Hey, lonelyfag back again

Hey, lonelyfag back again.
It's cold and I'm bored.

Come on in, let's talk for a while~

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Hey again. Feeling better?

Hey my lovely lonelyfag.
Expecting friends in 30 minutes.
But I am drinking to be in the mood for company.
Feels kinda weird but I know that I need to do something tonight otherwise I would get depressions. I can't explain to myself why I often need drugs to bear friends.
Sigh :D
What are you up to tonight?

What happened?

Feeling as usual really~
What's up?~

Listening to random music. That's pretty much all I'm up to~
What do you have planned for the night?

Tfw my every other thought is suicide.
I’m not even a NEET. The worst bit is, i can’t even sum up the energy to cry anymore.

As far as I know you're in for black metal?
Ahhh we start drinking at my place and then join a student party. Sooo more people ---> more pressure for me :D

Changed school 3 times in the past 4 years
Had 2 really good friends in the last one. Now im a lonely fag in a comepletely new school. Any attempts to fit into a group of people fails, they dont reject me and I talk to them from time to time, but the conversations are short and awkard. Don't feel like I belong here at all, I need someone :/

>What's up?~
Ya know. Just wasting another evening. Doing nothing at all.

I like Black Metal yeah, but right now it's just whatever I can think of, I just play it. Just looking for something that sticks.
it just sounds like you need more alcohol really.

Get friends online I guess; That's the only solution I really see. That or find out why people don't stick around.

I see. Why nothing?

Hm okay :)
Yeah thats for sure... I am working at it ^^
but I was asking myself recently why you reject every form of drugs?

Currently trying to treat myself better. No more staying up till 4AM or constantly snacking for me!

Had countless friends over the internet before. Was all over game forums and got friends there. Now I just have a couple and I don't really get any new ones. It was fun before but now it just doesn't work. I want someone in real life, but fortune doesn't seem to like me

I don't really reject any drugs. I'm just not interested in any.

Heh. I'm probably never gonna stop the constant snacking myself.
How is it working out for you so far?

Probably not much to do with fortune I'd say. There must be something you're not doing or that needs to be changed.
I might be wrong. I'm not a specialist.

>I don't really reject any drugs. I'm just not interested in any.

But why?

Does not being interested really need a reason? I don't feel any particular interest in any of it that's all.

Mostly trying to get the sleep part down first. I'd say it's going pretty well overall though.

sup catboi find myself looking forward to seeing these threads

I'm curious. How have you been fixing your sleep schedule?

Hai~
What are you up to then?~

Alright accepted :D
Ehhm my friends are here. So I have to go.
Have a nice day everyone :)

See, I'm a foreigner, I've seen many other foreigners that easily integrated into the local community, I just doesn't work for me for some reason. They all act nice and stuff, no one hates me, but I guess we are just too different. Idk how to explain this, they grew here and I grew there, difference in culture is too big so we are not compatible in a way. You are right, it's my fault, but I can't do anything about it, I dont want to become like them

Alright, have a good evening then~

Don't really have to be like people to go along with them. Don't have any hobbies you could share with people?

just got off work, relaxing
its getting cold here so its nice to be cozy

Just deciding on a hard limit. Right now that limit is midnight. And by that I mean by midnight I have to finish fapping, stop shitposting on Sup Forums, and go to bed. Before I would just lose track of time and stay up way later, but by setting a hard limit, It helps.

I haven't needed to do this, but if you're asking for your own benefit, maybe set a "Go the fuck to sleep" alarm on your phone.

idk, not really. It all comes to a dead end

hi

I see. Do you just fall asleep naturally when you get in bed or do you stay awake forever until you finally manage to pass out?

I wish I could be cozy too. But I'm way too damn cold in here and the insulation in the apartment is awful so the heat doesn't stay long enough and keeping the heater on all day costs me a fuckton.

How come? Are all your hobbies things that can't be done with other people?

Hey there~

usually doesn't take that long to fall asleep when I get in bed. Happens actually rather fast and naturally. The challenge is tearing myself away from the porn by midnight.

Its not great in mine either but if you have the right tools you can achieve max cozy. My go to is oversize hoodie, slippers, blanket, and candles.
if i may interject. Separating yourself from any screen might help. Maby an hour or so before your hard limit just sit or lie in bed, dont try to sleep just separate from any new information.

GO VEGAN FOR THE ANIMALS NIGGER

Lucky you~
Takes me ages to just sleep whenever I get in bed~

Don't have an oversized anything ;w;
Also, I already put too much money in candles. But it does sound like a solid investment. Maybe. Maybe I'll do that.

I'm already a vegetarian, vegan sounds like too much of a pain in the ass right now. Cook for me and you got a deal.

Hey lonely, great to see you on again, hows your week been?

:D

But I'm a butcher...

aww just look up for 6XL hoodies
Candles are expensive as fuck but holy hell if it isnt like a drug... the smell :0

Also I take from your pictures you are in a lood mood.

Thanks for the advice. as I said in , porn has been one thing thats kept me up way past my limit, so maybe planning on finishing up ahead of time will help.

Welp, I mostly sit home at the computer - games, videos, anime, photo and video editing, so there is not much to share

Hmm. Fair enough. Welp. I can't really help there, there's a reason I'm a lonelyfag afterall~

Candles are pretty nice yes.

>you are in a lood mood.
When am I not. But actually I just randomly choose, I'm not looking at them really, just picking one and posting.

The usual really. Nothing special happened. Nothing special was done.
What about you? Anything cool going on?

About the same. Getting some gaming in while my god daughter is napping. I bought a new entertainment stand for my room, not cool to you probably but cool to me haha

Shoot thought I was on to something there. I am curious just how numerous the cat pictures are. Somewhere in the ballpark of 2 million?

Just over 300. But not all cats. Just cute stuff really. I handpick the stuff.
Someday I'll finish my folder for my husbando and become a true avatarfag.

What's an entertainment stand supposed to be?

An entertainment stand is essentially a dresser that you TV stands on and has easy access to consoles etc. It looks nicer than having

You should poke around /c/ and /cm/ great boards of cute things. I have a thing for mass downloading images.
As matthew mcconaughey once said "you gotta pump them numbers up.... those are rookie numbers" >:)

whoops forgot the rest of the sentence..
It looks nicer than having everything on top of a table/dresser where you put your clothes.

I guess that's kinda true. I mean, my whole computer setup is currently sitting on cardboard boxes.

I do spend some time on /cm/ on occasions. I'm just extremely picky~

D: cardboard boxes?. Any specific reason as to why>

For the past 3 days i was barely able to breathe. It's nice to finally relax n sleep.

Quantity over quality I see. I know i saved just about everything you have uploaded that I hadn't seen yet so thanks.
Have one... maby.... if you want...

Hello. Went out with a friend last night and realized just how good it feels to have real human interaction.

I'm going for a walk tonight. I've never voluntarily left my house to walk. So this will be fun I bet.

Anyone else want to walk?

I remember you, You damn queer. How's your day going.

My chair broke so the desk was too low and I'm too lazy to go buy a new chair.
So I just put everything higher and now I just stand up at the desk.
I'm thinking about just putting the entire setup on the floor next to my futon instead.

But why?

I'm definitely stealing that one yes, thank you~

I'd go on a walk but I'm too tired and it's too cold right now~

no u
My day is over really. And it was just the usual.
What are you up to?

Fuck you faggot

seriously kill yourself vegetarian scum

Ah okay. That makes sense, Well supposedly standing is supposed to be better for you you so eh. There's that I guess. until you get lazy, and fall over and fall asleep lol

and my short ugly loser father is grossing me out and he doeng care if i think he is a creep when he is gay thinking to me and he also look like a ugly midget and has no friends cause is short but tricks people that he dont care by using his brothers to sbow his embarassment and he n ugly people losers can trap me ugly way and holding on to me eith there thinking like a ugly shrt weak dsgusting ugly short mdget and they outnumber everybody and try to kill people ugly way and if everybody and me know about the ugly people losers secrets or is better then the ugly people losers then ugly ppl losers going to bother people ugly way and try to be better then people way so i dont know why i still want to spend my money and enjoy like and the ugly people llsers outnjmber everybodh and is disfustknf and smell worse then dof shit and is lame and fay and ugly and shorr and lame

Cold is the best weather. Numbs you.

What do you want to talk about?

>My day is over really
About the same. Listening to music bumming it up here looking for something to do.

It was either standing or using that bar stool that I got. But that's even less comfortable. So I chose standing for now.

Don't really know, didn't really come here with a conversation topic. Just running with what people wanna go with~
Cold is good but I have my limits. Probably should buy warmer clothes.

Mounting concern for your well being. Do you just procrastinate? I dont think i could go without a decent chair and desk.u lazy catboi

Yeah I agree, bar stools aren't really comfy. So do you have any room mates? or do you live by yourself?

I'm down in Texas. Cold here is only like 60°.

Where abouts are you from?

I only procrastinate. It's all I really do. I'm not really good at doing anything productive. When I get productive, it's just for like a couple days and I probably don't finish what I start.

What kind of music?

Live all on my own. I'd probably murder any roommate. I'm not made for human interactions like that.

Some random place in France that isn't the South~

Yeah I can understand. Especially after being on your own for a while someone else's living habits get super annoying. so then other than Sup Forums and pc games what do you do to pass the time?

>being ignored
How to restore my self-assessment?

I hear France is lovely.

Want to hear a joke?
>a dyslexic man walks into a bra

Aww thats no good. Well If I can make any suggestion muster up the effort to get a comfy chair and desk and then procrastinate more by being too comfortable.

Be'lakor
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What about you. Still listening to that weird electro music.
>Cold here is only like 60°
That's like +15 it's -6 here

Rip. 2cold4u

b-but money

>a dyslexic man walks into a bra
Okay you got me. Nice one.

>I hear France is lovely.
I'll just say it's probably cool to visit but living there isn't the same.

>being ignored
huh? What you mean?
>How to restore my self-assessment?
Dunno. Can't really help with that either, can't do it for myself.

>youtube.com/watch?v=Ve9tqUlrpws
According to google that's melodic death. So I'll give it a listen right now~

>2cold4u
Not even close -6 is nothing. At -20 is when you start to feel your balls going back inside you.
>that's melodic death
>I'll give it a listen
What's with the change last time you called me a faggot for liking melodic metal.

Id gib u money bb >;)
Sounds pretty good man melodic stuff is awesome. Where I am can get anywhere from -28 to 114 degrees depending on the time of year.

>huh? What you mean?
Nevermind, that`s just another sad story from my life. Feel like a trash right now.

That's a shame. I want to bring a motorcycle all across Europe some day. Maybe when the whole terrorism thing has calmed down.

So how many times a week do you drink your favorite beverage?

Wew lad. I've only ever been in -10 before. I couldn't imagine being that cold. Must feel great.

Sorry to burst into your conversation, but I rather enjoy metal some times. Never heard of melodic metal. Quick rundown?

>you called me a faggot for liking melodic metal.
Cause it's still strictly inferior to proper Black Metal so that makes you a faggot.
Also, you probably only gave me faggot tier bands.

Please paypal me like 500 bucks. I promise it's going to be a good investment.

I see. Well I mean, can I be of assistance or something?

>So how many times a week do you drink your favorite beverage?
Every day. It's called water and I drink between two and three liters a day.
How about you? :3

>can I be of assistance or something?
Just talk with me, i feel, like i need it right now. (If only my english wont make you scream in pain)

Heh unfortunately I just spent 800 dollars on rebuilding my computer so im a Little short, I can pay you in biscuits.
Trivia time. I live in a High altitude location with wildly varying temperatures, You have three guesses.

Almost every day. And It's water. Gotta love that stuff.

Are you a fan of the James Bond films? Which is your favorite?

>If only my english wont make you scream in pain
There's room for improvement but I've seen people who don't even try half as hard as you do.
Looking at you, Italian folks. And French faggots.

umm
Mount Everest?

Haven't watched any James Bond stuff since I was like 10. Can't even name a movie to be honest. Not my type of thing really~

I'm in leaf land and we can get to -30 or lower by then you juts want winter to end.
>Quick rundown
It has more melody's in the instruments or clean vocals.
>strictly inferior
>Black Metal
Get the garbage outta here. Black metal is the lowest form of metal.
>you probably only gave me faggot tier bands
>Thinks
>Powerwolf
>Heaven shall burn
>Caliban
>Sabaton
>Soilwork
>Make them suffer
>Is shit
I think that makes you the faggot.

I already said, Powerwolf is good.
But liking Sabaton literally makes you a Nazi in my eyes.

No but weed is legal here. *big hint*
Leaf land never heard of it.
Any love for some classics?
youtube.com/watch?v=K_1hLiqwq7c

That's a shame. I've always loved James Bond.

Another joke.
What's green and has wheels?
>grass
>I lied about the wheels

So would "Nothing Else Matters" be melodic metal?

>There's room for improvement
Literally my reason to live. Idea of improving myself in every aspect(body, mind, programming skills) is my gasoline. And right now i`m feeling like my tanks are 'half empty". Sad life, sad music. But who cares, i did things i`m not proud of, and probably deserve some pain.

I have 0 idea then. Cause the Netherlands isn't a high altitude area.

>grass
>I lied about the wheels
w-what

It's called an anti-joke. Pretty stupid stuff. Sorry.

>liking Sabaton
>literally makes you a Nazi
Come on now, How does that connect with one another. That's like me saying black metal meake's you satanist.
Ya i like some of the classics like judas priest slayer just over heard them a lot.

>Nothing Else Matters
I think it would count even if metallica isn't really a melodic band.

>i did things i`m not proud of
Haven't we all?

I-I see

Forget about it. I just fucking hate Sabaton.

>Everyone talking about Metal And i'm over here listening to pop and weeb shit

God damnit

Well I'll be going. Everyone enjoy your day and sleep well. I'll be starting my walk.

Bye.

Last hint, its in the land of freedom and hamburgers and guns.
I always tried to listen to their off songs less popular. You can find a lot of gems in there
what kind of weeb shit
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Have a good night/day/walk!

This kind of weeb shit
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Alright, enjoy your walk~

yeah sorry, I don't listen to either of those~

I looked up a map with like mountains and stuff. So I'd say either Colorado or Utah.

>I just fucking hate Sabaton
I can tell you have a hatred for them, But a nazi i am not.
Besides what you listing to. You gonna call my music tastes gay, what you got.
>listening to pop and weeb shit
Time to start the bullying.
>Pic related
Might poke around see what i can find that hasn't been beaten to death for me.

and Jackie smell like a ugly lighter
Ugly and not try too hard and ugly and stupid and orge smell

Why are you such a loser s:

I made bad decisions that led to worse situations that led to worse decisions. And now I'm just sitting there being all like "damn. I suck at making decisions."

>You gonna call my music tastes gay, what you got.
what

Aaaaaaaand I fucking forgot my picture. I'm amazing.