Feels thread

feels thread

hey Sup Forumsros, wanna settle down for a bit and have a good old feels
thread before work starts up again? talk about whatever, let it all out and help out others

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Girlfriend of three years is in the hospital for a car crash

whose fault?

I'll spare you the details but she got tboned by a drunk driver leaving a party

I fucking hate everything Sup Forums

>Be me
>Live in the shadow of younger brother
>YOUNGER BROTHER
>Keep in mind I'm at least a foot taller
>Constantly made fun of by him and his cunt friends
>Eventually he gets what few friends I did have and makes them awful to be around
>"Wow user why is your bro so much smarter and cooler than you"
>Hangs out with friends every weekend while I suffer loneliness
>tfw it got so bad I had to move schools to avoid him

how bad is it?

its ok man, shit like that happens happens often, the middle child gets schafted or somtimes gets the short end of the stick because thier parents play favorites

She woke up yesterday, I'm seeing her tommorow

Was she in a coma?

>be underaged Sup Forums
>think my life is over because school-life is hard

What a faggot. Wait until you graduate and have to deal with working as a wageslave, everyday. School is a fucking cake walk.

no she was just unconscious for three days, she's afraid the crash is gonna ruin her brain, like how fast she can think and stuff. not being able to help is excruciating

I got nothing to contribute in regards to images.
I have however lost my energy lately and I find it hard to wake up and get shit done, I just want things to be over but not in a suicidal way.

word

kek. grow thicker skin. they obviously click with your brother more cause of his personality. Not his title within a family.
Find new friends, or whine.
>What a faggot
I concur.
>working as a wageslave, everyday
Sucks shit. I reverted back to my NEET ways for a bit atm.
you havent an hero'd so far, you can keep going

I was at a party this weekend and tried to tell a girl how I feel. But the time was never right. So yesterday night I was sending her a message. And now it's marked as read. No answer.

I'm okay with rejection, it's the waiting that's tearing me apart.

waking up sucks for me man, i have bipolar disorder. yes its diagnosed, sometimes i wanna lay in beard and let everything pass through

>bipolar disorder
dont have that, but I do get manic episodes from how much I abuse speed. Psychosis as well.
I have:
>major depression (diagnosed)
>PTSD (diagnosed)
>Anxiety (not diagnosed, but I know wtf anxiety feels like)
>ADD (not diagnosed either, but I have 90% of the symptoms listed)

Really trying to keep my head above water. Get's harder every day. Lots of shit going. Reply if you don't mind me venting a bit.

>girl flirts with me for two months, buys me gifts.
>takes me out to dinner just to tell me she likes me but she has a bf
>can't hero myself over a girl.jpg

fire away

>be me
>be 31
>be wizard status beta
>live with uncle
>but have high paying job
>when not at work I am 110% introvert
>never leave room
>pc master race.
>Witcher 3, Arma 3 Exile, GTA V all day depending on mood.
> surround myself with firearms because scared world wants to hurt me
>no loyalty to anyone
> laugh when see people die and people suffer
> get scared when I see muslims and balcks in public because of isis death videos and nigger culture
> have heart desease too
>had sex once on my 21st birthday
> was simpathy fuck. Begs for months to have it happen
> fucked for 45 minutes
>limp dick. Didn't cum
> no longer friends.
Beliwve hitler was best leader of 20th century, albiet not greatest in war strategy.


I hate my life somwtimes

She seems pretty fucked. I wouldn't bother mate. Know a couple of bitches that have done this sort of shit. Not worth the time of day.

Kick his ass. Every fucking day. If he or anyone else in your family objects, apologise but then sabotage his ass in such a way that even if he "knows" it was you, you have plausible deniability. Repeat until he submits or you get kicked out. You win, either way.

I know this is Sup Forums, but thanks man. The best way to get over women is to find another one.

Dont fret. This means you're her just desserts. Once Chad fugs off you're in.
Dont fold in your hand yet, user
Its good to be aloof as well, if a girl wants you bad enough they will chase.
Take my advice with a grain of salt, I have more luck with guys tbh

romance is rough, i found the girl that i was in love with in highschool has a boyfriend that treats her like shit, im by no means a casa nova but ov always had sufficient luck with girls, never been with out a girlfriend, its so annoying that whenever i kiss anyone, my mind wonders to how it would feel to kiss them

I dont follow. Im not the user with the little bro
I dont have any more friends IRL at this point. Except for 3 people I've known since Kindergarten

Most of this is the same old shit that you see here all the time. Work a shit job that I hate, but I can't get any other jobs.
I have been with my girlfriend for about 4 years now, and I don't love her, but I can't leave her. I'm pretty sure that i have been abused by her and I have lost myself.
I don't have any real friends left. My parents are so loving and supportive, they separated when I was young but I still keep in touch with them both, in a good way. But I constantly let them down.

I am ashamed of who I am.

>sometimes i wanna lay in beard and let everything pass through
Same here, I'm currently doing my final teaching practice to become a teacher and I just don't feel like doing anything some days. I like teaching so the problem is just me getting a case of the blues

That's where you're wrong. Best way to get over a woman is to better yourself. Shed the bad habits that you picked up whilst with that woman.

What's going on user? Why's everything so hard for you now?

topkek. wow.
Try going MGTOW
Get waifu
Turn bi/gay (my experience with guys, personally, is a bit better than grils) (I like female anatomy more, though, if this makes sense)
Im a NEET addicted to meth and my family doesnt take me out to eat with them anymore. Im a poor person as well . . .
But I dont let it get me down too much

Im worried im gonna lose my job at a marketing company I got a couple months ago that pays pretty decent for my age. Since I was 18 and my mom passed away Ive been on my own and working shit slave jobs. 23 now and this has been a nice break not having to live paycheck to paycheck. Two weeks ago cops barged in my hotel room for 2 grams of pot and charged me because someone made a complaint of smell when I wasnt even smoking in the room or anything. My court date is in december and If I have to go to jail or do probation or anything other than paying a fine my company will find out and ill be fired. If i have to go back to slave work im gonna an hero. Fuck that. I can never have anything nice.

>be 31
>live with uncle
Is this a joke post? I sure hope it is

Damn bro, how bad is it?

b i need help

>Two weeks ago cops barged in my hotel room
I would enlist a lawyer for help. I think the cops cant do that unless they get a warrant, cause its on someone's property

Man fuck that skanky hoe(don't actually know if she is skanky or a hoe just want to call her that) if she can't even send you a message telling you she doesn't feel the same way then she isn't worth you time.

If you want to know read
i just reached a certain point and everything is just blurry. I don't know. Maybe because it's Christmas next month or something. I realised a while ago that I kinda just lost all sense of self worth aswell. Just kinda fucked at the minute.

Hotel workers/manager gave consent to search the rooms so they didnt need a warrant.

All that for 2 shitty grams of pot? where do you live?
also maybe listen to this guy Hope shit turns out fine user I'm sorry about your mother

I walked out on my gf of 3 years 2 days ago. I was no longer wanting to be in the relationship and she used me as a punching bag at times when she was upset and angry. She went real crazy a couple days ago and I just walked out and been at my parents since then. She has begun packing her things and I'm gonna go get my shit this week.
If you really are unhappy just leave, it's easier than you think.

No. I have lived with him since 2014

OP here, thread theme

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Also you have been hired for a while. Work cant fire you in light of a new criminal record, they would first of all conduct another background check (which wont happen for inexplicable reasons) and secondly it would be unfair termination that you can sue them for.
ah ok. sucks.
tbf I told him to get a lawyer and said think
But yeah, thanks

Alcoholic fag here, 13 days sober since my last week long slip and I want to put my head though a wall. It's not just the lack of alcohol, it's the always present bottomless depression that makes me want to drink to begin with. Insurance stopped paying for therapy and SSRIs don't seem to be helping as much any more. Not having the best time of it, thanks for making this thread op

It's just hard, her folks know my folks, she is friends with my sister. She is just deep rooted into my life. I tried about a year and a half ago, she hit me, she screamed, she cried and she kept threatening to kill herself in my kitchen. I feel worthless.

try out uppers!
kidding, unless you want a high that gets shit done in the process

They have a no drug policy, they almost fired me when I told them my background check would be fine and then they found a weed charge from when I was 18. I had to pay 2 fucking grand for a lawyer but not sure how much hes actually gonna do for me.

i gave this girl my all, i honestly did. But she only cared about herself and no one else.I'd do anything to have her back.

My dad passed away in a care accident when i was 14 and it was then i truly realized that life is meaningless, we are just meat filled husks that mean nothing in this world. I miss my dad so fucking much, i'd give anything just to see him again. I always took him for granted and before i knew it, he was taken from him.

pic related is him

the girl ive been in love with for three years confessed to me as i walked her home, i told her i was the happiest ive ever been. its been a week and we havnt talked what the fuck do i do

taken from me*

You can't be emotionally blackmailed like that, that's a shit thing to do to someone.
If you figure out somewhere to go for a while, that is if you live together, tell her you need to be away for a while and just go, block her from everything she can contact you with. Girls like that you can't just do a clean civil breakup, she'll kick and scream and cry so you need to just run unfortunately.

I got somethings apparently

same shit happened to me. she ghosted me for a week and when she finally talked to me again she acted like nothing happened, no explanation of why she ignored me.

Call her? Seems obvious

this Don't be so insecure, just call her

im a futanari

>threatening to kill herself
cut her off then
that is straight up manipulation and psychological abuse
this is coming from someone with sociopathic tendencies
Well none the less it was overlooked. You cant be background checked for no reason. Also, do they drug test you regularly? If so, fuck that job tbh. But if not, then the only way they can legally test you is if you get injured on the job. They cant get you to take a poliograph cause for one its illegal for them and for two poliograph is a flawed test. It just measures heart rate, so if you drank caffeine the needle would automatically be moving a lot.
Try your luck with traps. They look like grils, but they cant get pregnant and have all the good qualities of a guy

It really is crazy how time flies when you're depressed isn't it?

Not in the way you'd want it to, the bad times don't just pop by, they linger. All while these feelings provide a slow burn it seems like all of the opportunities in life and happiness just wizz by at the speed of light, just out of reach.

I don't know if anyone can relate but my depression doesn't seem to have any basis. I was never really a social outcast, went to excellent schools and am relatively okay looking, athletic- none of it helps. What I have isn't down to anything physical and the inability to put my emotions into words is just as maddening as the emotions themselves.

I guess the best way I could describe it is almost as if the rest of the world is one group and I'm just a few meters outside the circle, close enough to see what's happening but not close enough to be a part of it. I feel like I'm not a part of this planet anymore, like I'm living in my own little pocket universe where nothing I do matters.

Just really wanted to post this as I haven't posted on Sup Forums in over a year now and felt that maybe somebody could relate.

>Try your luck with traps. They look like grils, but they cant get pregnant and have all the good qualities of a guy
But, what if he isn't a faggot?

my gf of almost 3 years is a bitch sometimes and i've been having frequent thoughts of dumping her and dating other girls. but i'm also afraid of being alone and imagining her hoeing around.

but what if she really does kill herself? i dont want her blood on my hands. I hate admitting it, but she has fucked me up. I feel worthless. Like I can't do anything. But I don't think she is the root of all my problems.

oh and
>jail time for 2 grams second time offender
highly doubtful. at most they give you proby visits
I was being facetious to lighten the mood

>what if she really does kill herself?
then she kills herself
its not your fault, its theirs
trust me that relationship is no good, I've been in a similar one

I used to do heroin, coke, xanax and adderal on top of drinking for years, been clean of that about a year and trying to stay that way but believe me it's tempting some times to just blow up everything

I need to learn how to manage money. I'm poor bc I don't know how to handle my money. Seems like a small problem but I'll forever be a poorfag unless I learn how

how long were you in that relationship? what happened in the end?

shoot up the school user. do it pussy

Just do it. You'll eventually forget about her as time passes and you do the hoeing.

Do you exercise and eat healthy? Might sound trivial but when I started lifting and taking am interest in nutrition and general health and fitness I started feeling really good.
I wasn't really super depressed but felt like nothing mattered and I had no drive or motivation.

I'm done with everything. My girlfriend of 2 years left me. The breakup was mutual but I feel my world shattering. My car broke down this morning and I was late to work. I got yelled at by my boss and I was sent home. I have done nothing except play vidya and cry all day, I'm practically in tears now just writin this. I'm done and I'm ready to go.

The solution
>pic related

Man, if you continue being with her you are inevitably going to hate her even more and also start hating yourself.
I have a friend who just couldn't tell her boyfriend to breakup despite not loving him and him being a control freak.

Just walk away and ignore her, do not pity her. You are doing yourself a favor.

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Hey man, it wasn't my dad but I get that, my wife, whom I'd met in highschool an been married to for three years passed away last Winter. It doesn't seem real, every morning I turn around in bed to face her and have her kiss my forehead. When I leave for work sometimes I'll pour an extra coffee or leave her some breakfast. It's rough man, it slowly gets better

>used to do heroin, coke, xanax and adderal on top of drinking
god damn
I dont fuck with benzos or opies much at all, actually just not at all really. I have fucked with them before. And at most I take kratom which is close to an opie.
I've done just about every other drug under the sun though
well it wasnt a relationship per se. More so us talking back and forth for a while. But anyway, I basically told them some hateful shit out of spite and broke off contact with them for good.
They tried to add me back recently, I ignored it.

in college right now and honestly if it actually gets worse like you say i might just kill myself

I was an amateur boxer for 3 years, was going well too but stopped training due to worsening anxiety and depression.

I do try to get myself to the gym as often as possible these days but my diet is awful.

For the last year or so I've been waking up with terrible nausea every day and usually can't eat until around 5-6 hours after I wake up- even then I have to force myself to eat and rarely manage to make it over 1500 calories which isn't great considering my maintenance when I was in shape was around 2700.

When they found out I had a weed charge when I was 18 my boss said Id be subject to random drug tests after that. If they find out I got another weed charge while working for them I know ill be terminated. Its a multi-million dollar company, this woulda been my only chance at a decent career.

You're depressed because you choose to be. Lost my gf of 8 years and it was shitty. But I also just stayed home and didn't do shit. I started to go to the gym and hit local bars. I ended up getting out of that terrible funk. Meet nice people along the way. Working out also releases endorphins so it literally makes you feel better

time only flies when Im high on speed
time is painfully slow otherwise
weed helps nausea

I'm going to take a wild guess and say she most likely wouldn't, people who threaten to usually never do.
Also it's not a reason to keep you unhappy that's completely on her, if you are close to her family or whatever you said tell someone you're leaving and to go see her.

Sure but if he gets locked up for any amount of time he can exactly call in and saay I need a few weeks off to serve my jail time

I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.

thank you brother, theres so much i wish i could tell him, like how much he actually meant to me and how much of a role model he was to me.

I can kinda relate.
At least above average intelligence, above average body / looks.
I have always been confident, I can talk to anyone, I'm confident in myself and my abilities; but I have always felt out of place. Not that I can't fit in, but that I feel uncomfortable when I am.
Experiences have value, but don't mean anything to me. I don't aspire to anything, I am not ambitious. Nothing that I say or do will every matter to anyone.

I don't know, maybe you feel the same.

In indiana they try and make second time drug charges a felony. My first one was in florida so I dont know if theyll see it or not.

I'm cringing typing this because it almost feels like I'm being contrarian shooting down all of the responses to my original post but I do smoke weed. It helps mitigate the nausea but I haven't really had much in the way of an apetite even after smoking.

I've also been trying to cut down because I've been smoking daily for a while now and am realizing that it's just another dependence I'm creating.

Got dumped yesterday...

That's what I want to do. So much. But I just can't bring myself to do it. When I see her, I think "This time, this time I'll do it." And I can never just fucking do it.

I know this feel

I fully understand what you mean, only I do get bursts of inspiration- almost to the point of giddiness sometimes, usually thinking back to days when I was still active in sports, thinking about where I could have gone or still could go if only I had the willpower. In the end though, it all just goes back to square one so I tend to not let myself get excited about things anymore.

I feel for you, user- I hope you can find happiness in something someday.

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dont think that. If you act guilty, people will have reason to believe you are.
Well so you've been using a drug with metabolites traceable within urine for 30 days; yet care about the job so much when you know you get random DT's? Sounds like some cognitive dissonance.
Lose the job? Just find a new one, hone your talents, creative work is an example. I have been doing it. I could send some music I made maybe
true, but being locked up for 2nd time offense of possession, especially considering its not smack or meth, is highly unlikely
wow thats some shit. move.
I see. In high school I would buy a half ounce and smoke it in 3 days
I dont smoke much now though. Its too costly and inefficient. I do it at times, but not so much cause I love ice a whole lot more

It was probably on purpose she couldn't stand you anymore

how do i deal with loneliness

help

>I fully understand what you mean, only I do get bursts of inspiration- almost to the point of giddiness sometimes, usually thinking back to days when I was still active in sports, thinking about where I could have gone or still could go if only I had the willpower. In the end though, it all just goes back to square one so I tend to not let myself get excited about things anymore.


That perfectly describes a lot of my behaviours.

Thanks, user. Maybe one day we will find something in something.
Take care.