Gay experiences thread?

Gay experiences thread?

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There is that one time i watched gay porn

>Freshman year
>Senior friend whos always getting me high and drunk took advantage of me drunk
>we were in his room and once I was really drunk
>he stripped himself and I
>helped himself to fucking my mouth
>hardly knew what was happening but I started sucking
>he roughly fucked my face slamming my face into his body hard
>he slapped me and my ass hard as fuck until I was crying choking on his dick
>red faced drooling and crying he threw me onto the ground and shoved his cock into my asshole
>his only lube was my drool all over his cock so he shoved harder than fuck and I began crying hard
>he pounded my ass while I sobbed hard
>he fucked me for twenty minutes before he came in me
>he put me on his bed, cuddled and kissed me until I fell asleep...

Every sexual experience I've had in the last five years

Honestly just asking for nudes really that's the furthest I've gone

Sauce?

Sounds awful tbh.

My entire life is one big gay experience

one time I pooped and it didn't hurt

I'm officially straight. But I have hooked up with three different guys. Not using apps or anything. Just been out and one of us has picked the other up. Once at a party, once in a bar, and the last one was a guest at the hotel I work at.
None of my friends know. I have a gf atm. Don't want to be gay, being straight is easier. But there's something about messing around with another dude. Quick, easy, no fuss, just get into it.

Finally tried sucking dick for the first time after fantasizing about it for years.

Ends up, I really enjoyed it. Not sure if gay or just like sucking dick...

reading this thread

>officially straight

naw you're just a closeted gay/bisexual

Oh I forgot, there was a time with a random at the beach too. But i shut it down because way nervous and scared we would get caught

me and best friend of a very long time jerked off next to each other watching a video of him fucking his long time girlfriend. Ridiculously hot. Everything we start jerking each other off proceeds to 69 after some point. Dude ate my jizz like I'd only ever seen a fat chick do. Happened another time once more and that was a few years ago. Pic unrelated, he did want to kiss which I though was kinda gay but okay

Yeah I suppose. Bi maybe, like pussy too much and thats always gonna be my preference. Would never admit to people IRL I might be into dick as well sometimes

this just happened to me
>put a toy in my ass while fapping, something I rarely do
>feeling pretty good bouncing on it
>suddenly feel this sharp pain
>immediately hop off the dildo and stumble onto my futon strip completely naked and lay down
>tunnel vision, short of breath, cold-sweating, adrenaline
>feel like I'm about to die
>wtf am I having a panic attack
>nauseous
>BRRRAAAAAAAAAAAP
>rush to the toilet
>plop out some feminine scat
>BRRAAAAAAAAAAApp
>fall forward on my hands and knees, crawl to the bath tub
>throw up a bit then take a long bath
always make sure your ass is completely empty before doing anything gay with it

Enema my dude. Your life will never be the same without it.

While high on Molly I often end up hooking up with guys

full vid please??

Also sucked dick, fucked butt and got fucked frequently around 11-14 haven't really done too much gay stuffs since

Shoulda pre typed, be patient post 2 coming
> 17 be beta virgin, might be gay but not sure no experience with anyone yet
> on greyhound bus from brisbane to sydney
> shits packed but I got two seats to myself near the back
> stop in coffs harbour
> guy my age gets on, looks kinda cute, surfer
> I'm like please please please sit next to me
> fucking awesome he does
> takes a while but we start talking, he's going to sydney too, we are stuck with each other overnight
> normal conversation, he seems straight talks about gfs that's cool, is just good to hang with
> late arvo I 'fall asleep' and make my leg touch his, he doesn't move
> I pretend to get comfortable and move my hand so its by his waist
> feels good man
> 'wake up' and he's chill
> about midnight we stop at some random country town, driver having a smoke
> dude and I get off stretch our legs
> sit on bench and have proper conversation
> we are totally clicking, can't describe it and not sure why. Its all cool btwn us
> back on bus everyone is quiet
> lights off and people snoring
> he and I turn off our phones and try to sleep
> he lets me rest on his shoulder
> hear his heart
> he smells great too
> I share my blanket
> close my eyes and enjoy being close to him
> he moves his arm, puts it around me
> got my hand on my lap, put it on his thigh
> rest it there and feel around a little
> run fingers along his leg
> his arm squeezes me, I think that means he cool with this
> move hand to his junk
> gently push and squeeze it over his board shorts
> he's getting firm
> I'm excited but no fucking idea what Im doing or what I can get away with

Cont

this is such a cute story user my g*d
bumping for the conclusion to this

> keep pushing his crotch over his shorts
> want to go further but not confident
> he's pretty damn hard now, cool I've given someone a boner
> he reaches down pulls elastic
> gets his dick out for me
> I wrap my fingers around it
> feels warm and sweaty
> give him long slow bj under the blanket
> its dark no one knows what's happening
> I'm hard too, but can't do anything to myself, just focus on him
> wish I could see it, but not worth the risk
> besides just comfy sitting here fapping him
> after a while he whispers for me to stop. Says hes getting sore and needs a break
> I'm hoping that means he'll play with me but no, no chance
> both yawn and fall asleep heads resting on each others shoulder
> next day wake up, everything's cool btwn us
> no privacy so can't continue last night
> I think he's as keen as I am
> stop at a Mobil for brekky, I consider trying something when we go for a slash but too many people around not private enough
> back on bus, couple hours will be in sydney, running out of chances
> nothing doing, still good conversation, hands and legs touch each others
> but no way we can take it further
> hit outskirts of city, I realise nothing more gonna happen
> get off at station, have exchanges numbers, shake hands, see him walk off to his grandparents
> my dad's over there
> that night think to send him an SMS
> dont do it, chicken out
> never hear from him either

Not exciting or anything, sorry if you were expecting sex. but just wanted to share the time I gave a clumsy handie to a straight guy on an overnight bus. So wanted to try more. My big regret is not forcing it, but I probably would've scared him off

>give him long slow bj under the blanket
No no no, sorry that's wrong. Not a bj a hand job. Damn wish it was a bj

How can you even try anal with ass full of shit? You can't even lube it properly

They should teach about anal on sex-ed, we would have less fractured anuses

Thx man. Sorry its not that exciting to read. It was amazing to be there, I loved every second of it. Didn't want the night to end. but such a pity nothing really happened

this was back in 2015
>be 19, 5'11" virgin
>went full trap mode, wearing straight blonde wig with bangs and a pair of glasses so it was hard to tell who i was
>threw an ad up on craigslist for someone to fuck
> get around 2 dozen replies, most were just creepy old manlets
>asian dude probably around 6'7" and like 220-230 lbs replies
> he picks me up and i realize it's a dude i had a lecture hall class with a year prior
>full trap mode so doesnt recognize me
>about a 10 minute drive so i play with his dick and balls through his pants
>first dick ive ever touched, wasnt as big as mine but whatever
>we get to his place and says his gf is overseas atm
>enter his bedroom, the movie 300 was playing
>he grabs some of his gfs clothes, i put them on
>whips out his dick and tells me to get started
>i slobber all over his dick for 5 minutes
>he's not really paying much attention, instead watching 300

continue

No dude, not maybe, you're definetly BI if not a closeted faggot

just because you have a girl, doesn't mean you're not gay, do you know how many people are gay but they have a girlf because they are afraid what ppl would think

inb4 THIS IS SPARTAAAA

My friends and I were all drinking and partying the other night. We all ended up back at my apartment where we continued to drink and smoke till the early morning. A lot of us were laying/sitting on my bed watching tv and talking. All of the sudden I open my eyes and everyone is leaving the room except my friend who is gay. I don't mind because I'm already about to pass out. A little bit goes by and I realize that he's been playing footsies with me, and has his hand up and down my leg. I'm kind of drunk still, and a little horned up from doing other extra curricular activities... and also getting super aroused. I tried to act like I was still sleeping but I think some heavy breathing have it away. His hand has made its way to my cock by now and it starts throbbing. He grabs my pants and pulls them down for a better grip while he's jerking me off. A few minutes of this and I'm kind of freaking out at this point. Never thought about being with a guy really, nor was I expecting anything like this to happen doing something like hanging out at my house with all my friends there. He started to suck my cock, and I felt it get harder then I've ever felt it before. He's so good at it that I want to scream. He takes his time. Swallows me whole, licks my balls, kisses my head. Not to brag but my dick isn't small by any means. 7.5 inches and thick, although it might have been 8inches that night during this encounter. Never was so turned on in my life. I cum in his mouth and he keeps sucking it till I basically have to rip it from his mouth. He had cum all over his lips as I grabbed him by his head and started kissing him. Licking my nut off each others faces.

sounds like they left you there for him

continued!

>after a while he puts on a condom and grabs me and faces me towards the tv
>he tries to get it in but my ass was tight from literally never experiencing anal play that he becomes flustered
>spits on my ass and thrusts his dick into me so hard i verbally squeal like a girl and start tearing up
>it hurts so much and try to ask him if he has anything we could use as a lube but i cant talk straight due to me now crying
>he says "we dont need that shit" as he shoves my head deeper and deeper into the bed for about 20 minutes
>crying so much i couldve left a puddle of tears in his sheets
>his dick slides out of the condom leaving half of it in my ass as Leonidas is getting pelted by arrows towards the end of the movie
>sobbing as he drives me home
>get home and pull out condom
>go to sleep

shit was traumatizing as fuck tbqh but ever since then i would post an ad on craigslist just to get fucked and now im thinking about occasionally doing it for monetary purposes especially since christmas is coming and im a NEET

Sounds awesome. I'm fully erect

Lol fuck i should done that

ye ur 12 inch dick ruins the believability

Don't you feel violated? Sure he got you off but I don't think its cool he took advantage of you. Dunno, maybe I'm a prude? Not sure if that's the right word

Holy christ talk about an ancient meme.

Are you a time-traveler?

LOL i wish
my friends and i ironically send each other old memes just cuz were nostalgiafags

I did feel like I wasn't myself for a couple days.

Kek

Got mouth raped in a park late at night. Feel bad because although I didn't want it, I didn't fight him off or stop it. Fap to it sometimes which makes me feel like shit. Can drop the greentext i wrote a couple months back if anyone wants it. Just haven't included it because non consentual

Well might as well. You are in this thread after all.

> 18 drunk at party
> ive had enough, wanna bail, swipe bottle of vodka and walk off towards home
> I'm an idiot because its gonna take ages
> go through soccer ground
> I'm tired just gonna rest on the bleachers
> not bad, warm summer night, take swigs of vodka, happy to stay here a bit
> 2 mins, 5 mins or 2 hrs later who the fuck knows see someone walking my way
> am cautious because no state to defend myself if he wants to roll me
> he's gonna walk past, doesn't even notice me
> I call out 'howdy how's it going'
> he comes over sits down and I share my alcohol he shares cigarette
> don't know him
> he seems ok, talking about all sorts of shit with my new friend
> Im wasted can barely function my brains not working too good
> semi pass out couple times
> come too, find him messing with me
> hands on my chest and face real close
> I'm like huh? wtf are you doing bro?
> he kisses my ear and cheek
> pushing hard against my junk, I push back coz it feels good
> no idea what to do here, not my thing
> but everythings spinning can't make sense of shit
> shut it down, push him off me. offer him vodka to calm his tits
> tell him its not cool, too weird man just keep your hands to himself
> after a minute he tries again
> leans down and starts licking my ear and nibbling my neck
> fuck this feels good but I gotta stop it
> I'm powerless
> just one more minute, turn my head and let him keep going
> he munches on my neck and we even swap saliva a little
> tells me to turn and face him
> as I do this he kneels up on the bleachers, he's got his cock out
> I've got a dick right in front of my face
> shit, this ain't good, I've fucked up
> puts his knee on my chest and holds me down
> he pushes forward and puts his dick up to my cheek and across my face

> no way thats getting in nigger
> clench my mouth shut
> he holds it against my lips
> tells me 'come on open up let me in, you want this'
> turn my head away
> hes not giving up, still pushing it to my mouth
> dunno why but I open up
> he eases it in
> mouth is now full of cock
> holds my head still and feeds me his dick, sliding it in and out
> why am i doing this?
> i dont like it but isn't totally horrible or anything
> doesn't taste or feel bad
> in fact its kinda easy really don't have to do anything, have my hands on his hips and just keep still while he fucks my mouth
> he does it slow and steady, talking to me as he goes
> 'you're doing good, you love cock don't ya' shit like that
> I'm just hoping its over quick
> something snaps in me
> I have to stop it, I'm not into this
> its not right. Youve had your fun mate, im not doing it anymore
> turn my head go to push him off me
> he's not having a bar of it
> fights back
> knees down real hard on my chest he pins me down and its painful
> says 'I don't wanna hurt you, just take it and I'll be good to you, it won't take long
> I don't fight him, just submit
> let him use my mouth
> feel ashamed
> embarrassed to think if someone I knew saw me with a guy using me like this

> degrading having this guy standing over me
> can't imagine what this would look like if someone walked by
> then something changes is me, getting used like this makes me feel a bit turned on
> I reach up and touch his cock
> squeeze it and take over, start sucking him
> just run with it
> do shit that I've seen chicks do in porn, licking all up it and kissing the head
> not gonna pretend anymore
> he even sits back and hold its in front of me
> I lean forward and put my lips around him again, I'm actually blowing him now
> if he stopped, I'd want to keep going
> he picks up speed, takes over again
> pushes me right back I can't move at all
> idiot me keeps sucking him
> he's getting real forceful and rough
> pretty much just powerfucking my mouth
> starts grunting
> looks like he's gonna cum, wtf am I doing here
> his dick starts bucking and twitching
> is holding my head just says one thing 'get ready, I've got something for you'
> he groans real loud and leans back
> I feel so degraded, knowing what's about to happen
> suddenly my mouth is filling with cum
> try to swallow
> but it keeps coming, theres too much
> most ends up spilling out of my mouth
> its on my cheek and dribbling down
> yuk
> suddenly I'm crashing back to earth
> this isn't hot at all, I'm such an idiot
> but I don't stop, let him finish pumping
> he slows down but holds it in me, tells me to clean it, I stay sucking
> he stands back, tucks dick away and pulls his jeans back up
> says nothing turns around walks away
> leaves me with sitting there cum all over my face wondering wtf has just happened
> have another drink, pull my shirt up to wipe my mouth, but its covered in cum too
> just end up smearing more of him on my face
> get up, pull pants up, walk home
> so ashamed
> still drive past that spot almost everyday, can't believe how stupid I was

Dude you were raped

Yeah its messy because I didn't shut it down. I know for a fact if I wasn't drunk I would've fought him off me. I don't think there's anything I can do about it now. Also would hate for people to know about this irl just gotta chalk this up to an experience and make sure I'm never in that situation again

I'd give you a solid hug and a pat on the back if I were there. Poor lad

How does it feel to know that I fapped to this?

Cheers mate.
Doesn't bother me. You're allowed to. I've even fapped to it. That's the part I don't get.

They are posting on this board quite often

I'd love to lay him on my leg in that position so his ass is angled higher, hold his waist in one are and use the other hand to hammer his ass with that dragon dildo until he was a shaking mess.

Sucks that your first experience was a rape from some one posing as a friend bro, I would have wined and dined you.

>12, liked watching porn
>discover the the prostate orgasm online and figure I could try it
>hairless, hadn’t hit puberty yet
>no money, no toys or lube
>suck my fingers and slide them into ass
>find prostate but no orgasm
Got bored didn’t try it again until I was older
>15 have money
>but lube, dildo and shaver online
>shave ass, squirt lube into asshole and finger myself
>loosening myself up so it doesn’t hurt
>after 10mins push dildo in, feels okay
>fuck myself against my wardrobe and the wall for half an hour
>nice feelings but no orgasm
>clean up and put it all away
Wish i had the confidence to find an older man to rape me or something at 12

I was on a similar thread 2 DAYS ago green texting and I'm surprised that so many of you were so old when you had your first experience, I was 10 and it was with an old dirty pedo near my school

Man sorry for you. It's not your fault, so no reason to be ashamed.

that's not rape, that's just him being a retarded bitch

That's so hot

>be me last night
>go to a random trap in a hotel near me, messaged him over a German version of Craigslist
>dark room, doesn't want me to show his face. Doesn't matter though, he has a nice ass
>fuck him in the ass after playing a bit
>cum, clean myself and leave after saying goodbye

I hoped that he would turn out to be a top class trap like you see in trap threads here, but he was just a guy with a nice butt. My first time anal though, there's that

I did a few shemales if that counts

i sucked my roomate dick when we were drunk, after that he fucked me and cummed into my ass. we talked it through the next day, and agreed to do it reguralry, the other 2 of our roomates didnt know. once he just finished inside me, and the other 2 arrived knocked at the door, it was locked, quickly dressed up, it was fuckin hot talking to them with my ass filled with cum. im his little bitch, he can do anything with me.

> be me at age 14
> on holiday in spain
> family is asleep
> go to lobby and watch spanish TV
> older man sitting there
> spent an hour doing smalltalk and pondering about how he'd fuck me
> finally chicken out and go to bed
Probably gave him blue balls.

>Freshman year of college, don't know anyone, hate my roommate
>Go out to a bar, later find out it's a gay bar
>Guy looks to be in his late forties starts chatting me up, I think he's just making conversation
>Realize after way too long that he's making passes at me, surprisingly don't hate it, always thought I was straight
>Asks me if I want to come to his place by campus so I can actually have some drinks, agree
>Drives us to his house, nowhere near campus
>Get's me fucked up, whips out his dick, tells me to take my time, can tell it's my first
>Start sucking him, tells me to take my clothes off, strip nude for him without stopping
>Stands up, has me follow him to his room
>Pulls out a leashed collar, asks me if this is alright, I'm too horned up to say no
>Put it on uncomfortably tight, pushes me onto his bed, lubes me up, fucks me while yanking on the leash
>Grabs my arms behind my back, cuffs them with fuzzy handcuffs
>Asks if it's okay for him to bring some friends, want to tell him not really, but shoves a gag in my mouth the second I open it, thanks me for saying yes
>Don't know how much longer later, lost track of time, two more guys show up
>This was Wednesday night, didn't leave his house until Sunday evening
>People asked where I've been, make something up
>That's the story of how I met my first master and how I got into dom sub relationships

My first gay experience was with a friend my age when we were 8. I was distracted and he kissed me. I was kinda mad because he got me off guard, didn’t ask to do it and gave no sign that he would do it, but I didn’t not like the kissing itself though. My first kiss ever, was confusing more than anything.

instant boner

Same, but with my older brother and his friend. They said if I told anyone, then they'd tell the whole school I was gay, which would have been the end of the world for me back then.

>got fucked frequently around 11-14
... by Charlie Sheen?

depends on ages of parties goncerned

Different times. I'm Bi, but back then I might as well have been completely gay.
Plus I was fucking a pedo so double taboo. Was both scary and exciting keeping both a secret

Are you me except a pussy?
>Be 13
>Family vacation to Mexico
>Be a dirty shut in, don't want to go out, parents let me stay at the hotel and read
>Get bored, wander the hotel
>Older Mexican dude asks if I'm lost, stupidly tell him I'm just chilling while my family's out
>Acts all sad that I'm not with them, asks if I have a good relationship with them, when they're coming back, etc.
>Like a moron, tell him they won't be back til night
>Asks if I want to have some fun and let him buy me a drink from the bar
>Says he has to give it to me in his hotel room so he doesn't get in trouble for giving it to a kid
>Go to his room, he comes back, says it's a jack and coke
>It was super strong, more jack than coke, but tough it out because 13 year old me thought liquor was cool, didn't want to look uncool
>He drops trow, says I have to pay him back, doesn't let me fight back, pushes my face against his crotch
>Talks me through the steps of my first blow job
>Tells me to strip, I was too much a mix of scared and horny to say no
>Pushes me face down onto the bed, spits on my ass, suddenly and forcibly penetrates
>Shoves my briefs in my mouth to keep me from making too much noise
>After he finishes, puts my clothes high in the closet to keep me from reaching them and leaving
>Keeps me there for a few hours, using me a few more times that day
>Next day, family goes out again, I end up knocking on his door again

Fucking hot, I hope it was the same guy with both of you.

Seems like it, I mean now that I read your version I'm not sure I would've enjoyed it.
Dunno, I think I'm pretty close to women in that regard. I want someone to abuse me, but I also want to be able to fully trust that person.
> rape me, but don't rape me, but please do

Unless he moved from Spain to mexico, between the two of us, i don't think so.

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I met someone off /soc/ and we frotted :3, it felt so good cause he's uncut

Getting raped fucks with your head, man, especially at that age. It was terrible and I could hardly sleep that night, but the next day I was on my knees for him first thing in the morning. It also started my habit of trying to get fucked even when I went back home. I looked into all the shady allies, all the discreet craigslist ads, absolutely everything I could. Even after I got held and raped at knife point I didn't stop.

>that one time I went on /b a looked at a dick rate thread

>Shared a bed with dad because small apartment and mom works odd hours
>Preteens, going through puberty
>Dad's dick poking out of the fly of his boxers
>Can't stop myself, touch it
>No reaction yet, grab it lightly, still nothing
>Gently crawl down as to not rock the bed, get to his crotch, touch the tip of it with my tongue
>Still nothing, feeling bold, give it a full on lick
>Cock twitches, heart freezes, look up, world stops for all of thirty seconds, resumes snoring
>He's at half mast and I'm at full boldness, put it in my mouth
>Feel a hand at the back of my head, heart sinks, instead pushes me down
>Gave my first blow job to my dad
>And my second. And my third.
>Becomes a nightly routine

>be me, 7th grade, 12
>jack off really often
>hear about prostate stimulation
>know where my mom's vibrator is (I'm a nosy fuck)
>take it to the bathroom, lube it up with vaseline
>insert, switch it on
>oh god that feels good
>spend next 30 minutes on my hands and knees, dripping precum
>finally cum, almost hands-free
>start playing with my ass more after that
In addition to the vibrator, I've used a toilet brush handle, a shower squeegee handle, and a bottle of proactiv.

I let fuck me older man....i am sucking his cock also...but no kiss, thats too gay.
This is his dick

Daddy was enjoying himself

Can you at least be gay with someone who has a nice dick?

Obviously I didn't mean rape in the actual sense, rather an older, more dominant and experienced guy, teaching/training me, to become a good bottom.
> started my habit
See, that's what I think is missing for me and could've been kick started by that guy in spain. I sort of can't get past most guys being dicks and making yourself vulnerable towards them.
Only ever let one guy try it, he sucked, but holy shit dildos feel good.
Recently been thinking more and more about trying it with a guy and find myself drifting into dating and cuddling fantasies with my imagined strong protective daddy figure.
But then I think to myself, that it's way too girly.

its nice dick

Small*
There, fixed it for you bud.
At least he's not cut.

No, it is not

>guys are dicks
>can't be vulnerable to them

I'm going to tell you what I tell every woman I hear complain about literally the same thing
*ahem*

STOP TRYING TO DATE ASS HOLES

#metoo

my ass isnt the best either

Delete the picture dude...

Me giving head

Thanks for making me %100 straight

>be 14 hanging out at a friend's from school who has the house for himself a lot
>start watching porn
>starts jerking off and tries to convince me to jerk each other off
>he spends ten minutes convincing me very eagerly saying that it will feel way better than doing it by ourselves
>I finally agree but I have a condition
>I'll jerk him off if he lets me rub my dick against his ass until I come
>he agrees instantly
>we take our shirts of so we they don't get stained
>he sits buttnaked on my lap and I start jerking him
>he's moaning and rubbing his ass against my dick through my boxers
>he cums in like one minute
>I pull my boxers down and put my dick between his asscheeks
>he starts rubbing it and moaning until I come like never before
>we started meeting more ofter
cont?

gave a hj to someone from backpage, he made me sit on his lap and we kissed

>I sort of can't get past most guys being dicks and making yourself vulnerable towards them

See, I like that part. It's degrading and humiliating how good it feels. But then again, I am the one who goes out of his way to get raped, so I'm not exactly the norm.

First was with an older guy when I was 13. For a long time I was ashamed because I liked it so much.

I don't think you're as far out of the norm as you think. Pretty much the only thing keeping me from doing stuff like that is fear of STDs

Every single fucking day 1/5 of the total threads posted on Sup Forums are about something gay. Either it's traps or gay shit in general.

Aren't you tired? This is stupid. We get it, you're gay but shitposting daily about homo shit just because you're a sad little guy who faps all day long won't make your crappy life better.

this thread is the gayest thing i have experienced. besides being molested in grade 8.

Smartest comment in the whole thread. Wtf.

I have yet to try to date any guy. I realize that I'm being stupid here, dunno probably has something to do with my inability to relax. I sort of have to have control at all times and feel uncomfortable when I don't. Mostly because I don't trust the other guy, as well as myself. As in, I'm not worth being wanted, so if someone does, it must be for his pleasure, thus I don't matter to him and so on.

But I think you should also acknowledge that they're often dicks, but at least i had the common sense to realize that, before anything happened, unlike many women.

I can completely understand the feeling and enjoyment you get and I'm pretty sure I'd enjoy it too. I just can't seem to stay in the moment. I immediately start thinking about how he's gonna out me and make stupid comments about fucking me.

Man, i'm way too insecure.

Yeah and 3/5 are all straight port. We get it, your straight. Enjoy only getting pleasure from 51% of the population.

Left 1/5 for the retards