Was I molested? I'm really trying to figure this out guys. Here is my evidence that I was molested

Was I molested? I'm really trying to figure this out guys. Here is my evidence that I was molested.

>was hypersexual from a young age, began masturbating in elementary school and all my friends started in middle school

>One time my dad gets home and I'm faking being asleep, he takes out his dick and starts jacking off while looking at me. I open my eyes and kind of smile at him cuz I didn't know what else to do it was weird and he immediately puts his dick away smiles and changes the subject with a question about something else.

>used to sleep in my dads bed with my sister and him until like 7th grade

>vaguely remember his dick brushing up against me one night and seeing it under the covers

>Had low self esteem, had and still kind of had porn addiction

>Hated women and girls, still somewhat do

>became a sissy for a couple years from ages 16-19

>was convinced I was trans, still deciding on this fact

I'm going to keep making this thread until I get some opinions.

only you know if you were molested or not.
keep making this thread and you will be getting a dick in the ass.

I don't know, that's the thing. But why would all these things happen unless I was being perved on? Maybe I blocked it out, I don't know. This shit is fucked. Do I confront my dad?

None of this is evidence of molestation, OP. Especially the you becoming a sissy part.

Yeah probably Op. Him jacking off over you is enough to say yeah it probably happened. See a therapist.

the point is that having really weird sexual and porn fetish stuff especially dealing with the aspect of emasculation is a symptom of being molested. Though not always, but a decent amount of times.

This is basically the reason that I'm entertaining the idea. Why would he do that unless something fucked up was going on. What confuses me is why can't I remember being molested. Just the time he masturbated over my sleeping body. I don't know what to think.

>>became a sissy for a couple years from ages 16-19

sounds like he shouldve beat you too, tbh

yah yah don't worry buddy I already hate myself.

Yeah people not remembering the event is pretty common, quite positive that something similar happened to me.

You're prolly just a fag.

People don't repress upsetting memories. Freud was wrong about a lot of things, especially that. If anything emotionally charged memories are the ones people remember with the greatest amount of detail. Seeing someone masturbate is NOT molestation. Stop being such a fuckboi. If you have a penis you are a male. Start acting like it. That or give Mike Pence's zap the gay away therapy a shot and post that instead of this cancer.

its possible you were molested.

hard to know for sure

You were indeed molested bro. You need not confront your dad. But you do need to talk to a shrink or something.

>People don't repress upsetting memories. Freud was wrong about a lot of things, especially that.

Repressed memories are a normal aspect of early childhood trauma you fucking pleb. The things that freud were wrong about was the libido being behind everything and dudes wanting to fuck their moms. He was right in at least some way with everything else.

Even if you were, don't let it define you. Find meaning and identity in yourself

Your dad's dick shouldn't have been near you dude. Clearly molested

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I wasn't molested but ever since I was 13 or 14 I've been masturbating almost daily for years. Have a porn addiction too. Assuming when I finally lose my virginity one day I'll be addicted to sex.

It was near him awhile poking his mother. Just saying.

Nope, when you finally get some pussy you'll realise your hand feels better because you are so used to it

I'm pretty addicted to sex. Atleast when I'm with a girl. I also have bpd though so that plays into it.

I started having sex at like 12 though with anything that had a hole meaning my guy friends too and my female cousin who I still have this weird crush like thing on.

I don't concur with that statement. Pussy has this amazing feel too it that I cannot replicate. I really miss that specific feeling of a girl riding me.

If I was molested, should I kill him? he literally ruined my life. He's a pathetic guy now anyways. I used to look up to him when I was young. Now I just feel disgust for what he is.

No you shouldn't kill him. If that was the only bad thing he did and he was a decent dad then don't kill him. Even if he was bad you shouldn't kill him. No killing. lol

>If I was molested, should I kill him?
>If I was molested
>If

You dont even know...
Why would it warrant killing him if it didn't have enough of an impact on you for you to even remember it?

No, there is little to no credible research supporting repression of memories. It's actually the creation of false memories that initially lead to what psychologists thought were repressed memories. Do your own research before spouting pseudofacts.

user, sometimes you're just trans... have you considered a) you're not really trans, or b) you're really trans and always have been?

Yah but I've had these memories without a psychologist prompting me to have them. I know that all these things I posted as evidence have happened.

Yes. Kill him OP. He definitely molested you.

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A. You're recollection of an event is your brain recreating it and each time you remember it becomes slightly different so you're probably not remembering it correctly. You don't need to have someone else suggest something happened to you for false memories to occur. B. Again, someone touching themself near you is not molestation.

All the kids I knew when I was in elementary school who were hypersexualized turned out to be gay. One was named Zach and he started jerking off when he was in the 3rd grade. He also told me at the playground one day that his cousin who was also in elementary school sucked someone's dick under the slide. Smart kid. There was also Skylar, who talked about porn that he saw when we rode the bus home. He was talking about how he saw big dick porn when he was 7. Met him again in high school and he was a full blown faggot. Nice guy.

yeah I know, but why the fuck would he jack off while looking at me. Would you get home and see your kid sleeping on the couch and have your natural response be to touch yourself while looking at them. the fuck? To me that means something weird was going on.