics you find interesting and try engage a conversation about it. Bit by bit you will develop a more wide-spread convo with anyone.

Do not kill yourself OP. Don't let depression get you under. Think about what you could succeed in the next couple of years. Think about sitting in your nice big home drinking a glass of wine being proud of your achievements.

Sorry I have no idea why I said OP, I meant user

I feel like my mood changes very drastically just within the day.

I can sit still and feel much less, or turn on my emotions and have everything become a crazy mental orgy fuckfest of emotions.

I have exactly what you have user. I'm on medication which helps me keep these emotions balanced. It is definitely bipolar. Have you thought about seeing a doctor just so he/she can prescribe some meds? It is a good start

Thanks user, reminds me I can feel proud of my achievements, but I'm not the guy who posted about suicide, although I dabble.

I want to try my hand at playing music for a living but my guitarist is a fucking pussy
he talks about how he wants to escape his office life but then does fuck all when it's time to jam
and whenever I call him out on his fucked up behavior or he acts like a fucking woman by getting really pissy at a joking comment and saying something vindictive back to me, all I want to do is walk away
but he's been my friend for 10 years so I don't know what to do

I have, but my parents don't believe in mental healthcare meds, and don't want to take me to a therapist.

At this point I could go on my own, but I want to work in certain fields where having mental illnesses are very undesirable, so at this point, I'm thinking more along the lines of, diy healthcare and secret hidden personality, like batman or some shit.

Blows ass, sometimes people we care about hold us back.

Tell him you're going to do it alone, listen to his response, then do it.

I bet you don't even realize it, but you are secretly gay for this dude.

im an alcoholic and i struggle with not drinking. Thanks for bringing that up...

I lived my live until I was 27 with so much mental problems, I cannot remember that I ever enjoyed my live until I decided to consult a doctor. My parents didn't believe there was anything wrong with me that is why I never had the opportunity to get meds in order to help me.

I understand your problem in occupation and wish I could give you better advice, but the best advice I'd give you is see the doctor, tell him you are scared it will interrupt with your career and the doctor will then decide what should be the next step taken.

I'm sorry user, can I buy you a beer to make up?

Worst sissy thread ever

Not OP but I have an advice for all of you. Just fake everything.
I have social anxiety since like 20 years. I'm on medication now and it's really easy to act like there is nothing wrong.
If u need some time alone or something make up a lie. I usually say I must work overtime or I'm busy studying.

It's as simple as it can be. Just make sure u got a good friend who covers u if shit went wrong. As an example I can't make or take phone calls despite my medication. So my friend does that for me because I'm "busy".

Life is a shithole and people are shit. That will never change unless u stop to fight your depression, anxiety or whatever and start acting like it's fine.

I already know other people that want me as their bassist, and this guy got legit mad that I was playing with other people
but my friend doesn't want to shit or get off the pot, he just wants to keep sitting on the pot
but he's my friend and you can't just abandon friends
I actually think he's secretly gay for me because he had a sort of religious awakening and not talks about how being gay is a sin and then does really creepy shit like saying he's fine with me masturbating on his couch when I sleep over
can't tell if he's fucking with me or has his own serious issues, but I'm definitelyt leaning towards the latter

Hey man, not want to be rude or anything but saying Life is a shithole with shit people is a self developed idea of society. People try not to look at their reality this way which helps them being more positive. Also most cases of depression is not influenced by others, it is a chemical production problem of the brain itself.

Trying to fake everything will lead to you not knowing yourself as a person so I wouldn't suggest anyone try that.

But thanks for your contribution user I'm sure some people will find some positive ideas in your opinion since we aren't all thinking the same.

Maybe, I just wanna be free my dude.

I want to see a doctor, but I want to have the career, I want, maybe it's impossible.

I Just do artistic things to try and get some of my emotioms out in a healthy way, that helps.

OP here

It really sounds like your friend may be gay. But if you care about him and don't want to push him away, point out his flaws and tell him that it really is a problem to you. Sometimes we have to be straight forward and harsh to help others, even if we lose them. Sadly.

If it helps then pursue it my friend :)

Love your answers user. That's just some perspective of mine based on the people around me.
If it is a chemical production problem, take meds. Also see a therapist because he helps u acting.

He will give u certain objectives to reduce depression or anxiety but even if it doesn't work and your problems won't get better, u know exactly how to act in that situation.

I'll consider it, thanks.

Preach, brother.

thanks a lot.
that is one deceiving photo !

that's the route I've been taking and it hasn't imploded yet
thank you for your honest input

kek

What a lovely thread

Normally I have my depression under control thanks to meds and a solid group of friends. Lately I've been slipping back into it. Last night I watched a video on pornhub that really got to me. Wasn't anything special just this really cute girl giving a BJ to some dude. But it got me thinking about how I've never had someone actually try like this girl was and how I probably never will have that. She legit was trying for her man and you could tell. Just really bummed me out

Man you have deep thoughts on a certain subject. Try not over-analyze something? I don't know how to help you with that really since it sounds like a personal thing you've induced.

Why is life like so fucked? Like i have the best life you could possibly imagine. In my mid 20's, i made gains and stopped being a fat fuck.

I sleep with hot women, play sports, earn 40k a year as an electrictrian which im really good at and play video games, watch some movies and even have a 3 year old daughter who i really love. I have even tried relationships, all fake.

Deep down though, i do not really want anything. Everything i could possibly achieve and experience will be washed away by disease and death. All i feel life is, is an artificial and a twisted saw survival game. They are very alike, in nature where humans are fortunate and turn a blind eye to the needless suffering of other animals and even us humans.

There is no guarantee that you will live to tomorrow, and if you did is that a good thing? We are the only intelligent species on earth who know how meaningless and twisted life is but will continue to bring children into it against their free will. This is all for the humans "emotional" benefit. You might say, just be happy and enjoy life. But happiness is just a chemical response to the environment to make you live longer such as eating, having sex the primary purposes of life. Besides that, I do not feel that chemical response.

I just can't accept that life is not forever, can't accept that life is the way it is. I wish i could just ignore everything. But the mere knowledge alone that i will get sick and die makes me have this horrible urge to end my life sooner than later.

I guess i am just mentally ill, but deep down I am glad because you see how the world is, not like rainbows and cupcakes.

got nudes? roll?

I've started to grow a beard, what does Sup Forums think of beards? Any bearded anons? I think I can grow a good beard but I've never let it grow before so pretty excited.

I dunno man. It may have to do with the fact my birthday is coming up next week and I'll be alone and most likely working. No festivities, no happy home to return to. Just my small room waiting for me at the end of the day. I probably sound whiney, I've been told I do that. Just so tired of being nothing to nobody if that makes sense

I've had a goatee for most of my adult life, I'm pretty happy with it. I wouldn't advise growing any kind of long or thick beard because they're a pain in the ass to take care of and food always gets stuck in there. Keep it well trimmed would be my advice.

Yeah I'm thinking of growing a full but short beard, it's only been a week so far but the beginnings of a good beard are already here so I'm convinced I could grow a good one.

Hi user, OP here.

I kind of have the same problem but I won't consider myself as highly intelligent to hold on to reality as you do. That is what it is, reality.

What makes most people happy is the reality they set for themselves. And that includes religion. I grew up Christian but also grew up with the idea that God was a sick fuck for torturing his creations mentally and physically.
I grew up and out of this belief and trained myself to believe in that nature provides me everything I need to be alive therefor nature should be embraced. I know this is not relevant but I'm just sharing the idea which is helping me cope with my existential crisis.

You are intelligent user and perhaps too intelligent for me to be able to give you the advice you probably need.

Thanks for sharing your views and feelings.

I would say think about your daughter's future and what type of reality you want to set for her so she could be growing old happy, perhaps her happiness will bring you yours.

That does make sense. I'm a pretty lonely guy but I've made peace with the idea that I'm not the most handsome jack with a golden personality, and that makes me happier, I now pursue the things I want without anybody holding me back.

On the other it does get lonely, but luckily I have an amazing girlfriend who gives me reason to try my best. Have you got a girlfriend user?

OP here. I wish I could grow my beard user but my girlfriend is totally against that.

This thread belongs in /fit/

I have one hour left before I have to leave guys. I'll be back Monday to continue my daily posts like this one.

You should all have a lovely weekend.

God bless you. My boys lost their mother a couple of years ago in october from drugs and we had a death recently in the neighborhood of one of their friend's mom. It tore me up because she and i had a thing a while back and i always kept a little hope that she'd find her way back to me when she got rid of her demons. last time she came back i was sick and didnt even get to see or speak to her. I didn't get to tell her i forgive her, i was sorry or that i'd wait for her to figure it out. i hope you find a way to collect yourself and move on.

hey. god bless you. have a great day.

How can I meet anyone new that can help me through tough stuff?

People try to avoid problems that's why it is hard to meet people who are willing to add problems to their list of problems. When you do find someone, you literally found a gift from God.

But hang in there user, keep searching until you find someone.

>be me
>halloween break
>wake up this morning thinking about how I haven't done anything over the break
>damn my life sucks
>mom walks in
>cat is dying
>mfw

That really sucks man, it is always bad news for me when a cat is dying but the saddest when it has to be one of my own. Just stay strong

how can i deal with my nearly crippling anxiety about moving to germany for my new job?!
how can i deal with the premature homesickness and nostalgic melancholy?

Thanks, user, as hard as it seems to see that.

The anxiety is a normal response. There are meds you can buy over the counter for temporary use, it'll help you calm down.

As for the homesickness, that's unfortunately part of the gig man.

I'm having a hard time with my PTSD from being mentally/emotionally abused, today. Do you have any advice, OP? It's just fucking me up bad right now, I can't stop thinking about what happened, can't stop grinding my teeth, can't get myself going. I'm just so discouraged and I feel terrible. One of the only good things about my day was learning more about a new friend I made online, but even that doesn't get through just this cloud of depression, anxiety, and just bad emotions.

I feel like im wasting time. It feels like all I literally do is sleep and work and eat. What Can I do user?

Been struggling with my weight for like one and a half years but still feel I'm not thin enough and I feel miserable about myself, also I'm an ugly faggot send help