Why haven't you killed yourselves Sup Forums?

Why haven't you killed yourselves Sup Forums?
What keeps everyone going?

Vidya games & alcohol

same, but it isn't enough

leaving people behind

i need to live to see yellowstone errupt before i die then ill happily kill myself

I just exist.. nothing motivates me to suicide nor success.

Parents and dog

I get that

same

>What keeps everyone going?

Kind of a good question. I don't have an answer right now. Inertia?

Pretty much the only thing that has kept me from offing myself is waiting for pic related.

I'm giving myself about 4 years and 2 months to achieve my dreams, and if I haven't, I'm having the best dinner before going through with the suicide. This was decided about two years ago.

Sup Forums

that's sadder than it should be :(

This

sad but me too, once all my favorite series' end I'll have basically nothing

Nothing really matters, but it all disappears in the end, so may as well play it out to completion

Same.

I was going to but then I got a girlfriend.

>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
>Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

'Cause i'm waiting for new Tool album.

Same but replace alcohol with cannabis

I smoke too but I dont really get the numb from that. I just get a "Good" feeling that dosnt really take away my depressions

This, mom and bro

duty.

There will always be new stuff to look forward to user

honor. destiny.

Honoru

The mess. I mean I could throw all my stuff in a storage locker then go do it, but there will always be something for my family to worry about

I cream pie my wife 3 week out of the month and we do it atleast 4 times weekly

>fucking up the Bionicle motto

Just got a promotion at work, doing something I love with a 40% pay increase

Just finalised on a new build house - completion date within the next 3 months

Have a beautiful GF I'll probably marry soon

SO many vidya games on the backlog

Getting a dog when we move in to the new house

All in all, 9/10 life atm. Only downside is i'm not as /fit/ as i'd like to be. Time for that later..

If all you have is sex eventually it will become empty and meaningless.

Oh I've got a couple of reasons

>Food, I love it
>Movies
>Music
>Discovering the world and meeting cool people
>Since two days ago, am no longer /Kissless virgin/, just virgin

AMA

was the kiss with a family member

The dog

So how was frenching your mom?

girl dog at least?

Fuck me, I have to close this thread now. I put my dog down a few months ago. She was my world.

Wasn't a family member, prostitute, or a dog. Just asked a girl I had met that night if she wanted to make out. She said yes, so we made out. Felt cozy af

You guys, videogames and music. I live for the sake of living. Heart's broken so I don't give a fuck anymore about a gf, friends or family.

Congrats.. Did you get her number?

poor user, I feel ya

congratz Sup Forumsro

Because I genuinely enjoy life. Sure there's been rough patches, but I have a loving wife and a nice piece of land and a job that I don't love, but I don't hate either. I have a side business that I do enjoy and a handful of close friends that make me happy.

Nah, cause life's also meaningless

Pure spite.
I`ve been sick in the head for as long as I can remember.
I can`t feel positive feelings. They just don`t exist in my life.
Love. Lust. Interest. Excitement. Aspiration. Fun - especially fun.
Those concepts seem distant and unknown to be.
My world is not in colours - it`s either black or gray. Minus or zero - never going into plus. Subjectively, of course. From the outside my life is rather decent. I`m fed, got where to sleep, even got some friends...
But what`s the point? What is the point of living if you enjoy nothing, if everything is bland or leaves you emotionless? When all you get out of yourself is "meh...."? When you drink only to black out? When the best thing about sex is whrn it`s over? When you act only when problems occur - only to solve them (just) and drop back into apathy?
People complain about being alone - I adore being alone. I break my connections deliberately, if I see that the girl likes me - I`ll make her hate me or ignore me - just to save her from a monster which is myself.
Only last couple of years things started to shift. Therapy works wonders. It`s light on your psyche, you`re being supported by a qualified doctor... That is if you`re smart enough to get a professional to treat you - and not a dumbass like me, who jumps head first into a shitpit of his own subconsciousness.
No-no-no. I treat myself. I uncorked a bottle full of evil, pain and misery that was my soul - and drank it up.
To the last drop.
And now, three or four years later, having discovered the depths of my own stupidity, helplessness and shittiness all I`ve left with is spite.
I will change myself, I will evolve that shitty human being I was my entire life - or I will die. Just because fuck you all and fuck you all, all of you, including my old self.
Fuck you. I`m tired of being THAT.
That`s why I don`t end myself.
No hope.
No faith.
Just pure crawling, wiggling, writhing, slithering on my belly when there`s no more energy. Just crawl and fuck it all.

That's the most important thing to realize, actually. None of us are here for a fucking reason, there is no purpose to life. Too many people waste their best years trying to find what life MEANS instead of just living. Biologically the only purpose of life is to fuck a bunch and have lots of kids. If you want more than that, you have to make it yourself, because their is no universal truth to happiness out there waiting to be discovered.

Nah. She was just interested in Making out, and I feel alright with that.

Some say, that once upon a time, an enlightened buddhist monk walked throug countryside - laughing and enjoying himself, his live and the world around him.
He came along a peasant, who lashed at him angrily: "Why are you so happy? The life is tough and shitty! I earn pennies, my wife`s a bitch and my kids hate me! Life sucks!"
The monk gave a man a thoughtful look and answered: "Yeah, you`re right. *YOUR* life sucks"

I've contemplated suicide many times. I guess I'm just too much of an optimist to hang myself and be done with it. I keep on believeing it'll get better.
I'm also afraid of leaving people grieving for me. I know that my family cares and I wanna be here for them.
That's all, no drugs or anything involved, I'm just trying my hardest to enjoy life even when it hits me way too hard.

I really don't know why. I mean, it's a valid option. Helps a lot of people, more food, more work opportunities, less population, etc. I hate who and what I am enough to want to, yet in spite of that, I keep going onward. I feel a tightening in my chest when I think about it. Guilt? Why? Why should I feel guilty? I'm only taking my existence out of the picture of everyone who loves me. I moved away from family to try and ebb away that feeling, but recent circumstances are probably going to make me move back. I'm rambling, I know, but I don't know what to say. Existence is suffering, the cause of suffering is desire. I want to die, but I don't.

The though of procreation

shitty habits

Because I don't get all pissy when life gets hard. Dude, everyone contributing to this thread, spilling your feelings, giving your reasons, you're a little bitch. Yeah, you're a whiny little bitch.

Get a grip, instead of being a little drama queen.

some fucking assholes look up to me, also people invested in my education

If I'm actually ready to go, I'll work shit jobs to repay those people and my funeral costs.

I just don't know, maybe the need for self preservation. I'm worthless coward , too low t, ugly, wageslave and never had a gf. Perhaps if I had access to guns it would be finished swiftly. Otherwise I'm here for a little longer

i like hanging out with my cousin...

video games , trying to bang one of my co workers , working out and trying to reach 3x bodyweight deadlift/squat.

Porn, music, watching sports, and reading books.

Spite.

...

because im IT guy and the world needs me

I WONT STOP UNTIL I BANG TWINS