My soon to be wife just died. Car accident. I was a depressed guy with no will to live until I met her. She made me happy even when I wasn't with her. I quit drugs not because she asked me to but because she filled the void that made me take drugs in the first place.
I am shivering, crying, puked my guts out trying to realize what is happening. I want to die. Do something Sup Forums. Anything. Please.
At least you got dubs.
>at least you got dubs
Lol rekt.
To be fair, it does take a very high IQ to get dubs. You's for everyone.
At least you got dubs
Fresh off the boat, from reddit, kid? heh I remember when I was just like you. Braindead. Lemme give you a tip so you can make it in this cyber sanctuary: never make jokes like that. You got no reputation here, you got no name, you got jackshit here. It's survival of the fittest and you ain't gonna survive long on Sup Forums by saying stupid jokes that your little hugbox cuntsucking reddit friends would upboat. None of that here. You don't upboat. You don't downboat. This ain't reddit, kid. This is Sup Forums. We have REAL intellectual discussion, something I don't think you're all that familiar with. You don't like it, you can hit the bricks on over to imgur, you daily show watching son of a bitch. I hope you don't tho. I hope you stay here and learn our ways. Things are different here, unlike any other place that the light of internet pop culture reaches. You can be anything here. Me ? heh, I'm a judge.. this place.... this place has a lot to offer... heh you'll see, kid . . . that is if you can handle it...
It's okay do me a favor take a deep breath from nose and let it out from mouth and take another deep breath now Relax use these self help therapy undoing depression by Richard O Connor and I was not ready to say Goodbye by Brook Noel and Pamela Blair phd
Get away from here and seek out friends and family.
i would find that person who caused the accident and make his life shittiest as possible.
You could always try living for yourself. If you can't because you believe that you're a piece of shit then either:
1. Stop being retarded and realise it's pointless to hate yourself
2. Change yourself to the point where you cease to hate yourself
Live for the sake of living or live for the sake of finding something that might fill the void where your fiancé, just find a way to continue living with yourself.
Not sure how long you've been clean, but this tragedy isn't a reason to start using again. You don't have to be the weak, drug-induced numb dependent man you once were, all you need is control.
Play Doki Doki Literature Club. Trust me.
post her nudes
Smells like... Bait 8)
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As a psoychotherapist by pro I am with you . Some problem need special care
Hmm.. Dubs so it must be true..
Perhaps you could claim a waifu to fill the void?
Why does Sup Forums have to be this autistic?
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I Fucking hate drunk driver's fuck them those fuckers cause more trumatic experiences than terrorists fuck!!!! Some of most beautiful victims look like frankstine because of A HOLES
Because /b cares now but that doesn't mean we can not post pics of our sisters
there is so much to live for
start bodybulding and try to convert ur negativ thoughts into strength. it wont go away easily but u will build a shelter about them.
u will be proud of yourself trust me and it will make ur stronger physically and mentally
it gets better
>why
Because they've put 2 million spergy social outcasts with every personality disorder under the sun in a room together with however many petabytes of the most depraved pornography imaginable.
Also, because you're a faggot.
OP here.
They say suicide is never a rational descision. I would have to disagree with Camus here. There are cases when life is not worth living. I can ponder and calculate that I am gonna live my life even worse than I had before I met her, which I cannot bear. This is simply weighing the pros and cons of living. The chances that I'll ever get over it and find someone else close to that are slim to nonexistent. And even if that happens, it will be after a big period of self-disdain. I am not willing to go through that. I believe that after death there is nothing. You are not conscious to feel anything. I am pretty sure all I am gonna feel from now on is gonna be bad feelings for a really long period of time. I am simply choosing nothingness over that. You can't judge me for that.
I guess this is my suicide note, on a temporary image board. It doesn't matter. I won't be here to see the consequences so I might as well not post this at all. Nothing matters.
Die Faggot
Knock knock
Kill you’re self
Yo, who dat?
Boo fucking hoo.If you're going to be such a weak willed beta faggot and not face your pain like a man she was probably fucking around on you anyway. do us all a favor and at least stream it.
Kill some politicians or big pieces of mafia if u wanna hero
*formerly soon-to-be
Sincerely
the point is that you'll never be wise enough to rationally choose suicide.
You came to an anonymous morgue air-conditioner forum. We're all judging you, faggot. That's why people come here and not to some suicide hotline.
Want to rationalize ? you're like a kid who got his favorite toy stolen. you can't wait to have it back or another similar to it. You're not realizing other things can be better. Be patient, twat.
Now that you are not beholden to self preservation, why not press on to the unknown.
Travel, explore, experience. Let the light of her memory fuel your pursuit of purpose.
This
so is op kill?
I really hope hope hope this is bait.
If not, I fucking feel bad for you OP. Come live with me for a few weeks and you will feel better. My life fucking sucks dick.
>404
You rolled a 404 in your suicide note. Is God real?