Confessions Thread

Confessions Thread

my cars friend fried to mother me in the back of my fonger

I have an addiction to Steven universe hentai

I have no job, and I spend 6+ hours everyday lurking /b /d and /gif while playing hentai games on Nutaku.

And my favorite youtuber is Markiplier.

I dumped out the chocolate milk

I want to fuck my 15 year old sister

I'm gay

Everyone thinks I'm happy as fuck. Whenever I actually try to tell someone how I feel about everything they think it's just me being the funny guy. I've only ever tried 3 times, and it was to people I thought I was close to. I'm stuck in a financial shit hole. No one cares, not about me, about you, or about anyone else you've known, know, or will ever know. We repeat this shitty cycle of life over and over expecting shit to change, and it won't. We're a fucked species to develop the ability to think, it just fucks shit up. It let's us worry about stupid shit that doesn't even have anything to do with survival anymore. Honestly, if I had some clean, peaceful way of going out right now, I would, but I'm still terrified of dying. I wish I was religious so I could have some thought of an afterlife but it just looks like nothingness when you die. And I'm a faggot for ranting like this.

I'll be 22 on february. Kissless virgin, closet bi, suicidal, and deeply jealous of rape victims.

I know it's a traumatic experience and all, but I can't help but feel like this when I put so much effort into getting laid to no avail, while some people have sex while actively avoiding it. It's not like I'm repulsive either. I take care of myself and my appearance. I exercise, eat healthy, don't smoke or do drugs...

I know sex won't change my life or make me happy. I know it will only make me feel less lonely for a few hours, a few days at most. Still want to know what it feels like to be wanted, you know? I want to know what physical affection is like.

You're not a faggot for ranting, user. It's the point of the thread. Also, it sometimes helps to vent.

I don't know how old you are, but if you're in college, try seeing if they have a therapist. While I didn't like it, I know it helps some people. And don't feel like people don't care about you because they don't listen to your problems. Most people can't be bothered/ get too scared by problems beyond the usual petty shit.

If you really want to reach out to someone close, try being more direct. Let them know you're serious. It's a risk, but it might be worth it.

i seriously want to fuck my older brother, we're the same age, children from different parents, and he's like 6'2 and i'm a short fucking twinkish faggot who's only 5'10 and i want to sit on his dick while he piles me into fucking oblivion, he's dating my female friend and we all hang out a lot, it's awkward because sometimes i get a boner when he's around.
what should i do

I have a girlfriend, but I fap to sissy and trap porn on nights that I'm not fucking her

He's your brother, dude. The "only half siblings so it's ok" shit doesn't fly irl. Think about what your parents would do if they caught you guys doing anything.

Better to find someone who looks like him and have a bro for life. You'll be much happier that way.

Ive never actually watched anime

yeah, 21 in august, wanna fuckin meet, lol

im 25, at law school, i'm doing decent grades and stuff.

however my real dream is to be a kung fu master, i'm training really seriously, everyday, i watch my rutine, i am consistent every day and i put a lot of effort, and i'm good, however i am nowhere near the level of the most advanced students and i feel like giving up, i don't feel that is rewarding anymore, i love it and i kinda feel like my whole life is rutine, even the things i used to do for fun.

every 2 weeks or so i get really depressed and cry in private out of the built up stress of studying, training and working.

Sometimes i feel like no one gives a shit and i kinda tolerate that however i'm starting to feel that i am the one that doesn't care about anything anymore.

im really introverted, and was finally gonna tell someone about my depression and mounting suicidal thoughts. it was a girl ive been friends with since gradeschool. she basically blew me off, i hadnt really even started to say anything either

sounds good to me, honestly. Do you live in mexico? Otherwise, we might have a bit of an issue haha

>want to

Pleb. I starting fucking my sister when she was 12 and didn't stop until she was 21. Whoo. No ragrats.

because of the distance. Just to clarify

Kung-fu master? Cool! You should definitely keep going!

damn, indiana, america

i have osteoporosis

I love you, guys.

welp. good luck to you, user.

only thing stopping me from killing myself is the fact that my cat won't understand why im not home

Dont worry user
I love you

not physically, that seems to be the problem

Well, its not the first time my love has been rejected.
No worries, user. My feelings died long ago.

Thanks, friend. I appreciate it

I envy people who actually got the courage to actually end it all. Unlike me. The more I wish to end it, the more my brain feats death, therefore resulting into a neverending loop, a delusional cacophony of meaningless noise. My parents don't even care about me anymore and I've lost all of my friends.

the only reason im still alive is bc im capable of pretending to be cute on the internet to get attention that i don't get/can't take irl >.< o im also a sociopath :D

Th only reason I havent offed myself is my older brother said if I were to kill myself, he would too.

haha isn't me, don't worry.

is me

not lonely girl, just interjecting, you might have a shot

me

25, lossless virgin.
Usually that shit doesn't bother me but recently it just feels like everything is against me.
>need a desk to work from that shit refuses to get here
> bank accounts at triple digits and shrinking fast
>losing motivation for anything
>having panic attacks more frequently
Idk kinda contemplating offing myself at this point

Doesnt make much of a difference to me, really. I could have been talking to a wall and wouldnr have felt anything else. No hard feels.

Them fuckin trips tho

since everyone else is bitching about why they havent killed themselves yet,im super bipolar and cant even decide for basic daily stuff and everytime i consider suicide i start thinking what if i die right before someone starts to love me

I'm a werewolf

pics or it didnt happen

I came in my best friend's boots, and it felt so good

I can't hold a phone or camera once I've transformed. Hard enough getting outside the house and away from anyone to avoid hurting them each month.

Flunked out of college, was able to get back in but failed 1 out of the 3 classes and failed to maintain that 2.0 minimum to stay in. Now i have to wait until fall next year to try to get back in, but i have this fear i wont be able to get back in. Including the class i failed i need 8 more classes to get my bachelors. My failures have always been my own fault but i try tp give 100%, but sometimes its not enough. Fucking Christ

do you have any pics?
have you tried setting up hidden cams?

I'm 18, lost my girlfriend after 5 years, dropped out of highschool, quit my job, get high daily and I feel my life is spiraling into darkness and I'll eventually off myself.

I felt super old and out of touch reading your comment. But thank you for putting me on to nutaku.

I find myself almost always hopelessly in love with women in relationships and women who are mean to me and hate me. I can't fall in love with a girl who loves me for me, and I spend hours planning complex murders to get close to these women and rapes purely for the sexual pleasure of it. I'm also a psychopath and the only thing keeping me from assualting people is the consequences and aftermath. Other than that life is great, I have a lot of friends and I've been practicing speed running super mario 64.

I want to die but i don't know why, I have had a good life so far with loving family and shit but i still want it to end. I keep looking for answers for why this is but i haven't found anything yet.

that's the only other reason i don't kms!!! :o, ik that im capable of getting at least one person to like me sooo what if i die as soon as they get attached to me D: that makes me guilty

user you arent lying to me are you

HE IS TELLING THE TRUTH :O

I realize it's tough to believe. I've tried to explain it to friends in the past but they wouldn't believe me. With some of the shit I've sone while transformed, I'm glad it's that way. I don't want anyone close to me to know the things I've done when the thirst takes over.

Hey look another hoosier

i own both male and female clothes and shoes, my wife knows nothing but whenever im alone at home i wear it all and sometimes even tease other guys that say they want to fuck me dressed like that. I call myself Sandra when i tease them in skype

5'10 is short? Jeez I'm a fucking midget then

do you do any harm to people you dont know?
if so what do you do
if not why not

Never really thought about it. Just worried about if her or my parents find them

I feel the same user, everytime she looks at me she gets excited and when she curls up with me i start crying until morning.

i dont even have a cat to cry with nigger.
i cry alone

Worst one in this thread, kys

I agree

Not intentionally. You have to realize that if i was in full control when transformed, I wouldn't hurt a fly. But I'm not in control. I've killed close friends. Killed strangers. Animals. I don't want to do it, but I can't stop it.

I've been jacking off to the same girl from high school for ten years. Never got to get with her. But I did suck her brother's cock. So that was cool.

So I'm married and I have 3 kids. I'm a stay at home dad, and I pretty much just play pokemon all the time or whatever games I can afford, while mostly catering to my kids. After a whole lot of traumatic events, I'm finally starting to feel like a person again but honestly I just want to do drugs and get as high as I can.

hope you get better user
gotta go
also check em

be a good dad :c

Honestly that might just make everything worse. Be a good dad and make your kids proud.

So tell us how many dicks you've sucked already, don't be shy

whaddup faggot

No cure but thanks. Cya

Shit man, that oddly got me hard.

my mom is a drug addict and my dad is dead and I spend my free time watching anime and trying to be optimistic :D

What?

I don't love my fiance but she has a good job and the best lifestyle I can have is with her.

heyy that was really close to 55555 >:( im mad

queensandra? i knew you were a dude!

I'm doing my best. I have agoraphobia so shit is a huge struggle, but getting diagnosed was a venture that took most of my life.

I kinda feel like I'm just sitting in a huge mess of my mistakes, and nothing has really changed except sometimes my kids make me happy.

>be 19
>working at a club in Mexico mostly doing dancing/escort
>Manager asks if I want 10 year old girl before she has clients
>she's already been broken in and is going to be a prostitute either way
>figure wtf probably not going to ever be in this situation again
>licked and fucked her for a few hours doing different stuff
>pretty fun kind of awkward because can't go very deep into her but still very enjoyable for both of us
>cum extremely hard in her tight little hairless cunt
>went back down on her after I came and licked her until hard again
>fucked her slower so as not to hurt her, slow build up causes me to cum again until nearly firing blanks
>most of my friends now are American and freak out whenever I even tell them that banging 12-14 year olds is really common so pretty sure they'd say A 10 year old is the worst thing I've ever done, so I've never confessed it to anyone.

i make more than anyone in my entire family, i have anything i could ever want but i dont have company irl. it makes my skin ache i just want to die already

But you do have dubs :)

I know someone like you. He's a doormat and does everything his mom asks. She's ruining his life and he seems ok with it.

You aren't wrong

I HAVE a job and I do this...

Do it. Your cat doesn't give a fuck about you and will start eating you as soon as it runs out of food.

well that's not my point at all :< my mom ignores me or hits me and the only place I'm safe is at school!

My sister told me the same
But does she really care that much?

what the fuck is with that shirt

Man, I can relate to this.
I'm in a constant state of apathy and I'm married so I understand.

I'm scared of being transgender. Or something. At this point I don't even know. I don't even know if being trans is a real thing or if it's just depressed people making shit up. I feel like life would be better if I was female, but then again I don't know. I'm fucked up. Might end up doing the ol an hero some day we'll see.

Back in 2012 I watched MLP. The regret never ends.

wow fucking leeches

I've been sharing my girlfriend with her ex-boyfriend who's been renting our basement for over a year now.

maybe dont put so much stock in sexuality. there's more to life than whats between your legs. nigger.

I take care of the kids, so not really leeching..

wellll, if you wanna do male -> female, if u have a masculine body (broad shoulders, big hands/feet, tall) it'd be good to try out hrt!! But if u have a feminine body alrdy just don't bother :p it's ur choice tho~

im happier with being able to call myself cute (happier = less depressed = yay!! ^_^)

Did you fall out of love while married user or before marriage? Do you regret getting married and do you have any kids together? This really keeps me up at night and I'm wondering if I can keep it up or I'll grow to resent her and hate her.

The only time I've felt love was with someone who didn't love me at all and it was in high school, probably like eleven years ago. My wife just simply feels like my partner, and I mean I guess I love her but not really. It's more of a neutral feeling but she likes me and that's cool. Marriage didn't do this, no, and neither did kids, it's more of a mixture of life events that caused my apathy, I believe.