Sup Forums what's wrong with me? I've had alot of girlfriends in highschool, a normal highschool...

Sup Forums what's wrong with me? I've had alot of girlfriends in highschool, a normal highschool. Finished college with a girl I met freshmen year. But one day I just quit wanting sex. I quit wanting my relationship. My dick works but I have no sexual drive, and I just lost all feelings for the relationship. Every girl that comes up to me I don't have interest in. I don't wanna talk to any of my friends no more I just wanna be by myself? What happened to me? Mental illness?

Sounds like depression

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I don't feel depressed. I'm just not interested in other people. Guys and girls included.

Do you fap? I have an on and off sex drive depending on my moods, but with me it's more of a weekly/monthly thing... I loose interest in fapping and fucking, but a month later I'll be fucking three chicks a week... With me it's mainly to do with hypochondria/depression episodes. Also, I don't like people much, but when I'm horny I can be sociable because it's necessary

Sounds like apathy or depression I dunno man, you maintaining regular interests?

Any drug use?

This is also a good question, how often do you jerk off OP?

Forgot to say, MDMA/XTC really helps me break the circle...

You lose interest in fapping for an entire month at a time?

How old are you man? I can't even go 72 hours without feeling like I'm in a frenzy. fuck, I struggle to make it past 48.

I used to but haven't in months. Have no interest to.
I go to work, come home if it's nice out I'll go skate at the local skatepark. Or I'll either stay in and browse Sup Forums watch the races or play video games.

And as well, what helps me is tapping into my darkest desires and living them. I find I like semi anonymous sex where I use women like fucktoys and do degenerate things to them to be really fulfilling. Normal women can be boring and mindnumbing, but tapping into the deprived ones really helps me keeping an interest

Also, and now I'm gonna stop, it's a matter of mind over matter. No desire to fap, still fap, Watch porn. At some moment you'll find the images in your mind and desire starts to find it's way into your life again. Just speaking from my experience, but sometimes you just gotta fap and fuck your way through a lull

I'm an oldfag, 40

I didn't ask what you did man, I asked if you're maintaining interests.
If you're looking forward to these things, getting excited about them, etc.

Oh for sure I thought you were younger, do you remember what age things started falling off for you?

Oh yes. Everyday.

Fucking hell, this proves OP is a giant faggot. People would KILL to have what you would've had. Cherish that shit dude.

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You could start by becoming literate.

Around 35 I guess... I had the feeling I'd done most things and just another pussy didn't do it anymore. Had some longterm girlfriends and ridiculous amounts of one night stands and the glamour was gone I guess. Now I'm a dirty old man, have a 19 year old bisexual ultra hot gf and struggle to stay interested in her. But orgies and threesomes with loads of perversion keep me going, even though I still have an off-month every now and then...

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST OP. There are perma-virgins foaming at the mouth in sheer rage rn because you've had so many damn girlfriends. Seriously OP, you have a gift, don't waste it.

I'm not OP, I'm just an user telling OP to fuck and fap through his disinterest and tap into his darkest desires. My periods of disinterest are caused by depression/hypochondria resulting in apathy. I have a general dislike of the dumb fucks you meet in everyday life, which I think he has too. Depression doesn't necessarily mean you're in bed with curtains closed ready to slit your wrists, I think what OP has can very well be signs of mild depression. I'm giving my cures.

Depressed at that? That many girls? How about all of the incels who have such bad depression it turns to hatred? Women love you guys, cherish that.

Honest advice? OP and you seem to be alpha as all fuck, do that and attract the right girl that fits you. You're chick magnets.